I'm just hungry for your knowledge

One of the corridor lights was broken, and the light flickered on and off.After the power was cut off, the lights in the corridor were on, and there were students running around with basins.

Han Shen pushed open the bedroom door, and found four big men sitting on stools and outriggers, as stable as Mount Tai, waiting for him by looking at their posture.

"Aren't you going to sleep?" After finishing speaking, Han Shen looked at Zhang Ming, "Aren't you going back to your bedroom?"

The small flashlight was on, illuminating Han Shen's desk, and four or five photos of Chen Chen pasted on the bookshelf were in the center of the light.Zhang Ming said, "Brother Han, that's too much."

Ye Fei, Xiang Heng, and Xiao Hongyan also said calmly: "It's too much."

"........."

fool.

Before Han Shen posted Chen Chen's photo on the bookshelf, the dormitory didn't know what it meant. Zhang Ming was afraid of being exposed, so he said in a hurry: "Uh, there is no other meaning in posting Chen Chen's photo. Didn't Chen Chen finish his studies and ask for an exam?" God, it's auspicious, there is absolutely no secret love or nostalgia."

The whole dormitory seems to understand: "..."

Finally, when he saw Chen Chen's photo next to Han Shen's bed, he began to feel subtle.

Han Shen didn't bother to deal with it, which was equivalent to acquiescing.

A few roommates yelled "Fucking grass, bullpup" a few times, and began to shy away from Han Shen, and no longer dared to walk around the dormitory in a pair of underwear.

He didn't dare to turn his back on Han Shen.

Han Shen endured it for a few days, and held a meeting in the dormitory at night, and said directly: "It's also a man, Chen Chen, I like it; how many keys do you guys have?"

- Murder and torture.

However, this blow of paternal love made everyone realize the reality at the speed of light: "I'm sorry, I was just being sentimental."

Then continue to happily run around the dormitory wearing underwear.

Now, when I heard that Han Shen has a new relationship, and Chen Chen's photo on the bookshelf has not been torn, I am confused: "Brother Han, you are in two boats, aren't you?"

Han Shen turned over his clothes and planned to take a shower. He didn't want to explain the problem because of the smell of oily smoke from the barbecue just now, so he opened the door and went out.

Zhang Ming was shocked by his indifference: "This scumbag is too arrogant!"

How can someone have a new relationship and post a photo of his ex-boyfriend?

look down on you.

After the power was cut off, the hot water was also cut off, and the hair was flushed with cold water.But the temperature in October was not too low, and Han Shen didn't feel that cold.After washing, the dormitory was quiet, and everyone should be asleep.

Han Shen brushed his hair for a while, then lay down on the bed, and the messages sent by Chen Chen were brushed to the end.

CC: Brother got in the car.

CC: Brother crossed the bridge.

CC: My brother will be home soon.

The content of the chat slides forward, staying in the endless back and forth, "call brother", "get out", "call, idiot", "don't call", "are you calling?", "no".

Han Shen stayed on the interface with his fingertips, moved quickly, and changed the note to "brother".

But within two seconds, an urge to delete the entire chat box arose in my heart, and I clicked on the note again.

brother dust?

No, too ordinary.

baby?

Mushy.

little widow?

……never mind.

Dust?

What's the difference between this **** and Mr. Qingchen?

From the door came the sound of the housekeeper's aunt walking, accompanied by one or two low-pitched coughs.Everything is silent.

Han Shen's fingertips stopped on the screen again, and typed two words in the note.

"mine".

mine.

A rain, the weather began to cool down.The first diagnostic exam for high school is coming soon, and several nearby cities form a joint exam to pull through the rankings.Although the quality of students in the attached high school is far ahead, the pressure on teachers and students is still so high that it explodes.

Han Shen didn't have time to ask Lao Qin to open a fake note and go to Shinan to find Chen Chen.

During this period of time, Chen Chen usually came to the attached middle school to look for him, took a walk after meeting, occasionally helped Han Shen solve two problems, and then went back.

There was a patter of rain outside the window.

Han Shen put down his pen and looked at the clock. It was almost time for evening self-study, and Chen Chen was waiting outside the school gate.

When the bell rang, Han Shen was about to leave with an umbrella. Zhang Ming, who was about to go back to the dormitory with him, yelled dissatisfiedly, "Leaving school again?"

The implication is, go see that vixen again?

It was raining heavily, and there were still few people after school. Han Shen stepped out of the school gate quickly, and saw Chen Chen standing by the side of the road with an umbrella in the distance. His mask was half loose, and a lollipop was exposed from his mouth.

Han Shen closed his umbrella and went in: "I'll come to you on Zhou Tian."

It's been two days, Chen Chen nodded: "Okay. What do you want to eat today?"

Recently, it can be said that I ate all the gourmet restaurants outside the school of the attached high school. Han Shen felt tired, and smelled the sweet smell close by.

