Records of modern dartists

Lu Ying said, "Ayang, you..."

Zhuo Yang smiled, and poured himself another glass of wine. Lu Ying made a total of two bottles of wine in a cage, and he didn't say anything about himself. Now, almost all of one bottle has entered Zhuo Yang's stomach.Lu Ying was worried about Zhuo Yang, but he didn't look drunk.Yes, it is not easy for people to get drunk when recalling those painful things.Lu Yingyi was even more worried because of this.

But Zhuo Yang said: "Are you worried about me? Do you think that the forced murder on K Island at that time caused me a lot of psychological shadow and burden, and became a heart disease for my whole life?" He shook his head, "No."

Lu Ying looked at Zhuo Yang in surprise.

Zhuo Yang said: "Not at all." He counted with his fingers, "The first person I suspect is a spy, he broke his neck bone during the sneak attack, and the second person stole the other person's military badge , beat the other party to death, then came to attack me, and was drowned by me in the sea. The third person begged me to let him go, but I found a letter of secret intelligence on him, I beat him to death, and later I Then I thought, maybe someone else put the letter on him, because he was very surprised when he saw the letter."

Lu Ying wanted to say something, but couldn't say anything.

A trace of complicated emotions flashed across Zhuo Yang's eyes, and he watched Lu Ying drink a glass of wine.After pausing for a moment, he said: "I killed three people, and I may have killed at least two people by mistake, but I don't feel uncomfortable, and I don't feel guilty." He looked at Lu Yingyi, "This is the law of the jungle, you Do you understand, in the forest, every wild animal may be killed in the next moment, maybe it is a natural enemy, or maybe it is the same kind, death can only prove that you are not strong enough, no one will have resentment, everyone accepts this fact frankly. In my eyes, human beings are also animals, no different from other beasts, so there will be no guilt. Because of this, the instructors in Division S are very satisfied with me, and they say that I am a natural killing machine."

Lu Ying put the wine glass heavily on the table: "Ayang, you are a human being, not a machine!"

Zhuo Yang looked at Lu Yingyi, his eyes softened for a moment, and then became cold again, he said: "If you knew what I did after I officially became a Qianlong, you probably wouldn't say that." He Tonight seems to be holding the idea of ​​breaking the jar, shaking out the past that I have carefully hidden one by one, with a kind of masochistic pleasure.

One glass after another, one life after another, until Zhuo Yang drank the second bottle of wine, drunkenness appeared on his face, and he said: "Unfortunately, in that incident, I was seriously injured. I kept my hands and feet, and recovered my mobility and even my fighting ability through rehabilitation, but my skills were much worse than before, and the people in S Division decided that I was not suitable for the job of Qianlong after passing the assessment."

However, in this almost negligent description, Lu Yingyi imagined Zhuo Yang three years ago, when his relationship with Qin Weifeng was not at its worst, when he was enjoying a home life in a peaceful country and a peaceful city At the time, this man had infiltrated the real war zone alone, and was almost blown to pieces in an air raid explosion. If it weren't for the collapsed beam roof that happened to cover him, this man might no longer exist. And even if he regained his life, he would almost be paralyzed.

Unimaginable, terrifying!

Zhuo Yang said: "Later, I was secretly brought back to China, and after being cleansed openly, I joined Tenglong and started to work as a bodyguard for important people. However, I only worked for one year before I was cleared and quit the team. He put down his glass heavily and asked, "Do you know why?"

Lu Yingyi didn't know, but he could roughly guess.

Zhuo Yang said: "During a protection mission, I almost killed a child. Someone rushed over. Whether it was a child or an adult, they could be assassins. There are many such children on the battlefield, so I didn't think much about it at all. It’s shot. That child is only 15 years old, but now he can only sit in a wheelchair. I ruined him!” Zhuo Yang said, “People from Guoan gave me a psychological evaluation. In the past, they thought I was a qualified killer. Machine, now, they think I am an uncontrolled and dangerous beast! They originally planned to kill me, but later, under the mediation of S Department, they changed to Qing and quit the team."

Zhuo Yang said: "There are still people watching me now, and I have to go back and report regularly. This is the price for my survival."

