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A little staggered, his feet were flimsy, and he was about to fall, Tan Yue didn't care so much, he just ran away in stress the moment he saw him.

"Dan Yue—"

Jiang Ran quickly reacted, and the earphones were not picked up, and the whole person rushed out like a bullet.

Jiang Ran's physical fitness was much better than Tan Yue's, so he took Tan Yue's hand and pulled him into his arms, just beside the road.

Tan Yue felt that half of his body was numb, and shouted in a voice almost desperate: "Don't touch me!"

Jiang Ran didn't know what happened to Tanyue. In just two weeks, it would become what it is now. The moment he saw him and ran away, Jiang Ran's heart sank to the bottom of the cliff.

"Okay, I won't touch you, you calm down." Jiang Ran took two steps back and raised his hands.

Seeing this, Tan Yue was about to run away again, but Jiang Ran pulled him back again, and the two of them chattered on the side of the road, attracting the attention of many passers-by.

"Didn't I tell you not to touch me?" Tan Yue struggled hard, trying to escape Jiang Ran's embrace.

It was too warm, and I couldn't get used to it.

Jiang Ran used brute force to bring Tan Yue to the alley, pressed Tan Yue completely against the wall, held Tan Yue's wrists together and pressed them against the wall with one hand, and said, "Don't run, listen! let me tell you."

"Stop talking, I don't want to hear anything."

Tan Yue avoided making himself look at her, fearing that with just that one glance, everything before would be wasted.

Tan Yue's whole face turned away, Jiang Ran felt a little uncomfortable, but he continued: "No matter what they tell you, it has nothing to do with me, do you understand? I just don't like anyone, I just like you, I just want to spend my whole life with you, if you don’t live with me, I will live alone.”

At the end, Jiang Ran said viciously: "Everything I said before is not true. I will chase you wherever you go, and I will spend it with you. If you are willing to spend it with me, then you will keep running."

"No!" Tan Yue grabbed Jiang Ran's collar and said, "Go get married, I'm a born gay, I'm sorry, I shouldn't get so close to you, trust me, you can change it, how much …Communicate with girls more, there are many attractive ones, really, they are all nice, they also love cats, everything is good.” Everything is better than me, I am a monster, it’s fine if I’m not a man or a woman , and... to harm others.

"How many times do I have to say it before you understand that I don't like you because you're male, female, gay, heterosexual or anything else, but because you're Tanyue so I like you, do you understand?" Jiang Ran thought Tan Yue lost a lot of weight again, and the small bones in his wrists hurt his hands.Did he eat on time?How much do you eat in one meal?Are you eating well?

"Stop talking, I'll drag you down." Tan Yue's tears couldn't stop pouring out, "You sing as well as before, and I'll listen to it too. Just pretend we haven't met, okay?"

There was a silence.

Silent, so silent that only the sound of each other's breathing can be heard.

Tan Yue raised his eyes, only to realize that Jiang Ran was staring at him, with tears streaming down the corners of his eyes.

Jiang Ran lost his strength and put Tan Yue's hand down.

Tan Yue took this opportunity to run outside, Xiao Ya searched the road for a long time, and saw Tan Yue stumbling out, rushed up to catch him, Jiang Ran chased him and wanted to talk.

Xiao Ya patted Tan Yue's back and said, "It's okay, don't be afraid, I'm here, let's go home and ignore him."

Xiao Ya looked up at Jiang Ran, frowned, and said, "Come back later, his mental state is a bit broken."

Tan Yue was brought home by Xiao Ya, and stayed by Tan Yue's side all the time. When he calmed down, he asked, "I really don't see him?"

"Ah."

Xiao Ya didn't dare to ask further questions, he sighed and went to get something to eat for Tan Yue, the phone kept ringing, but Xiao Ya didn't notice it, it was Tan Yue who reminded him, and Xiao Ya answered it.

