What he sang is all fake

It was not yet early morning when Bei He woke up, but the inpatient department had already turned off the lights, and the single ward was quiet, pulling his senses until three o'clock in the middle of the night.When his sanity came back, he didn't want to open his eyes for a few seconds. Opening his eyes meant that he had to face the reality, those bizarre, tortuous and messy things.At this moment, the first thing he has to face is the smell of the hospital's exclusive disinfectant. As expected, no matter what the situation is, no matter how many times he smells it, he will feel disgusted.

It turned out that it was not a dream.

Someone was talking on the phone in the corridor outside the door, and the lowered voice was intermittent, but it was not difficult to tell who it was.Bei He looked at the ceiling with half-opened eyes, and vaguely heard Song Yixiang's name and Zhou Nanyu's name popping out of his mouth.Although I am very sorry, it is great to have Song Yixiang clean up the mess for them in time, otherwise he will fall asleep with his eyes closed, and everyone else will suffer. When he wakes up, he doesn't know what he will be under. Or directly follow the enlarged and bold headline and appear on the headline of tomorrow's entertainment section.

Bei He sat up with his arms propped up, and found his bag and mobile phone on the bedside table. This conspicuous placement slightly reduced his bewilderment.He didn't read any of the message pop-up windows piled up on the screen of his phone. He directly pressed and held the shortcut key No. 1 to dial a number. When the receiver rang the sixth tone, someone opened the door and walked to his bed. There is also a paper cup in it.

"...Next time it will appear at the third beep." Bei He muttered in a low voice.His safety is back, and he can still be presumptuous for a second.

"There will be no next time." Qi Chen turned on the bedside lamp, carefully looked at his face, "Is there something uncomfortable?"

Bei He shook his head.

The water in the disposable paper cup was hot but not hot, and Bei He drank it all in one gulp.It is true that there is no illness, but the faces of both of them are not good-looking.There are so many things that should be explained and sought to be explained, and it is rare for them to face each other without words, and no one knows how to speak.

As if he understood their state, Song Yixiang walked in with a serious face and began to explain bluntly.

"Ms. Zhou's condition is stable. She fainted due to stimulation. Although she hasn't woken up yet, her life is not in danger. Fortunately, Zhou Nan called me when she was in the ambulance and arranged for the hospital in time. You are leaving Theoretically, the VIP should not have been photographed. The public control side is following, and if there is no new information, it will not be a big problem."

Omitting the pleasantries, Song Yixiang summed up the current situation in a few words without dragging his feet, as if he was doing business.But Bei He would rather he could blame and complain as usual, although they really did nothing wrong, the atmosphere was so oppressive that no one dared to make a sound.

"You still want to sleep here until tomorrow morning?" Song Yixiang sighed softly, he looked at his watch, it was ten past twelve, "Let's go if you have nothing to do."

Beihe didn't know much about the process of entering the hospital, but it only took 5 minutes to leave the hospital.He didn't need to worry about the formalities, Song Yixiang did the finishing touches, and asked the two of them to wait in the car.The silence shifted from the ward to the parking lot, and the dim light fell on the empty concrete floor at midnight.The wind outside was so strong that the whistle sounded, the car was also cold, and the heater started very slowly. Bei He huddled in the back row until Qi Chen took off his coat and covered him, and stroked his forehead hair comfortingly. .

Bei He squeezed out a smiling face towards him.

"Shall we... go back to your house now?" It was really difficult, but he couldn't escape, Bei He decided to start with the most basic question right now: "Aunt and uncle have already gone back?"

Qi Chen didn't speak.His eyes were half-closed and his head was thrown back.He has always been deserted, but he also gives people the feeling of being very energetic, rarely showing obvious tiredness and bewilderment like this.Bei He thought that he was distracted and didn't hear, and just when he was thinking whether to ask again, he responded slowly.

"...Where do you want to go?"

As keen as Bei He, he was stunned for a second before he understood what he meant.This answer is not asking "where do you want to go", it is saying "I don't know".

