Purple Grapes and Soft Beauty

postscript

Hello to all the friends who see this, hello!Thank you~

When this story was only halfway through, I conceived various episodes, "Xue Li's Miserable Pain" (sister chapter), "Yu's younger brother's overwhelmed" (life experience 2), "parents' obstruction" (later chapter) ), I want to write about the protagonist’s career when he grows up, and I want to write about chai rice sauce and vinegar tea. I imagine that this story will be realistic and reasonable.But in fact, when I actually wrote it, I began to feel that some content is better not to appear.

Yu Zhi, who originally wanted to get rid of the responsibility, chose to repay the family to assume the responsibility of inheritance, so the younger brother of the Yu family can also grow up easily and comfortably under the teaching of the Ye family uncle, instead of carrying too many people's burdens like Yu Ai since childhood. Hope, if Yu Zhi didn't do this, the unfinished story will undoubtedly be pushed into the next similar "BE", like reincarnation, there is no end.So Yu Zhi grew up, and she chose what she thought needed to be done, instead of simply using a child's thinking to choose "resistance". This was her concession, but it was also a kind of relief.

Xue Li, who would have been "resented" by Yu Zhi for a lifetime, was immersed in his inner emotions. He wanted to be forgiven, but what did he do wrong?This problem is difficult to solve.In the stories of their children, some people have already lost their lives, and it would not be a good ending to continue arguing.Yu Zhi's obsession with "sister's departure" disappeared along with "no more grudges" towards Xue Li. She hoped that she could live in the sun, and that Xue Li could too.

Yu Ai's departure is inevitable, people and things are always impermanent, and no one knows what will happen in the next second.It's hard to say whether her departure is a relief or not.But I think, leaving is always sad, life is tenacious, but also extremely fragile.I will hope that every life can have a story that he likes to see.

The link of "parental obstruction" seems to be a common occurrence in same-sex stories in this era.I analyzed the psychology of the elders of Yu's parents. According to common sense, "accepting their daughter coming out" is really not an easy task for them.But I also think that the grandparents of the Yu family will feel guilty for neglecting their grandchildren's emotional attention, and the parents of the Yu family will apologize to their children for their busy working hours. They are caring people and they have feelings people, they are relatives.With the loss of an eldest daughter, and under the premise that Yu Zhi had already shown certain symptoms of not being devoted enough to her affection when she was young, how could they have the heart to obstruct her with a cold face and use iron and blood methods?Yu Zhi lived up to the family's expectations, her performance created value, and no one else could criticize her.The elders close relatives will be relieved, there will be a little loss, and maybe there will be remorse, but they will never have emotions similar to "hate".

"What age is it?" People's concepts may still be uneven, but the degree of tolerance must be certain, and it is higher than before.

I myself am a person who has no love experience. Since I wrote articles (if I can be counted as such), I have written about no CP, romance, lily, and pure love. There is no special reason for the choice of ", maybe it is the initial inspiration of the story, maybe the background of the story requires a specific gender of the protagonist to unfold, maybe it is a whim to create a story of one kind or another.Someone once commented on me that some sentences are wonderful, but the overall story is lacking in many ways, and that prose may be more suitable for writing than novels.Until now, my "work" still lacks readability, the plot and characters are lacklustre, and there are too many highly personal emotional confessions. I know in my heart that it is a "failure".But I want to do this, I want to "create the world with real feelings", so I started, and I continued.

I am very grateful to those who have given me even a minute of attention along the way.I know I'm not a great writer, but I still feel genuinely lucky to be able to pick up a pen and hit a keyboard.Every interaction has the power to bring tears to my eyes.

The whole story of "Purple Grape" began on a certain day in the second half of 18, and I met with you during the winter vacation of 19. On the way, there were my school exams, final exams, joint exams, selective exams, college entrance exams, and the platform of Ajin Stop updating, stop commenting, open, restore, and various activities, I have to feel that the fleeting time is really like water, and I will never give up day and night.Finally, the whole story came to an end with everyone and myself during the extraordinarily long winter vacation of 20 years.School starts tomorrow, luckily I kept the deadline.

Maybe I am not a good writer, but I hope that I will never lose my original intention of writing.

Thanks for meeting.

There will be a period later.

The author has something to say: wish me success in the college entrance examination! !