Lost New Street

When we got back to the noodle shop, the shop was already closed.

It was pitch black everywhere, not even a night light was left.

It's no wonder that Lao Chen is the most stingy. He has a good name for saving electricity, water and energy, but in fact he loves the money.

Lin Junxi stood alone in the empty shop, it was dark and sloppy everywhere, he didn't bother to turn on the lights, just sat in the middle of the shop blankly, not even in the mood to light a cigarette.

His mind was in a mess, too many things happened tonight, which made him unable to recover for a while.

It was okay before, there were so many bureaus waiting for him every day, either today he went out to do errands with the gang, or he went out to fool around with the gang tomorrow, no matter what, Bai Bing and the others would hang out with him, drink when he was tired Order some wine, go to bed feeling dizzy, open your eyes and it's another new day, what a happy day it was.

But later it was different. After the hustle and bustle, when everything returned to calm, Lin Junxi finally felt that he was actually so empty and depraved.

Two years ago, Lin Junxi was still very innocent. At that time, he was young and lacked food, clothing and love.Ever since he met those so-called ignorant bastards, he seemed to have found a long-lost sense of security.

How good it is to have a big brother, how wonderful to have a brother, everywhere you go, you will be arrogant, scold whoever you want to scold, bully whoever you want to bully, go out with your buddies, and have a big brother to cover you, life is good How moisturizing.

Lin Junxi not only found the long-lost sense of security and the need for friendship, warmth and various emotions in these people, he also thought what happened to the ruffian?What's wrong with the bastard?When he was at his worst, these people still regarded him as a human being. When everyone looked down on him, these people were by his side. He felt that they were actually the most loyal, bloody, The most righteous.

Shi Zhan and Erping are also one of them.

Pony boys like them don't hang out with their big brother every day. Although they are not with the same big brother, they have been hanging out together all day since they met.

They were beaten together, got into trouble together, did things together, and shared money together.

Every time their eldest brother said, I treat you like my own younger brother, and I will protect you if anything happens.

Lin Junxi still fantasizes that when they get mixed up in the future, the whole Yongxin District will be their world.

Shi Zhan's job was actually very simple, but he was doing things for his elder brother, and ended up in jail.

There is nothing wrong with the result of doing evil, but the punishment on Shi Zhan is too heavy, because he shouldered all the guilt alone, and the blame was pushed down on him by his brother.

Brother Kun has already reminded Lin Junxi, don't mess with Da Quan's gang, who is Da Quan?That's something that even my own brother can die without saving.

Brother Quan said it nicely, big brother, what is big brother, if something happens to a brother, the one who can be saved is called big brother.

But after the accident happened, what was the so-called big brother thinking?It is true that the fire does not burn yourself.

Today, two years later, Brother Quan doesn't even remember how many years Shi Zhan was sentenced.

What Zhao Xiaolei said is good, this is the role of people like us, it is not bad if you really treat others as your own brother, and they really treat you as your own.

Only then did Lin Junxi understand that what happened was covered by my brother, why my brother treats you as my own brother, if they really treat you as their own brother, how can I let you do this kind of thing?

What's more, people have even harmed their own younger brothers, so don't mention them.

A long time ago, Lin Junxi ran away from home, lost his parents, and no one who was sincerely kind to him.

Although none of these things happened to him, he still discovered a lot of problems, that is, not all big brothers are as righteous as they are in the movie. For some big brothers, the younger brothers are just for sale.And the so-called brothers are not necessarily all capable of stabbing each other's ribs. At critical moments, brothers are used to stab two stabs.

Lin Junxi smiled wryly at the dark ceiling.

This smile made the corner of his mouth hurt a little.

I reached out and touched it, and there was a band-aid on it.

Lin Junxi was taken aback, and for a moment, a warm current gushed out of his chest.Then he remembered that when he was beaten just now, that fool rushed over to protect him.Even though he was scolded like that later, when he left, he still thought about putting a Band-Aid on himself.

Lin Junxi laughed again, in fact, it was true, the idiot seemed to have always cared about him, his finger was smashed before, obviously nothing happened, the idiot ran over to grab his finger after finishing his work.

How many years has he been out here?From leaving home to now, he has fought countless times and suffered countless injuries. Today seems to be the first time that someone has paid attention to his pain.

However, it was such a person who only cared about his pain, and was scolded and ran away by him.

There was a dense pain that radiated from the chest to the whole body, and then landed on the fingertips that had been caught by the fool.

Lin Junxi hugged his head in pain, and fell down on the table.

He really didn't know what he was doing.

The next day, the fool did not show up.

Brother Liu and Dabao Xiaobai were very confused, thinking that A Tian had "run away with the money".

Old Chen saw that something was wrong, so he turned around and asked Lin Junxi, "Where's Ah Tian?"

Lin Junxi was busy with the work in hand, "I don't know, maybe I know I don't know anything, so let's go."

Although he acted quite indifferent, his hand kneading the dough was still a little trembling.

Lao Chen looked at Lin Junxi's face without raising his eyes, and didn't say anything more at that time.

He knew Lin Junxi very well. Lin Junxi was not a bad person, but his personality was too awkward and he was too good-looking.I always like to make myself look like a little bastard, but I'm actually soft in my heart.Just like before, both he and Brother Liu knew that it was Lin Junxi who washed the fool's hands and cut his nails.But none of them would expose him, because once they said this, Lin Junxi would definitely not do that again, maybe he would become angry and have to bully Ah Tian again to save "face".

Lao Chen stood at the door of the store, looking at the big sun.

Why do some people have to be assholes?

