silently love you

Su Yu washed her face in the bathroom, and then lit a cigarette at the window in agitation.

The anxiety in my heart is always lingering.

Shen Mo came out of the private room, Shuai Cai caught up from behind, "Is it okay?"

Nodding while walking silently, "It's okay."

"You take a taxi first, and I'll talk to them. It's probably a certainty."

Shen Mo thought for a while, but still shook his head, "I'm okay, and I haven't drunk. This director is very difficult to get an appointment with, so it's not appropriate for me to go first."

Shuai Cai also knew it was inappropriate, "That's fine. Tell me if you feel uncomfortable, don't be brave."

"You're almost an old woman." Smiling silently, he waved at Shuai Cai, "Go in, I'll go to the bathroom and I'll be back."

There was a pile of cigarette butts under Su Yu's feet, and the whole bathroom was full of smoke. In fact, he didn't take a few puffs, but kept holding them in his fingers, which made him feel a little safe.

He felt that the blood in his heart, liver, spleen, lungs, and internal organs was flowing backwards, and it seemed that a gap had been opened, and something was rushing into it. He couldn't restrain the feeling of panic, tension, and trembling all over his body. go down.When he went to Inner Mongolia alone to undercover the gun smuggling case, he never felt this kind of nervousness.

I didn't feel any better until the whole pack of cigarettes was gone.The last cigarette fell on the ground. He crushed it with his shoe, took out a piece of chewing gum from his pocket and ate it while walking outside. Before he could turn around, he bumped into a person head-on.

Su Yu was fine, and the other party took several steps back before stabilizing his feet.

Silence is a public figure, and he would not do such things as lose his temper and quarrel with others in public, even if he was unhappy, he didn't say anything.

Su Yu was probably in a bad mood to a certain extent, with a sullen face, "You can't stand the wind outside if it exceeds two degrees."

This is overkill.

Mo Mo raised her eyes, looked at the other person's face extremely impatiently, and instantly paled.

"Su Yu..."

Su Yu frowned, not wanting to talk nonsense with him, and was about to leave when Shen Mo grabbed his arm, his voice trembling, "You are Su Yu..."

Su Yu shook off his hand, "Young master, if you don't want to change your name, you won't change your surname, so does Su Yu. Which one of you, what's the matter!"

Shen Mo hadn't recovered from the shock of meeting the living Su Yu, but was frightened by his ruthless appearance at the moment, his throat seemed to be stuck, "You don't know me anymore?"

"I know! I know!" Huang Qi squeezed over from behind and stood in the middle, his eyes were full of excitement and nervousness in Silence, he pulled Su Yu, "Brother Yu, this is Silence! It's so red!"

"Oh." Su Yu sized him up from head to toe, "He's a big star."

The contempt in the words can be heard even if you don't listen carefully.

"What's wrong with you? Aren't you dead?" Silence asked.He wanted to pull Su Yu, but was dodged by the other party.

"What you said is wrong. Why do I have to die?" Su Yu stared at Mo Mo, and the more he looked at it, the more familiar it became, and it was familiar from the bottom of his heart.

Is it a dream?Shen Mo couldn't believe what he saw, so he smacked his face with a mouth, and with a "snap", Su Yu was stunned.

It hurts.

"You...you don't need to..." Su Yu raised his right hand, instinctively wanting to rub his face, and when he realized it, he hurriedly put it down.His tone subconsciously became less resentful.

"A living Su Yu..."

Su Yu: "..." Crazy, this is, Su Yu leaned over like a plague and was about to run away.

Huang Qi was also dumbfounded, looked at the silence, and asked cautiously, "What's wrong with you? Did you drink too much?"

Seeing that he was about to leave, Shen Mo hurriedly grabbed him, Huang Qi stood between the two of them, letting Su Yu slip away, and turned around to dissuade Shen Mo, "You're too drunk, I'll find a car to take you back."

"Let go of me, Su Yu! Su Yu! Come back!"

Seeing Su Yu run into the private room, Shen Mo pulled Huang Qi away and wanted to chase after him.Huang Qi scratched his head, not knowing why, so he simply went to the bathroom to pee.

Before Shen Mo ran a few steps, Shuai Cai just came out of the box and saw Shen Mo stop him, "Why are you going?"

Silence stopped, looked at Shuai Cai, and said excitedly, "I saw Su Yu! It's right in front!"

Shuaicai looked used to him, wrapped his arms around him, and comforted him softly, "You're wrong. I'll take you to the hospital tomorrow. It's up to you to choose whether to see an ophthalmologist or a psychiatrist."

Shen Mo failed to break free from his hand, and covered his head, "I really saw Su Yu!"

"Silent! If he is really alive, why didn't he find you! Let you live in such pain for five years!" Shuai Cai got a little drunk, and his voice became louder unconsciously. He just didn't want to see Shen Mo still hugging Su Yu. Dead hope alive.He also hoped that Su Yu was not dead, but facts are facts, and no one can change them.

Thinking of Su Yu's eyes just now, his heart ached in silence, "He seems to have forgotten me, he forgot who I am..."

"Do you want to be a screenwriter?" Shuai Cai said, "The plot of amnesia was not popular ten years ago!"

"Brother Cai! He's in that private room!" Mo Mo pointed to the private room in the distance.

"All right, all right! I'll take you there! Find out if that person is Su Yu!" Shuai Cai kicked the door straight into the room while keeping silent.

"Who is Su Yu!" Shuai Cai shouted with his eyes closed.

When he opened his eyes, he was stunned when he saw the person standing in front of him.

"Ah..." Before Shuai Cai could say the word "Yu", Su Yu punched him so hard that he almost fell down.

"Damn it?" Shuai Caijiu woke up, covering his face with a dazed expression.

