The longest road is your routine

"Ldysaleman, everyone is beautiful, lovely, handsome, handsome, my good classmates, now, on behalf of Class [-], I will sing "The Year in a Hurry" for you."

On the other side of the restaurant, the atmosphere was already extremely high, everyone had finished their meals, and those who drank had already reached the point where they hugged their heads and hugged each other and cried, remembering their college life.

As for the squad leader, the young man who used to be facing the wind, at this moment, the vicissitudes on his face are gone, with a cigarette in one hand and a microphone in the other, singing hoarsely with red eyes.

In a hurry that year we

How many times did you say it?

goodbye after delay

……

If goodbye can't be red-eyed

Can you still blush

just like that year in a hurry

engraved forever together

such a beautiful rumor

If the past is still worthy of nostalgia

Don't settle your suspicions too quickly

Who is willing to be like this

no attachment to each other

……

The boy's voice is no longer crisp and immature, full of the sadness of missing out and the regret of goodbye.

At this moment, Xiao Yu and Xu Yingru were actually a perfect match.

——If... I just said that if... I told you everything before I left, would you wait for me?Will you fall in love with someone else?

Ruan Yi also heard this song, and she stood up straight from the place where the two of them could hide from being seen, but could hear them talking.

She didn't directly interrupt them to take Xiao Yu away.

It's just because, with such a sentence, not only the senior sister, she also wanted to ask Xiao Yu about it.

Su Xiaoyu's eyes turned red, and all the previous restraints were completely collapsed by the song at this moment and the people in this situation.

Her tears stayed in rows.

Xu Yingru also cried, her nose turned red from crying, but she still walked forward, like many times in her student days, she gently hugged Xiao Yu: "Don't cry, it's my fault."

It's her fault.

He just left without saying anything.

What right does she have to complain, but... She is not reconciled, she wants an answer.

Xiao Yu gently wiped away her tears, this time, she didn't push her senior away, she looked at Xu Yingru.

Such a face.

It has appeared in her dreams countless times.

Xiao Yu smiled, and she wiped away her tears: "Sister, I remember you said that you like to see my smile the most."

Xu Yingru also went to wipe away the tears, but it seemed that no matter how much she wiped off the tears, she couldn't finish them.

Yes, she smiled when she liked Xiao Yu the most.

She is a person who has been strict with herself since she was a child.

At that time Xu Yingru had many friends, but no one could walk into her heart.

She is so strict with herself, what time she gets up every day, what time she reads in the morning, and what time she goes to the library, she arranges them well.

The only drama club is leisure and entertainment, and Xu Yingru feels that after accepting the company, she needs to give speeches frequently.

It's just another training process for myself.

Her life has been working hard, hard work and hard work.

Let the people around her feel the pressure, no one can walk into her heart, only Xiaoyu can.

There is a point in people's ability to resist stress, once it is exceeded, it will collapse completely.

On a heavy rainy day, after Xu Yingru received a call from her father to reprimand her, she squatted on the ground and wept loudly in the torrential rain.

On such a rainy day, she was the only one in the playground.

The rain was so heavy that it hurt like a stone when it hit her, and even the surrounding trees were bent over.

Xu Yingru was crying, her whole body was shaking, and she was messy and indulgent.

Until the body is covered by people.

Her body was so cold that she didn't look like a living person, slowly raised her head, Xu Yingru went to find the source of this warmth.

Xiao Yu looked at her, on such a rainy day, her smile eclipsed everything around her.

Xiao Yu is a person who usually looks carefree but has a delicate personality.

She took Xu Yingru's hand and went to the sheltered pavilion.

He didn't ask her why she was crying, and didn't take her back to the dormitory.

She just took off her coat and put it on the senior sister. Xiao Yu wore a white T-shirt. She squatted by the gazebo, catching the rain with her hands.

Xu Yingru looked at Xiao Yu, and just looked at her. Xiao Yu's hair was a little wet from the rain, but she didn't care. She turned her head to look at her senior, "Let me sing you a song."

Her eyes are so black and bright, her lips are so red, like a fairy.

Xu Yingru nodded, and warm tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes, letting her know that she was still alive.

Xiao Yu walked over, and gently returned Xu Yingru's hand to warm her.

She closed her eyes and hummed softly.

——This is a simple little love song singing the twists and turns of people's hearts

I think I'm happy when the air turns over there with your warmth

You know even if the rain turns the city upside down I'll give you my arms

……

When Xiao Yu sang "You know that even if the heavy rain turns this city upside down, I will hug you", Xu Yingru couldn't take it anymore, she no longer held back, raised her hands to hug Xiao Yu and cried wantonly.

It rained for a long time, and she cried for a long time.

The heart of that day has never been so carefree.

Later, she took Xiao Yu to eat hot pot, and Xiao Yu smiled happily like a child.

She looked at her, how much she wanted to go on like this for the rest of her life.

She said to Xiao Yu: "Xiao Yu, I really like seeing you smile."

As long as I see it, all the troubles and pains seem to be gone.

The past and the present are gradually overlapping.

Xiao Yu was still smiling, but it wasn't the smile of that rainy day.

They were still hugging quietly, but they lost the strength of their heartbeats and the warmth of a close embrace.

