Dont look at me

Yu Meng took the paper and stared at it for a long time.

His lips moved, as if to say something, but no sound came out.

Holding the piece of paper, he knelt down feebly and shrank in the shadows.

As if trying to absorb some strength from the paper, the fingers squeezed tightly, and the fingertips turned white.

He lowered his head, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was obviously a rare pleasure, but it was mixed with a bit of bitterness.

I do not know how long it has been.

The lights in the operating room went out.

The doctor came out from inside and took off the mask a little tiredly.

There was some pity in his expression.

He said, "I'm sorry."

Yu Meng stood up, feeling calm, and walked into the ward slowly, the doctor's voice was still ringing behind him, he said, the old man had an acute myocardial infarction, he was stimulated, he was enduring great pain, and died on the emergency table superior.

Did not save back.

Didn't even have time to leave a last word.

The last chanted words were still the same, "Mengmeng, stop."

What followed was more commotion, uproar, pulleys being pushed around the bed, and doors slamming loudly.

The voices of Gosling and Kang Suinian also faintly appeared. Kang Dun dragged himself to say something, but couldn't hear clearly.

Everything.

Yu Meng remained silent all the time, as if immersed in his own world, there was no sadness, no pain, no tears, and no emotion on his face.

Empty, dull.

Finally, the sound faded away until it disappeared.

It was quiet in the cool room, the old man was lying on an iron bed, silently.

Standing by the bed, Yu Meng reached out and gently touched his face.

"Good ice."

Suddenly, the person lying on the bed turned into a woman.

She was wearing a moon-white cheongsam, her body was covered with corpse spots one after another, and her originally fair and tender face had also turned black and stiff.

The corpse spots spread to the cheeks, and the young Yu Meng stretched out her fingers and touched them lightly.

"It's so cold," he said, "Mom, you've been sleeping for so long, I'm so scared."

What is death?Without breathing, without body temperature, the last drop of blood in the body became cold.

The people around you, whether they are the one you love the most or the one you hate the most, are gradually disappearing.

Then you will lie in the flames, your body reduced to ashes.

Or buried in the soil, slowly rotted, and finally turned into gray dust.

Death is, your pain, your happiness, no one knows anymore.

They will follow you to the grave.

Until the end, you are forgotten by all, and that will be the moment of your true death.

There is no such person in the world.

What was Yu Daxin thinking at the last moment of his life? Did he recall his past?

Is it like in the movie, the re-emergence of scenes from the past?

Have.

In the past, his face was spirited, without so many sad wrinkles, and there were some leisurely feelings in his brows and eyes.

Little Yumeng was held in his arms, listening to him read a passage.

The cicadas in the yard chirped softly, as if they were listening quietly.

"The wish in life is not to be full of faith and not light on promises, few joys and sorrows, love and hate the innocent, not afraid of gains and losses, doing good deeds for a hundred years, a single piece of paper, buried with the body, half a green grave, covering the desolation of this world."

Little Yumeng raised her face and asked, "Grandpa, what does this mean?"

"It means that in this life, there are only a few years. You must be a man with no regrets, and you will be at ease after death." Yu Daxin smiled gently and compassionately, and he poked Yu Meng's forehead, "Where are you going?" This book you got? It's so heavy, can you understand it, you brat?"

Xiao Yumeng proudly put her hands on her hips, "Although I have little literacy, I can understand it!"

Yu Daxin laughed out loud, and the hearty laughter spread far away.

Screen backtracking.

In the cold drizzle, the cemetery is like a cold uninhabited fortress.

It was empty and dark.

A few people stood in front of the monument, dressed in black, drenched in the rain, quietly listening to the pastor's condolences.

"Cicero once said that death is not the destruction of life, but a change of place."

"He will leave everything behind and experience the true liberation of the soul."

"Finally, let life be as gorgeous as summer flowers, and death as quiet and beautiful as autumn leaves."

"Lord, may he rest in peace."

Will it really rest in peace?

He didn't have a clear conscience in his life, so in the world after death, would he abandon all this and become happy?

Yu Meng raised her head, looked at the dim sky, and asked silently, Grandpa, can you do it?

I hope you are happy.

I hope that you will forget all this, like a forest without wind, calm and calm, and peaceful.

***

In the old house, the autumn wind was bleak and very cold.

Ao Ge wrapped Ao Xiaodi in a thick coat, wrapped him like a doll, and walked like a tumbler.

One big and one small walked to the courtyard and sat down, staring at the fallen leaves by the door in a daze.

Ao Xiaodi pursed her lips, "Brother, Mom and Dad are gone again."

"Well, they have to deal with some things, and they will be back soon." Ao Ge said lightly.