Tan Yue recalled that Xiao Ya said that he had found a new regular job, and seeing the smile on his face when he answered the phone, Tan Yue took a sip of porridge and asked tentatively, "Did you fall in love?"

Xiao Ya felt that he shouldn't be talking about these things at this time, so he brought some cold dishes over, and said, "You only want to eat when it's dark, just keep upside down day and night like this, and watch out for your stomach disease to recur."

"It's okay, haven't I counted my own body yet?" Tan Yue took a big sip, and then asked, "Is it Sister Ji Wen?"

Xiao Ya didn't expect Tan Yue to guess it, his face flushed a little, and he said: "Xuanxuan is very cute, and she likes me a lot."

Without saying a word, Tan Yue stood up and went to the room to get a stack of money, handed it to Xiao Ya, and said, "Red envelope."

"Hey, you, what am I going to do with your red envelope, which one of us is with whom?" Xiao Ya pushed the money back.

Tan Yue didn't have the strength to argue with Xiao Ya, and said: "Then I'll give it to you on the day you get married."

I'm very envious.

Xiao Ya was silent.

"So you and her have a date today, don't you? Leave me alone. You can go. I'll just watch TV at home and then fall asleep." Tan Yue said while pushing Xiao Ya away. out the door.

This area is relatively quiet, and it is still a neighborhood near the river.

When Xiao Ya went downstairs, he saw a person sitting on the stone steps at the door. After seeing him coming down, Jiang Ran hurried over and said, "How is he? Has he eaten? Or is he already asleep?"

"Would you like to see me?"

Xiao Ya shook his head, looked at Jiang Ran who was very depressed, and asked, "How do you know this place?"

Jiang Ran smiled wryly twice, and said, "I followed you, I didn't dare to get too close, I just know it's this building."

"Then you plan to stay here all the time?"

Jiang Ran's mind was peeked out, and he said: "It's okay, I know about you and Ji Wen, she is fine, I gave her a holiday, you go, don't make people wait..." Don't be stupid Like me, I can't see anything.

Two work permits were stuffed in Xiao Ya's hand, "I'm going to a concert, you can take him to the concert, okay?"

Xiao Ya was silent.

Jiang Ran panicked, ran to the guard to borrow paper and a pen, tremblingly wrote a few words on the paper and then tore it open, shaking hands, the paper fell to the ground, picked it up and stuffed it Xiao Ya said: "The staff all know my handwriting, you can go in with this, it doesn't matter how many people there are."

Xiao Ya felt that he had really committed a crime. He thought that Tan Yue would go crazy like this, and he didn't think that Jiang Ran would go crazy too. The two lunatics made him bump into each other.

"To be honest, I still don't know what's going on between the two of you." Xiao Ya tapped his work ID and continued, "There's still some time, do you want to chat?"

"You know Tanyue's life experience, so I won't say much about it. What I told you was also told by him." Xiao Ya looked at the cruise ship on the river and said, "Aunt Mo was already in a bad mood back then. Well, I always ask Tan Yue to do his best, Tan Yue is so courageous, he dare not tell Aunt Mo anything, it is the first time since his father came back that he asked Aunt Mo to learn piano."

"I also thought that this state was very good at the beginning. He has been studying very well, and it is not bad to find a hobby. Later, Aunt Mo's spirit was completely broken. One day, my parents found that they were missing and broke the lock. Everything is still at home."

"Actually, Tanyue's father likes Aunt Mo very much, but Aunt Mo tends to miss you too much. Then we saw the news. When he went to pick up Tanyue, he was covered in wounds from scratches. He accompanied him to explain to the police. , He said that he had been in the small black room for two or three days, and Aunt Mo wanted to take him with her at first, but then her heart softened and she stayed with him."

After Jiang Ran listened in silence, he pinched the lower half of his face with his hands, feeling the wind of the river, and his eyes were a little sore.

"Aunt Mo used to do nothing. Giving birth to Tanyue was like fucking playing. Tanyue would cook when he came back from school and wash clothes at night. Our family often helped him. Later, Aunt Mo died, and he was alone. People live, come to our house to eat something from time to time."

