I'm just hungry for your knowledge

After falling asleep until the next morning, Han Shen was awakened by light footsteps, and immediately smelled the familiar fragrance of Chen Chen.

It is estimated that Chen Chen is going to school now, and he just came to see himself before leaving.

Han Shen closed his eyes and did not open them.

Putting his hand on himself to test the temperature, Han Shen no longer had a fever this morning, so he quickly retracted his hand.

Just when Han Shen thought that Chen Chen was about to leave, he felt the sound of the cloth being rubbed, and a shadow seemed to be cast in front of him.

In the next second, Weiliang's fingertips pinched the ears, and kissed gently with the blocked lips.

fuck!

This dog thing...

Although he was very angry, Han Shen introspected that he was currently pretending to be asleep, not to mention that Chen Chen moved gently, it was not appropriate to wake up hastily, so he endured without opening his eyes.

Thinking about Renren, he passed it. Unexpectedly, the movements on his lips gradually became wanton. When he licked something slippery and soft, Han Shen guessed that it was the tip of Chen Chen's tongue.

"........."

Dog, dog, dog, dog, dog!

It's too deceiving.Han Shen had to hold back frantically to resist the urge to kill people every minute.

"Tch." Chen Chen's low smile touched his eardrums.

Lips parted.

The ears were rubbed, the aroma and temperature dissipated quickly, and the footsteps became farther and farther away.

Han Shen opened his eyes and stared at the ceiling with no interest.

The sage in white is fucking good at kissing.

***

Before the last exam at the end of the term, the joyous atmosphere in the exam room could not be suppressed, and the wild horse should be out of the cage in the next moment.

"Mr. Zhang, what are you going to do during the winter vacation?" Hu Hao wrapped the books into a tube and asked while walking one by one while raising his chin.

Zhang Ming shrugged: "Go back to the countryside and help plant rice seedlings."

"...Then it's not the right season for you." Hu Hao is an enthusiastic flower peacock, and walked to the front row: "Squad leader, what are you going to do during the winter vacation?"

Zhang Qiuqiu pursed his lips: "I'll do the quiz at home, it's not like you can run around."

"Okay, let's try to win the first place as soon as possible!" Throwing an eraser at Chen Chen from a distance: "God, you, what are you doing in winter vacation?"

Chen Chen faced Han Shen's table, clasped the edge of the table with his thin wrist, and looked down at Han Shen, who was sitting in an uncomfortable posture. He didn't wait for an answer to the question "When will you come back from Japan?"He glanced at Hu Hao: "Let's stay as a widow for two months."

Han Shen: "..."

Hu Hao: "Widow? What kind of widow?"

Chen Chen ignored him. He took a pen and wrote his name and student number on the draft paper spread out in front of Han Shen. It became a habit and he couldn't change it: "I will find a girl to get the paper after school, and it will take a few minutes. You wait at the school gate." I."

Han Shen stepped on the foot of the table with one long leg, and pressed his back against the cold back table. Under Chen Chen's staring gaze, he had nowhere to hide, and opened his mouth.

"……Oh."

It seemed that hearing Chen Chen's suppressed low laugh, Han Shen became even more uncomfortable, gritted his teeth sorely, and turned his head to look at the scenery outside the window.

"Look at me, look a few more times, I'm afraid you'll forget about me after the winter vacation."

"..."

The fingertips were hooked, and the itching was like an electric shock, making the whole arm numb. When Han Shen turned his head, Chen Chen was filling the draft paper with a delicate and lovely "heart".

"biu~"

After writing the last full stop on the test paper, the bell for closing the paper rang within a few minutes, and the classroom suddenly became noisy.For a moment, Han Shen didn't realize that this was his first semester in the attached high school. Putting away his pencil case, Chen Chen turned around and said, "See you at the second milk tea shop at the school gate."

What did he want to do? Han Shen had a clear mind.So at the end of the semester, one more...boyfriend?

Han Shen couldn't explain how he felt in his heart.

Young Master Han has everything he wanted since he was a child, and he seldom has a strong sense of expectation for the future, or is anxious about a certain gift, but now, at this moment, his heart is on fire.

There are more and more people dragging their suitcases at the school gate to go home during the holidays. There is a crowd of people gathering in small groups to talk and laugh about the arrangements for the winter vacation.

Han Shen went to the milk tea shop and ordered two cups, pulled the mask with his fingers and tucked it to the bridge of his nose, and looked down at the messages on his phone.

The urging message for the flight to take off accounted for two, and the driver stood under the street tree and waited.

It didn't take long to talk to Chen Chen.

