silently love you

Su Yu stood in front of the tomb with a dazed expression on his face.

"Maybe...maybe it's a coincidence?" he told himself.

"Since there is fate...then I will sweep your grave."

After Su Yu finished speaking, she picked out two flowers from the bunch of flowers she was holding in her hand, and placed them in front of the tomb.

Before leaving, my feet slipped and I almost fell to the ground, when suddenly my mind was filled with a memory as if it was suddenly opened.

The 17-year-old Su Yu was wearing that white sportswear, holding a mobile phone in the living room, and kept taking pictures of herself with the camera, taking more than 1000 pictures from all angles and various expressions.

Then I sat on the sofa and picked and picked, leaving 120 pieces.

"One two one, I want to love you. Little brother, when will you see my heart..."

The expression that only people have when they think of someone they like hangs on Su Yu's face all night.

"Who is he……"

Su Yu knelt on the ground with his head in his hands, and the severe headache almost made him collapse.He knew he must have forgotten something, a very important person.

There was a heavy fog in the mountains, and Silent walked very slowly when he came down from the mountain. I just wanted to take off the Jade Guanyin and put it on the tombstone. I always feel that I have seen Su Yu's figure many times.

As soon as I put it there, I felt so uncomfortable that I couldn't breathe, as if my heart had been dug out.

After thinking about it, I still took it back. If you can’t let it go, you can’t let it go. It’s good to remember him for the rest of your life.

Silence stopped, put the pendant in front of his eyes, and looked carefully. Compared with five years ago, this Jade Guanyin is more transparent.

Just as he was about to put it on his neck, there was a sudden impact from behind, Mo Mo rushed forward a few steps, and the Jade Guanyin in his hand flew out.

"I'm sorry buddy, it's too foggy to see you here..." The bumper hurriedly apologized, silently ignored him, and anxiously looked for where Yu fell.

Seeing that he was looking for something, Su Yu wanted to step forward to help him find it, but when he took a step with his left foot, he stepped on something.He squatted down and picked it up. It was a very familiar piece of jade. He frowned and turned it over to look. The word "Yu" was clearly engraved on the back.

The piece of Jade Guanyin, which he had spent a lot of money to order and had been stolen for a long time, was being held in his hand, and the touch felt extremely familiar.

Su Yu glanced at the man who was still looking for something, and could feel his anxiety through the thick fog.

"Are you looking for this?" Su Yu shook the thing in his hand.

Turning her head in silence, she walked over quickly, seeing Yu Guanyin lying in Su Yu's hands safe and sound, and finally breathed a sigh of relief.Just about to take it back, Su Yu closed his hands, and Shen Mo only touched his hand.

"What do you mean?" Silence frowned.

"Where did this thing come from?" Su Yu asked. In five years, Su Yu's voice had already changed, becoming more hoarse and magnetic, but the unrestrained voice in his words hadn't changed at all.

Silently, slightly dazed, he looked up at him.The fog was so thick that even the people standing opposite could only see the outline.

here we go again.That feeling of seeing everyone as Su Yu.

"Huh?" Su Yu's eyes were good, at least better than silent ones.He looked at the silence, his tone subconsciously softened, and he didn't even notice it.

Shen Mo didn't like anyone touching what Su Yu gave him, so he spread his palms, "Give it back to me."

Things that have been lost for many years, although they are in the hands of others now, it cannot be said that they stole them!Maybe where I bought it, it just so happens that his name also has a word Yu in it!

Su Yu hesitated, but still put the jade in his palm.

"I had the same piece before." Su Yu said.

Shen Mo put the jade back around his neck, and the weightlessness of not touching the ground disappeared.

"It's different." Mo Mo touched the cold jade on his chest, lowered his eyebrows and smiled slightly, "Because this is unique."

"Since it's unique, wear it well..."

Silently lost his mind again, Su Yu had already descended the mountain when he came back to his senses.

At the foot of the mountain, Shuai Cai called and said that he would return to Jincheng tomorrow.

Finally, he asked Mo Mo tentatively, "Ning Shuya has a concert in Lushi the day after tomorrow, and wants to invite you to be a mystery guest, what do you think?"

"No." The expected answer.

Ning Shuya is the queen of love songs, and she is also the only scandal subject since Mo Mo's debut. In fact, it is not considered a scandal. After all, they have no contact in private. It was just that they sang a duet of a love song with a high spread rate. The MV in it was also two people. Starring, CP fans can always find all kinds of so-called "dark sugar". Sometimes it's the same time to post on Weibo, sometimes they wear the same brand, and sometimes they leave a message for a mutual friend's birthday...

Shen Mo doesn't like to share unfounded stories with anyone, so he almost avoids suspicion.

"I guess you said the same thing, and have declined."

Mo Mo drove onto the road, the fog cleared up a bit, but it was still a bit dangerous on the road, he drove very slowly.

"I saw a person who looks very similar to Su Yu today." Knowing that Shuai Cai was going to say that his eyes were bad, but he still wanted to tell him,

"There are many people who look alike in the world." Shuai Cai said.

