I'm just hungry for your knowledge

It is rare for Ms. Shen to speak such elegant words.

Han Shen was already tired of being kept secret because of his young age, and grabbed Shen Lan's hand: "Mom, tell me."

It's not that Shen Lan doesn't want to speak out, it's just that this matter is so unfair that she can openly preach it.

After thinking about it, he lit a cigarette again: "Before Uncle Xi committed suicide, he was fishing with Dad at the beach, you know that?"

Han Shen has a general outline of this tragedy.Han Lidong shared a bunk bed with Xizhi University, a brother who wore a pair of trousers. After graduation, Han Lidong easily started a company by relying on his family background.

We shared honor and disgrace, shared wealth and honor, and went together for more than 20 years.

"What happened between them?"

Shen Lan nodded, with a solemn expression: "When your father went out to buy a pack of cigarettes, when he came back, Lao Xi had taken a chemical poison and left. Your father could not save him."

The friendship between Han Lidong and Xi Zhi has nothing to say. In the end, the police determined that Xi Zhi committed suicide, and his wife came to make trouble. Not only did Han Lidong not use the tough method to take the legal route as he did in managing the company, but he also comforted him and gave a lot of money.

Han Shen didn't think that his father was a kind person, and he was kind enough in this matter.

Shen Lan looked sideways at the scenery outside the car window. Something happened, and he and Han Shen are now wandering the streets of this city, and the world is impermanent.

"Before Lao Xi committed suicide, he asked your father to borrow money."

Han Shen: "Huh?"

Borrow money?

Shen Lan's voice was full of sighs: "The amount is not large, but Mr. Xi made a mistake in his thinking during that time and was addicted to gambling. Your father told him several times, not because he didn't want to borrow it, but because he wanted to teach him a lesson and memory, but he didn't If you think about it, you can go out for a few minutes, and when you come back, you can’t think about it and you have committed suicide.”

For nearly a year from last year to now, Han Lidong often woke up from nightmares, and said to Xi Zhi in the dream: Brother, it’s not that I don’t want to help you, but why don’t you wait for me for a few minutes and make up your mind. The determination to die, you must hate me before you leave, right?

Han Lidong has been reflecting on whether he had spoken too harshly at the time, making him feel hopeless, and that's why he ended up on a dead end.

"Your father has always regretted it. He should have lent it to him directly and helped him deal with usury, otherwise it would not have been..."

The night wind blew, and Han Shen felt chills all over.

Shen Lan sighed very much: "To be honest, I don't have a good opinion of Lao Xi's wife. She is too powerful. Lao Xi's character is cowardly and gentle, and she manages her very embarrassingly. To be honest, the last straw that crushed Lao Xi is not so much It's your father, it's better to say it's his wife."

Gambling abroad and owed huge debts, he had no face to face his wife and children, and committed suicide in despair.

Han Shen was silent for a while: "So Dad has been very guilty?"

Shen Lan exhaled thick smoke, her voice was exhausted: "Can you not feel guilty? Think about it, when your father met Lao Xi, he was still without his wife. As much as the family suffers, your father suffers as much."

Han Lidong was usually vigorous and resolute, but after Xi Zhi passed away, he often drank alone, with a cup opposite him, talking to himself.

We walked together in the wind and rain, and made appointments to drink tea, fish, play chess and cards after retirement, and it was gone in a blink of an eye.

Raise your glass again, you can only drink alone.

The villa was brightly lit, Shen Lan still looked tired before entering the door, and saw Mrs. Xi in the living room with a smile on her face again: "Ah, didn't I call to ask you to arrange a meal, sister-in-law, sit down for a while."

Han Shen walked upstairs and looked back at the embarrassed woman.

Her attitude is completely different from last year. In one year, I don't know how far her thoughts have been dredged.

After finishing homework, it was almost 11:30 in the morning, Han Shen went downstairs to get a glass of water, and saw Shen Lan walking upstairs.

"It's okay, sister-in-law. If there are still difficulties in the family, our family's strength is limited, but we will try our best to help you."

Mrs. Xi became more and more embarrassed: "It's already enough, I just found out that Mr. Han also repaid the usury loan for Lao Xi. Before, I was ignorant——"

Shen Lan took her hand, stopped her and said a few words: "It's okay, just clear up the misunderstanding, sister-in-law, then you go to rest first, you should be tired after sitting in the car all day."

Mrs. Xi smiled and went upstairs. When she saw Han Shen, she seemed to think of something: "I will definitely write an apology letter to clarify for him about Mr. Han's return to Yuanchong to study."

Han Shen suddenly looked up at her: "Why go back to Yuan Chong to study?"

Shen Lan has already pushed her to the guest room: "Think about it, talk about it later."

After sending people down, she lit another cigarette between her fingers.

Seeing Han Shen's expression, Shen Lan came back to her senses and asked, "Do you want to go back to Yuanchong?"

Han Shen was puzzled and asked, "Are you kidding me?"

"Oh, so you don't want to?" In all fairness, Shen Lan has more affection for Yuan Chong, and she pursed her lips when she heard this answer, not satisfied, "A few days ago, Teacher Jiang asked about you, saying that you belonged to Yuan Chong. Proud, really don’t want to go back?”

Han Shen gritted his teeth: "What do you think of me?"

Shen Lan was startled: "Huh?"

"Let me go and go, let me go back and go back?"

Shen Lan didn't expect him to be so resistant, and raised her hand to calm things down: "Okay, okay, don't leave, don't be angry."

Han Shen went back to the bedroom and opened the stool. The leg of the chair slammed heavily against the foot of the desk, and there was a "bang".

Chen Chen's call on the mobile phone rang for the second time before Han Shen answered it.

The boy's clean and magnetic voice came: "These chemistry courses are very difficult, and they are all written correctly, which is great."

