Scumbag, he is soft and sweet

"My name is Zhuo Min."

Zhuo Min's arrival was within Yu Ji's expectations, and it felt like it was indeed the case.

"I've always been curious about you." Zhuo Min held on to the railing of the roof with both hands, his gaze was far away, and after a pause, he asked Yu Ji, "Do you want to see the scenery of the roof together?".

Yu Ji stood obliquely behind Zhuo Min, speechless.

In fact, he was annoyed.

One or two of Mi Xun's ex-boyfriends came to the door to gain a sense of presence, and the scenes of singing new and old loves were really boring.Mi Xun is just his deskmate, not to mention that they have nothing to do with each other, even if they have something, it's not up to Zhuo Min and the others who don't know who is Mi Xun's first boyfriend to jump out. Pointing fingers!

At that time, it happened to be lunch break, and standing on the roof of the main teaching building, Yu Ji could even faintly hear the sound of the radio broadcast in the classroom downstairs.

The song being played now is "You Advance and I Retreat" by Man Shuke.In winter, the wind on the roof of the teaching building is actually very strong, and Shuke's magnetic voice is wrapped in the whistling cold wind.

Yu Ji unknowingly hummed along with him, the voice was very small, it was a way for him to divert his attention.

In 16, Man Shuke's songs were still unpopular songs, and he himself was not a very popular rapper.

Zhuo Min seemed to be pulled back by the low humming behind him, "Do you like Man Shuke?" Before Yu Ji could answer, he continued, "Actually, I like him too."

"In the past, I always felt that most of the Chinese songs were pretentious and groaning, or some square dance music." Zhuo Min straightened up, took out a pack of wet tissues from his coat pocket, and carefully wiped the hands he had just touched the railing. Wiping it inside and out, "I'm not his fan, but I think it's a pity that good songs are not popular. So, I hope he becomes popular, I hope he becomes popular, and I hope he can live off his dreams."

Yu Ji spoke for the first time, with a serious face and a serious tone, "Hiphop can afford him."

"Yes." Zhuo Min crumpled the wet tissue into a ball and held it in his hand. He turned around, looked at Yu Ji and said, "His choice back then was not wrong."

Yu Ji raised his eyebrows, feeling that this senior named Zhuo Min seemed to have something to say.

"The study pressure in the third year of high school is quite high. I'll go back first if I have nothing to do. Senior Zhuo should also go back to the classroom to study." Yu Ji was too lazy to play arts and crafts with Zhuo Min in this icy and snowy place. In winter, he would freeze to death.

Zhuo Min snorted, "Actually, I'm quite curious why Mi Xun likes us."

Yu Ji frowned, for some reason, he corrected Zhuo Min's words, "I don't have as many dramas at the same table as you think, and, for you, my tablemate should be [liked] you , the state is only accurate in the past perfect tense."

Zhuo Min nodded, "Mi Xun likes those who, in his opinion, can warm him up. But I'm obviously not in this category, my temper... how should I put it, I'm not a warm person myself , there is no way to warm others."

Yu Ji nodded, "So?"

"So, today, I saw you up close and talked with you, and I found the reason." Although the corners of Zhuo Min's lips were always curled up, there was only a slight smile in his eyes, "Before, when you went up to give a speech, I vaguely found the answer."

Yu Ji stomped his feet impatiently, he was already a little impatient, he is not usually like this, but Zhuo Min's words revealed a kind of [I am very familiar with Mi Xun][I know Mi Xun very well] The meaning, Yu Ji listened, feeling uncomfortable in his heart, inexplicably just unhappy, there is no reason.

It's ridiculous, a person, so complex and changeable, how can it be so easy to understand?

"We are very similar, whether it's personality or how we deal with people." Zhuo Min blinked, "Do you know that Mi Xun often has nightmares?"

Yu Ji felt that he and Zhuo Min were not alike at all, and their personalities were far from each other, and they were fundamentally different.

He is crazy, young and frivolous, not afraid of losing.

Zhuo Min is proud and self-righteous, but if he is too proud, he will lose badly.

Moreover, Mi Xun had nightmares while sleeping, how did he, Zhuo Min, know? !

No matter how much he complained in his heart, Yu Ji continued to follow Zhuo Min's question on his face, "What dream do I have at the same table?"

"Anyway, it's a nightmare." Zhuo Min lowered his eyes, staring at his fair hands, "Mi Xun once said that my hand is very suitable for holding a paintbrush. In fact, he is very talented in painting, Mi Xun."

Yu Ji nodded perfunctorily, "Yeah." In fact, his mind had already been thinking about other things.

It was Mi Xun's turn to be the on-duty host of the radio station today. Yu Ji looked down at his watch, and it was almost morning self-study. When the fourth class was over, Mi Xun said before leaving that he would ask himself questions for the afternoon self-study.

Facing Yu Ji's perfunctory, Zhuo Min was not angry, and his voice was still unhurried, "When I was a sophomore in high school, Mi Xun drew a sketch for me, it was very expressive, I framed it and hung it on the wall of my bedroom up."

"Hmm...huh?" The surprise in Yu Ji's eyes was too late to hide.

Zhuo Min smiled even brighter, "Next time I have a chance, I can bring it for you to see, and you will believe what I say after seeing it."

——Tch, so what if I have drawn a sketch, I still have a unique gift box!

"Oh." Yu Ji glanced at his watch again, "It's almost morning self-study, let's come here first today. It's a pleasure chatting with you." Shit!

Without waiting for Zhuo Min to speak again, Yu Ji turned around and walked towards the door, "I'm leaving first. Goodbye." After finishing speaking, he left quickly.

——See you no more, crazy!

