After the villain was scumbag, he was reborn

The father in Shen Yanting's memory was gentle and elegant, full of knowledge, he rarely lost his temper on weekdays, at most he blushed when provoked, and he rarely even spoke aloud.

At that time, his mother was still a nagging woman, telling him not to be playful, but to study his homework more. At night, with a dim oil lamp in his hand, he mended his rag shoes and complained that his feet would wear out in a few days. Scrap shoes.

Although life is poor, it is better than simplicity and warmth.

Shen Yanting always thought that he would grow up in an ordinary way just like his friends who played with him in his daily life. If his homework was good, he would go to the capital to take the exam, and if his homework was not good, he would stay in the countryside to farm.

Like his father, he has no big ambitions, and what he pursues is comfort and ease.

Perhaps his parents will give him a younger brother or younger sister in a few years, and he will, like other older brothers in the world, protect them and grow up safely.

But the sky is not as good as people wish, there will always be too many unexpected things in this world.

If at the age of five, someone said that your father would be like a whore in the future, lying under men to have sex, he would definitely beat up the person who spoke, once every time he saw him.

But if someone said that again when he was ten years old, he would say it with a smile.

——All this is true.

No one expected that the gentle and modest handsome scholar who likes to wear white shirts on weekdays would eventually become dissolute, making people frown.

Shen Yanting still remembers the days when his father was locked in the firewood room all day and all night, and his mother took away everything that would hurt him, and then when the night was quiet, she hid in the house, weeping suppressedly , The next day, it returned to its previous appearance, pretending that nothing happened.

Later, his father committed suicide by biting his tongue. Fortunately, his mother found out early and managed to save his life. After that, he saw that his mother often came back with different men, and rumors about his father began to spread in the streets and alleys. rumor.

For the young Shen Yanting, he still couldn't fully understand those filthy words, but his mother tightly covered his ears every time, for fear that he would hear a single word, and when the talking woman left, she Cai squatted down, hugged Shen Yanting and wept silently.

After Shen Yanting started to understand, he also gradually understood the dirty things about his father, and understood the reason why his partner who played well when he was young suddenly started to distance himself from him overnight.

And just after he understood, his hatred for his father began to grow day by day.

The father who was like the breeze and the moon in the memory no longer exists, and only the dirty prostitute is left.

When his father is sober occasionally, he always likes to hide in the gap between the windows and doors to watch him.

Xu Shi knew that he hated it, so whether he was awake or not, he never went out of that room again. Sometimes when he heard Shen Yanting passing by outside his room, even if he couldn't restrain himself, he would subconsciously restrain his voice.

It's a pity that Shen Yanting, who has long been overwhelmed by resentment, can no longer pay attention to these small details about his father, he even wished that this person would die sooner.

Every time he went to the temple to burn incense, he knelt down in front of the Buddha and sincerely prayed that he would not have to see that disgusting man again after he went back.

And Shen Yanting, who was dominated by hatred, later did one thing that he regretted the most in his life.

While his mother was out, he sneakily stuffed a hairpin of his mother's into the door.

After stuffing, Shen Yanting was a little scared, so he hurriedly hid in the house.

In the evening, my mother came back.

Shen Yanting heard her crying heartbreakingly in the yard, the sound pierced through the quiet and cold night, and made his heart start to ache.

Fortunately, perhaps God was merciful, and his father survived another catastrophe.

Shen Yanting thought that his mother would beat him up severely, but she just took her to her father whom she hadn't seen for a long time.

The gentle and handsome father has lost his appearance, and he no longer has the style of the past. What is shocking is that his exposed arms, neck, and ankles are covered with scars of various lengths.

The mother said that he wanted to die a long time ago, and every time his life was begged by the mother, she couldn't bear her lover, so she wanted to keep him selfishly.

After listening to his mother's words, Shen Yanting finally understood that the pain he and his mother suffered was nothing compared to his father who had been tortured for so many years.

Looking at his unconscious father, Shen Yanting felt a little regretful.