"There's still a face in front of my eyes." Su Yu said coldly.Now not only was he silent, Shuai Cai was also at a loss.

"I...you...you...I..."

Shuai Cai was stuck, the first time he saw Su Yu, he was sure that this person must be Su Yu, definitely.

"Back when I trusted you so much and handed Su over to you, you actually sold the bar while I was convalescing? Run away with the money?"

"What about him? Su gave me your last words! Liang Ruonan..."

"Bang." Another punch, Shuai Cai covered the other side of his face with his other hand, looking at Su Yu in dismay.

"Last words?" Su Yu glanced at the dull silence behind his eyes, "You all really want to see me die?"

Shen Mo said in a low voice, "You remember Shuai Cai, but you don't know who I am?"

Su Yu frowned and looked at Silence, the anxiety in his heart became more and more serious, and he could even feel his hands trembling slightly.

The group of people behind Su Yu also gathered around. After all, they were policemen, so they still had aura. Shuai Cai covered his face and took a few steps back, "We're not here to cause trouble."

Su Yu turned around and said that he knew each other, and took the two of them outside.

Silence kept staring at Su Yu, and felt that he seemed to have really grown taller, he must be 1.8 meters five now, his skin was darker, and his voice became more magnetic. The whole body exudes a mature man The unique masculine breath of the body.

He leaned against the wall of the corridor, touched his pocket, found no cigarette, and frowned.

This seems to be no different from when he was 17 years old.

"No... are you really A Yu?"

Shuai Cai looked at Su Yu in disbelief.

"Chen Baoxin, what do you think?"

"Damn it!" Shuai Cai hurriedly covered his mouth, "I haven't been called by my name for more than ten years!"

Su Yu took his hand away, "Who am I?"

"Su Yu, you can be Su Yu, don't call me Chen Baoxin from now on."

"Why do you think I'm dead?" This was what Su Yu found puzzling.

Shuai Cai looked back at the silent silence and sighed.

"Liang Ruonan said that you are dead." Shuaicai recalled that sentence from her mouth, and the pain and sadness at that time can be vividly remembered now.

"I can't explain this matter in one or two sentences." Shuai Cai said, "But you are doing well, I am very happy, really."

"You, really don't remember him?" Shuai Cai pointed to silence.

Su Yu looked at Shen Mo, who happened to be looking at him too.

After a long time, Su Yu looked away, "I don't remember."

Heart fiercely pulled together.Mo Mo almost cried, he covered his eyes, "I'm leaving first. Brother Cai, you two talk."

"Mo Mo..." Shuai Cai wanted to hold him back, but Mo Mo quickly dodged away.

Shuai Cai didn't chase him out. He really wanted to ask Su Yu too much. Silence also meant the same thing, but he must not be able to control his emotions. After loving for so many years, he couldn't forget it. , let them meet again, but Su Yu forgot about him alone...

"Where should we go for a drink?" Shuai Cai said.

"Okay." The two went back to their private rooms to say goodbye to their friends, and went to the former Soviet bar, now renamed TD.

When they arrived at the bar, they ordered two bottles of foreign wine, but the two of them drank three glasses without speaking, which was their habit of drinking before.

"I really... knew you were dead, and I cried for several months." Shuai Cai wiped away his tears. That year, he accompanied Silence during the day, and cried secretly when he went home at night. Looking back, his poor self couldn't stand it.

"What happened? Overnight, Liang Ruonan said you were dead, and Shen Mo lay half-dead on the hospital bed for almost a year. I still don't know what happened."

Su Yu drank a glass of wine, "Can you tell me about me and Shen Mo?"

"You have a different feeling, seeing silence."

"Yes." Su Yu replied truthfully, "When I heard the name, I was very panicked and scared. I don't know what I was afraid of."

"Among you, I really don't know much. If you want to remember, go to him. He has been waiting for you for five years, don't make him wait any longer."

Su Yu frowned, "Didn't you think I was dead? What is he waiting for me for?"

"Yeah, that's why he's stupid." Shuai Cai smiled wryly, feeling sorry for Shen Mo, "Liang Ruonan said you died to save Mo Mo, he was in so much pain and blamed himself, but in fact...he also Pretty miserable."

"Save him? Liang Ruonan said that I was injured to help the police solve the case." Su Yu was confused. If Liang Ruonan was lying to him, what was his purpose?After he recovered, he no longer mentioned the matter of enlisting in the army, and could do whatever Su Yu wanted.

Su Yu still felt strange, if it was true that he was injured while assisting the policeman, why didn't she stop him when he proposed to become a policeman?

"Momo was kidnapped. It seems to be a director of Liang Ruonan's company. I still feel puzzled. Why did that director kidnap Momo and threaten Liang Ruonan? It doesn't make sense. Later, it seems that you went to rescue with the police. In the end, you A bullet in the head..."

"What about Momo?" Su Yu blurted out.The worry between the lines floated on his face.

"He..." Shuaicai took a sip of his wine, "He was beaten so badly that he was injected with drugs, which hurt his internal organs. After half a year of detoxification, he was skinny, 1.8 meters tall, and then only [-] It weighs a lot."

Su Yu picked up the wine glass, the wine in the glass shook like an earthquake, and spilled all the wine in it.

"After he came out, he didn't speak, and just lay on the bed all day, like a mummy. If he didn't have a father, he probably wouldn't have survived until today."

The heart was smashed hard for no reason.The hustle and bustle around stopped, only the creaking of Su Yu's knuckles could be heard.

"Snapped!"

The wine glass fell to the ground.

"Ah Yu!" Shuai Cai was taken aback, seeing Su Yu's suddenly lax eyes patted him on the shoulder nervously, "What's wrong with you?"

Su Yu closed her eyes and covered them to prevent the liquid inside from leaking out.

"I remembered, he was for me..."