I don't know where to go back.

I do not know what to do.

I don't know where to call... home.

The hardness of reinforced concrete is far from comparable to that of human flesh, but skyscrapers will collapse when they are hit by planes, not to mention people who are caught off guard by accidents.The flesh of the heart is too soft, and the blood is liquid, what can it support?Anxiety, depression, and confusion are the privileges of higher creatures. It is only natural for ordinary people to be vulnerable, and Qi Chen is no exception.

But he is his superman, and he finds even his fragile corners charming.Bei He stretched out his five fingers and penetrated into the gap between his fingertips, and firmly clasped the cold hand.

"Then let's go find Liang Feng," Bei He said softly, "He must not be asleep at this point."

Qi Chen remained silent for a few more seconds before hesitating, "Your manager..."

"Let's run."

You must know what I'm talking about.

Bei He bent the corner of his mouth towards him, and the moonlight was shining in his eyes.When he ran away, he was alone, and then he was the one who dragged his arm and ran to the end of the gray alley.

Then run again.Let the night wind deprive you of body heat, let the shadows shorten and lengthen on the night street, and let the footsteps connect the unmanned stations into a line.If you run too much heat, you will fight against the cold. 98 out of a hundred shadows are running away, and two are overlapping at the end of strength.Let's kiss, the sunrise will not be far away.

Song Yixiang sighed at the empty SUV, stood beside him and smoked three cigarettes in a row. "Little bastard..." He shook his head angrily, but felt that it was expected.

One o'clock in the morning is when the bar street is at its peak. Liang Feng, who strives to be the leader of the bar, opened a room upstairs for the two of them and left. It's not that he doesn't care about his legendary brothers and starlets. What is going on here? Out, but at this point he really can't get away.That's fine, they don't know how to answer when he asks.

After hastily washing and lying on the bed, Qi Chen expressionlessly threw the dozen condoms in the middle of the bed on the ground.Ninety-nine of the couple suites in one hundred bars are having sex, and they are the only ones who want to sleep to death and don't want to do anything.

But they were deprived of even sleepiness.Bei He slept in the hospital for several hours, but Qi Chen couldn't sleep at all.The two lay flat in the dark for a while, then began to talk.

"What were you afraid of at that time?"

In fact, this was the only question Qi Chen wanted to ask.

"...Why am I afraid? At this point in the plot, shouldn't you guess that I have a terminal illness?"

Bei He chuckled, he had never discovered before that he had this ability to have fun while suffering anytime and anywhere.

"Your electrocardiogram and routine blood test are normal, and the doctor said he's sure you're fine."

Qi Chen paused for two seconds, then said in a deep voice, "Don't let me hear such unlucky words in the future."

This was the first time Qi Chen spoke to Bei He in an orderly tone. Normally, Bei He would have been beaten by Su, or laughed back like he was dying: Why, if I talk about it again, you will make me unable to get out of bed?

But it wasn't appropriate, he didn't dare to make another joke today.

"Understood." He replied, his voice was very obedient, trying his best to convey the strength that could appease the other party. "I'm afraid of the sound of an ambulance and it reminds me of bad things from my childhood."

Then he was silent for a moment, and whispered, "Can I explain later?"

Qi Chen hummed.

Bei He turned over and lay facing him, "Then, let me ask. Where were you when I wasn't awake?"

Anyone watching from the side of the chessboard will surely marvel at how brilliantly he asked this question.A good move can win people's hearts and determine the direction of the next half game.

Where else could he be.He went in and out of the doctor's office, he stood under Song Yixiang's questioning eyes, he passed the closed door of the ward at the end of the corridor, and only had time to take a quick glance at the small window.

She is still asleep.Years and illnesses have robbed her of her youthful beauty, but still cruelly left an outline that can be recalled or imagined.Only now did he have the opportunity to see the fine lines at the corners of her eyes, the silver strands in her black hair, and her back that was no longer as straight as a swan. Time passed too fast, or people came too late.

