I'm just hungry for your knowledge

Quiet hospital.

The nurse at the front desk flipped through the medical records, and seemed to be absent-minded about having to stay at the hospital to work on New Year's Eve, sending messages on her mobile phone from time to time.

Sitting on the waiting chair, Chen Chen crossed his fingers and raised his eyebrows. He seemed to hear the sound of the Spring Festival Gala coming from a certain ward. He pressed the back of his head against the cold wall and closed his eyes.

The door was gently unscrewed, and as soon as the slightly fat man came out, he immediately raised his hand to indicate silence, and made a gesture of following me.

"I asked you to make a trip during Chinese New Year. It's probably for nothing, but I still want you to know." Zhong Hai said at the end of the corridor.

"How is my mother?"

"Didn't you have a resection before? But now the cancer cells have spread again, and the doctor said it can be cured. It's okay, it can be solved, don't be too nervous!"

Chen Chen lowered his head, clenched his fingers in his pockets, and remained unconscious for a long time without the ability to think.

Every family has scriptures that are difficult to recite. As Zhuang Nianying's current husband, Zhong Hai must respect her principles and bottom line, so there is no way to comfort Chen Chen.

However, Chen Chen's performance was calmer than he imagined. The reality is that it has been two years since Zhuang Nianying first detected cancer cells.As adults, it is reasonable to say that they should hide it from their children, but his family's situation is a bit special, and Chen Chen is also smarter and more resistant to stress than ordinary children.

As punishment for meeting Chen Shuxi privately, Chen Chen couldn't meet Zhuang Nianying throughout the winter vacation, and could only say: "Uncle Zhong, please take good care of her."

"Hey, hey, that's that! You, it's late at night, you should stay at home obediently now-how is the New Year's Eve dinner tonight? Have you made dumplings?"

"Very good." Chen Chen nodded: "I'm going home first."

The corridor was narrow, and the hospital was deserted late at night. Chen Chen checked "Cervical Cancer Recurrence Cases Successfully Treated" on his mobile phone, and the screen was full of recommendations for gynecological hospitals. He felt that it was meaningless, so he backed out.

Zhuang Nianying's diagnosis of Zhong Hai's words all came to mind.

"Ms. Zhuang is a clean woman."

"Why did you get this disease? She has a close relationship with her sexual partner, and your dad is her only man. Your dad should atone for her!"

"Your mother was 38 years old when she conceived you..."

The wind was blowing a bit cold, Chen Chen's legs were weak and he couldn't walk anymore. He sat down on the bench beside the small garden, and the screen of his mobile phone was always on.

The class is lively, and the last half-hour of carnival this year has begun to issue red envelopes.

[Learning to learn from your mother: Luck King Luck Relay!Hurry up, run away after receiving the red envelope? 】

[Your King Fei: Come here, don't rush, I'm not as embarrassing as you guys, I'll give you two yuan, it's more affectionate than courtesy! 】

[Xinzi: No way, Boss Li, I despise your way of life. 】

Chen Chen took a cigarette and put it in his mouth, the phone screen flickered, and Han Shen's video came over.

Let him see that it is not good to be in the hospital at this time, so he pointed out and refused.

[Baby:? ? ? ? 】

[C: I just got out of the shower and shaved my legs, do you want to see? 】

[Baby:? 】

[Baby: ...you are busy with your work. 】

Chen Chen wanted to get up, and took a taxi at the gate of the hospital.

The taxi driver, bathed in the joy of the festival, kept turning his head and yelling: "New Year's Eve, New Year's Eve, year after year." The streets were full of lights, vehicles were passing the municipal bridge crookedly, and there was a sudden "bang" outside the window bang.

The city does not allow fireworks to be set off privately, and is specially organized to set off fireworks on the banks of the river, and the colorful ones shoot straight into the sky.

Chen Chen lowered his head and saw Han Shen who was talking nonsense just now, and seemed to be waiting for this moment to send a new message.