"I specially searched for these test papers. They are relatively difficult. Don't relax during the winter vacation. If you should sprint, you should sprint." Lao Qin patted him on the shoulder and walked out. I’m angry, I’ll save face by speaking up later.”

Chen Chen put the two-finger-thick test paper on his index finger, and casually twirled it round and round: "De Ling, girl."

"It's boring to be alone at home. It's the same to come to my house for dinner during the Chinese New Year. By the way, I will teach my sister homework."

Chen Chen said with a smile: "You just want to find a free tutor for Shishi, and also eat, you are so fake."

"Little bastard." Lao Qin laughed angrily, wanting to kick him on the back with a high-heeled shoe.

Chen Chen ran a few steps forward, turned his head and waved: "Girl, goodbye, happy winter vacation."

Thinking of the kid waiting for him at the milk tea shop, Chen Chen's heart beat abnormally, the corners of his lips curled up unconsciously, and he ran as fast as he could, with the wind of the world blowing past his ears.

A luxury car was parked at the school gate, and there were two European faces in suits and leather shoes standing on the door. Chen Chen glanced at it as he ran past, then stopped suddenly, and looked into the dark car window.

The car door opened, and a pair of white and clean hands were stretched out first.When Chen Shuxi got out of the car, he shook for a while, his suit stretched out his tall and slender waist, he put on a woolen jacket, lowered his head to the fire, lit a cigarette, stared at Chen Chen and smiled: "You are so happy on vacation?"

His back seemed to be gripped by two hands. Chen Chen wanted to leave, but was pushed to walk in front of him step by step.

Chen Shuxi was nearly half a century old, old, handsome, bookish and slender, a lot thinner than the last time we met, but calm and sharp.

"I'm giving a lecture in the capital, so I'll stop by to see you, and walk for a while?"

Chen Chen swept the long street left and right, his finger bones trembling slightly: "Okay."

Chen Shuxi handed over the cigarette: "One?"

Chen Chen wanted to pick it up, but there were many people around, and many people looked at him curiously and said, "Come with me." After walking to a remote street, he took the cigarette and lit it and put it in his mouth.

"There is still one and a half years of college entrance examination?"

"Ah."

"Tsinghua University and Peking University are not difficult, are you interested in studying abroad?"

"No."

"How is your mother?"

Chen Chen clenched the cigarette tightly, and brushed off the ashes: "I don't know." Zhuang Nianying always held seminars all over the country, and hadn't seen each other for a long time.

Chen Shuxi smiled, and raised his hand to press his shoulder: "I haven't seen you for more than two years. I'll listen to you, Dad."

It was heavy on the shoulders, Chen Chen raised his hand and pushed it away: "No."

"Why not? Your mother is not here, and there is no one else around." Chen Shuxi's tone was exaggerated in Europe and America.

Chen Chen clenched his fingers fiercely, digging his nails into his flesh, and looked up at him.

"Because you are immoral."

Chen Shuxi was stunned for a moment, his eyes showed pity for ordinary people, and he smiled: "I don't know if the education in China is still the same, but morality is actually an illusory concept—"

"Since it's illusory, it's up to me to define it. I think you're disgusting." Chen Chen interrupted him.

silence.

Chen Shuxi didn't seem to know what to say, and said for a while, "But I'm still your father. Not limited to blood, you are very smart, I believe you remember the time we spent together. At least I always remember."

Chen Chen extinguished the cigarette pestle without paying attention, threw it into the trash can, and pulled his clothes to diffuse the smell while walking: "I still have something to do, so I'm leaving first."

"Okay." Chen Shuxi took a cigarette and began to cough, sighing, "The next time we meet should be at your mother's funeral."

He saw Chen Chen walking to the entrance of the alley, his slender figure stood out from the crowd in the dilapidated street, he curled his fingers and pulled down the heavy test paper, then turned around suddenly: "I have found someone I like. I won't be like you."

Chen Shuxi didn't quite understand, so he agreed, watched his back disappear into the busy street, went back to the car and sat down, thinking about something from the past.

In his impression, Chen Chen was a relatively precocious child with a very lazy and quiet personality. When he learned that he divorced Zhuang Nianying, he did not show the crying of an ordinary child.He asked Chen Chen: "Do you hate me? It's my fault for divorcing your mother. I made it impossible for you to have a complete family."

At that time, Chen Chen was six years old, and he already had a clear understanding of the trend of the matter: "Leave early, get rid of it early."

