I have a crush on that guy again

The news being broadcast on TV is more like an ancient wanted warrant.

The news said that a bad case happened in Haishi before, and the real murderer has been found.

"The murderer's name is Muse. What you are seeing is the photo of the murderer given by the Public Security Bureau. People in Guangdong are also requested to pay attention to safety and pay attention to the murderer. If you have any clues, please call 0324..."

Xu Qingzhi saw Mu Xi's face appear on the TV.

Mingming is as handsome as a man in a fairy tale, but he is exposed to the public's view with such a bad and negative identity.

Xu Qingzhi's heartbeat missed half a beat.

He thought Mussi's sin was atoned by himself.

He thought Musie would be all right.

It turns out that no one else can help a person's sins, and he has to redeem himself.

"Musie, am I guilty too..."

"If I hadn't existed in this world, you wouldn't have met me, and you wouldn't have done that for me..."

Why does he have cancer?

It turned out that he was making atonement for Muxi, but his own.

Xu Qing's face was sickly and pale, and he was muttering to himself in Mu Xi's arms, his voice was so small and light, as if it would be blown away.

But Musi could hear clearly.

As if the person in his arms had become thinner, he hugged him tightly, without turning his head, he had already heard what was on the TV just now.

He said, "No, sir, you are not guilty."

How could his young master be guilty?

Xu Qingzhi is the beam of light that once told him to be happy.

It was the little angel who told him that we should all be good people.

This world is filthy to the eyes, only Xu Qingzhi is the only light and the only clean in the dark world.

So, how could he be guilty.

If you have to say that, it must be the sins on your body that have implicated the young man.

Mu Xi didn't realize at all that he, who didn't believe in fate or Buddha before, now thinks of all the thoughts of believing in fate and Buddha.

"Don't cry, master."

The man felt the tears of the person in his arms wet his neck.

He panicked and began to comfort him, telling him not to cry.

But Xu Qingzhi seemed to lose control, and burst into tears.

Xu Qingzhi, who knew that he was terminally ill without shedding a single tear, and could still laugh, now cried like a tearful man after knowing that something happened to the man.

He can accept this person to be anything.

But he can't accept the person he likes, and one day he will fall to this point, he will become a bad person in everyone's eyes, and he will become the target of everyone's shouting and beating.

When Mussi was still in despair, no one gave him a hand.

Obviously, Mussi can become a normal good person.

"Musie, I should have shown up earlier."

"I should have shown up sooner..."

Xu Qingzhi hugged Mu Xi, muttering all the time, I should have appeared earlier.

He should have appeared sooner and pulled out the boy who was stuck in the mud.

He should have appeared earlier and told the boy that the world is not like this, you must be a kind person.

He should have showed up earlier, hugged the boy tightly and told him he would always be there for him.

Mu Xi left the hospital with Xu Qingzhi.

They all tacitly did not mention the fact that Mu Xi was being wanted, nor did they mention that Xu Qingzhi already had cancer.

They began a seemingly carefree life.

The two of them drove a car rented with Xu Qingzhi's ID card, shuttled through the desert, and finally came out again to the seaside.

The days passed by.

Xu Qingzhi's health became worse and worse.

He became thinner and thinner, and his appetite became less and less, and he would even vomit whatever he ate for two days.

In the end, Xu Qingzhi, in order to avoid Miu Xi's worry, forced himself to vomit, and swallowed the food Miu Xi cooked for him bit by bit.In the middle of the night, Xu Qingzhi woke up from the uncomfortable feeling in his stomach. He ran into the toilet with a pale face and vomited faintly.

When he turned his head, Mussi was standing outside the toilet.

The man looked at him, his expression became more and more distorted, and finally he couldn't help crying.

Mu Xi slumped on the ground, her eyes were red, like a child.

"Xu Qingzhi..."

"Master"

"Why do you want to do this..."

There has never been such a moment when Mussi hated his life so much.

He thought of what Xu Qingzhi once told him—we must all be kind people.

Mussi regrets it now, regrets it very much.

He thought that he should be a kind person.

If he knew that he would meet such a good Xu Qingzhi, he should have hoped for this world from the very beginning, and he should love this world.

He didn't deserve to be like this, he didn't deserve to be where he is today.

He thought, he was the one who harmed such a good Xu Qingzhi.

It's all his sins.

The man cried and fell to the ground until finally Xu Qingzhi came over and hugged him.

"I'm fine, Mussie."

"I'm really fine."

"Because you are with me every day."

Xu Qingzhi didn't know whether he died first, or Mu Xi would be taken away by the police first.

Zhong Lei called and told him not to be with Mu Xi anymore. The reason why Mu Xi was convicted by him was because he let the people in the police station do business without looking at anyone's face or Have any concerns.