【Happy New Year. 】

WeChat messages started to explode.

Chen Chen put his chat box on top, and continued to watch the fireworks outside the window.

Han Shen was watching the Spring Festival Gala in front of the TV. He grabbed two peanuts and tossed them around.

A WeChat red envelope.

【HE: Buy candy for boyfriend】

***

Due to the heavy passenger flow during the Spring Festival, the plane was delayed for two hours.Han Shen scolded as he walked to the bottom of the terminal building: "Fuck him, trash, what kind of porcelain work without diamonds? Such a big company can't even do basic punctuality?"

Yan Xin didn't care at all: "What a big deal." When he got to the exit and saw the tall and thin figure beside the highway stop sign, he realized Han Shen's abnormal anger.

Turning his head, Han Shen was still looking around, Yan Xin sighed and took his arm: "My boyfriend can't even see, when will you break up?"

Pointing in Chen Chen's direction: "There it is! Your boyfriend."

Han Shen paused and turned to him: "Am I handsome?"

"..."

Yan Xin gave a thumbs up: "The beauty in the world."

Han Shen made a slight arc, disappeared into the crowd, and ran straight away.

Chen Chen was wearing a black down jacket and leaned lazily on the waiting sign. When he received a "I'm out" message on WeChat, he raised his gaze, and walked quickly towards the crowd, but stopped four or five meters away.

The boy's hair was dyed a slightly withered ice blue, and the two black earrings added an inhuman and indifferent beauty to his face, but at this moment, he looked at him from a distance and licked his lips, as if he was not as calm and leisurely as he looked.

Chen Chen smiled, hooked his fingers at him, looked up and down at Han Shen who had walked two or three steps away, and whistled.

"Handsome guy, you look better in real life than in photos."

After not seeing each other for a month, these things happened halfway, and Han Shen's uneasiness in meeting him was directly punctured by this sentence.

"Increasing the quantity without increasing the price, are you happy?"

"This wave of blood earns. It's not in vain for me to wait so long."

Han Shen wanted to laugh, and raised his eyes to look at him for a while: "I have no experience in online dating for the first time, so what should I do now?"

Chen Chen thought for a second: "Come on, let's open a room?"

"........."

"Brother Chen, please be yourself! My daddy Han is still a minor." Yan Xin was exhausted when he heard such bullshit words when he approached.

Chen Chen said lightly: "It's okay, I want it if it's crooked."

"Wori." Yan Xin turned around and left, "You two are tired, dog food is not enough for people, I go to eat first."

"not yet eat?"

"No, it's not your kid. I wanted to find something to see you and booked the earliest flight ticket. I got up to catch the plane in pitch black, and I didn't even have time to take a sip of water!"

Han Shen was annoyed listening to him: "Are you BB again?"

Yan Xin made a gesture of sealing his mouth and cutting his throat.

Chen Chen went to the street to stop the car: "Let's eat first."

Yan Xin sat in the co-pilot, Han Shen sat in the back, and Chen Chen sat next to him. For some reason, he couldn't find anything to talk to.

During this period of time abroad, my heart has been floating, and I just saw Chen Chen and felt down-to-earth.

But unspeakably unsettled.

I always feel that being together is out of the question.

Getting off the car and walking along the street, it was quite a long way, Chen Chen laughed inexplicably: "Does online dating have to go through such an embarrassing period?"

Han Shen thought that Chen Chen was calm and relaxed, but he didn't expect the same thing: "Are you embarrassed too?"

"Yes, I don't know why it's embarrassing." Chen Chen looked up at the sky, and sighed in his voice, "Just, I can't believe you are my boyfriend."

Han Shenxin said that I am too.

Chen Chen lowered his eyes and thought for a while: "Is it better to transition from physical relationship to emotional relationship first?"

Han Shen licked his teeth: "Does the broken leg matter?"

"...Then I think it's good to be so embarrassed."

