What he sang is all fake

Zhou Xiucheng's eyes fell on Qi Chen's hand.

Slender and powerful hands, with neatly trimmed nails, slightly raised blue blood vessels on the back of the hand, extending under three layers of bandages.It didn't look like a serious injury, but it was within the consolation range.

"What happened to your hand?" So he asked naturally.

Qi Chen didn't want to deliberately hide anything, he just put his hands on the table casually, "It's okay." He said, it was equivalent to an answer without answer-although he didn't show the intention of refusing to talk, but this indifference was written on every day. In an inch of air.

There is nothing wrong with this, this is the most likely appearance Zhou Xiucheng imagined for him.Originally, he also thought about growing up in a different environment, whether this child would become a particularly distant and strange appearance. He had indeed seen his bright side in photos a long time ago, but after going around and returning to the original point, they Talking or confronting face to face, he is presenting the state he is most familiar with.

The unshakable commonality in the blood was confirmed, and fate arranged for him to observe the lessons of human beings, and then brought him this gratifying and regrettable conclusion.

"I've been watching you." Zhou Xiucheng said in a deep voice, "From the moment you were born to now. As far as I know, this attention has not disturbed you, so you can understand that I am at a safe distance from your privacy .”

"I have never interfered in your life, so there is no need to doubt the authenticity of everything you have experienced. I have nothing to interfere, which means that you are doing well. I am very grateful to your adoptive parents for this."

Whether Qi Chen likes to listen or not, Zhou Xiucheng will finish the most basic words.He slowed down, spoke calmly and clearly, and left a gap of two seconds for interruption after each sentence.

But Qi Chen didn't intend to speak, so he continued.

"I've tried this scene countless times now, and it came a little earlier than I thought. It's too late to talk about right and wrong. I respect your mother's choice, but in the end we must be sorry for you."

How do you convey an apology?If words and eyes were enough, the definition of the word pain in the world would change and become too light.So even if the person who expressed his apology at this time was sincere enough, Zhou Xiucheng himself knew that saying it was tantamount to not saying it.

As expected, he didn't see any waves in Qi Chen's eyes.His appearance was imprinted in those pupils similar to him, and a familiar stranger was imprinted.

"I'm here today to know your opinion. What you want to ask, what you want to say...or you want to end the conversation directly, that's fine too."

Explain things clearly, express your point of view, and then ask the other person's point of view-this stranger has not broken the alienation, is polite enough, and is always ready to compromise. It's really... really an attitude that makes people unable to attack.

Qi Chen wasn't ready to show any emotions, but just because he wasn't ready to show it didn't mean he didn't.He looked at the man in front of him who had taken the role of "father" by himself, and felt speechless from the bottom of his heart.It's past the stage where he would find it absurd, and at this moment, he can still play a joke with himself in his heart:

So, will I be like this in another 30 years?

"Isn't material interference considered interference?" According to the order of the other party's statements, Qi Chen responded one by one in a leisurely manner, "Except for my life, have you never interfered with the people around me?"

The first question was beyond Zhou Xiucheng's expectation, and there was no need to hide it any more. He just paused for two seconds and said calmly, "If it's about money... it's not within the scope of 'interference', because no matter how much I give , that money has not been touched.”

"Second question, do you mean...that kid upstairs?" Zhou Xiucheng asked back, "What's your relationship with him?"

Qi Chen chuckled, and continued to ask, "Don't you know what relationship I have with him?"

"It's not interference," Zhou Xiucheng said without thinking, "after all, he is also Nan Yu's teammate."

You see, the cunning adults are sophistrying.But at any rate, this vague answer also confirmed his guess.Qi Chen has thought about a lot of things in the past few days, and if he seriously traces the past, there are too many details that can be unearthed, and this is just one of them.Not to mention the night when he was photographed in the university city, and the thrilling FM, he and Bei He have traveled together quite a few times, and his behavior is not [-]% cautious, but he has not been pulled out until now. , it's really no luck.

How can there be so much luck.

"You keep saying 'I' instead of 'we', that is, other people don't know?"

Others: Yang Donghua and Zhou Nanyu, the former he does not know their names, and the latter he does not want to mention at all, so they are collectively referred to as "others".Such an expression brought alienation to the table, and Zhou Xiucheng finally showed a trace of intolerance.

"They don't know. Donghua may know that I have information about you, but she didn't ask because she dared not face you, let alone break her decision. Nan Yu's words, he didn't know from the beginning to the end... So, don't you ask why?"

He sighed softly, "Don't you want to know the cause of this whole thing?"

... Qi Chen really didn't want to know.

Delving into the past is an extremely risky thing. He experienced it once two years ago, and he still clearly remembers the feeling of his faith collapsing.But in order to make myself no longer like a drama protagonist who is played around, "knowledge" has become the last resort.