"How should I put it, this child is very painful, he doesn't cry or make trouble, and he puts himself in the last place in everything. I'm very happy that he can become with you in the end." Xiao Ya continued, " After all, he didn’t want to see people very much after all.”

"Why?" Jiang Ran asked.

"Aunt Mo thought that Qin Lin wanted Tan Yue because Tan Yue was a boy, and she was raised as a girl before, the kind of girl who wears long hair, wears skirts, bows, etc., and goes to Qin Lin's place to pretend to be a girl." .I didn't do that when I grew up..."

Jiang Ran's heart twitched, a little scared, and asked, "And then..."

"But you know, he's good at studying, and he doesn't get along well in school, but the bastard peeked at his diary, and found out that he likes men. He made a lot of trouble, and he was afraid."

"I managed to run to the toilet in time to rescue him. Gender recognition disorder, we all thought it was this at first, but later his family was full of you, and he told me that he probably likes men, to be more precise I like you."

"I..." Jiang Ran was at a loss for words, and his heart felt like someone had stabbed him thoroughly with a needle. Tan Yue didn't tell himself these things. Although he consciously guessed, he didn't expect that Tan Yue had experienced so much.

Xiao Ya patted Jiang Ran on the shoulder and said: "Let's put it this way, no matter what happens, I will stand by Tanyue's side without reservation. I tell you this just to let you know that Tanyue is really Very good, I like you, and I really like you. You don’t look like you dumped him or something. Now he’s in a bad state. He was sent to the emergency room that night at KTV. If you really want to For his own good, don't bother him during this time, let him come out by himself."

"Then his phone number?"

"I changed it to a new one." Xiao Ya sighed, and said, "It's been a long time, think about it for yourself, telling a big guy like you that it's been so long, I still don't feel used to it."

"Then you go." Jiang Ran propped his hands on the steps, with his head hanging down, blaming himself.

Stayed until the early hours of the morning.

Sitting on the steps, Jiang Ran saw a small cart for collecting stalls. Jiang Ran walked up and asked, "Is there any smoke?"

"Yes, how many packs?"

"One pack." Jiang Ran paused, and said, "By the way, another lighter."

Sitting back on the steps again, I accidentally and skillfully opened the cigarette case. The wind was so strong that I had to turn my back to block the wind. The smell of smoke pierced into my chest, and the cigarette caught in my finger rolled down to the ground, coughing uncontrollably. Tears welled up in his eyes, he squinted his eyes, and pressed his hair down on the top of his head with one hand.

I learned this during the rebellious period before, and I took the initiative to quit this thing because it is not good for my body. Now it is quite uncomfortable to try to do this again.

After a while, the cigarette box was empty. Jiang Ran thought that if Tan Yue was still by his side, he would be beaten into a severe disability, and he would still want to smoke like this.

Why are you so cruel, just leave as soon as you say.

The people coming and going at the airport were all unfamiliar faces, Tan Yue was a little cautious, and waved at the familiar figure after seeing him, "Xiang Chuan!"

Xiang Chuan smiled, approached and took the suitcase in Tan Yue's hand, and said, "I was scared to death when Dad called me, why are you really willing to go abroad to relax? Are you feeling better?"

"much better."

Xiang Chuan didn't know what happened. Anyway, it's fine not to mention Jiang Ran, so he said, "Why, are you still calling me by my name? You shouldn't change your name, just call me like you did when you were a child. Quite like."

Tan Yue smiled shyly, and said: "I didn't expect, really, I can't change the name of your brother for a while."

Xiang Chuan twisted Tan Yue's face with a smile, and said, "Before I left, there was still some flesh on my face, but now it's skinny."

The two talked while walking.

"They say I've lost weight, but in fact I didn't lose weight at all. I only ate three bowls of rice in one meal. I weighed myself and gained five or six catties."

Xiang Chuan ignored Tan Yue's nonsense and put his luggage in the trunk.

