Dont look at me

The two, who had barely touched their mobile phones, went completely crazy.

When it finally turned on, the information was overwhelming.

Amidst the pile of greetings, Ao Ge suddenly froze for a moment.

It's a message from Wen Guan.

The content is simple, straightforward and reveals a coldness that has nothing to do with oneself.

But this name, too familiar, suddenly made people a little unbelievable.

There is only one sentence, "Qi Wubing's funeral, can you come?"

Ao Ge and Yu Meng directly booked tickets and flew back.

I didn't know the situation until I got there.

Qi Wubing wanted to save a Doberman pinscher standing in the middle of the road.

He was hit directly by an oncoming truck.

Blood flowed all over the ground and died on the spot.

Wen Guan seemed to have witnessed it with his own eyes, and personally sent the corpse to the hospital. He took care of all the procedures.

Qi Wubing has no family, no relatives, let alone friends, and even no one to sign when he dies.

Wen Guan showed all the proofs before he was qualified as a signatory.

Put him in the cemetery.

Today is the official funeral in the cemetery.

Yu Meng asked in a low voice, "How is Dr. Wen?"

Ace shook his head, "I lost a lot of weight, and I can't see it otherwise."

Ao Ge and Yu Meng only saw Wen Guan at the funeral.

He has indeed lost a lot of weight, his face is pale, and the dark circles under his eyes are particularly obvious. It can be seen that he has stayed up for many nights without sleep.

The skinny one can see the sharp bulges of the joints, and the black suit on his body looks a bit empty.

He looked very calm, so calm that he seemed to have just died of a stranger.

There were very few people at the funeral, as few as five people.

The sky was getting darker and darker, full of gray clouds.

Thunder rumbled, and soon it rained.

Wen Guan held a black umbrella, stood in front of the cold tomb, stared at the photo on it for a while, his tone was flat.

"I've searched all the people you knew before you were alive. Except for a few of us, no one else is willing to attend your funeral, so it's quite awkward." He paused, "I don't know what happened to you. It's less money, but don't think that you don't have to pay it back after you die, I still have to give it to you when I go to you to settle the score."

Ao Ge, Yu Meng, Feng Xio and Ace behind them didn't speak.

silently watching him.

Cold rainwater slid down the top of the umbrella, beading the edges.

The whole cemetery was silent.

It's like Wen Guan's back view.

Lonely like a black statue.

The man hid all his emotions well, but his indifferent and thin silhouette vaguely revealed something.

Quietly and without interest, something that ends without a cause.

in silence.

Wen Guan tilted his head, "By the way, the Doberman Pinscher you rescued has been taken away by its owner. When he heard the news of your death, the man said three words, 'What a pity', expressing his grief. , but refused to bring the dog to the funeral."

"The reason is that the weather is bad and it will rain."

He looked up at the sky, and said softly, "Unexpectedly, it really rained."

The thunder kept ringing.

There was a flash of white light, illuminating the photo on the tombstone.

Somewhat blurry, the angle seems to be captured, the man's brows are full of impatience, and he seems to be disgusted by being photographed.

The corners of his mouth were downcast, and he looked very bad-tempered and not to be trifled with.

Wen Guan stared at the photo for a long time, then said two words in a flat but serious tone, "It's so ugly."

Silent funeral, oppressive atmosphere.

After Yu Meng came back from the cemetery, she started to have a fever, her cheeks were flushed, and her eyes were full of dryness.

Ao Ge hurried to buy medicine and forced him to take it.

After lying on the bed, Yu Meng hugged his neck, her voice was hoarse and trembling, "Brother, I feel very uncomfortable."

Ao Ge took a towel and gently wiped his face, "I'm here."

Yu Meng hugged him like a small animal, and it took a long time before she said, "If one day I die, you don't want to attend my funeral, okay?"

Ao Ge slapped him on the buttocks, "Hurry up, pee, pee, pee."

Yu Meng frowned and shook her head, "No, just promise me."

Ao Ge looked at him helplessly, "Don't worry, I will never participate." He looked serious, "Because you died, I will die with you immediately, otherwise I will be very sad if I am left here by myself." scared."

Yu Meng punched him in the stomach, "Hurry up, pee, pee, pee!"

Ao Ge: "..."