Later, when he and his mother heard that the person who played the voodoo came from Gu'erzhai, they prepared to go, but leaving his father alone at home, his mother was a little worried, so he entrusted an old woman who sympathized with their family to take care of them. Then he left with himself.

Before leaving, Shen Yanting stood in front of his father's closed door for the first time, said sorry with red eyes, and asked his father to wait for him to come back.

His father didn't know what he was thinking, so he didn't answer for a long time, but when Shen Yanting was about to leave, he answered hoarsely inside the door.

Seeing that everything was about to turn around, God made a joke again.

They managed to find the mother of the person who cast the Gu, and just when Shen Yanting thought his father could be saved, when he came back, he saw him naked and dead on the couch.

What made Shen Yanting most desperate was that his father, who was always thinking of committing suicide, endured those heinous humiliations that day, in order to wait for him to come back as he said before he left.

It's a pity that he didn't get anything in the end. Years of torture had already exhausted him, and his mind was on the verge of collapse. Everything erupted so quickly that it directly overwhelmed the last sliver of faith left by his father.

His father died, the way he hated the most during his lifetime.

After his father died, he and his mother were like walking corpses, wasting the rest of their lives in a daze.

But if they don't want to live anymore, they all have a common idea in their hearts, that is, no matter what price they pay, they must drag all those who hurt their father to hell.

Mother searched many ancient books, and went bankrupt to find many Gu worms, and let him use Gu to nourish himself every day.

At first seeing the densely packed Gu worms in the bathtub, Shen Yanting felt a little apprehensive, but thinking of his father's appearance before death, he endured the fear again, gritted his teeth and persisted.

After two years like this, after Shen Yanting became close to those Gu worms, they also found an opportunity.

His mother rescued a maid from the general's mansion, called Si Jin, and they found out that the eldest lady in the general's mansion was very close to the Queen Nanyao in the palace, so they designed to get close to the general The eldest lady of the government.

The lady in the deep boudoir was ignorant of the world, and they didn't spend too much effort, so they were brought back to the mansion.

Before entering the mansion, Shen Yanting disguised himself as a young girl, once the young lady entered the palace and brought Shen Yanting along.

Shen Yanting, who was falling into the ecstasy of being able to take revenge, never imagined that he would encounter a death calamity in this palace city that he would spend the rest of his life and would not be able to overcome.

He saw the glamorous Queen Nanyao sitting on a high seat, although he was only a few steps away, but he couldn't get any closer.

Shen Yanting was worried that his eyes full of murderous intent would be exposed, so he used the excuse of urgency to go out for a while.

As soon as he left the palace gate, he saw a pretty and charming girl sitting on the ground with idly eyes, her expression seemed a little dull.

Standing next to them were two court ladies talking in a low voice, snickering from time to time.

Shen Yanting was about to leave when he suddenly caught a glimpse of some glaring bloodstains on the girl's pink skirt.

He vaguely guessed something, and subconsciously frowned.

A court lady standing there finally remembered that the girl was still sitting on the ground, and hurriedly grabbed her arm, trying to roughly pull the girl up.

But the girl refused to get up and kept kicking her legs and struggling.

The palace lady thought that the girl was going to start rolling around like before, so she lost her patience and reached out to pinch the tender flesh of the girl's arm.

The girl wrinkled her face in pain, and immediately began to cry.

Worried about attracting people, the palace lady quickly knelt down and covered the girl's mouth, threatening: "Don't cry, or there will be no food tonight."

The girl who heard this finally stopped crying, and said with tears in her eyes, "I want to eat."

The palace maid pinched the girl's cheek again and warned: "Then you must be obedient."

Two red fingerprints appeared on the girl's fair cheeks, she sniffled and nodded pitifully.

Seeing that she was quiet, the maid wanted to wake her up by herself.

"She sent a monthly letter." Shen Yanting, who was standing not far away, said coldly.

The palace lady was startled, she quickly pulled the girl up, and she really saw sporadic blood stains on the skirt behind her.