"That classmate of yours almost died in Mussi's hands. After your classmate escaped, he contacted us immediately."

"Got it, the person next to you is a devil, don't be fooled by love, that kind of love itself is deformed!"

When Xu Qingzhi and Zhong Lei were on the phone, Mu Xi had already quietly stood behind him.

Hearing the voice on the phone, Mussi thought one by one

If he hadn't chosen to release Zhou Luotian, things would have been different.

However, it doesn't matter anymore.

His sweetheart is sick.

No matter what he looks like, it doesn't matter.

Xu Qingzhi slept with Muxi in his arms all night. For some reason, he slept well that night.

In the dream, he seemed to have returned to the real world, with Shen Muyan by his side.

Shen Muyan said, how could you have cancer, idiot, have you read too many goofy novels?

——Hey, I miss you so much, when will you come back.

—Who is Mussi?What nonsense are you talking about, when did you find Muxi as your mistress, tell me the truth?

Not long after, Shen Muyan disappeared from his dream again.

Instead, Mussi appeared.

Mu Xi was still Mu Xi when he was a child, he was abused by his own father, he was so lonely, so scared, so cowardly huddled in the corner, he hugged his legs tightly, tears streaming down his face.

Then Mussi's father went to prison again, and Mussie went to the orphanage and was rejected by the children in the orphanage.

The children in the orphanage said that he was the son of a murderer and must have the genes of a murderer.

Mussi always stands on the edge of this world.

Rejected by everyone around me.

Finally, Mussi went to a very tall building, and he jumped down from the 30-storey building.

Light and fluttering, like a piece of paper, it landed slowly.

Blood flowed horizontally, bloody and bloody.

The world is a vast expanse of whiteness, and it is soaked in red a little bit, and finally becomes a boundless red.

Xu Qingzhi was startled awake, covered in sweat and tears on his face.

He reached out to touch his side. He wanted to tell Musie that I had a nightmare last night, but luckily it was just a nightmare.

But there was nothing around him, and without Mussi, no one would listen to him.

There was no one beside Xu Qingzhi.

The man is gone.

He had received one last message from Mussi.

—I was told that you were not him.I thought about it, you are indeed not him, he does not believe in Buddhism, he is very delicate, he is very timid.

Most importantly, it is even less likely that he will fall in love with me.

You are not him.

But I always feel that you are him.

It seems that I have always liked you, and I have been waiting for you.

If you come from another world, I really want to know what you are like in another world, and whether there is me in that world.

It's a pity I can't hear that story from your own mouth.

If possible, I hope that I in that world can hear the story between me and you from your mouth.

The last sentence is, young master, I will always be your most devout lover.

Before turning himself in, Musi went to the temple to burn incense and worship Buddha.

Kneeling in front of the Buddha statue, Mu Xi prayed and begged the Buddha, begging Xu Qingzhi to return to his original world, begging him to be happy and healthy.

He is willing to enter the boundless hell and endure boundless pain. He only hopes that his sweetheart can have a good next life and a good ending.

Mu Xi disappeared from Xu Qingzhi's side, and Xu Qingzhi didn't even know which prison Mu Xi was in.

Xiao Tongzi asked him if he wanted to exchange points for a healthy body.

Xu Qingzhi shook his head and said no.

It's still superstitious, he thinks that if he bears more, Musi can bear less.

Everyone is born to atone for their sins, and he is willing to bear more sins for Mussi.

On the third day after Mu Xi left, Zhou Luotian appeared by his side.

Zhou Luotian knew that Mu Xi had already surrendered.

Now he only needs to make Xu Qingzhi fall in love with him, and his mission is completed, and he doesn't have to die.

"Xiao Xu, Mu Xi has already gone to jail, and he won't be able to accompany you in the future."

"In the days to come, let me take care of you. I am willing to stay by your side all the time and accompany you instead of him."

As long as there is time, companionship can get a person's love.

Zhou Luotian thought so.

When Xu Qingzhi heard Zhou Luotian's affectionate words, what Zhong Lei thought of was what Zhong Lei told him. After Zhou Luotian escaped from Mu Xi's hands, he turned his back and reported the matter to Zhong Lei.

Xu Qingzhi's heart was calm, he looked at Zhou Luotian.

"Your task is to make me fall in love with you."

"Unfortunately, I can't fall in love with you, and your mission will never be completed."

Zhou Luotian looked at him straight, as if he wanted to see a hole in Xu Qingzhi.

Xu Qingzhi said, "I have a very serious illness, and I won't live for a few days."

"Even if it takes a lifetime, you can't complete this task. What's more, it's only a few days, so it's you."

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