The Game Show of Death: Demons of Reason

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The years have not been counted mechanically, and now it is certain that he has been abandoned, otherwise, if he is taken to the theater on the third floor, he should be the one who was executed. That's good, he can get a good time, and Wei Zixu can also get more. live a day.

At the end of the year, he thought of the many deaths he had seen with his own eyes since he entered DEATHSOW.He thought that death was just a momentary pain, but now he finally realized the heaviness of knowing that death was coming, so heavy that he couldn't breathe.

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I have to admit that the director is very good at digging out the fear in everyone's heart.A persistent sense of powerlessness evokes a long-lost fear that confronts his faltering sanity.

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Not knowing that there are ten thousand ways to destroy a man's mind, including making him count repeatedly.At the end of the year, he couldn't feel the passage of time. He seemed to be in a frozen space without the five senses. Gradually, it seemed that even his thinking was about to dissipate.The numbers kept popping out in his mind, and Nian Wei realized that he had been stuck here for more than four hours.If we say that when we first started counting, each number carried an unknown hope, then now these numbers are like loaches without long legs, passing by suddenly, leaving a sticky trail.

It's hard to describe this feeling at the end of the year. Frankly speaking, all adjectives come from the five senses. If you don't rely on sensory organs, then you can't express your psychological emotions at all.He is facing this situation at the end of the year, because he does not have any perception, it is difficult to connect with some senses to explain the real pain, but there is only a sense of nothingness that keeps climbing and falling.

After a long time, Nian Weiji felt that the sense of emptiness gradually penetrated into his non-existent limbs, and even his consciousness was about to sink into nothingness.In a desperate environment, maybe fear itself is the driving force. When the fear disappears, the thinking of the end of the year gradually stagnates, leaving only the numbers that keep jumping out.

So be it.

Thinking at the end of the year, in fact, he heard a voice speaking in his ear, but he has lost his hearing, so he can only attribute it to his own thinking.

"That's fine, stay comfortably, don't have to face executions and death games, don't have to worry about being the next to die when ranking points, don't have to kill each other with Mick and Chen Luyao, don't have to rack your brains To solve the puzzle, you don’t need to run for your life exhausted, and you don’t need to contact the family members of those mentally ill and difficult patients. This is a paradise, you can live without making any effort.”

At the end of the year, he felt very peaceful. He had never enjoyed such ease and ease before.

Man has weak desires.

"Why did Wei Zixu show up here? Why did he pretend he never knew you? What exactly is his 'Hanged Man' skill? Why didn't he tell you? What happened to the Marquis of Jin, what did the Duke of Jin do to him What is carmichael trying to do with the new show, what is the point of 'carcosa', is it just to keep you stuck here? who forced them to play this game, why does the director know so much about their lives ?”

At the end of the year, his mind was so dark that he could only think of very simple answers.

"Maybe Wei Zixu really forgot about you. He didn't say it was because he used 'The Hanged Man' on you in case you would find out. Marquis Jin is just pretending. Carmichael just wanted to show off. Those are all coincidences Bar."

Man has foolish desires.

At the end of the year, he reluctantly continued to think, and he was almost tired of thinking.

Your cleverness can only temporarily cover up the fact that you are a scumbag.You could have saved Joseph but you didn't, you watched him die.You clearly know that Wei Zixu has that kind of character, but you still tell him that you want to cure him, making him disgusted.You killed Xu Qixiang.You do evil together with the director, you know that everything here is wrong, but you say something about adapting to the rules to abide by those ridiculous game rules, it's just because you don't have the ability to resist, and what's more disgusting is that you don't even have the courage to resist nothing.You are an ant that magnifies your own shadow.You convince yourself that you have no desires, but that you cannot accept any loss.

Humans have a desire to self-destruct.

At the end of the year, he no longer thought about it, and he let himself gradually disappear.

... 4084351, 4084352,4084353 ...

After so long, his body may have died long ago.It's impossible to bring the dead back to life anyway, so what's the use of trying to stay conscious?The surroundings became thicker, and the end of the year seemed to be wrapped in some kind of liquid, and he floated up, drifting with the current.