The child didn't show great sorrow or joy, hatred or resentment, or even a trace of nostalgia.But when Chen Shuxi went to the United States, he turned his head at the airport and saw Chen Chen hiding behind a pillar watching him, followed by a colleague, an aunt, who probably secretly accompanied him behind Zhuang Nianying's back, and kept wiping his tears.

During the time when he and Zhuang Nianying were divorcing, Chen Chen had been trying his best to reduce his sense of existence.I probably don't want to embarrass anyone, increase my psychological burden, and feel pain for him.

Chen Shuxi sometimes has an illusion that Chen Chen is very open to the blood relationship of his parents, so he seldom feels ashamed.

But now that he heard this sentence, he realized clearly——

Chen Chen has always regarded him as a negative teaching material, nailing him rationally and clearly on the wind vane of his life voyage.

Failure, fatherhood, pillar of shame.

On the way to the milk tea shop, Chen Chen tasted the bloody smell from biting his lips.

Uncomfortable QAQ, I have to find a child to cry about.

But when he walked to the milk tea shop, he didn't see Han Shen's figure, and looked at his phone again, and there were two new messages.

[Brother Xiaohan: Time is running out, I'm leaving first. 】

[Brother Xiaohan: If you need anything, contact me on WeChat. 】

Chen Chen stood on the street, and it took him a long time to recover from the tingling pain that permeated the moment. He turned off his mobile phone, and slowly put his hands back into his pockets.

The distance from Affiliated High School to Chengda University is not long, Chen Chen walked for a long time, and he regained his energy when he reached the door of his house. When he opened the door and saw the leather shoes at the door, he was startled.

Women's brown leather shoes, small and delicate.

Inside the door, Zhuang Nianying was sitting on the sofa, with heavy cotton lace hanging down to her ankles, wearing clean slippers, with her hands folded on her knees, staring at him expressionlessly.

It’s over.

This was Chen Chen's first thought.

"He called me recently and said he came back to China and wanted to see you. Have you met him yet?"

Chen Chen felt a surge of heat all over his body, and opened his mouth.

say what?

Deny or admit?

Zhuang Nianying staggered and stood up: "I saw you meeting him at the school gate. You walked into the alley with him, Chen Chen, what can you talk to?"

Chen Chen felt her emotional ups and downs, and hurried forward: "Mom, Mom, I'm sorry—"

"Why are you?!" Zhuang Nianying suddenly seemed to be bitten by a snake, her voice was sharp, "Why did you meet him, why didn't you walk around when you saw him? Do you still have feelings for him? Could it be that he is still the best father in your heart! Why don't you just go! Reject him! Stay away from him! Do you want to be as dirty as him?!"

Chen Chen's brain turned pale and he couldn't speak. Zhuang Nianying's face was distorted and pale, as if he had been pierced heavily: "You are exactly like him now! Your face, your blood, nose and eyes, appearance and temperament, you really look alike! It just makes me sick, I feel sick when I see you!"

Chen Chen broke the last string.

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! Mom, I'm sorry! Mom, I'm sorry I'm sorry! It's all my fault!" Chen Chen walked forward to hug her, but Zhuang Nianying squeezed her throat tightly as if she was about to suffocate, fell back on the sofa, and began to tear her hair .

After finding the white medicine bottle in the bag, Chen Chen unscrewed it with trembling hands and fed her the medicine. At the same time, he knelt beside her knee and repeated uncontrollably: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, mom, I'm sorry..."

It's all my fault.

It's all my fault.

He kept apologizing mechanically, until he felt that Zhuang Nianying had left, and the consciousness that had been pulled away as if under a spell returned to its place.

The door was knocked three times.

There was a thin figure on the door frame, and Su Tingke walked in slowly, and was not surprised to see him kneeling on the ground: "Just now I noticed that Aunt Zhuang is back, how are you doing now?"

It seemed that the person who lost control just now was another person, Chen Chen took a tissue to wipe his face, and stared aimlessly at the ground for a while.

"Fortunately."

Su Tingke got him a glass of water as usual, and sat down: "Drink."

They are childhood sweethearts, and they know each other well about what happened in this professor's dormitory building.Su Tingke patted his knee: "Okay, it's all right."

Chen Chen lay on the sofa, the unexpected emotional breakdown made him a little tired, so he closed his eyes.

He didn't have any desire to talk about this matter, and would rather wither and die on the isolated island. Any word or word would be a waste of life.

People only live once, and it's the same if they die.

"What do you want to eat tonight? I'll get you some big fish and meat to relax."

"Get a bowl of noodles."

"Alright." Su Tingke went to the kitchen in a familiar way, and came out after a while to ask, "Where's your knife? I haven't been here for a few days, and I can't find anything. I remember that it was still in the cabinet on the left a few days ago. "

Chen Chen counted silently in his heart.