In the face of death, people are always fragile and fragile like porcelain, and if you are not careful, they will be gone.

Yu Meng still remembers that man, standing behind the bar and casually mixing drinks, like an invisible wall erected around his body, keeping a distance from everyone.

Seemingly unapproachable, he is a very bad person, but Yu Meng believes that he is not like this.

He couldn't tell what it should be like.

I just feel uncomfortable.

After this incident, he was depressed for a long time.

Ao Ge was by his side, worried that his emotional instability would lead to depression, and he was with him almost 24 hours a day.

Little stories and jokes are told non-stop every night.

Some days passed.

Ao Ge suddenly took Yu Meng to a tattoo parlor.

Gothic decoration, dark tones, and a huge skeleton sofa in the middle.

Feng Xio sat in the middle, eating instant noodles from a bucket like an old man.

Seeing Ao Ge and Yu Meng, he raised his chin as a greeting, "I've been waiting for you for a long time."

Yu Meng looked at Ao Ge, "Get a tattoo?"

Ao Ge nodded, "What kind of tattoo do you want?"

Without even thinking about it, Yu Meng blurted out, "Tibetan mastiff."

Ao Ge sternly refused, "No, that dog is big and has long hair, so tattoos will hurt for a long time."

Yu Meng pouted, "I'm not afraid of pain."

Ao Ge pulled Yu Meng and walked into the curtain, and greeted Feng Xi'o by the way, "Stop eating, it's time to pick up the guests."

Tattoos do hurt.

Every time the needle was inserted, the tingling sensation felt as if it was directly pricked on the scalp, and it was so painful.

The skin and flesh are fine, but once the skin is thin and the bones are hard, you can cry in pain.

Ao Ge wanted to block those brand marks, so he fixed on the collarbone, the pain was piercing, and he didn't make a sound.

People who often suffer from pain have long been used to this feeling.

Originally, Ao Ge had confessed to Feng Xi'ao eight hundred times and got Yu Meng's tattoos thick, but he himself was quite disobedient.

Ao Ge was pushed out directly.

Forced Feng Xio to tattoo him on the same position as Ao Ge.

Foncio: I'm so hard.

After suffering the pain, the two walked out of the tattoo shop.

The two gray-black sparrows at the collarbone are particularly conspicuous.

Tiger head tiger brain, fluffy hair.

She is obviously cute, but her eyes are extremely sharp.

It looks realistic and cool.

Ao Ge and Yu Meng hugged each other's necks, although it hurt a lot, but the smile on the corners of their mouths couldn't stop.

Pushing each other further and further away.

They are obviously two figures, but they gradually overlap, and they are inseparable.

"Why do you want to tattoo a sparrow?"

"Because, they are lovebirds."

***

I do not know how long it has been.

Time passed, too long to count.

Aoge Yumeng and his wife finally met Dr. Wen, whom they hadn't seen for many years, in Ace's bar.

Meeting by chance, they clinked glasses.

"haven't seen you for a long time."

"haven't seen you for a long time."

A man not far away was singing a Chinese song sitting on the stage.

The melody is a bit sad.

The lyrics are also a little cold.

The smell has changed a lot, and the temperament has settled, with the habitual indifference for many years.

But the polite smile was still on his face.

A faint, pale indifference.

He listened to the song carefully.

"I forgot your name

Right here, the Silent Starstone

how come, your appearance

is reserved. "

In the vicissitudes of singing, Wen Guan closed his eyes and thought for a while, his tone was still calm and strange, "I really forgot what his name is."

Ao Ge and Yu Meng looked at each other and immediately realized who he was.

Yu Meng poured a glass of wine and touched Wen Guan, "After all, it's been nine years."

Ao Ge nodded and clinked glasses, "Time flies so fast."

Wen Guan frowned and thought, "When we first met, I remember asking him, who gave you this name?"

The man with a blurry face replied, "Myself."

Dr. Wen raised his eyebrows, "Why is it called this?"

The memory seemed to be shattered by some heavy blow, and I couldn't remember those three words no matter what.

What is the name?

How did he explain it?

forgotten.

Like a passer-by in life.

If you die, you are gone.

Forgotten, it really dissipates.

Wen Guan looked down at the transparent glass in his hand, the dark blue cocktail shone with a faint coolness.

