A scumbag will die a hundred times

Tang Xunhuan and Junjun lived in the same place when they were young, and they are still neighbors.

Pushing away from the balconies of their respective bedrooms, they could see each other.

At that time, Tang Xunhuan's parents were still alive, and he was the child of someone else's family that everyone in the community envied. He was sunny, outstanding, and warm, and he easily caught Junjun's attention.

The balcony is the secret base of two people.Without the knowledge of the parents of both parties, the two secretly communicated for a long time. They chatted about their lives, families, studies, friends, flowers, cats and dogs, and gossip in the community.

Young people's feelings are always poetry, so why not girls?

The two are intimate and reserved, they know each other well without telling the truth, enjoying their own happiness.

However, Tang Xunhuan's father had a car accident.

Tang Xunhuan's father was not a good man, but he was an honest man. He never went to whoring, and he only had one hobby in his life, which was to drink some wine from time to time.Unfortunately, the wine was not very good.

He would get drunk occasionally, and when he was drunk, he would not yell, but would just keep silent and beat people.

Tang Xunhuan didn't know it at first, but every time his father drank, his mother told him to go back to his room and not allow him to come out.

He has always been very obedient, just a boy, occasionally curious, so once, he quietly opened the door and went out to look.

There were only a few empty bottles of wine scattered on the table in the living room, and there was no one there.

Tang Xunhuan went straight to his parents' bedroom, and there was a movement from inside.He lay on the door, listening to the deliberately suppressed screams inside, and the sound of something hitting the person's body, he left calmly.

From that day on, he knew that his father was not a very good person, but that was an adult's business, and he didn't want to understand it. Anyway, when his father was sober, being a good father was enough, wasn't it?He can solve Tang Xunhuan's confusion when he is confused, can communicate with his son some things that are inconvenient to talk to his mother, can be proud of his son, can pamper and love him, how wonderful.

But suddenly one day, my father died.

Tang Xunhuan was a little dazed. At night, he couldn't wait to open the balcony window.

Jun Jun, who was usually waiting there, did not come, and the opposite side was pitch black.

What is she doing today?Will you come later?Tang Xunhuan waited and waited until the distant sky turned pale the next day. For the next week, he waited every night, and every night was the same.So he knew that Junjun, like his father, had disappeared.

Two people who were very important to him disappeared at the same time.

Mother is a strong person, but also a rigid person.

She wants to be strong, so she will not accept sympathy and help from others, and will not allow herself to show a miserable state in front of others.At the same time, she also asked Tang Xunhuan, who was not very old, in the same way.Therefore, Tang Xunhuan can't show sadness in front of outsiders. His mother will be angry if he finds out. Of course, he can't be in front of his mother.

She is rigid, so while she is self-disciplined and conservative, she also asks Tang Xunhuan in the same way.One day she gently knocked on Tang Xunhuan's door, pushed the door open, and found that on the small TV in front of Tang Xunhuan, two men and women were entangled to death. The picture was clear and the angle was deep.So she beat Tang Xunhuan severely for the first time, and told him sternly, you are a serious child, and you shouldn't touch all these things.

Of course, there are many, many more. A single mother will give him as many expectations as she has for such an excellent son.

Tang Xunhuan was very sad one day and wanted to talk to someone. In the past, his father would comfort him, but his father is gone. There are portraits of his father in the living room and on his desk, reminding him of the fact that his father is not there.

He casually pushed the balcony away again, but the balcony next door was still dark, and Junjun was still not there.

But Tang Xunhuan couldn't control that much anymore, he tried hard to imagine that little girl lying on the balcony, listening to him with a smile as usual, she listened very seriously every time, and when she smiled, there was light in her eyes .

Later, he often came to the balcony, just like in the past, telling Junjun all the thoughts of the young man.

Later, he went to high school, boarding, and later, he went to college and left the city.

He is getting better and better and crazier.

How gentlemanly he is externally, how arrogant and riotous he is internally.

Only Junjun has become a flower in his heart, the last pure land.

The first encounter at the party, in the eyes of others, is their romantic love at first sight, but they themselves know that it is the reunion of their childhood sweethearts.

They became a pair of legends on campus, a love that everyone admired and longed for.

Situ Yan had to interrupt Tang Xunhuan's good memories, "Then why did you beat her?"

Tang Xunhuan was interrupted, his face was obviously displeased, and he gave Situ Yan a cold look, but fortunately he didn't do any dangerous moves.

Situ Yan shrugged, he can't be blamed for interrupting, he's not interested in other people's romantic love, he clearly asked why the other party did something to his lover, who knew that this sick-looking person would be troublesome Long story short, it's a good thing they're not my employees, otherwise I wouldn't be able to focus on the key points, and I would have been dismissed by myself long ago.

Even though his thoughts were changing rapidly, he still had a listening look on his face. Tang Xunhuan didn't say any more, and this time he answered his question directly.

"Here," he pointed to his head, "a little problem."

Situ Yan was slightly startled. He was just joking and guessing that the other party might be sick. Could it be that the other party is really mentally ill?Wasn't he dangerous just now?No, it's dangerous now too.

But Tang Xunhuan didn't seem to have done anything dangerous... except that he almost cut his throat with a knife just now.

Tang Xunhuan seemed to guess what he was thinking, and rarely rolled his eyes that didn't fit his image, "Don't guess, it's not the kind of crazy you think."

"It's an emotional impulse control disorder. It's probably related to my family environment when I was a child. Most of the time, it's nothing. It's just that the number of recent outbreaks is more than before."

Situ Yan listened quietly, and finally said: "Have you ever thought about why?"

Tang Xunhuan was taken aback.

"Could it be that these things you have done recently have subtly affected you?"

Tang Xunhuan was really stunned this time, he really hadn't thought about this question.

But the possibility...if true?

Whether it's the murder of his mother, the malice towards Qi Ze, or the riot plan he secretly participated in, almost all of them are actions that have a great negative impact. If it has no impact on him at all, it is definitely impossible.

Could it be that Junjun suffered more pain because of what he did?

Tang Xunhuan, who had been hypnotizing himself in the past, telling himself that he did it because of his illness, not because he wanted to do it, so as to reduce his guilt, at this moment, was overwhelmed with confusion and guilt.