It took Chen Chen a while to realize Han Shen's silence.

"what happened?"

The microphone was very close, and Chen Chen's lips and teeth could be heard ambiguously implicated.

There are light and shadows floating in the darkness outside the window, and the stacked objects outline the entity, which stretches and undulates far away.Han Shen still didn't speak.

"What's wrong?" The voice lowered a little, "I'm stuck, or you are stuck..."

"kid?"

"Little beast?"

"Baby?"

"Hanhan, are you asleep?" Chen Chen's voice was a little farther away, as if he was checking the network.

Han Shen sat down by the window sill and bent his long legs. Even though he didn't get any response, Chen Chen didn't intend to hang up the phone at all.

Chen Chen stared at the mobile phone, unable to do anything about the situation in front of him, he was reluctant to hang up, and didn't know what to do if he didn't hang up.He took his mobile phone and walked to the window. This method of enhancing the signal was so stupid that he wanted to laugh, but he was really in a hurry to go to the doctor.

It was very quiet over there, the wind was cold outside the window, mixed with heavy breathing, and a voice sounded from the opposite side.

"Brother Dust."

"Ok?"

The voice shouted repeatedly.

"Brother Chen..."

Chen Chen realized that Han Shen was not in the right mood.

"Brother Chen." The lowered voice was still shouting.

With melting softness, Chen Chen had no choice but to restrain the abnormality in his chest: "Here, what's the matter?"

There was a second-by-second pause, and after his heart beat a few drumbeats, Chen Chen was worried that the wind would disturb Han's deep and thin voice, and the moment he turned around to close the curtains, the hoarse voice came very close to his ear.

"I really like you."

"I do not want to leave you."

Chen Chen didn't know what happened to Han Shen at home, he was still thinking about analyzing it just now, but now his whole thoughts are in chaos.

The blank duration ended, and the phalanx holding the phone stiffened to the point of pain. Chen Chen hummed calmly: "Wait, say it again, is it too late to start recording now?"

Han Shen snorted and laughed.

"I use it as my wake-up alarm clock and listen to it every day."

Han Shen didn't want to talk to him, so he lowered his head and pulled off his clothes: "Talk about the hammer."

Chen Chen said with a smile in his voice, "You son, you always tease me by surprise, I'm so mad."

"Are you still interested in cursing people?"

"Curse is love."

Hearing Chen Chen's joke, Han Shen's mood cleared up a lot. Chen Chen said softly, "Come on, play a video for me to see if the children are crying."

"Will I shed your mother's tears?"

Chen Chen casually scolded him: "Kids in Zaan are also kids, if you ask you to answer the video, you will answer it, and if you don't obey, I will beat you up."

Han Shen moved the phone to the window, and the screen switched. The outline of the tree shadow was reflected behind Chen Chen, and the black shadow was smeared between the eyebrows and eyes, but there was no gloomy air.

"Let me see...it's great, are you wronged? You didn't cry, you are a mature kid now."

Melon rind.

The back of Han Shen's head was against the casement, his eyes lowered slightly, his eyes were cold and wild, and he let him look.

Chen Chen looked at it for a while and smiled: "You think you are very beautiful, don't you? Who are you seducing?"

Han Shen had a quarrel with him, Chen Chen went to sit on the bed, turned on the light and flipped through the book, talking for a while, but Han Shen suddenly stopped him.

"Brother Chen, let me ask you something."

Chen Chen looked up, but Han Shen stopped smiling.

"You ask."

Thinking that he was going to tell the reason why he was in a bad mood tonight, Chen Chen even began to think about how to answer, but Han Shen paused every word, and asked, "What will you do if I rush back to Yuanyuan?"

Chen Chen was stunned for a moment: "Did she come to your house to apologize?"

"Ah."

"Has the misunderstanding been resolved?"

"Almost, maybe."

Chen Chen took a deep breath, and turned the pages of the book with his fingertips as if nothing had happened: "If you return to Yuanchong, I will post a post to your school saying that you have been a male student in the attached middle school, and you have been chaotic and abandoned. You can't read it anymore, and you turn back."

"Damn—" Han Shen couldn't help but smile, and after a while his expression calmed down, "Is it so fierce?"

"Do you really want to go back?"

"There is no shadow, my mother seems to have this intention." Shen Lan's princess disease, Han Shen, is clear. On the surface, she is obedient to herself, but in fact she has a personality of doing whatever she wants.Although I didn't mention it much for the time being, but it will come one after another in the future, and I can't parry it at all.

bother.

Han Shen was going to sleep, but he didn't hang up the phone. When he was about to fall asleep in a daze, he seemed to hear Chen Chen sigh.

"Grow up quickly. After the age of 18, our life is completely our own."

the next day.

Mrs. Xi was eating when Han Shen went downstairs, Shen Lan turned her head and said, "She's in a hurry for the morning plane."

Han Shen pulled away the chair, forked a piece of bacon and stuffed it into his mouth. After eating, Shen Lan followed the social etiquette of adults and sent her to the gate of the garden. When Han Shen went to school, he happened to meet her back.

The smile on her face was gone, and she looked thoughtful.

Is this finally over?

Before Han Shen got into the car, Shen Lan came over to hand over her coat. She pursed her mouth, and the backlog of dissatisfaction finally overflowed: "After this is over, you can go to school with peace of mind, and don't bother her when she asks for money again. If it weren't for your father's repeated confession, at the time She collected money from rival companies and tried her best to hype and smear, and this matter never ends."

No wonder the previous battle was so big.

Han Shen is not proficient in intrigue, and now he is surprised.

As the vehicle drove into the boulevard, Han Shen was in a daze for a while, letting himself stop and go in pain, which was originally due to complicated human hearts.

The original hatred has completely become a waste of emotion.