A wave came from his right side, and he subconsciously wanted to reach out. At the same time, he immediately imagined what would happen next in his mind: a warm hand reached out and grabbed him, grabbed him tightly, and then Pull him hard to shore.Wei Zixu was completely submerged in the water, he could only see a head floating up and down.Wei Zixu's palm is not warm enough to touch people's hearts, only a little bit higher than the water temperature, just like Wei Zixu himself, the little sincerity shown in his cold and hypocritical face is already trying his best.Nian Wei already understood this, so that little residual warmth impressed him deeply.

Wei Zixu is afraid of water, and water has a terror associated with death for him.Nian Weiji recalled the report about Fang Yunuo, but for the sake of protecting the victim, she did not report the specific method of her death.At the end of the year, he guessed that it should be drowning.Then Wei Zixu's fear of water is easy to explain.The fear that grew up with him may not be overcome in his life.

But after Nian Wei fell into the water, Wei Zixu took off his jacket and jumped into the water without any hesitation.

Before the end of the year, Wei Zixu was laughed at as a coward, but the courage that burst out from Wei Zixu at that moment made him dumbfounded.

How did Wei Zixu overcome his fear?

At the end of the year, he calmed down and took a deep breath.He can remember many small things, but he has never paid so much attention to a person.He was always clamoring to treat Wei Zixu, and the contradictions and concealment in Wei Zixu really aroused his interest.But because of the effect of the "Devil" card, he learned some truths about Wei Zixu, but he felt that Wei Zixu's nature was not pathological, but rather his rejection of himself.Nian Wei has chosen to give up continuing to use the "demon" to press Wei Zixu, but he chose to dress Wei Zixu again, give him full respect, and stop treating him as a disobedient patient.

But, instead of treating Wei Zixu as a patient, what does he treat Wei Zixu as now?

The end of the year is a bit confusing, which is really a difficult emotion for him to define.

On the other hand, what does Wei Zixu think of him?Wei Zixu was very cautious in his dealings with others, but he was a little different towards him. At the end of the year, he could feel that at least Wei Zixu was very relaxed in front of him. He should be treated like a friend.But today Wei Zixu dived into the water to save him and changed his mind.

If Wei Zixu fell into the water, would he jump to save Wei Zixu without hesitation?

……No way.

"You are the person I most want to be."

When Wei Zixu said this, his tone was flat, but with a sense of solemnity, Nian Weiji couldn't believe that he was referring to himself.Wei Zixu is sensitive and vain, he unconsciously simulates a cold and strong personality to protect himself.Combining this sentence, it was only at the end of the year that he discovered that the person Wei Zixu wanted to imitate was him.

Even if there is only one piece of skin, I want to pretend to be what I envy.

Nian Wei has never felt that there is anything enviable about his personality. He is often dull, offending people, unable to understand the atmosphere, and has never met anyone who can always tolerate his personality.Wei Zixu envied his numbness, and forgave him for getting into trouble recklessly, and even remembered the big words he said when he was young.

Nian Wei has opened his eyes. Although what he sees is still darkness, the darkness is not as heavy as it was at first.It turns out that this is the feeling of being admired by the people around him, as if he can float above the crowd effortlessly, and even the air has the strength to support him.

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Nian Weiji continued to count as if nothing had happened, and the gradually increasing numbers did not bring him any anxiety, but he couldn't help much now, so he waited, that's all.

As he counted, the voice that was whispering in his ears began to move away from him, and now he could clearly feel that the voice came from somewhere else, and was narrating in a humble and cowardly tone that was completely different from his own. Those depressing facts.

But what do those facts of the past have to do with the present?

"I didn't understand the logic of religion in the past." Nian Weiji said to the voice, even though he couldn't hear his own voice, he tried his best to utter every word clearly and completely: "Now I have some clues."