The candy Chen Chen is eating now is quite delicious.

The surroundings are dark, holding an umbrella seems to be separated from all the world, and we can't see each other in the dark.Han Shen's heart moved: "Go to a place with few people."

I've been shopping around the neighborhood in the past two days, and it's almost clear where there are few people.Chen Chen smiled softly: "Okay."

The alley is an alley where social people were cleaned up here before, and the two broken lamps on the wall have not been repaired yet.Han Shen's arms were slightly pressed against the wall, and his waist was hugged by his arms. He felt that the side of the umbrella was pressed against the finger bones and was drenched by the cold rain.

The lips overlapped, moist, and gradually heated up, the sweet fragrance became stronger and stronger, and he was a little drowsy from the kiss.

Sensitive at this age, he was worried that it would be too hard to handle on the spot. Chen Chen's kiss was gentler, but lingering, with a deep itching in his bones.

Panting for breath, Han Shen leaned back against the wall, and Chen Chen bit his ear lightly: "Is my brother fierce?"

Melon rind.

Han Shen was inexplicably funny, and said, "I've seen too much of Xiao Huang Wen", and hugged him again.

For a moment, they kissed again insatiably.

Probably because he was too involved, the rain was so loud that Han Shen didn't hear the sound from the entrance of the alley.

Holding an umbrella, Zhang Ming walked very carefully in the potholes. He wanted to find out who this vixen was who was delaying his brother Han's study every day, so he followed him when he left the school gate.Covered by an umbrella, I couldn't see clearly what this vixen looked like, but his back was quite tall and straight.

Then the two entered the alley together. Zhang Ming originally planned to block the entrance, but he was impatient, so he came in and called for someone.

The light was dim, and he could still see clearly the two figures overlapping each other. He took out his phone and turned on the flashlight to take a direct photo.

"It's not over yet?!" He swallowed abruptly.

Two handsome guys, kissing heartily in an unknown corner, the picture was originally beautiful.But being illuminated by this flashlight is similar to being caught whoring or prostitution late at night, squatting on the wall and being illuminated by the light.

day your father.

Han Shen frowned, raised his eyes, and wanted to see which bastard it was, but Zhang Ming was dumbfounded, his eyes fell on him first, and then on Chen Chen, who was picking up the umbrella next to him.

There was a strange noise in Zhang Ming's throat, and finally, all his attention was on Chen Chen.

There was silence in the air.

Chen Chen didn't know what to say, so he smiled at Zhang Ming.

Zhang Ming couldn't believe it: "Brother Chen?"

Chen Chen felt that it was inappropriate to be exposed at this time, so he restrained his expression and denied, "No, no, no, I'm not Chen Chen, my name is Chen Xiaotu."

Han Shen: "..."

Zhang Ming: "..."

There was another moment of silence in the air.

"Fuck!" Zhang Ming yelled suddenly, dropped his umbrella and ran over shaking, hugged Chen Chen fiercely, crying out of his throat.

Chen Chen was silent, really helpless, patted him on the shoulder: "Is it a man?"

"Why am I not a man anymore!" In order to prove himself, Zhang Ming clenched his fist and hit Chen Chen on the chest, "Am I a man! Am I!"

Chen Chen was bewildered by these blows, and he wanted to smile to comfort the strong man, but his mother was really in pain, and before he could speak, Han Shen grabbed Zhang Ming by the shoulder and threw him out.

"Won't you be gentle?!"

Chen Chen stopped the dispute: "I'm fine, it doesn't hurt."

Zhang Ming bit his lower lip and choked up his sobs, Chen Chen really smiled: "It's okay, I'm still here."

Zhang Ming buzzed.

"It's okay." Chen Chen lowered his voice.

He was actually not ready to meet his friends from the attached high school.

The more people who care about him, the more helpless he is.

Before Han Shen could do anything, he saw Zhang Ming hanging on Chen Chen's shoulder like a koala, humming, and never letting go for a moment. He had to be led by Chen Chen to walk.

fuck you.

"Brother Chen, aren't you abroad?"

Chen Chen looked at Han Shen: "I didn't go, I was worried that Han Shen ran away with someone, and I didn't dare to go too far."

Zhang Ming complained: "You haven't worried about us, are you brothers?!"

"I'm worried, too." Chen Chen said it sincerely.

"Then when will you return to the High School?" Zhang Ming was gradually comforted by him and his mood stabilized.

There were people coming and going on the street, and although he had settled down, he didn't feel that there was anything wrong with being so clingy.Continue to hang on Chen Chen.

Chen Chen was pressed down by the 180-jin heavy body, his spine bent slightly, but he didn't push, and his voice was very doting: "Something happened recently, wait a minute, I'll be back."