"I have a hunch that Mi Xun's meme about dumping her boyfriend that month will end with you,"

Ha Qi was dense in front of his eyes, blocking his sight, the mist dispersed, Yu Ji was nowhere to be seen, and the sound of footsteps seemed to have gone far away, Zhuo Min didn't know if he heard this sentence.

But it doesn't matter anymore, Zhuo Min thought, he's going to give up anyway.

Give up this...immature relationship with Mi Xun.

"How does it feel to give up someone you like very much?" Zhuo Min whispered.

Standing alone on the roof for a while, it was not until the bell for self-study at noon rang for a long time that Zhuo Min left here with a step that was not as crisp and neat as before, and went down to the fourth floor.

"...The peacock flies southeast and turns around every ten miles...." The voices of reciting books echoed in the corridor. Those voices were loud but dragged, with a long tail, and the owners of the voices seemed to be very tired.

At this time, it has been a long time since self-study in the morning, but there is a class on the third floor of the senior high school who is not resting and is reciting "The Peacock Flies Southeast". The sound of their memorization can be heard clearly all over the corridor.

"A peacock flies southeast and turns around every ten miles." Zhuo Min recalled these words with a bitter smile.Yes, this is probably the feeling of giving up someone you like very much.

Maybe it's because he's young and mature, since he was a child, Zhuo Min's mind is much more mature than his peers. He has followed the rules for more than ten years, and the most deviant thing he has done is to fall in love with Mi Xun and actively pursue him.

Probably only once in a lifetime.

After all, the world of adults pays attention to efficiency and interests, and pays attention to timely stop loss.

At the end of the military training that year, Zhuo Min and Mi Xun went to an art exhibition together, and they chose the bus as the means of transportation. The art exhibition opened early, so the two of them naturally got up early, and the bumpy bus became a dream reminder the cradle.

Within 10 minutes, Mi Xun tilted his head and fell asleep with his pillow on Zhuo Min's shoulder.

Only at this time will Mi Xun not be so resistant to physical contact.

After Mi Xun was woken up covered in sweat, he told Zhuo Min about his nightmare. He only said that it was about the paint, and that Zhuo Min had a little resemblance to the protector in his dream, but his own There is a small mole on the eyelid of the protector, and finally he asked Zhuo Min to keep this secret for him.

Zhuo Min remembered that he was laughing and joking at the beginning, and asked Mi Xun, "Could it be possible that you chose to be with me because you saw that I resembled your protector?"

Mi Xun laughed at that time, saying that Zhuo Min, you have a really big brain, like the nagging heroine in the brain-dead love drama that his mother loves to watch.

In fact, thinking about it now, Mi Xun never answered his question directly.

Whoever said it, modern people, if there is no explicit denial, it is probably the default.

Mi Xun often has nightmares, in fact Zhuo Min often has dreams himself after being together with Mi Xun.

He dreamed that he said "I love you" to Mi Xun on a crowded street, and Mi Xun frowned and said, "No need to deliver, it's cold";

He dreamed that he said "I love you" to Mi Xun in the noisy food stall, Mi Xun bent his legs, turned around to call the boss, and said "two more draft beers";

He dreamed that he said "I love you" to Mi Xun on the dimly lit and cold night roadside, and Mi Xun smiled and said "Don't make trouble".

Zhuo Min has dreamed of a thousand and ten thousand confession scenes, but he has never heard Mi Xun say "I love you too" even once.

"The Great Master" said: I met you at the best time, it was my luck.Too bad I'm out of time.Think about it, saying that you have no regrets in life is just an act of anger.How boring life would be if there were no regrets.I have you in my heart.But I can only go as far as I like it.

As said on the Internet, I also sincerely wanted to go to Wushan together with you, but unfortunately there are countless variables in the world, I saw you alone in the sea of ​​people, now, I will return you well Go in the sea of ​​people.

This is probably the best view of love - affectionate but not entangled.

Zhuo Min wiped the wall with his hands, and walked slowly to the door of Class 9, Senior Three.

In the classroom, the math teacher was drawing on the blackboard the pictures to be used in the first class in the afternoon. The students below were either resting on their stomachs or doing problems. Seeing that Zhuo Min was late, the math teacher didn't ask much.

This is probably the benefit of being a good student, and you won't be caught and scolded by the teacher if you are late.

Zhuo Min stepped lightly, returned to his seat, looked at the little black bump on the wall at the corner of the table, and closed his eyes.

Just like the vast majority of rape victims and their family members would choose to swallow their anger and suffer from this "dumb loss", many homosexuals will marry in the end either passively or helplessly. Inclusiveness is still not high.

Zhuo Min thought, Mi Xun will probably be like this in the end, he will meet a girl, and then marry that person legally, living life with laughter and tears.

50 years later, children and grandchildren will be around their knees.

He would even tell his future wife about himself, Zhou Huaixiao and others, saying, in the past, many people loved him terribly.

Deliberately making his wife jealous, and then coaxing her, said with a smile in her ear, but those are over, now, I only have you...

So, everything will be back on track eventually.

Zhuo Min picks that little black bump, and the holiday is less than a month away, a short winter vacation.The school starts again, it is the second semester of the third year of high school, the [-]-day swearing-in ceremony, one model, two models and three models, finally ushered in the college entrance examination, and then everyone graduated, went their separate ways, and Huanhai became their alma mater.

By then, Mi Xun might have found his own protector in reality.

If there were no accidents, I would probably never meet Mi Xun again.Zhuo Min thought.

[The author has something to say]: The scene of Zhuo Min's confession in his dream, the first two are adapted from popular songs, which song is it... Abs can't remember emmm