"Yeah, I didn't see the face clearly, but it looks taller than Su Yu, and the voice is a bit similar."

Shuai Cai was sentimental, "If he is still here, maybe he will grow up too." After finishing speaking, he regretted and wanted to twitch his mouth, fearing that he would be sad after listening to silence, so he quickly changed the subject, "I will go back to Jincheng tomorrow morning , Stay for two days, and then come back together, probably join the group next week, the specifics depend on the heroine's itinerary, it's okay to slow down, just take a few more days of rest."

"Yeah." Shen Mo didn't say anything, Shuai Cai told him not to go out all the time, it would be bad if it caused crowds to watch, and he also said not to eat indiscriminately, seeing that Mo Mo didn't answer, he hung up the phone resentfully.

In fact, every time he goes home, he doesn’t go out very often. He sleeps at home, sleeps during the day, sleeps at night, reads books when he can’t fall asleep, and chats with Shen Hai. He has no friends in Jincheng, and the only one he still has is Hu Liang. Chased to Australia for Yang Xin, but not in Jincheng.

I suddenly wanted to go back to school to have a look. There should be no one around this weekend.

Look at where Su Yu used to sit, look at the alley where he fought, look at the wall he climbed over...

It was not yet noon when Shen Mo arrived, there was no one in the school, and the gate was closed tightly, Mo Mo told the guard that he was a graduate, so come back and have a look.The uncle doorman is no longer the uncle he was when he was in school. Hearing Shen Mo said that he is a graduate, he let him in happily.

At the end of November, the ginkgo trees around the playground have almost fallen, and the ground is full of yellow dead leaves and fruits. When walking under the tree, the fallen leaves will fall on the head, creating a kind of romantic colors.

A little further ahead is the basketball court. He still remembers how Su Yu used to sweat profusely on the basketball court. He was always proud of his skills. He played basketball really well, but he didn't play it often. In his words In other words, playing basketball is the same as bullying others.How conceited and proud, but Shen Mo liked his confident appearance at the beginning.

The silence was still immersed in the memories, and suddenly there were several screams in front, someone shouted that Wang Hao was going to jump off the building!

Wearing a mask, Shen Mo ran over following the sound, surrounded by a dozen boarding students in front of the teaching building, and pointed to the thin figure on the roof of the sixth floor.

"I just heard him and his mother quarrel on the phone, and then ran to that..."

"What should I do, the teacher is not here on weekends..."

"Will he really jump off..."

Mo Mo patted the students in front and asked, "Is there a phone?"

The girl whispered in fear.

Shen Mo said, "Call 110, call his homeroom teacher, and ask someone to come from home. Do you understand?"

The girl nodded sharply, and quickly took out her mobile phone to make a call.

Silently, he rushed to the teaching building with strides, and ran up layer by layer. When he reached the top of the building, there was no one on the roof except him.

The classmate who was going to jump off was very thin, and the school uniform was loose and loose, and when the wind blew, the clothes would be blown up. He was not afraid of the cold, so he just stood there motionless.

Shen Mo took a few steps forward, took off the mask and put it in his pocket.

The thin male classmate looked back when he heard the voice, and opened his mouth in silence and surprise.

"You are... Brother Mo Mo?"

Shen Mo smiled kindly, "Yes." It would be much easier to know him.

"Why did you come?" The boy was obviously surprised that he could see a star on the school rooftop.

Shen Mo said, "Actually, I also graduated from this school, so I came back to take a look today." Mo Mo saw that he was in a much better mood, and then said, "Is it cold standing there? Can you take brother Mo Mo for a walk, I haven't been back for several years I don't even remember the way..."

"I...I can't show you around anymore, I want to die." The boy's face was full of forbearance, and he must have suffered a lot of grievances.

"Student, what's your name?"

"My name is Wang Hao."

"Then Wang Hao, can you chat with me? Why do you want to die? Are you being bullied?"

Wang Hao lost control of his emotions, and suddenly burst into tears, "I've worked very hard! My mother scolded me, calling me stupid! Saying I'm useless! Saying that my head is full of shit? But I worked really hard!"

The pressure silence on study is very understandable.

"Do you know why we study in school?"

Wang Hao's eyes were full of grievances and unwillingness.

"Because I want my parents to be happy! Let them show off everywhere! But I don't care if I like to learn piano or not!"

Silent but smiled, "It's to choose between abilities and hobbies. There are so many universities and companies in the world, do you want to have the confidence to choose them, or be selected and eliminated?"

"I have no choice since I was born! I can't choose my parents, I can't choose my room, I can't choose my school... In the future? In the future, I can't choose my wife! I can't choose my career! They always want to plan me..."

Wang Hao's emotions were about to collapse, and Mo Mo worried that he would fall if he was not careful, so he ran over in a hurry.

"Don't come here!" Wang Hao pointed at him, looked at Shen Mo and suddenly smiled, "Thank you, Brother Mo Mo, I like you very much. I didn't expect to see you before I died... I am satisfied..."

"Don't be impulsive!" Seeing him take a few steps outside, Mo Mo broke out in a cold sweat.