Tan Yue asked, "I won't bother you, right? I'm staying at your house."

"I live alone, don't you mean me? Don't talk about you, it won't affect me if you bring a few more people here."

Tan Yue smiled, and followed Xiang Chuan to his villa in the countryside.

I don't know how Qin Lin knew about this, and he called his new number to ask if he wanted to go abroad for a while. Tan Yue looked at the work card on the table, thinking about Jiang Ran's singing The meeting was only a few days away, and without thinking too much, I agreed.

Xiang Chuan had nothing to do and rested at home, mainly because he was worried about Tanyue, saying it was to relax, but in the end he hid himself in the room, but he could eat three meals a day under his supervision.

Jiang Ran couldn't wait for Tanyue to come to the last game. He was completely disappointed and still had the last hope, and asked: "Can we do it for a few more days? Also... many people reported that they didn't get tickets. of."

Jiang Ran's voice was a little rougher than the previous few days. No matter who could sing for seven days, Ji Wen looked at Jiang Ran in the mirror and said, "Of course we can discuss it with the stadium. Why don't you pay me? I think you're making less money?"

"You...you are so annoying, I wanted to say it a long time ago."

Ji Wen handed the cooled hot water to Jiang Ran's hand, and said, "You haven't said anything less, you still have self-knowledge, knowing that not everyone can bear you, and you haven't fired me yet."

Ji Wen and Jiang Ran were poor-mouthed. They just wanted to make him smile, but after they finished speaking, they saw Jiang Ran's face collapsed again. They knew that they had poked a nerve in him, so they didn't continue talking.

Jiang Ran was silent for a while, and finally asked: "Do you think he can give me a chance? I have cut off relations with Jiang Linguang and Lin Xu directly, and I also think I like him. Do you think you can understand me? I actually really like him."

"I'll help you convey your words to Xiao Ya. I'm not him, so I don't know what he's thinking."

"Hey, begging for your comfort is like begging for loneliness." Jiang Ran stood up, "Go and discuss it again, let's add three more games. If there are too many voices, I will really lose my voice. I will kill myself."

"There are new developments in the ticketing of the event you are concerned about——"

Tan Yue turned on his phone, only to find that Jiang Ran's concert had been held three more times, and now his first reaction was to ask him if his throat hurts.

Tan Yue turned himself around, it is ten o'clock in the morning, and it should be evening in China.

Sitting on the bed, Tan Yue was still thinking about what Jiang Ran had said to him.

He should have wished he had gone.

Tan Yue opened the drawer and put the phone card back into his phone. After turning on the phone, there was a whole screen of missed calls, text messages, and unread messages.

When I clicked into the chat box with Jiang Ran, I realized that I had been treated as a diary by him, and I couldn't find the end of it.

"Tan Yue, where are you? Can you meet me? I told Jiang Linguang that I don't want him to bother you anymore. Let's live on our own, okay?" This was just the beginning of the conversation.

Later it is.

"I have time to go home these two days. Yueyue and Ranran couldn't find you, so they ran to your bed following your smell. The cat hair fell all over the bed, and I almost cleaned it up. My back hurts. , I can’t reach it when I apply the plaster.”

"While walking today, I hit a tree with my mobile phone. Guess what? I thought I hit someone, and I said sorry twice. I almost didn't laugh to death."

"You said before that you would make cheese fondue for me. It's a lie. I learned it myself. Isn't it amazing? I can make it for you when you come back, so that you can see what real rapid progress is."

"Today Ji Wen bought new clothes for Yueyue and Ranran. They are very beautiful. I will send you the photos later."

Tan Yue clicked on the picture, there was a drop of water on the screen, Tan Yue wiped the water drop with his sleeve, and zoomed in, it was really pretty.

Keep listening.

"I moved to your room to sleep, you didn't take the lamp, can you fall asleep?"

"There was a drinking party today, I didn't go, I know you don't like me drinking, do you think I'm good?"