Ao Xiaodi sighed like a little adult, "Are you sad? You always hold back like this, pretending not to care at all, brother, are you tired?" He raised his hand and squeezed Ao Xiaodi. Ge's arm and the chubby hand have no strength at all, "I can forcefully be your little trash can once, and you can tell me anything you feel uncomfortable about."

He raised his hand and swore, "I promise, I will never tell anyone."

Then he touched his chin and thought for a while, "If Mengmeng asked me, then I would really be a little embarrassed."

Ao Ge laughed, "What are you talking about, your eldest brother, I would be such a fragile person? Also, why did Mengmeng ask you? He must have asked me directly, and then he hugged me and comforted me carefully."

Ao Xiaodi looked at him with a dark face, "Brother, there is everything in the dream."

The two brothers began to tear each other down, fighting with each other.

Just as he was working hard, he was interrupted by Lu Zhuangxu.

His expression was a bit solemn, "The equipment is not perfect enough, and the test results are always unstable. Or, wait until your parents come back, and then go back to the capital for treatment?"

Ao Ge thought for a while, and made a decisive decision, "Don't wait for them, just go back."

"Xiao Di's body is the most important thing, and the operation cannot be delayed any longer."

Lu Zhuangxu's persuasion was ineffective, so he had to take someone to leave with him.

Sure enough, as soon as he entered the city, he was stopped.

Considering Ao Xiaodi's health, he was sent directly to the hospital. Although he was not directly interrogated, there was still a policeman guarding the door of the ward from time to time.

Ao Xiaodi seemed to have sensed something, she was very sensible, she didn't say a word, she didn't make noise, she just stayed by herself quietly.

When Ao Ge was taken to the police station, the small room was changed.

It's a bigger room with more surveillance.

The faces of the interrogators were also very unfamiliar. After all, it was a big case, and the scene was more solemn and rigorous.

Ao Ge still didn't feel nervous at all, just sat there lazily, asking questions without knowing anything.

All kinds of emotional guidance and psychological torture had no effect on him, and things went nowhere.

Later, the captain of the criminal police team came forward.

He was tall, handsome, and there was always a gangster-like hostility in his eyebrows and eyes.

Zhong Xu was different from the other interrogators. He didn't have any opening remarks. The first sentence was, "It's also a crime to cover up. Your parents will be arrested sooner or later, but you still have a younger brother. Once you go in, your younger brother will be left. Send it to an orphanage?"

Ao Ge looked up at him with a calm expression, "Why do you say we are guilty?"

"Just based on what you committed a few years ago." Zhong Xu lit a cigarette, handed him one, and said as if chatting, "The man you beat up is called Chen Jingdong, and it's your parents' business." Partner, I have been in contact with your family all the time, and the relationship is not bad, why are you so ruthless?"

"I searched for a long time and finally found the reason."

Ao Ge bit his cigarette, squinted his eyes and looked at him, "You are so idle, it is useless to talk about it, the key is to get evidence."

"How dare I say it so directly without evidence?" Zhong Xu smiled, "On March [-], [-], Ao Zhongtian and Lin Yali went out, and you were preparing for the college entrance examination, and Ao Xiaodi was entrusted to Chen Jingdong."

"But he is a scumbag. He abused Ao Xiaodi. I got the injury appraisal. He has cigarette burns on his body, as well as various kicks and beatings."

"Because Chen Jingdong drank heavily, he would have serious violent tendencies when he was drunk. After doing this, he became sober and went to your parents to kneel down and apologize. It's amazing." Zhong Xu scratched the wound bit by bit Kai, "Ao Zhongtian and Lin Yali chose to forgive."

"The reason is that once the police are reported, they will be thoroughly investigated, and their illegal trade will also be discovered, so they chose to calm down."

Zhong Xu put out the cigarette butt, "But you, Ao Ge, were unwilling to endure it, and chose to use violence to control violence, and tortured him even more cruelly, causing him to be paralyzed."

"Am I right?"

Ao Ge slowly exhaled a puff of smoke rings, "Just relying on an injury medical certificate, do you want to put such a big hat on?" He hooked the corner of his mouth with a mocking smile, "I can't find any other evidence. "

"You're right, more powerful, I really don't have one yet." Zhong Xu pressed the table and approached him, "You hate them, but you want to defend them, why?"

Ao Ge's momentum was not weak at all, he was completely out of the loop, and looked at him calmly, "Parents have been slandered, shouldn't a son clarify for them?"

Zhong Xu raised his eyebrows, it was the first time he saw someone with such a good psychological quality, he wrapped himself up tightly, his words were impeccable, and he couldn't see through anything.

He became very interested, sat back, and prepared to change the way.

"You must know the Liang family in Jingdu, and your family can be regarded as a business partner." He said lightly, "This time, your family can only be said to be implicated, not the main culprit."