As if counting the seconds of silence, Bei He asked again, "Do you think that's a coincidence?"

The art of words.A sentence without beginning or end can definitely be understood in a specific situation.Is the resemblance between you and Zhou Nan a coincidence, is it a coincidence that Zhou's mother saw your overreaction?Qi Chen is not a fool, of course he knows what Bei He is talking about, and he also knows what the conclusion of the matter should be at this point.

It's just that he rarely wants to escape.

"I'll wait for you to wake up in the corridor."

Otherwise there was silence.

Bei He didn't speak anymore.Qi Chen doesn't want to talk about it, that's fine.People always have things they don't want to say, and they should leave room for each other.But it's a pity that no one can stand in his position to understand Qi Chen's involuntary actions and insincere words.

It was exactly ten o'clock in the morning when Qi Mei's call came in. Qi Chen's phone was always on silent and only vibrated. She didn't know how many calls in a row before she woke up.

Bei He slept very lightly, and in a trance, he only felt that it was dawn not long after he fell asleep.Qi Chen stood in the bathroom and spoke in a low voice, while Bei He pulled up the quilt to wrap himself tightly.The warmth was still there, he listened with his ears up, but the sleepiness was quickly driven away.

Many girls will become sharp when they are angry. Even if they don't have any malicious intentions, they may speak out when they are impulsive and wronged. Qi Mei is this kind.Qi Chen leaned against the sink, holding the phone in one hand and pressing his temple with the other.Next to his ears was Qi Mei's angry voice, each sentence was louder by a decibel.

"Because it's Beihe, I haven't said anything. I've helped you with everything. I've done everything that's good for you. I've done everything I can think of and done. It's all right now," Qi Mei sneered, and she It seems that he has never talked to Qi Chen like this before, and the explosion went so smoothly for the first time. "You don't come home at night, you don't say a word, you don't go home in the morning, you don't answer your phone and text messages, and now your parents are staring at me and asking, what do you want me to say? Said that my brother took my idol to open a room outside ?”

"Haven't you always been sober, Qi Chen? I thought the sky had fallen and you were proud of your sanity. What's wrong now? I know Bei He is very likable, but are you out of your mind? No, since I was a child, my parents have liked you more, and they have said that I am not as good as you. Now that you are missing, your parents will not come to you directly. The fuck owes you?"

"Don't you like to run away alone? You might as well stay in Yidu and don't come back. Why are you coming back? What kind of year is it? Are you making the whole family have a bad year? I really regret it now, not regretting the hard pull I wanted you to go to the concert, but regretted that time when I heard you said you had a fever, I flew over to see you without saying a word, if I hadn't bumped into Bei He that time, you wouldn't have told me, right?"

Qi Chen listened to her without saying a word, and Qi Mei's trembling breathing was on the other side of the receiver.At this level, she should be crying in a second, and sure enough, he heard a sob right after.

In fact, he wanted to say it very much. Before that, in the past two years, he wanted to say it several times:

I am not your brother.

But no, after hearing these words, his "proud reason" finally got online.He can indeed tell Qi Mei everything, she is entitled to know the truth, but the backside of the truth is hurt, he can't hurt her with excuses or find someone to share.

He already owes her a lot.

"sorry."

That's all he can say.As soon as the voice fell, two seconds later, there was a beeping sound in the receiver, and Qi Mei hung up the phone.

It took Qi Chen a while to come out of the bathroom, and when he opened the door, he found Bei He standing at the door.

Even though he said that he doesn't need to be so careful with him, Bei He's eyes still made him feel that he is now an inflammable and explosive body.But it's a pity that he can't explode for the time being, his heart is empty, and there is no sound when he throws a stone in.

"You, if you want to be alone for a while, I'll go back to the company to find Uncle Xiang."

Bei He wanted to hug him, but for some reason, he didn't even dare to do this.If Qi Chen showed any intention of wanting him to accompany him, he would definitely stay without saying a word, and just sit for a day without saying anything.