A trace of disgust flashed in the maid's eyes, and she complained, "I just changed my clothes."

After hearing the girl's monthly letter, another court lady also began to say annoyedly: "Every time I have to help pad the cotton cloth, I'm so annoying."

"Yes, it needs to be changed and washed again."

"..."

When the palace maid helped the girl out of sight, the girl suddenly turned her head, tilted her head, and secretly glanced at Shen Yanting in the distance. What to say, but was dragged away by the maid.

Shen Yanting didn't pay much attention to this little episode, and after thinking about it for a long time, he turned and went back to the hall.

Miss General also finished chatting with Empress Nanyao and was about to go back home. When she saw Shen Yanting coming back, she said goodbye to Empress Nanyao and agreed on the next day to enter the palace, Shen Yanting kept it in her heart.

But before leaving the palace, the carriage was stopped by someone sent by Empress Nanyao, and it was heard that Empress Nanyao sent a message, saying that she wanted to see Shen Yanting.

Hearing this, Shen Yanting's heart sank, thinking that Empress Nanyao had discovered her identity, and when she returned to the palace, she saw the girl she had just met leaning on Empress Nanyao's side.

Only then did he know that the pampered Queen Nanyao, who did all kinds of bad things, gave birth to a daughter suffering from dementia.

When Shen Yanting saw the girl who was staring at him in a daze, a tinge of joy suddenly rose in his heart.

It turns out that God is still open.

Because that stupid princess liked him, Empress Nanyao left him in the palace. As for the two maids who served the eldest princess, after Shen Yanting came, they were quietly executed by Empress Nanyao.

Originally, he thought that entering the palace would be very difficult, but he did not expect that he would be by Empress Nanyao's side so easily by accident.

The only pity is that Empress Nanyao is vigilant and clever, if Shen Yanting wants to take revenge, it may not be an easy matter.

But when he saw the stupid princess who was clutching his sleeve with eyes full of dependence, Shen Yanting suddenly had an idea.

After entering the palace, no matter in the open or in the dark, he was very kind to that idiot, so that Empress Nanyao could not find any fault.

Empress Nanyao gradually let go of him, and the idiot began to be inseparable from him, every day when she opened her eyes, she had to see Shen Yanting waiting in front of her.

As the days passed, the relationship between the two became intimate. Although Empress Nanyao was worried, seeing that Shen Yanting was sincerely treating the eldest princess well, she just let it go.

Seeing that Empress Nanyao no longer sent people to secretly watch her, Shen Yanting started his own plan.

First, it was designed many times to make the emperor completely disappointed and even disgusted with Empress Nanyao. Later, the brother of the stupid princess almost fell into the pond and almost lost his life.

Empress Nanyao is no longer as beautiful as before, because of the emperor's disgust, she is also struggling in the palace.

Shen Yanting is like a chess player planning strategies, silently calculating the direction of every chess piece on the chessboard.

In order to take even more revenge on Empress Nanyao, he coaxed that idiot to sleep on the same bed as before when the stupid princess Ji Ji was there, and then raped her mercilessly.

Originally, he thought that this kind of thing was enough only once, but after that time, he actually had a desire for this idiot.

At first, in order to prove that he didn't only have desires for idiots, Shen Yanting took the risk to sneak out of the palace, disguised himself as a young man, and went to the brothel to find a handsome oiran with excellent bed skills.

But that night, no matter what methods the oiran used, he was always like a pool of stagnant water, both physically and mentally.

Afterwards, Shen Yanting understood.

He no longer shared the bed with the eldest princess, and began to gradually distance himself from the distance between them.

But it was precisely because of this that Empress Nanyao began to have doubts about him.

At this time, she also discovered the secret of the stupid princess' loss of virginity.

At first she thought it was Shen Yanting conspiring with the guards in the palace, but later she found out that the person was Shen Yanting himself.

Empress Nanyao was furious and wanted to execute him, but the stupid princess refused to stop her.

In the end, Empress Nanyao had no choice but to save his life, but put a beauty gu on him.

