I have a crush on that guy again

That night when Xu Qing went to the bathroom with him, Xu Qingzhi suddenly stood on tiptoe and hugged him for some unknown reason.

"Brother... I think you always seem to be unhappy."

"Be happy, if you are not happy, I will come to play with you from now on."

After saying that, Xu Qingzhi blushed, and said hesitatingly, "Actually, I've wanted to play with you for a long time..."

"But you look like you don't want to talk to anyone, so I dare not come to you."

It was raining tonight, and the timid Xu Qingzhi wanted to find someone to accompany him to the bathroom, so he mustered up the courage to find Mu Xi.

Mu Xi was taken aback when she heard the words of the child in her arms.

Forgot to kill Xu Qingzhi, forgot to climb up the 30-storey building and jump off.

He is only one step away from the deepest despair and depravity...

But at this moment a boy took his hand and hugged him.

— Be happy.

How could it be possible to be happy.

However, even if he couldn't be happy, this night, Mu Xi somehow felt that his empty heart was filled with something.

Mu Xi followed Xu Qingzhi back to the dormitory of the orphanage in a daze, and after lying on the bed, Xu Qingzhi also climbed into his bed.

"Brother, hug me to sleep, okay?"

Shui Lingling's eyes looked at Mu Xi.

Xu Qingzhi stretched out his arms and hugged the big brother next to him.

Musi didn't speak, his heart was filled with those strange and unfamiliar emotions.

Since that night, the relationship between Xu Qingzhi and Mu Xi has become better and better.

Xu Qingzhi would secretly distribute the toys and food specially given to him by others to Mu Xi.

He would still eat with Mussy, despite the strange looks from the other children in the orphanage.

"Xu Qingzhi's studies are broken, and he actually played with Mu Xi..."

"We don't want to play with Xu Qingzhi anymore."

"Mu Xi is so boring, what is Xu Qingzhi thinking about him..."

Gradually, Xu Qingzhi was also isolated by the children in the orphanage.

Isolation has evolved into another more serious situation-targeting.

They will always be more popular and liked by those adopters than they are, and they will always get more toys and food. They are obviously an orphan like them, but their temperament is so outstanding.

Everyone is so pitiful, but Xu Qingzhi doesn't look pitiful.

For the first time, someone snatched Xu Qingzhi's toy.

Xu Qingzhi didn't say anything, just watched others snatch his things without moving.

Next, the competition for his things became more and more frequent.

And those orphans are very smart, knowing that they can only bully Xu Qingzhi when Mu Xi is not around.

Otherwise, with Mussi around, no one would dare.

Xu Qingzhi was bullied but would not tell Mu Xi.

Gradually, he, who was obviously easy to be happy, became a little gloomy and pessimistic.

Mu Xi found out that something was wrong with Xu Qingzhi, and kept asking.

Xu Qingzhi didn't want Mu Xi to know that he was actually a coward who would be bullied by others and would not be able to fight back.

Unlike Mussi, no one has ever dared to bully him.

"I... I envy those who are adopted..."

"I feel like being in an orphanage..." Not happy at all.

I used to think that the orphanage was a harbor.

Now after being bullied by so many people...

He really wanted to leave the orphanage.

"Obviously they all seem to like me, but no one is willing to adopt me..."

Xu Qingzhi propped his chin with both hands, looked up at the sky, and said in a dead voice,

"No one really likes me at all."

If he liked it, it would not be the present, and no one is willing to adopt him.

Xu Qingzhi's words were deeply imprinted in Mu Xi's heart.

Mu Xi, who was sitting next to Xu Qingzhi, suddenly spoke.

"Someone really likes you."

Like him.

Later, Mussi was called to talk to the dean's office because he bullied a child in the yard who deliberately found fault.

"He just said something bad about you, and you used violence."

"It's not just once or twice, other kids say you're going to bully them."

"Do you know that someone like you who severely disrupts the peaceful atmosphere of the orphanage will be sent out by the orphanage. Don't think that the orphanage will always be responsible for you."

"In a few days, you will reach the age of self-reliance, and the orphanage will send you out, so you can take care of yourself."

After coming out of the dean's office, Mussy was in a daze.

He wasn't afraid to leave the orphanage.

But he didn't want to leave Xu Qingzhi.

Halfway through the way back, Mussi went back and forth.

He wants to tell the dean if he can be allowed to stay.

He still wants to accompany Xu Qingzhi.

Even though Mussi knew it himself, the hope was slim.

Mussi walked to the dean's office, but before he went in, he heard voices outside the door.

"Dean, there is a mole on the inside of my son's arm. You must carefully check whether there is such a child in the yard."

"Mrs. Xu, how old is your child?"

"He was born six years ago and is now six years old."

Mu Xi suddenly thought that there happened to be a mole on the inside of Xu Qingzhi's arm.

Moreover, Xu Qingzhi is also six years old.

Mu Xi hid not far from the dean's office, and saw a glamorous couple with outstanding temperament coming out of the door.

Women are generous and decent, while men are kind and gentle.

They lost their beloved son, and finally found out the whereabouts of the child six years later.