But in the next second Qi Chen nodded and said, "Okay."

You see, no matter how far you run, there are things that love cannot heal.

Bei He fully armed himself, and walked into the cold wind in the winter morning alone.The trees on both sides of the main road in Weicheng have lost their leaves, and their bare branches poked into the light blue sky, waiting for the spring to come.The taxi driver uncle spoke with a northeast accent and chatted with him enthusiastically, but unfortunately he lost his mind after hearing a few sentences. The uncle said a few words to himself and closed his mouth in disappointment.

But halfway through, Bei He suddenly opened his mouth again.

"Well, sorry, can I change the address?"

There are many people in the hospital during the day, regardless of holidays or seasons, there will never be a sea of ​​people here.Bei He walked into the inpatient department with his head down, and stood in a place where there were relatively few people, hesitating for a while.He walked in a hurry last night, and he didn't even remember which floor the VIP ward was on.The floor instructions said that there were wards V on the top three floors, and he didn't know which floor he was looking for.

With his current luck, the chance of bumping into him is not high, and there is a risk of being recognized when asking people. It's not like anyone can enter the V ward, and it would be very troublesome to fill in the information if asked.After thinking about it, Bei He took out his cell phone and called Zhou Nanyu.

The phone rang three times and was connected.

"Hey?"

The tired voice was so dry that Bei He's heart ached.He covered his mouth and whispered, "Which floor is Auntie on? I'm standing at the elevator entrance, and I can't remember the way..."

Zhou Nanyu paused for two seconds, "Wait a minute, I'll go down and pick you up."

When Zhou Nanyu appeared, he was only wearing a blue medical mask, so he was easily recognized by his silhouette.Fortunately, most of the people passing by were worried about illness, and they didn't have much time to look at others.Zhou Nanyu pointed to the corridor on the other side, led him to turn left and right, and finally went upstairs from a hidden hospital elevator.

Zhou Nanyu pressed the eleventh floor, Bei He swallowed his throat, and was about to speak when the elevator stopped on the third floor, and a young female nurse came in leading a child.The nurse was stunned when she saw them, but she didn't say anything.

Bei He and Zhou Nanyu lowered their heads at the same time.The kid in the hospital gown looked unhealthy, but he was in a good mood.He pulled the nurse sister to ask things, from the food in the cafeteria today, asked if he could play in the courtyard tomorrow, and when the weather would get warmer.On the seventh floor, the nurse led the child out.

Bei He let out a long sigh.

"Auntie is awake?" He asked softly.

"Ah."

"That……"

"Pick her up tonight."

Bei He walked out of the elevator one after the other, this floor was indeed much quieter, it was hardly in the same world as downstairs.But he almost had a shadow of this quiet atmosphere, the feeling of being suppressed and unable to speak was too scary.

Bei He took a deep breath, "Have you ever thought about—"

"Did it ever occur to you that it was really the two of them?"

An excited voice came down the receiver, and the young girl's clear voice was full of uncontainable excitement, "That's right! If Beihe goes to the captain's house to celebrate the New Year this year, it's not surprising that he appears in Weicheng at this time! That height... In addition to coming out with the captain, I bet 500 yuan that it will definitely be Beihe!"

"And they are going to the eleventh floor, the VIP ward, are they going to visit someone?"

"Oh my God, am I dreaming," she said more and more excitedly, "I don't think I will ever recognize my idol's face in my life... You know my heart was about to jump out at that time, how much I saved The patient's accumulated luck came to meet my CP..."

"Then why are you staring blankly! Is there a nurse you know upstairs! Go up and have a look!"

"Okay, I'll go right away." She bit her lip, "I'll tell you alone, don't tell anyone else!"

The horizontal and vertical lines interlaced to draw the outline of the lifeline, and there was a new chess piece on the chessboard.The door of the ward was opened, and the elevator accelerated upwards. Someone hid in the room and wiped away tears, and someone hid in the dark and fell into a light sleep again.

Do you think these are coincidences?