His eyes were cold, and he smiled lowly, "I forgot the name, but fortunately, his people are still there..."

The man on the stage was still singing in a low voice.

"Every minute and every second

I still feel that meeting is too good

I'm always waiting to see you again, but I don't want to see you again. "

Wen Guan made a toast to Ao Ge and Yu Meng, "Please do me a favor."

"You said."

Shortly after.

Doctor Wen passed away.

He was 37 years old.

He was obviously a well-known academician of the medical school, but the funeral was extremely simple. There were many people who wanted to attend, but they were told that Dr. Wen himself preferred not to hold a funeral.

It caused an uproar.

Wen Guan, a well-known psychologist, used all the money he earned on the treatment of mentally ill patients, and even founded an orphanage by himself.

He has a good reputation for half his life. In front of patients, he has a gentle temper and noble morals.

He kept a low profile, and it was only after his death that the good deeds he had done were exposed.

He should have countless honors, but he was remembered by everyone, but it was written in his suicide note that he wanted to be buried at sea.

The ashes were directly sprinkled into the sea, no monument was erected, and no name was left.

He had no property and left nothing behind. He came with ease and died clean.

It seems that I just came to the world to walk around, and then I left when I had enough fun.

Not a single ripple was left.

Very few people participated in sea burials.

Still, it was still the four of them.

Ao Ge was holding a jar in his hand, and Yu Meng was also holding a jar in his hand.

When sowing at the same time.

Fengsio and Ace took out a pile of thick paper from the corner of the boat, with some strange numbers and various messy drawings on it.

Like a custom handwritten book.

In the chaos of the cover, there are still two words written, "Ledger."

They scattered the ashes in silence and burned the ledger together.

Looking at the things about Dr. Wen, it gradually disappeared.

Many heavy secrets also sank to the bottom of the sea along with the ashes.

It seems that it will never be revealed.

In the cool sea breeze.

Yu Meng gently squeezed Ao Ge's hand, "Do you think people will have a next life?"

Ao Ge turned to look at him, his eyes were as focused and serious as usual, with a faint smile, "Yes."

He squeezed Yu Meng's hand tightly, "In the next life, we may be just two sparrows. You raise a little sparrow at home, and I will look for food outside, and then bring it back to you."

"When you see me, you open your mouth, and then I put my mouth into your mouth and feed you food..."

Yu Meng shook his hand away directly, "I'm in my 30s, can you be more serious?"

Ao Ge hugged him, "Where am I not serious? I'm serious. Maybe, Dr. Wen has seen that person now, and is chasing after him to settle accounts."

Yu Meng broke away from him, sat on the bow and was about to sail.

Ao Ge stuck to it like a big dog.

Ace on the other side sat calmly in the corner, holding a bag of potato chips in his hand, stuffing them into Foncio's mouth one by one for feeding.

"They're so childish."

"Yes, it's too naive. It's not like the two of us, harmonious, loving, mature and stable."

"That's right, feed me another one."

Ace stuffed another one, and suddenly, his finger hurt sharply.

"...you dare to bite me?!"

"Ah, I said why the taste is so strong."

"... Can you live your life? If you can't, let's go!"

"Why are you talking like that..."

Ao Ge and Yu Meng sat on the bow and looked at them with disgust and speechlessness.

"These two are so childish."

"Yes, look at how mature and stable we are."

"Don't use us, only me."

"Only us, not me."

The sea breeze blows.

The small boat was getting farther and farther away, leaving only this still quiet and vast sea area.

The dark blue seemed to be twinkling with scattered stars, and the light traces were dazzling.

As if falling into an illusion.

The hoarse voice seemed to come from the dark deep sea, the melody was sad, but the words were full of hope.

Like a never-ending shadow, he finally found his own light.

-When the not-too-distant blue gradually reveals this boundless boundary.

I've always been waiting to see you again, I just don't want to see you again.

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The last Bgm: [Reserved] - Guo Ding

Regarding Dr. Wen and Qi Wubing, we will meet again in "Put Your Nail Into My Back", see you soon.

Don't abuse, rebirth heals Wen, don't worry.

And in the last sentence of this book, I wish all the angels, always be happy and always keep smiling.

Become the strongest and warmest little sparrow in the vast world.