Xiaoyu said slowly: "When you left, I was very sad. I walked all over the campus, walking over and over again, wondering if I could still see you, was it... It was just a joke you made with me, you will still Show up like before."

That's okay, this time, she didn't hold back anymore and told everything.

Xu Yingru's body trembled slightly, and her heart felt like a knife was twisted.

Xiaoyu's eyes were fascinated by tears, "I have done a lot of stupid things to prove that you are still alive. On a rainy day, I ran out to the place where you were crying, squatted there, and called senior sister over and over again. I was in the playground I ran up and down until I was exhausted, and I wanted to see you pass me water. I was dancing in the drama club, and I sprained my leg on purpose, and wanted to see how distressed you were, but I didn't."

Xu Yingru's tears flowed down in a row.

Ruan Yi, who was not far away, was heartbroken.

Xiao Yu looked at Xu Yingru: "But no, not even the senior sister... You didn't come back, even if my family went bankrupt later, even if my parents took me and I was chased by debt collectors and fled around, and I was homeless, you didn't come back. Didn't come back, do you know that I want such a hug from you?"

If Xu Yingru appeared at that time, how happy she would be, how much she wanted her senior to hug her and say, "Xiao Yu, don't be afraid, I'm always here."

However, no.

Xiaoyu slowly left Xu Yingru's embrace, she looked into her eyes: "It's Ruan Yi, it's her, when I was in the most pain and sadness, stretched out her hand to hold me, even if I wanted to back off, she And never let go."

Xu Yingru felt a gust of desolate wind creep into her empty arms.

"I have also thought about what if, I have thought a lot." Xiao Yu looked into Xu Yingru's eyes: "Before I met Ruan Yi, I thought, if you come back, I will lose my temper, if you coax me, what will happen to me... ...But." She smiled, her eyes were so gentle: "When I knew I fell in love with her, I tried to think, if I still remember our childhood, if I never forget her, then I should How nice."

Xiao Yu's words fell away, like the rain that once drenched the two of them today, but now, it drenched Xu Yingru's heart and extinguished the smoldering flame.

"Still missed..."

Xu Yingru murmured, she looked at Xiao Yu.

Xiao Yu looked at her: "Sister, you will meet better people."

"No... I won't..." Xu Yingru shook her head lightly, she got the answer, enough to make her heart die.

"It's not good for us to get entangled anymore." Although it was difficult to say such words, Xiao Yu had to say it, and Xu Yingru said faintly, "Is it because I am afraid that she will know?"

Xiaoyu looked at Xu Yingru: "Senior sister, I love her, I love her very much. She is so outstanding, she has outstanding looks, extraordinary temperament, and rich family background, which I can never match in my life. But for her, I have nothing, the only What you want is your complete heart.”

She has only one heart that truly belongs to integrity.

It must be complete.

Not even the slightest bit of damage, or even blemishes.

Xu Yingru looked at her. Even an outsider like her sounds sweet. She should let go, shouldn't she?

"What if... for some reason, I hurt you?"

Xiao Yu looked at Xu Yingru: "Senior sister, don't do this." Her voice was trembling: "First love is so beautiful, even if it doesn't end."

Everything that used to be, even in the past.

It is also a bright stroke in Xiaoyu's life.

Even if it makes her suffer, make her sad, and die without a disease, it is still a part of life.

She doesn't want to see her devalued.

She knows Ruan Yi's methods.

No one can hurt her.

Likewise, integrity would not allow others to hurt her.

Xu Yingru understood that this was probably the last ray of warmth Xiao Yu gave her, as well as her last self-esteem.

"Let me hug you again."

Xu Yingru looked at Xiao Yu, she stopped crying and showed Xiao Yu's favorite smile.

Such tenderness, such pampering, such... desolation.

Xiao Yu walked over, this time, she took the initiative to hug the senior sister, "You have to be good."

"You too."

Xu Yingru desperately held back her tears, she understood that from now on, Su Xiaoyu would no longer belong to her, and would be stripped from her life.

Xiao Yu's hand, like Xu Yingru used to comfort her, patted her shoulder lightly.

Senior sister will meet her beloved.

What Xu Yingru couldn't do, she couldn't do what Mu Xin said was calculating every step of the way, destroying their relationship little by little.

She loves Xiao Yu so much.

That would be worse than killing her.

In the last sentence, Xu Yingru said deeply in Xiao Yu's ear: "You have to pay attention to Mu Xin, don't get hurt."

Xiao Yu looked at Xu Yingru in astonishment, but Xu Yingru had already left her embrace, covered her mouth and walked away without looking back.

Light rain.

light rain...

my little rain...

You want to be happy.

Su Xiaoyu stood there in a daze, looking at Xu Yingru's back, her words were still in her mind.

——You have to pay attention to Mu Xin, don't get hurt.

Unable to recover for a long time, until the familiar scent of sandalwood infiltrated her nose behind her, Xiao Yu's heart skipped a beat, she turned around slowly, and looked at Ruan Yi who was staring at her with folded arms.

The author has something to say: In reality, how many people want to be Su Xiaoyu, but they can't do what Xiaoyu does.

Perhaps, everyone feels that such a person has nothing and is not worthy of Ruan Yi.

But Ye Zi felt that she was worth it.