Zhang Ming smiled and hooked his arms tighter: "That's great. Brother Chen, let me tell you, I've been training my abdominal muscles recently, and I feel that the effect is remarkable. Do you feel that I've lost weight——"

Han Shen walked behind without saying a word. After a while, his voice almost squeezed out from between his teeth: "You still don't let go?"

Zhang Ming felt a chill behind his back, turned around, and Han Shen repeated: "Isn't it loose yet?"

Zhang Ming looked down at his interlocking hands with Chen Chen's.

"What's the matter, why don't you just hold hands—won't it be enough?"

"..."

Chen Chen loosened quickly, and Zhang Ming still kept talking to Chen Chen, but Han Shen felt a little embarrassed.

No way, no way, no one is really jealous of a boyfriend holding hands with a brother, right?

After we parted at the school gate, Zhang Ming was about to go back to the dormitory: "Brother Chen, I'm pretty good. If Li Fei sees you, he will definitely cry. Xiao Gu will cry too. I'll tell everyone tomorrow that I'm happy."

Chen Chen originally wanted to tell him not to tell them that he didn't leave for the time being, but seeing Zhang Ming was overjoyed, the words stopped on his lips.

"Okay, but I'm not sure when I'll be back."

"It's okay, we'll wait for you."

"Ok."

Chen Chen lowered his eyes, the corners of his lips were faintly curved, but blurred by the orange light, it was clear and clear.

Han Shen looked at him: "I'm going back too."

"Well, go back."

After Han Shen walked for a while and turned his head, Chen Chen was still standing at the school gate, looking around thoughtfully.

Han Shen wanted to go back a little bit, and asked him why everyone was looking forward to you, but you still didn't come back?

What the hell are you holding back?Chen Chen.

***

There was only a half-day holiday on Sunday, and Han Shen didn't rest at all after school, so he took a taxi directly to Shinan.

However, after passing by, he found that Chen Chen was not at home.

Send a message to ask, Chen Chen is reading in the city library and will be back soon.

Han Shen felt hungry only now, so he washed some fruit and lay down on the bed.

It was all the smell of Chen Chen.

To put it bluntly, Han Shen knew that he was here to do it for him, but he couldn't bear it for a while.

Waiting for Chen Chen's break, Han Shen casually took a book by the bedside and flipped through it.The books Chen Chen reads are generally not of interest to him, they are either pure literature or pure science, he just flips through them to pass the time.

However, Chen Chen seemed to be taking it very seriously, and took a lot of notes.

In terms of interests and hobbies, there is absolutely a gap between Han Shen and him.

I closed the book and threw it away, and re-read the other books, but I was not interested.But Han Shen was startled when he saw the author.

Zhuang Liang.

After flipping through, the authors of these dozen books are all Zhuang Liang.

Diehard fans?

Han Shen turned to the title page of the novel and printed a photo of Zhuang Liang, a slightly faded photo from the last century, a young girl in a school uniform with hair hanging down to her ears, looking very beautiful.

The more you look at it, the more familiar it is.

Han Shen thought for a while, and this face began to overlap with Chen Chen's eyebrows.

The last time I met Zhuang Nianying was actually last year, the first time I got into trouble with Chen Chen, and at that time she was already so thin and old that she lost most of her beauty.

This picture, the young girl is really beautiful.

Only she can give birth to Chen Chen's appearance.

Opening the book again, in Han Shen's impression, Zhuang Nianying is a slightly old-fashioned professor, who inevitably carries the impression of rigorous and pedantic, but just looking at the text, it is very smart, delicate, turbulent and unpredictable.

There is one that seems to be a record book, called "Qizhi".

Turning to the first page is a picture of a baby with text written underneath.

-Baby, your arrival is the spring bestowed by God to parents.

This book seems to be a memento of personal printing, without price or book number, but the pictures and words on each page are very gentle, meaningful and affectionate.

-This is the first time you let go of your mother's hand and walk, but I already thought that you would leave me when you grow up, and I started to feel sad.

-No matter where you go or what you look like, your mother will always be your perch.

Han Shen opened another book.

Zhuang Nianying's writing style has changed, from the lightness when she was a girl, to the gentleness after marriage, to the cold and decisive now.

Three pages, telling a simple story.

In ancient times, when a woman got married and became pregnant, she felt disgusted when she saw that her husband was dissatisfied with his desire and began to marry a wife and concubine. She killed her husband and escaped from the mansion, and became a dishwasher in an inn.While washing the dishes, my husband's child was born in my stomach.The woman strangled the child to death, put on the chastity belt again in a very violent and aesthetic way, and declared herself clean.

Between the lines, a sentence was underlined in black.

"She thinks the other end of the umbilical cord leads to evil."

"From the moment a woman conceives life, she is sucked out of her flesh and bones, and gradually turns into human skin."