Go to the restaurant and pull out the chair, Yan Xin goes to the bathroom after ordering, the table is not big, it is a bench that can only accommodate two people sitting face to face.Han Shen sat inside and looked at his phone, while Chen Chen sat outside and looked at the table for a while, then reached out and hooked his fingers under the table.

It was sweaty and the hook was heavy.The ten fingers changed from lightly pulling to tightly clasping, so tight that you can feel the heartbeat in the veins of the other party.

He didn't think it was a big deal before, but now, Han Shen only thought of one word.

A guilty conscience.

Chen Chen seemed quite helpless: "Why are you so awkward?"

Han Shen: "Aren't you quite coquettish on the Internet?"

"I'm not in a good state today, I'm nervous."

"..."

Yan Xin came back from the bathroom shaking his coat collar: "The food hasn't been served yet, I'm fucking starving to death. What are you going to do after eating? Shen'er, go home and rest?"

"casual."

Chen Chen said, "Don't, find a place to play."

"I know that you guys are better than newlyweds." Yan Xin took out his mobile phone to look for interesting attractions nearby, "Then what's the 'flower sea'? Go to the playground? I really want to go to the jumping machine."

Chen Chen suggested: "It's too tiring, why don't you go home and rest."

"It's okay, I'm not tired, I think it's okay—" Yan Xin felt something was wrong while talking.

Looking up, Chen Chen looked at him kindly.

"I think it's better for you to go home and rest, really."

Yan Xin: "..." licked her lips.Although Chen Chen used to be his idol, but the level of this man's beast has been constantly refreshed in recent days, and he was afraid that something would happen to Han Shen if he was alone with him.

"No, no, I think, I should compare with Shen'er—"

Han Shen probably understood what was going on with the confrontation between the two, and glanced at Yan Xin: "Didn't you find yourself in the way?"

"..."

Hold.

Yan Xin wanted to drop the bowl and chopsticks and leave the table angrily. Sure enough, the people who fell in love were all of one mind.

At the moment before getting into the car on the street, Yan Xin thought about it and then backed away, saying the motto of life that he always wanted to say.

"Remember to take safety measures."

Han Shen: "..."

Chen Chen opened the door for him personally: "Go quickly."

The car drove away.

Now Chen Chen seems to understand the source of the embarrassment with Han Shen, which is the plague god who sent away just now.Looking back at Han Shen, he seemed to be sleepy with his eyes downcast.Although it is suspicious to say so, it is true: "How about, come to my house for a nap?"

Han Shen nodded: "Yes."

Chen Chen thought for a while and added: "It's just sleeping, and I have no second thoughts. I'm not as bad as you think."

Han Shen tugged at his clothes and pushed, "...Forget it, don't explain."

The stairs were quite long, and his fingers were clasped together unconsciously. Han Shen went in and took off his shoes and sat on the sofa. Chen Chen was going to tidy up the bed. Just as he went up the stairs, he heard Han Shen's raised voice behind him.

"Will you kiss or not?"

Chen Chen raised his hand and hooked his fingers: "Come up."

The room was dimly lit, the lights were not turned on, and two figures overlapped by the door.

The lips are moist and soft, the tongue and teeth are intertwined, and the heat casts a layer of moisture on the sight.

separate.

A long sticky silver thread was drawn around his lips, and Chen Chen took out a tissue to wipe it off.

Han Shen pressed his back to the door, closed his eyes and said, "It's all bloody..."

Chen Chen: "Do you like it?"

Han Shen smiled: "It's a bit obscene."

"..."

Chen Chen felt that the child was still innocent, so he threw his finger bones into the trash can with a tissue, and was suddenly dragged off by his collar.Han Shen's wet eyes were close at hand, the corners of his eyes were narrowed, his smile was half a smile, and his eyebrows and eyes had a seductive sense of humidity.

"Boyfriend, do you want to make love?"

The author has something to say: Chen Chen: ... It's not good for you to be like this.

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