One.

two.

three.

Then he got up, scratched his hair and walked over: "It should be placed there."

Su Tingke touched the knife with his feet, and looked back at him: "Are you in a good mood?"

Chen Chen smiled: "Okay."

Su Tingke washed two tomatoes and gnawed one on the spot: "Actually, you don't need to pretend, we are too familiar. But I don't like to see people cry. For my visual experience, you should maintain a fake smile."

Chen Chen: "You can also take this tomato home."

"My parents are not at home, so let's have dinner with you tonight. I also wanted to cook some big fish and meat, and ask you to pay the bill. I didn't expect it to be so simple."

Su Tingke has a very solemn face, carved out of the same mold as her mother who is a law professor, so at the moment, he is desperately using the art of language to make people cute, his tone and expression are very stiff, like a serious little old man talking about cross talk.

Chen Chen: "..."

Forget it.

Chen Chen put the noodles into the pot, and turned to her while waiting: "I'm going to fall in love."

Su Tingke was still gnawing on the tomato, and was very surprised: "Who?"

"A lovely boy."

"Which class?"

"I'm at the same table. I asked you to buy the notebook before."

"Him?" Su Tingke looked surprised, and bumped Chen Chen's arm, "What are you doing, I like him quite a bit, and I sent him a few times on WeChat to imply that I ignored me. Why do you like him so much?" ? Why are you robbing me of everything? You are so annoying."

In Chen Chen's eyes, Su Tingke has always been a neutral person with a well-developed brain that leads to female and lackluster organs. Hearing that she actually has someone he likes, he was surprised at first, and then his six relatives did not recognize him after the territory was invaded. Thin hands.

Raised the first slender finger: "He is mine."

The second root: "You still want to snatch it from me?"

The third root: "Hint again to break up the relationship."

"..."

After finishing speaking, he added: "You actually understand hints?"

"I sent him a few photos of me in very revealing clothes."

"..."

Unexpectedly, Han Shen has a lot of peach blossoms.

However, Chen Chen had nothing to say after seeing those "extremely revealing" photos. Su Tingke liked to wear Hanfu, so he tore down a part of the skirt to reveal his flat collarbone.

Han Shen replied with a "?" and "wiping sweat.jpg"

I used to think that children are a bit steely and straight, but now I find that straight is the best protective color.

Chen Chen's mood really improved, and he turned around to grab noodles: "It's not very revealing."

"This is quite exposed in ancient society, and if you go any further, you'll have to soak the pig cage! My friend." Su Tingke asked, are you serious?

Chen Chen didn't know what to say, so he pursed his lips: "666."

Su Tingke: "..."

It only took ten minutes to go to the dining table to eat. Su Tingke has already completed his psychological construction. He admits that there is no possibility with Han Shen, but there are so many handsome men in the world. After studying hard, it is her biggest dream to keep a bunch of them: "He also Like you? You are not self-indulgent, are you? "

Chen Chen felt that talking to her was quite strenuous, so he added seasoning and vinegar to the noodles, and raised his hand to pull on the refrigerator: "He must like me."

Su Tingke nodded: "That's fine. Friendly reminder, do love and remember to wear a condom."

Chen Chen took a mouthful of noodles and stopped what he was doing: "...don't be so sudden, it's time to eat."

Su Tingke raised his fingers and pushed his glasses, feeling that Chen Chen couldn't let go of his hands and feet: "If you love him, give him the most complete protection. Don't let him be hurt by love just for a moment of happiness."

"........."

Chen Chen couldn't take it anymore: "I didn't expect you to be so wild."

Su Tingke: "Know a little bit about everything and live a more colorful life."

Chen Chen really laughed, laughing from the bottom of his heart this afternoon.

However, this meal was really not to my liking. After ordering a takeaway, Su Tingke went out soon.

Sitting on the sofa, Chen Chen saw that the house had returned to an empty state, and some emotions surged up.

Stop.

enough.

He took out his mobile phone, opened Han Shen's chat box, and flipped through the chat history.

the other side.

"Drink again tomorrow!" "Trash, you haven't had a few drinks at all, I look down on you..." A few high school classmates were joking and joking in the distance. Han Shen was eating and drinking with his former friends, and he was a little bored. The streets smell of alcohol and tobacco.

Then I heard the message that the mobile phone is specially turned off.

The message from Chen Chen, three words.

[C: Online dating? 】

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-05-2520:44:20~2020-05-2621:02:47期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 6661;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 5 bottles of Yi; 1 bottle in the hometown;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!