After being infected by the gu, Shen Yanting finally understood what kind of pain his father had endured back then.

After knowing these things that happened in the palace, the mother was also disappointed in him, pretending to be Miss General and decided to enter the palace in person.

On the night when he entered the palace, his mother locked him in the mansion and asked Sijin to watch him.

But in the end he began to slip away to the palace regardless of Sijin's obstruction.

He stood outside the palace, and all the palace people rushed forward with buckets to put out the fire in the queen's palace.

But no one cared about the small courtyard behind the main hall.

Shen Yanting avoided those palace people who were in a hurry, and walked to the familiar courtyard, where the raging fire engulfed the place, and that idiot was about to be burned to ashes by the fire.

This may be for the best.Shen Yanting thought.

It's just that when he heard the cries and pleas for help from the idiot in the room, all the rationality in his mind was wiped out.

He came out of the fire with the stupid princess on his back, hid in the deserted temple not far from home, and took good care of her.

But not long after, he was discovered by his mother.

His mother used death as a decisive way to punish him for his mistakes.

Shen Yanting couldn't face his parents, let alone the stupid princess.

So he decided to kill that idiot.

But at the last moment, he still couldn't do it.

The eldest princess, who was burned to the point where only one pair of eyes were left to see, saw him for the first time, her clear pupils could not see any impurity, purely filled with the joy of reuniting with him after a long absence.

That's when he knew he was done.

This idiot has become a sickness in his heart, and it is beyond cure.

So the night before seeing her off, he raped that idiot again.

But this time, all he was left with was the despair and pain of self-defeating, and the screaming of the eldest princess below him.

After sending the stupid princess away, his life completely returned to peace.

After he couldn't make any more waves in his heart, he began to wholeheartedly plan revenge on Emperor Sui Qing, and no one could stop him this time.

Many years later, Shen Yanting found that things went wrong again.

He saw the idiot in the barracks whose burns on his face had healed a lot.

He saw that there were other people around the stupid princess, and that she could no longer remember himself.

Obviously everything should go according to his wish, but Shen Yanting is still not reconciled.

Only this time he was tired.

He clearly understood in his heart that no matter what, he and that idiot princess were no longer possible.

So after telling Feng Changxing all the secrets and arrangements about the red and white feet, he planned to die in the fire set by Jin Lan, but Zhuang Yue rescued him.

Shen Yanting asked Zhuang Yue why he saved him.

Zhuang Yue said that he was not saving him, but he just brought him out of the sea of ​​fire because he saw that he was going to escape guilt by death.

Shen Yanting understood.

He deserved to die, but if he really wanted to die, he had to wait until all his sins were paid for.

This should be his retribution.

So Shen Yanting no longer had the thought of seeking death.

When he woke up again, he saw the little girl with eyes like a princess.

They look alike, but Shen Yanting can distinguish the difference at a glance, because in this world, no one can replace the eyes of a stupid princess.

Because he was seriously injured, he could only live in the backyard of the brothel.

That girl had an aunt who scolded her publicly, but always helped her find a way out in private. Every time she came to the courtyard, she would chase her away.

But before the day he rolled, he died.

In this life, except for that stupid princess, this is the second time he has saved someone.

Saved is a stupid girl with eyes like a stupid princess.

Shen Yanting lay on the bank of the river, couldn't help smiling.

He turned his face to the side, looking at the sunset on the horizon, which was like blood-stained red, and suddenly remembered the day when he sent the idiot away.

The morning light sprinkled the earth, and the grass underfoot was covered with dew and sunshine, and the loved ones and hated ones lay quietly on their backs, falling asleep exhaustedly.

But now that the sun was setting and the dust had settled, he seemed to see the stupid princess he saw for the first time again. She was beautiful and docile, not stupid at all. There was a smart light hidden deep in the pupils, brighter than the stars.

Looking at such a lively and splendid princess, he finally had the opportunity to say the words that had been suppressed in his heart for many years.

"I love Qingqing, I have longed for her."