"I don't really want to hear long speeches." Qi Chen asked and answered.This kind of reason can definitely be described as tortuous and beautiful. If you talk about difficulties and hardships, 24 years are enough to accumulate enough words and sentences. "Knowledge" can't make up for disappointment, and he doesn't want to hear those.

Zhou Xiucheng paused for a few seconds, and then, as he wished, he summed up the reason for changing several lives in one sentence:

"At the age of 12, brothers are fighting each other, and 24 brothers are fighting each other. Donghua heard people say this in Xiangshan Temple. Although it is ridiculous no matter how you think about it, it is for this reason that she made a choice to let you separate."

Zhou Xiucheng himself thought it was ridiculous when he said it, "Nan Yu did have a car accident on his 12th birthday, I don't know if you have... don't mention it, you don't have to believe it."

Is it better to believe that there is something than nothing?

When Qi Chen heard the word "struggle", he subconsciously had the answer directly.I believe.He almost said that, how incredible, he can be persuaded by this reason, or more precisely, he doesn't want to go into it, just treat it as a convincing legend of destiny, after all, they have already walked on this track far away.

Zhou Xiucheng tried to analyze his silence, but there was nothing there, only the tiredness of two generations.So, with all due respect, "May I know, 24, if you guys are really fighting over something?"

The survivor guilt effect.If you know that you have a sibling, but for some reason, he was sent away and disappeared, you have completely blank knowledge of him, and you don't know what kind of situation he will be in.He may not have everything you have, spiritual or material, and even the most basic health and stability cannot be confirmed-is it better to know this state than to be concealed?

If it is further information, let you know his existence, at what age will you understand it?How would the previous generation dissect themselves and explain their brutal decisions to you?

Zhou Nanyu stood in the front hall with no lights on, looking at the family photos framed by exquisite photo frames on the wall where the sunlight did not fall.What his father had said to him while sitting here on Christmas Eve last year rang in his ears again. Survivor Guilt, now he's beginning to understand.

Although it is impossible to talk about feelings because they were separated at birth, the bond of blood has always existed, like a small ice needle pierced into the flesh, and it hurts a little when touched.The concealer knows what kind of person Zhou Nanyu is, whether he is really indifferent and heartless, or whether he is actually more sensitive and careful than anyone else.Indeed, if he knows that there is such a person, he will think about it. If he wants to share this rich food and clothing with him, there should be another person. If there is one party who is not as good as the other, who is qualified to be the luckier one .

He seems to be the passive winner with a high probability, even though he has been suffering slowly for many years in the shadow of the family that lost the other party.It's uncomfortable anyway, so why don't people just know nothing about it?

Looking at the three people in the photo, Zhou Nanyu fell into a long blank.He caressed the corner of the photo unconsciously, and all he touched with his fingertips was dust.A thin layer of dust reveals the fact that no one has taken care of this place for a long time. Aunt Fu has returned to her hometown, and the Zhou residence has been silent for 360 days.The mother took a nap in the room, and the anti-manic depression drugs made her sleep longer day after day. In her sleep, she was comfortable. If this result could give him one out of ten thousand comfort, he was willing to think so.

Zhou Nanyu was lying on his back in a corner of the sofa, the light from the floor-to-ceiling windows pierced through his fingers, and the daylight was dazzling.The red thread is attached to the pulse, and it is not known whether it is witnessing everything with cold eyes, or accompanying him silently.He'll feel sorry, but he won't really feel guilty anymore.He regards forbearance as a habit, and uses rational suppression in exchange for mistakes.He is not a winner, he is a complete loser, and he will always be troubled by the unsolvable question of "why is it that person".

If he could, he would even want to go back to the time when he knew nothing - you see, this makes sense, what the adults did was really a good decision for him.

But looking at it this way, the past he was eager to find out has become a joke.

It all really feels like a joke.

Chu Xiaofei raised his head and laughed three times.The voice of laughing for the sake of laughing sounded too dry, and he felt his whole face was stiff after laughing.

"I will answer this question." He looked at his speechless mother, mocking others and himself, and even speaking incoherently, "I really know what the hell they are arguing about, and, yes, I believe it, because of this reason The two of them will never—never recognize each other as brothers. It doesn't matter whether it's a year earlier or a year later, as long as they don't meet now, the way they know each other now, everything is easy to say. Shit, I believe it , now it is really the worst situation."

Mother Chu didn't know what he was talking about anymore, she slowly widened her eyes, and just about to ask, Chu Xiaofei stood up and rushed straight to the entrance.He pulled up his coat and grabbed the car keys, stepped on a pair of shoes and slammed the door away.

Summer night cicadas sounded from the dry branches, and the sharp sound of brakes came from the empty highway.Dreams, reality and memories are intertwined, and the world in people's senses loses logic and becomes chaotic.

How did you get the scar on your back?Chu Xiaofei from a certain time and space jumped into the swimming pool and poured a handful of water onto the shoulders of the people around him. He caught a glimpse of it inadvertently and asked casually.Car accident, for several years.Zhou Nanyu replied lightly, as if he had let go of it, but the fact is that the nightmare was hidden in the memory, forever in the memory, waiting for the best time to torture people.