Han Shen threw away the book, not wanting to read any more, took out his phone and searched for Zhuangliang.What writers, professional terms, he does not read.Anyway, the entry summarizes that most of her works have a murderous plot, the writing style is extremely cold, and the meaning of catharsis is stronger, but it is also unique.

Han Shen lay back on the bed again, his limbs seemed to be heavily pressed by stones, weak and exhausted.

Every story is marked, Chen Chen should have read it all.

For the past two months, he has been in this room alone, looking through his mother's posthumous works.

These things are too heavy.

Han Shen sometimes felt that he had never touched Chen Chen's heart, his real thoughts.

In his heart, is it the light piercing the darkness, or the darkness devouring the light.

***

Chen Chen opened the door and came in, and saw Han Shen lying on the bed and seemed to be asleep.

But as soon as he put down the book in his hand, the sound was not loud but Han Shen propped himself up. He should not have fallen asleep from the beginning: "Brother, you're back."

Chen Chen's heart softened after the scratching. Just as he sat down, Han Shen hugged him and kissed him on the corner of his lips: "Do you want to do it?"

Unexpectedly enthusiastic, Chen Chen didn't take it seriously, and asked about something else: "Have you eaten yet? I was going to order takeaway for you just now, and I asked you, but I didn't reply."

Han Shen avoided the topic, leaned over with his warm breath, and licked his ear: "Brother, fuck me."

"..."

Although the two are usually interested in this matter, it is basically logical. Today, Han Shen is too aggressive, and Han Shen is also eager.Chen Chen felt something was wrong, and endured being provocatively dumb: "What's wrong? Did you get wronged at school?"

Han Shen didn't seem to hear what he said, he unbuttoned Chen Chen's pants, and moved his jaw with his jaw closed as he leaned over.

Hold.

It was the first time for Han Shen to do this, and it was also the first time for Chen Chen. He didn't seem to be used to it. He stopped after a while, but he didn't let go.

To be honest, Chen Chen was really not in the mood. All he could think about was that Han Shen was in a bad mood, either wronged or sad.Holding him into her arms, her tailbone was numb, panting slightly, she looked at him and said, "Tell me."

The corners of Han Shen's eyes were red, his lips were stained with water, and he didn't speak.He took off his T-shirt and soon his pants.

"..."

Chen Chen's shoulder was gently grasped by him, Han Shen looked down, and moved down with his long legs bent. Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.

……

The light coming into the room from the window was dim, Han Shen sat up straight with his arms propped up, his tailbone resting on the soft bed, XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX: "What time is it?"

"Six o'clock."

"It's too late to go to school."

"..."

Chen Chen got out of bed and went to the bathroom to warm the water. When he came out, he saw Han Shen lying down again.

"Baby, does it hurt?" Chen Chen sat on the edge of the bed and touched his forehead.

Han Shen swept his eyes to look at him, raised his hand to hook his neck close to his face, and kissed "mua".

It hurts, it hurts, it's cool, there's nothing to say.At first, Chen Chen was afraid that he might break it somewhere, so he was reluctant to use force, but Han Shen got impatient and started to toss it by himself, it must have really hurt.

"It's all right."

There was an aftertaste on Han Shen's body, and the light red bite marks were mottled. It seemed that he had acted carelessly after losing his mind just now, and it was too much.But it made him hurt before, and Han Shen wanted to hide, even cursed and beat others, but today he was surprisingly cooperative and quiet.Chen Chen's voice softened a few degrees: "The kid is so good today."

There must be a problem, but Chen Chen didn't ask.

He waited for Han Shen to speak up.

The temperature of Han Shen's body faded, his brows and eyes returned to the inhuman coldness, and his voice was casual: "I'm sorry, I did something bad today."

"Well, you said."

It made sense to do something wrong, but Chen Chen felt guilty when he did nothing wrong.Thinking that he should ask for leave if he was going to school late, Chen Chen took his mobile phone to find Lao Qin's number and began to edit text messages.

The voice in his ears was full of rambling, Han Shen said: "I tore up all the books you read and threw them into the trash can."

Chen Chen paused with his fingertips, and after a moment of blank mind, he raised his gaze to look at him.

Although Han Shen apologized, there was nothing wrong with his words and deeds. Instead, he was playful and meaningful: "I not only tore it up, but also set it on fire, stomped on it, poured dirty water on it, painted it beyond recognition, and then threw it into the trash can and watched the book being taken away." .

I'm really sorry, brother. "

The author has something to say: Han Shen: Is my brother blaming me?Brother is good or bad~

感谢在2020-07-0721:08:06~2020-07-0822:29:58期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: I want to go to Shen Shiliu and Yucheng Erbao;

Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 7 bottles of salted fish without turning over; 5 bottles of Qiyi; 3 bottles of Yangzhou Daopo; 2 bottles of blue;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!