I have a crush on that guy again

When He Ran met Xu Qing for the first time, it was in an abandoned factory on the outskirts of the city.

At that time Xu Qingzhi was only eight years old, a small one with red lips and white teeth.His weak body was tied up by the kidnappers, and he wailed loudly, with teardrops dripping from his beautiful black eyes.

At that time, He Ran felt distressed for the first time.

Before that, he was like an emotionless monster, without emotion, emotion, or distress.But it was in the warehouse that the cry of the child really grabbed his heart.

He Ran snatched Xu Qingzhi from the kidnappers. At the same time, he was shot in the waist, and the bullet penetrated his body.

His first feeling was not pain, but luck that this shot was not shot at the little guy.

Xu Qingzhi is so small and weak, but he must not be injured.

Eight-year-old Xu Qingzhi heard the gunshots and cried even more fiercely. He buried him in his arms and hugged him tightly like an octopus, crying all the time.

"Big brother..."

"Big Brother...I'm so scared..."

After finishing off the kidnapper who shot at him, He Ran lowered his head to comfort the poor little guy in his arms, "I'm here, I'm here...I'll protect you."

When little Ash heard He Ran's words, his mood did not ease.

In desperation, He Ran tried to call him by his nickname, trying to give him a sense of intimacy and ease little Ash's emotions.

So He Ran spat out some strange words.

"Ash, be good."

"do not be afraid."

For the first time, he can coax children.

After Xu Qingzhi was rescued, he could have stayed in the army, and what awaited him was a promising military rank.

He is the most promising seedling in the army.

, it was the time when the blood was young, and the military rank symbolized glory. He Ran's ambition was to climb up step by step and make a name for himself in the army.

However, when he was still recuperating in the hospital, Xu's father and Xu's mother brought little Ash to visit him in the ward.

The eight-year-old kid lay on his body innocently, bit his ear, and spoke softly,

"Big brother, can you protect me forever?"

Since then, military rank is no longer the glory he pursues.

For the first time, something replaced his previous belief.

He began to look forward, looking forward to waiting for little Ash to grow up.

Later, day after day, year after month, the young master gradually grew up.And in the process, he also gradually realized that his feelings for the young master had deteriorated.

Since when did he lose his mind looking at the young master's slender pink lips.

I really want to ravage the little young master's pink into a deep red like blood.

Since when did he imagine the young master's white and slender body when he took off his clothes.

I really want to press the young master at this time under my body, admire the young master's flushed cheeks, and wait for the young master to whisper his lover in his ear.

This love is really painful.

He knew he couldn't ask for it.

Because the young master keeps saying that homosexuality is disgusting.

Because the young master also said, He Ran, can you stay away from me, you dog-skin plaster.

He knew that he couldn't get what he wanted, but he still couldn't let go.

I like Xu Qingzhi's feeling, like a maggot attached to a bone, like a shadow.

No matter what, I couldn't break free.

It's like sinking deeper and deeper in a quagmire, like walking alone in the dark and can't find a direction.

And not long after that, the boy started to get close to him on his own initiative.

Take the initiative to throw out one olive branch after another.

He was confused, he couldn't tell the truth from the fake, and even thought it was all the young master's prank.Until that time, when the young master was drunk, he said in such a sincere tone, Mr. He, I like you.

Everything has changed since then.

In the end, Xu Qingzhi applied for the university in his hometown, and he also said——

He Ran, you have been with me in my hometown for ten years.

I also want to spend four years in college in your hometown.

After traveling thousands of miles, Xu Qingzhi came to his side and said that he would stay with him from now on.

This time, he knew that he would never let go again.

The boy has his mountains and seas, his numerous mountain shadows, and his thousands of miles of waves.If possible, he is willing to give him the sky, the sun, and the moon.

Give him everything.

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Thoughts stopped abruptly.

Someone hugged He Ran's hardcover waist from behind.

"You did a good job today, and my mother has let go. She asked you to be nice to me, and said..."

He Ran turned around, looked at the young man behind him with a smile on his face, "What else did she say?"

Xu Qingzhi raised his lips, soft and pleasant, "He also said that there are no extra guest rooms at home..."

"You'll have to sleep in the same bed as me tonight."