"But how could the Liang family sit still and wait for death? They will definitely use some means to send your 'innocent' parents in as scapegoats, and the result will be the same."

Ao Ge was expressionless, "Then send it in. The investigators are so useless that they can't even find this kind of frame-up. What can we common people do?"

Zhong Xu was choked for the first time while handling the case for so long.

I didn't speak for a long time.

The Liang family is really lively right now.

I went to a lot of policemen, but the process was not smooth. The search warrant was obtained for nothing. Liang Guoan stood there, relying on his old age, and asked a lawyer to solve each bite.

There is absolutely no way to start.

Because Yu Dacheng was involved in various charges, he was taken away for a conversation, and Liang Qian, the youngest daughter of the Liang family, has not been found yet.

Although she has no real power, she controls the financial line of Yu Dacheng's business. At a time like this, she can't see anyone, and she is very suspicious.

Liang Guoan knew very well that once he was taken away, his reputation would definitely be affected.

He took the initiative to ask, provide evidence, and expose it.

Zhong Xu's guess came true.

***

It rained for several days in a row, and the whole of London was covered with a layer of cool fog.

It seemed to turn into black and white in an instant.

Yu Meng was sitting by the window, her disheveled forehead hair grew a little, covering her eyes.

Next to it was the purple teapot that Yu Da had been holding before his new life, and there was something in it, which was a shell he picked up at the seaside when he was a child.

It was given to the old man as a gift by my childish self back then.

Yu Daxin treats these rubbish gadgets like treasures every day.

Yu Meng stared at the teapot for a while.

I looked at the newly sent message in the email again, there was no light in my eyes, and it was barren.

"Yu Dacheng couldn't attend the funeral, he was detained."

"There are a lot of people involved in this trade chain. Not only is the Liang family controlling it, but the other party they cooperate with, the Ao family in the eastern district, has also been dragged into the water, and no one has caught it yet."

"The two children of the Ao family have been found."

"You also know each other. One is Ao Xiaodi and the other is Ao Ge."

Kang Suinian stood behind him and asked him, "Do you still want to continue?"

Yu Meng pinched her little finger quietly, her eyes were unfocused, and she opened her mouth with difficulty, trying to make a sound, but nothing came out.

He turned his head to look at Kang Suinian, indifferently like a puppet without emotion.

"Of course, go ahead."

***

The evidence provided by the person signed L completely destroyed this trade chain.

After all, Liang Guoan is a person who has experienced big storms, and he began to dredge up various relationship networks, and pushed all the things that were not good for him to the Ao family.

Ao Zhongtian and Lin Yali, who were involved in the case, had no choice but to accept everything they ordered because they hadn't seen anyone.

But because there are too many doubts, it is obvious that it is inextricably linked with the Liang family. Those who investigate the case dare not convict easily, so they can only continue to investigate secretly.

The Liang family lost an arm, which was considered a serious injury.

Yu Dacheng was released on bail, and his whole body was depressed. His wife disappeared, his son lived in school and lost contact with him, and his father-in-law didn't see anyone behind closed doors. What made him even more flustered was Yu Daxin.

He actually died.

Just like that, suddenly died.

Yu Dacheng didn't dare to go abroad at such a sensitive time.

I can only ask Kang Suinian for news.

But things got even more out of hand.

Kang Suinian and Yu Meng couldn't get in touch anymore.

It's like evaporated.

No news at all.

When the situation calmed down a bit, Liang Qian finally appeared, and instead of being interrogated, she hid.

She began to take care of Yu Dacheng as if making up for it.

But inexplicably, some unspeakable rifts appeared between the two.

Only the peace on the surface is maintained.

Yu Fangqiao's life at school was not good either, and the matter of his father being arrested and interrogated was unexpectedly exposed.

As soon as I entered the campus, I got a bunch of different eyes.

He couldn't stand all kinds of pointing and pointing behind his back.

I went home with my luggage.

Facing his parents, he was not hysterical, but still rational, and asked calmly, "What did you do?"

This kind of questioning is easy for Liang Qian to deal with.

Her appearance was no different from usual, and she comforted her son very gently, "It's just some business matters, I was implicated, just asking about the situation, don't think too much."

Yu Fangqiao frowned, "I don't want to live on campus anymore."

At this time, Liang Qian was very talkative, "If you don't want to live, you can't live."

Yu Dacheng listened silently, without saying a word.

The weather is getting colder and colder.

This sensational event in the business world ended seemingly peacefully, but undercurrents surged, and all parties did not relax.

Gu Heng himself hadn't shown up yet, so L specially sent an email to remind him that he had to be prepared in advance so as not to be discovered.

He trusted this mysterious man very much, and immediately went to apply for passports for the two women in his family.

The storm is coming, just one step away.

***

Because Zhong Xu couldn't grasp any strong evidence, Ao Ge was even more reticent.