"The concert is about to start, have you received the work permit I gave you? Will you come?"

"I guess you must be hiding in the auditorium, right? I told you that you have a VIP seat, why don't you come and take a closer look at me."

"Do you like what I sang today? It's okay, and it's okay if you don't like it. You can listen to whatever you want afterwards."

The last two sentences are separated by a long time.

His voice was hoarse, as if he had cried, choked up, and every word seemed to use great strength.

He says--

"Dan Yue, I want to give you a home, the kind I really want, the kind I really want."

He also said—

"Dan Yue, where have you been, I miss you so much."

Like a needle prick.

After listening to each sentence, Tan Yue took the quilt to wipe his tears until his eyes blurred, only then did he find a figure at the door, it was Xiang Chuan.

Randomly wiped away the tears on his face, Tan Yue showed a smile and said, "Why are you here, I..."

"It's okay, I just came to give you something."

Tan Yue pretended to be calm, "What?"

Xiang Chuan took a ticket and put it on Tanyue's bedside table, and said, "Tonight."

Tan Yue was stunned.

"I can take you there if necessary, and there are still four hours, if you still have time to pack your things."

There were torrential rains in some areas and flight delays.

Tan Yue was fidgeting, pinching his wrist tightly, and Jiang Ran's song was playing in the earphone in a loop, feeling that he couldn't hold on anymore.

Xiang Chuan stood beside Tan Yue and said, "It's okay, it's three games, we can catch up."

Tan Yue is afraid, everything has a limit.

In case he regrets it, in case he gets annoyed, in case he is really with someone else.

Wouldn't your goal be achieved in this way?how nice.

Much... not good.

What do you do yourself?

When did I become so selfish.

Can't think about it anymore.

Tan Yue felt that his head was about to be torn apart by these kinds of thoughts, rumbling thunder, lightning splitting the sky in two, these were the things that scared him.

Day and night, did not sleep a wink.

Whether it is joy, happiness, or fear and worry all come from him.

It was probably because he had lived in a daze and he made a disgraceful sound. He never thought that he would have a family. He told himself more than once that "home" is an unfamiliar but warm word. He should be "family" .

"Have a good time."

Tan Yue was about to board the plane when he heard Xiang Chuan say these three words to himself.

It is now the afternoon of the second day, and to find him, you need to cross the 12-hour time difference and a vast ocean.

"I will, thank you." Tan Yue bowed to Xiang Chuan, "Brother."

Turn around, into the sea of ​​people, because of thinking about him, so no longer afraid.

"I'm sorry, sir, but you can't go in."

After getting off the plane, Tan Yue took a taxi to the gymnasium, but was stopped by the security guard at the door, and there were people pointing around, but he didn't care.

There must be no time to go back to get a work permit now, and Jiang Ran's singing can still be heard outside the venue.

"Please, let me in."

"There are so many people asking for me, how can I put them in one by one?"

Tan Yue took off his mask and said, "Do you know me? Tan Yue is Jiang Ran's assistant."

There was a small commotion among the crowd.

"I don't know each other. I only recognize my work permit and ticket, not my face."

Tan Yue was stopped at the door, so he definitely couldn't call Jiang Ran, but since he changed his phone card, there were not many numbers in his address book.

By the way, Xiao Ya!

Tan Yue called Xiao Ya tremblingly, his hands were so shaking that the phone almost fell to the ground.

"Have you returned home?"

"I'm outside the stadium, I don't have a ticket, Xiao Ya, where are you, can you come over?"

Xiao Ya sensed the urgency in Tan Yue's voice, and said, "Stand still at the door, I'll come out to pick you up."

Tan Yue followed Xiao Ya into the stadium.

Jiang Ran stood on the stage and said: "Today is the last show, and the last song will be soon. I am very glad that you are back and have supported me for so many years. Thank you very much for your love. The last song is for you guys." , I also give it to you, I hope you can hear it, thank you for your company.”