"I have read many teachings and religious stories. God always requires people's loyalty. People can get wisdom, land and wealth from God, but what can God get from people? It is nothing but worship, unconditional trust, A promise never broken."

"Those things that are useless are actually the source of his strength..."

After Nian Wei finished speaking this sentence, he began to feel his body gradually sinking, the floating feeling disappeared, and he was pulled back into a body again, with heavy weight on his limbs.With each breath, the tactile sensation of the cloth rubbing against the skin becomes more pronounced.

"Wake up, or I will really beat you..."

A vague voice sounded above him, as if from the bottom of the water.Before the end of the year to listen carefully, two slaps were immediately slapped on his face, one left and one right, and then he was shaken vigorously by the shoulders, and Wei Zixu violently shook him awake.

When he saw Wei Zixu's anxious face clearly, he realized that he had recovered his vision.In the next second, he raised his hand and hugged Wei Zixu tightly, feeling the heat of this body firmly, not the ambiguous liquid and heavy darkness.He embraced this body from the long void, and at that moment he suddenly felt an unprecedented sense of dependence.

Wei Zixu found that he was awake, and seemed more excited than him, and shouted into his ear: "Hello? Hello! Can you hear me?"

"Yes, yes." Nian Wei shrank his neck, Wei Zixu yelled until he was about to have tinnitus.

"Ha, you're finally awake." Wei Zixu broke away from his arm, sat slumped across from him, tugged at his neckline, and took a few deep breaths, obviously trying to calm himself down.At the end of the year, he saw that there were almost shallow wrinkles between his brows, and his hair was messed up.

"You—" Nian Weiji was about to ask a question when he was interrupted by Wei Zixu, who pointed at his nose and scolded him.

"You man, do you have ADHD? I didn't see that Mick's san value went crazy just because he glanced at the yellow seal, and he fell into a temporary madness. Why are you going to read "The King in Yellow" directly? It must be a continuous loss of san You still haven’t let go of the thing, fell into indeterminate madness, and then turned into a vegetative state—I thought you were going to die!”

"Me, me, me!" Nian Wei was so guilty that Wei Zixu said that he stuttered: "I just want to know..."

"Want to know the content of "The King in Yellow Clothes"? Then trick others to watch it. After they drop their San, you can ask others. You won’t drop San if you don’t directly touch the evil god’s items! You usually have a good brain It's easy to use, why do you keep causing trouble at critical times?" Wei Zixu spread his hands out in a gesture of "I can't move it or move it".

"Oh..." Nian Wei has lowered his head and muttered, "I think it's too late..."

When mentioning the time, Nian Weiji suddenly realized a serious question: "What time is it now? How long have I been in a coma?"

Wei Zixuan glanced at him: "3 minutes. Fortunately, I have a reward vote, and the [First Aid] vote was a big success before you recovered. Otherwise, the uncertainty and madness are hopeless."

"It's only been 3 minutes, it's only been 3 minutes..." Nian Wei couldn't believe it, he was awake for 800 million seconds, and he was terrified for nearly a hundred days by himself, but he was suddenly pulled back to the scene a hundred days ago.Wei Zixu had mixed feelings after waiting for 3 minutes, but Nian Weiji had waited alone for a hundred days, his body and mind were still in a state of trance and joy, so Wei Zixu didn't understand why Nian Weiji woke up and wanted to wake up again. Hugging and smirking, it is the end of the year and he can't explain what he has experienced in the past hundred days.

Wei Zixu didn't let Nian Weiji continue to relax, he took Nian Weiji by the arm and pulled him up, saying, "Okay, even if it's only 3 minutes, we don't have much time."

After Nian Wei stood up, he realized that the surrounding environment was very strange.He and Wei Zixu were standing in an ancient courtyard, with broken stone roads in front of them.Looking around at the end of the year, this courtyard has obviously been abandoned for a long time, there are no doors or walls around it, only some broken walls are left.A little further on is the cliff, surrounded by a vast black lake.At the end of the lake stood a dark city, and two suns, one big and one small, hung high on both sides of the spiers on the edge of the city.