In desperation, it cannot be forcibly seized.

Zhong Xu let him go very upset, and watched him walk out of the police station lazily.

Turning around, he explained to the person next to him, "Follow him, and you can't relax for a moment."

Ao Ge calmly went to get his graduation certificate as if nothing happened.

I got this certificate against my will, and I didn't have much credit left, so I somehow returned it.

As soon as he finished college, he directly contacted Fang Wei, the golden agent who had rejected him.

When the confused Fang Wei received the call, he was first shocked, then pleasantly surprised.

Hurry up and call Qi Rong, "You have this day too! Didn't you say that if Ao Ge is willing to follow me, you can live broadcast and eat shit! Tell me! When will you eat it!"

Qi Rong didn't say a word, and hung up the phone with a "snap".

The band members, whom I haven't seen for a long time, also looked stunned when they received the news, and the keyboard was vacant, so I didn't say anything. Gu Sanyu made it clear last time he came here, and he really couldn't participate anymore.

As for the remaining three, I thought the band would just disperse, and 90.00% might not be able to go on.

What I never expected is that not only can I continue to perform, but I have a bigger stage.

All the while the enthusiasm was at an all-time high.

The next day they met with Fang Wei.

The only requirement for Ao Ge to sign the contract is to bring the whole band together, and the nature of the performance remains unchanged.

Fang Wei said he had no objection and accepted it happily.

Ao Ge, who left everything to them, went to buy a cake alone, and planned to go back to the hospital to celebrate with Ao Xiaodi.

Not only because today is Ao Ge's birthday.

It is also for Xiaodi's surgery soon.

This has to be celebrated.

Have fun.

The rain wasn't too heavy, and he didn't hold an umbrella, so he came back drenched.

As soon as he walked slowly to the ward, he opened the door and smelled a somewhat familiar smell.

Ao Xiaodi was still asleep, with a lunch box next to her.

The color is milky white, and there is also a cute big white rabbit printed on it.

Ao Ge went over to open it, it was warm and mellow, and it was still steaming.

It's milk porridge.

He put down the cake and rushed out.

The elevator was delayed, and he couldn't wait any longer, so he went directly to the stairs of the safe passage.

Just down the corner.

I saw only one person.

He was wearing a black motorcycle jacket, with short boots on his feet, and his jet-black hair curled up rebelliously.

Familiar dress.

The figure of the young man, who had lost a lot of weight and was almost full of bones, was indifferent. He leaned against the wall and looked out of the window. The cold rain had already wetted the window sill, and a cold and lonely smell wafted out.

It seems that the whole body is covered with sharp and fierce thorns, and it cannot be approached.

"Mengmeng?"

Yu Meng's body froze suddenly, and she turned around slowly.

His face became paler, his eyes were dark, his whole body seemed to be eroded by darkness, without a trace of vitality.

Ao Ge walked up to him, calmed down, pretended not to feel the weird atmosphere, and said easily, "Why didn't you tell me when you came back?"

Yu Meng lowered her eyes and stopped looking at him, her voice was low and hoarse, as if she hadn't spoken for a long time, "I'll be leaving soon, there's no need."

"It's not necessary?" Ao Ge repeated softly, "Why is it not necessary?"

Yu Meng didn't speak, and didn't look at him, she lowered her eyelashes and didn't know what she was thinking.

Ao Ge got closer, lifted his chin slightly, looked straight into Yu Meng's eyes, until he clearly saw himself appearing in his clear pupils.

He said, "I want to be your boyfriend, can I?"

Yu Meng's eyes were pitch black, and his pupils shrank slightly.

The air is mixed with the smell of rain washing the soil. The sound of the rain is gradually increasing, and the coolness spreads, but all sounds seem to be blocked.

Yu Meng looked at Ao Ge who was so close to her, who was obviously nervous but pretended to be relaxed, and could no longer bear the beast that had been blocked in her heart for a long time.

He grabbed Ao Ge's neck and slammed into it fiercely.

Chill and warmth intertwined, a crazy and decisive kiss.

Ao Ge paused for only one second, and soon turned to the customer, suppressing Yu Meng's fierce response.

They were like two ferocious beasts, biting each other desperately, kissing deeply to the bone with the malice of tearing each other apart.

It was as if imprinting the soul with flames.

The kiss ends.

Both were panting, foreheads touching foreheads.

Ao Ge asked again in a low voice, earnestly and firmly, "I want to be your boyfriend, can I?"

Yu Meng raised her eyes to look at him, and the gaze was disturbingly cold and indifferent.

He said.

"No."

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Bgm: lovely-BillieEilish/Khalid

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Dumplings: I knelt down to admit my mistake first, knelt down on durian.

I was wrong, please take it easy.

I was wrong, I was wrong, I love you Moe.

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