They found an orphanage and wanted to take their son back.

Mussi just overheard and understood these contents.

A guess naturally rose from Mu Xi's heart, and he was sincerely happy for Xu Qingzhi.

But when he returned to the dormitory, before he could tell Xu Qingzhi about it, Mu Xi noticed that a girl who had just returned from the shower had no clothes on her upper body.

Boy.

That person was the same age as Xu Qingzhi.

Same spot, same mole.

Fate is so dramatic and weird.

Being taken home by a rich man to be loved as his own son, such a good thing, will not fall on Xu Qingzhi's head.

Mu Xi calmly made up his mind to send Xu Qingzhi out of this orphanage and let Xu Qingzhi live a decent life.

That night, Mussi cornered the man and stabbed the man's arm with a knife.

It was dripping with blood, which happened to be the part where the mole was, and the damaged flesh was indistinct.

The young Mussi watched the pain and struggle of others, but was as numb as a walking dead.

From that man's hands to the orphanage, nothing has changed in the past few years, just as dark as ever.

Only that child was the only light and heat in his dark and desolate life.

Except for Xu Qingzhi, no one else could arouse his emotions.

In order not to destroy the mole too deliberately, Mussi not only stabbed the man's arm, but then stabbed the man's thigh, punching and kicking him.

Vaguely, Mussi has become a demon who is destined to be cast aside.

Afterwards, the child injured by Mussi was sent to the hospital, and Mussie was sent to the inspection agency by the dean Tie Xue, and handed over to the police for disposal.

Before leaving the orphanage, Mu Xi said to Xu Qingzhi.

"You can leave the orphanage later."

"Aren't you happy?"

"You'll live a rich man's life, and you'll have a good life."

Finally, Mu Xi whispered in Xu Qingzhi's ear,

"Wait for me to find you."

I will definitely come to you.

Just like now, regardless of everything, I will still escort you.

You shine on me.

I'm going to burn the rest of my life for you.

Even if it becomes ashes.

Afterwards, Xu Qingzhi was accepted into Xu's family and lived the life of a spoiled young master.

At the age of eight, perhaps as retribution, Xu Qingzhi developed a severe high fever, and his life was hanging by a thread.

It was hard to rescue him, but he forgot what happened before.

That's fine, Xu Qingzhi will never think of Mu Xi again, and will never have nostalgia and hope again.

He forgot Mussi, but Mussi never forgot him.

In the past few years, Mu Xi has learned all kinds of knowledge and tried his best to improve and elevate himself.

In the end, he almost became an all-round housekeeper.

He can play Sanda, play chess, and play the piano. He has studied acupuncture and massage. He strives to be excellent in order to be able to stand by Xu Qingzhi's side.

He finally ran to Xu Qingzhi, only to find that Xu Qingzhi had forgotten him.

However, it doesn't matter.

Xu Qingzhi is still young, and he still has many years left to imprint on Xu Qingzhi's life again.

Mu Xi took care of Xu Qingzhi in every detail, helped Xu Qingzhi take a bath, accompanied Xu Qingzhi to the toilet at night, and fed Xu Qingzhi like a child after eating.

He wished he could raise Xu Qingzhi into a giant baby, so that Xu Qingzhi could always take care of him.

He tried his best to be nice to Xu Qingzhi, and tried his best to maintain his image of a personable and elegant gentleman in Xu Qingzhi's eyes.

He was finally no longer the violent and annoying boy many years ago.

He wanted to become what Xu Qingzhi depended on and liked.

Do your best for this, burn everything.

However, today, things have all changed.

Because he killed Zhang Minfen, Xu Qing looked at him with repulsion and fear on his face. He said he was a murderer, and he asked him to stay away from him.

Someone is secretly manipulating all this, which scares Mussi.

He was afraid of Xu Qingzhi being robbed, afraid of Xu Qingzhi's alienation and rejection.

The disguise was torn off, and Mu Xi finally realized that the years of hard work were useless, the real him was not accepted and recognized by Xu Qingzhi at all.

The real him is a demon who disregards life and is insensitive.

Even wearing an elegant gentleman's tuxedo can't hide his disgusting, sinful soul.

Simply, Mussi tore off the disguise.

He wanted to imprison the boy, wanted to possess the boy, and wanted to let Xu Qingzhi know in a way that was more in line with his own style of conduct.

This is the real him.

Years ago, the child said to him in the orphanage, "Be happy."

However, you never loved me.

How can I be happy.

Memories come to an abrupt end.

Sitting in the prison, Mussi looked at the only skylight.

Is the 30-storey house still there?

If we climbed up and jumped down, it wouldn't be like this, like this.

Tortured.

On this side, Xu Qingzhi sat on Muxi's bed,

He touched Mu Xi's pillow, it was cold and not soft at all.

Mu Xi wouldn't sleep well for himself, his young master might wake up at any time.

At any time, the young master's words would come from the intercom, "Housekeeper Miao, I want to go to the toilet, accompany me."

No matter what time it was, Mu Xi would wake up and rush to Xu Qingzhi's bedroom as soon as possible to stay by his side.Just like in the orphanage many years ago.

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