After Jiang Ran finished speaking, he took a look at the seats in the first row. It was always empty, and he was inevitably sad.

Jiang Ran turned his head and was about to walk up the lifting platform, when Ji Wen's voice suddenly came from his ears, "Turn back."

Look back.

I saw Dan Yue.

He is on the aisle.

Across the gray, squirming crowd, he saw the person he wanted to see at a glance.

Because of Jiang Ran's turning back, there was a commotion in the audience, and Tan Yue raised his head.

Eyes meet.

The pulse beats and the heart beats faster because of each other.

body swap.

Tan Yue stood on the stage, momentarily at a loss, and could still remember his procedure.

Jiang Ran rushed into the backstage, snatched the walkie-talkie from Ji Wen's hand, and said, "I'll wait for you there, lift platform."

Tan Yue walked down from the elevator, saw his body, didn't think about anything, rushed over to hug Jiang Ran tightly, and kissed Jiang Ran.

I thought Jiang Ran would leave after changing his body, after all, he still has a concert.

Who knew, just like before, he raised his chin and deepened the kiss.

Surrounded by staff coming and going, there are cheers on the stage, noisy, but quiet, only each other at this moment.

Jiang Ran went to change clothes, and Tan Yue watched Jiang Ran leave.

"I wanted to give it to you before, but this time it's a little more advanced than last time, because I really can't wait."

Tan Yue was confused, and after watching Jiang Ran leave, he realized that someone had put a ring on his ring finger with a diamond embedded in it. Tan Yue recognized the brand.

Men can only buy it with their ID card, and can only buy it once in a lifetime.

There was the sound of rain on the stage.

It's a prelude.

The sound of rain is roughly similar, but Jiang Ran knows that this is the version recorded by Tan Yue, not the best version, but his favorite, just like him, maybe not the best, but his favorite.

His voice is heard on stage, the last song, "On Paper".

"I passed through the barren and barren youth, delusional to embrace the splendid you."

"Use withered hands to describe your appearance."

"Extremely enthusiastic and extremely unbearable."

"You are the time on paper, and you are the hustle and bustle of the years."

"All I see in black and white—only you."

"Because it's you, I can beat my heart thousands of times."

"It's just for you, too."

Tan Yue listened, tears streaming down his face, he could bear his bad life, but he couldn't see him unhappy, even if it was just a little bit, he would feel uncomfortable.

Finally, he firmly grasped the walkie-talkie in his hand, and after applause broke out on the stage, Tan Yue brought the walkie-talkie to his mouth and said, "I love you, I love you very much, very special."

Not ready to get a response.

But I heard him on the stage say into the microphone:

"Me too."

It's loud enough for everyone to hear, including yourself.

Thousands of heartbeats, through the gap of time, want to hug the you who used to be.

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Shen Zhitang felt that this was the end of his life, and he had done nothing but like men.

Who knew that there would be a young man who broke into his step-by-step life in such a hurry.

The child is still young, and one day he will regret it.

As a result, Shen Zhitang opened the door and saw that ostentatious smiling face.

Tang Yingqiu: "Professor Shen's exclusive love delivery, coffee and I both want to come in."

The kid cried more than anyone else, he said, "Why don't I please you other than my age?"

Shen Shitang was cruel, and said, "There is also gender."

Then he left.

The goal has been achieved, but why is it so unhappy.

The two met again at a wedding. They thought they were disconnected, but they still had a lot of intersections.

After the scene was over, Shen Shitang was anxious to escape, but was cornered by someone.

Tang Yingqiu: "You said wait until I grow up. I have grown up, but I still like you."

Shen Zhitang still wanted to run away, "I was just joking."

Tang Yingqiu showed her sharp little canine teeth, "But I take it seriously."

Shen Zhitang: I'm sorry, I don't eat candy.

Tang Yingfeng: It's my piece of sweet nougat!

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1. They are not direct teachers and students. The two male protagonists are adults who can no longer be adults and can be responsible for their actions.

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