He turned his head to look at Lin Junxi, who was in a daze, and only sighed, but said nothing.

Lin Junxi sat on the steps in front of the noodle shop shaking his legs. There were cigarette butts and ash all over the steps.

Everyone could see that Lin Junxi was in a bad mood, no one dared to provoke him.

Old Chen and Brother Liu wanted to laugh when they saw Lin Junxi's distraught look. Although they were worried about the fool, neither of them said much.

Lin Junxi couldn't sit still, hesitantly wanted to go out for a stroll.

But Bai Bing came at the right time, as soon as he entered the door, he asked him, "Do you want to go?"

Lin Junxi was taken aback for a moment, and then he remembered that he had promised himself earlier that it was time to go and see Shi Zhan again.

The prison where Shi Zhan is located is in the suburbs, and it takes about an hour to drive there.

The two of them chartered a car, bought something they could bring in, and set off.

Along the way, Lin Junxi looked out the window of the taxi at the street outside, his eyes swept over every pedestrian on the road, as if he was looking for something.

Not all prisons are as good as those shown in the movies. You have to hold a microphone to speak through the glass windows with eyes.After greeting the prison guards in charge and registering, the two were taken to a place that looked like a cafeteria, which was specially used for prison visits.

After a while, Shi Zhan came, still the same, with normal height and normal figure, like Lin Junxi, he was fair and clean, looking very energetic.

It's just that the clothes are not as good as those in the movie, gray half-sleeves and trousers, round inches shaved, and handcuffs on the hands.

Every time Lin Junxi came to see Shi Zhan, his eyes turned sour when he saw the handcuffs.

What a good guy he looks, why does he have to suffer in such a place.

Shi Zhan laughed at him, "Why are you still so worthless?"

Being told this, Lin Junxi's eye circles were almost red, he really felt wronged for Shi Zhan.

Fortunately, there is Bai Bing by my side, the master who can talk and sing the most, every time I encounter a particularly sad situation, I rely on him to interrupt.

"Don't say that we Xige are worthless, people are now the boss, and they want to set up a gang of beggars."

It's just that I didn't talk well today, Bai Bing didn't know what happened before, and poked Lin Junxi again.

"It's just a pity that this beggar gang has not yet been established, and the younger brother ran away."

Lin Junxi slapped Bai Bing on the head, then turned back and lit a cigarette for Shi Zhan.

The prison guard knew both of them well, and released the handcuffs for Shi Zhan, allowing them to wait for a while.

Bai Bing said, "Soon, it will come out in half a year, and we will still be the same as before."

Lin Junxi thought of something, and asked Shi Zhan, "What are your plans when you come out?"

Shi Zhan smiled, "What else can I do, find a job, earn money, and support my mother."

"there…"

"I'm not messing around anymore," Shi Zhan raised his eyes, which were shining brightly, "I'm not that material."

Bai Bing smiled knowingly, and there was something pointed in his words, "Injured?"

"Well, it really hurts."

"...It's been such a long time, no matter how big the injury is, it should be healed."

After thinking about it, Shi Zhan suddenly lifted up his clothes, showing them a scar on his back.

"Look, remember the injury?"

Lin Junxi nodded, "Remember, we had an incident together that time."

"It was so scary when I was injured, but now not only does it not hurt at all, but I almost forgot how much it hurt at that time." Shi Zhan turned around and took another puff of cigarette, "But there are some things, just like this scar. , although it doesn't hurt anymore, the scar will always be here."

When Shi Zhan said this, his eyes were lowered.

But Lin Junxi could still see it, and displayed what was hidden in his eyes, called hatred.

Before leaving, the two left another 2000 yuan for Shi Zhan, which was pooled by Lin Junxi and Bai Bing, and they did this every time.

Shi Zhan didn't want it, "Farewell, you have left money for me every time you came to see me in the past two years. Xiaolei came here before, and there is no shortage of food or drink, so there is no need."

Lin Junxi and the others stuffed him desperately, "Okay, just take it."

Shi Zhan lowered his eyes, not knowing what to say, "My mother told me when she came here before, you still think about her during the holidays."

"It's all buddies, what are you talking about?"

"...Brother..." Shi Zhan seemed to remember something, clenched his fists for a moment, but in the end, he still sniffed, raised his head and smiled at them, "En, buddy."

His hands were handcuffed again, and Shi Zhan turned his head and told Lin Junxi and Bai Bing, "You two too, don't be fooled around, we are not that kind of material, so go ahead and do what you should do, in this world There are so many good people, let’s breathe more fresh air!”

Shi Zhan's eyes are very long, and his smile looks like a crescent moon, which is very festive and warms the hearts of those who watch it.

Later, on the way back, Lin Junxi and Bai Bing looked at the scenery outside the window without saying a word, maybe they were reminiscing Shi Zhan's sentence, let's breathe more fresh air.

What exactly is fresh air?

When taking a bath at night, Lin Junxi stood in the bathroom, looking at his face in the mirror.

The corner of the mouth is still a little red, but the broken place has healed.

But can the human heart be healed in a few days like this opening?

Then he remembered Shi Zhan's words, even if the injury healed, it would leave a scar.

While lying on the bed, Lin Junxi tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep, always feeling that something was disturbing in his heart.

A pair of eyes full of sadness flashed across his eyes, then he turned and disappeared under the dim street lights.

It's been two days, and that guy seems to just disappear.

Suddenly a bolt of lightning flashed across, illuminating the room flickering.Immediately afterwards there was another thunderclap, and crackling raindrops fell suddenly.

Lin Junxi sat up suddenly from the bed, looking at the window that was wet by rain, feeling even more uneasy.