It's now.Zhou Nanyu frowned uncomfortably in his light sleep. He went back to 12 years ago, when he was 12 years old, sitting in the back seat of a car that was driving smoothly, looking forward to meeting his father who had returned to China, and then the next second he was overwhelmed. upside down.In the tinnitus that lasted half a minute, the pain came at the same time as the dizziness caused by blood loss and impact.He opened his eyes with difficulty, and saw the twisted car door in front of him in a trance, so close to him, one more punch would smash into his flesh and blood.

Then the dream changes the memory, and then confuses it into the consciousness of reality, becoming the most terrifying thing.He saw someone lying there with him, bloody and distorted, and he couldn't make out his face, but he knew it was a very similar face, or—or it was his own.

"Straighten the misplaced bones, and every inch of meridians around will hurt."

Zhou Xiucheng retreated outside the door, his farewell words were not too brief, Qi Chen stood silently by the door waiting for him to finish.

"If it is true that twins are a nightmare, I hope we can all wake up quickly. We mean everyone who is related."

Zhou Xiucheng carefully traced the face of the person in front of him with his gaze, "When you want, go and see Donghua, Yang Donghua, at least remember this name. Go and see her, in any capacity you can accept. "

At the end of the silence, Qi Chen hummed lightly.

With the door closed, the temperature difference between the inside and the outside is quite a bit, and it really looks like two worlds are separated.Zhou Xiucheng walked slowly to the elevator entrance and remembered, ah, he forgot to say his name.

The winter in the dream was not cold at all, and Qimei saw herself standing in the middle of the park wearing a knee-length skirt.This must be a dream, because she clearly remembered that there were no cicadas singing on this day, and it was not a hot summer, and this place existed in November.No mistake, it was her brother's birthday. At the age of 12, she took a crayon and wrote a crooked 1 on the card, and then dragged the tail of 2 long.

At that time, fireworks had not been banned in Weicheng, and there were bang bang bangs in the sky not far away.She stared blankly for a while, counted to ten, and the people around her disappeared.

where are you?The person who was hiding seemed to have disappeared. She searched behind the bushes and under the slide made of plastic boards. She became bewildered from being excited.Obviously she was just playing hide and seek, but in the end she was serious enough to make her feel panicked.She faced the panic 12 years ago, and still chose to climb to the top of the slide clumsily, and tremblingly stretched out her head to look down at a place that was already extremely high for her.where are you!

If she didn't come out again, she couldn't help crying again.

Compared to crying, what made her heart stop was the moment when her center of gravity was unstable and carried forward.The feeling of stepping on the ground made people wake up, and Qi Mei suddenly opened her eyes.

The high-speed train entered Yidu Station, and the passengers around had already got up and started to collect their luggage.In the midst of the noise, Qi Mei was stunned for two seconds, and then she came to her senses during the second loop of the broadcast, hurriedly packed her things and was about to get out of the car.

Spring Festival travel is really not a joke. Qi Mei stood in the departure hall, only feeling that she did not walk all the way here by herself, but was pushed by the crowd.The densely packed crowd of people is surging, and if there is a crowd phobic patient, I am afraid that they will faint on the spot.She dragged her half-person-high suitcase, and finally found a corner where she could breathe next to the vending machine, which had a half-empty shelf.

I'm here, where are you?She quickly edited a message and sent it, but the network was also slow.

The waiting time was prolonged, Qi Mei looked at the crowded heads, and swallowed her throat with some nausea.With so many people, even if Qi Chen arrived on time, it would be difficult to find her at a glance.She pinched her sore shoulders and necks, the remnants of the nightmare invaded the weakest human defense in reality.She started to complain again, but it was more sad, sad for no reason.

where are you.

Come out!I—find—not—find—you—ah!

The young Qimei shouted in that time and space, but unlike the dream, she did not step on the ground, and someone grabbed her arm accurately.

"Wait for a long time?"

The arm was pulled back, Qi Mei was stunned, and turned her head to see Qi Chen's face.Although the other party was still indifferent, she could see the expression of relief.

Didn't have to wait long.Qi Mei wanted to say this, but the words turned into something strange.

"Did you fall at that time?" Qi Mei looked at him and murmured, "Hold me, but she didn't stand firm... The platform of the slide was icy so it was very slippery. You have a broken bone, right?" ? I also cried for a long time, so I don't play hide and seek anymore."

It took Qi Chen a few seconds to realize what she was talking about. Normally, he wouldn't go on with such meaningless memories, and Qi Mei himself should have lost track of this paragraph long ago.But at this moment, there was a sparkle in her eyes, which dragged him back to the crying little girl many years ago.

Qi Chen reached out his hand involuntarily, and stroked her hair with the most tender strength.

He was also carried away by her thoughts and said something without beginning or end.

"It's okay, I found it now."