The atmosphere in the room was extremely heavy, Lu Yingyi thought for a long time, and said with difficulty: "This is not your fault, you have developed a fixed mindset after staying in that kind of battlefield for so long, and besides, you It is inevitable to take action when necessary." He tried hard to express, although Zhuo Yang said it lightly, and repeatedly emphasized that he is a machine and has no human feelings, but on the contrary, Lu Yingyi felt that he was actually depressed and guilty. , It is precisely because of this that this man accepts supervision in obscurity, and works as a waiter in an old hotel with all his talents. The "home" he spent as a teenager.

Lu Yingyi suddenly thought of something, he remembered that just a few hours ago, Zhuo Yang had volunteered to rescue Qin Weifeng for him, and Qin Weifeng was tied with the time bomb left by Lan Rong!No one knew when the bomb would explode, and Zhuo Yang had almost died because of the explosion, so he should have been traumatized by the explosive in his heart, but for him, he went without saying a word!

Lu Ying suddenly scolded himself as an idiot in his heart, Zhuo Yang had done too many things for him, and always quietly relied on him when he was the hardest and most tired, so that he didn't know I feel that this person is omnipotent and omnipotent, that this person is indestructible, even if one day he leaves, he will not have any problems.

Yes, the reason why Lu Yingyi dismissed the others tonight and made a special meal for Zhuo Yang to drink is because he has already made up his mind to leave here, leave daily security, leave S city, leave Zhuoyang .Lan Rong has appeared, and the grievances between the Lan and Lu families will be resolved sooner or later. Lu Ying saw the crisis from Qin Weifeng's incident, and thought that he should not have too deep ties with other people, so he acted self-righteously. For Zhuo Yang's good deeds, but he never thought of such kindness, whether Zhuo Yang can accept it or not, is he willing to accept it.

As soon as Lu Ying couldn't help smiling bitterly, Zhuo Yang must have seen it before rushing ahead of him, talking about his past, and after hearing about Zhuo Yang's past self, can he still walk away with his hands in the air?As soon as Lu Ying raised her head, she found that the man had fallen asleep quietly lying on the table.It turned out that this person wasn't drunk, but he was too good at hiding himself, just like hiding his pain, because he hid it too deeply, so even he lied to it.As soon as Lu Ying thought of the man who went downstairs with Granny Luo in his arms, the man who would slice small animal carrots for children, the man who jumped off the cliff for him, the man who smiled like a teenager after reuniting with the deer, that man... A man who doesn't know his past and doesn't want to think about his parents...

"What can I do..." Lu Ying smiled wryly, reaching out to stroke the man's hair.The man's hair is still very hard, but it seems to have grown a little recently, and it has a slight curvature, like a child-like man.

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In the early morning, Zhuo Yang slowly opened his eyes, and after a second of stupefaction, he jumped up suddenly: "Xiao Lu!"

The room was quiet, no one was there except him.Zhuo Yang felt a "thump" in his heart, and he comforted himself that it would be fine, that nothing would happen, and ran to open Lu Yingyi's closet.In just a few steps, he walked staggeringly. I don't know whether it was because of a hangover or something else. When he opened the closet door, his hands were trembling, but... the closet was half empty. Yes, the backpack that Lu Yingyi was carrying when he first came to Qiangwei Villa disappeared.

For a moment, the man seemed to be stunned, with a confused look like a child on his face. In the next moment, he rushed downstairs with bare feet. His footsteps were so flimsy that he almost fell down the last few steps. , made an earth-shattering sound.

"Master Zhuo, this is..." Li Jingshu held a spoon in his hand and stared at Zhuo Yang dumbfounded.

Zhuo Yang ignored him, got up and was about to run outside, Li Jingshu stretched out his hand to pull him, he punched him subconsciously, but the old man was very skillful, he stretched out his hand gently, pushed, and pulled him away. The unsteady punch was relieved.Li Jingshu said: "Master Zhuo, what are you doing?"

Zhuo Yang was so anxious that his eyes were red, and he punched Li Jingshu one after another in a disorganized manner. At this time, he was completely out of control. Although he kept attacking, he couldn't even see that he was attacking. Who, he just knew that once Lu Ying left, if he didn't look for him, he wouldn't come back!

As soon as Zhuo Yang was in a hurry, the strength of his attack changed. It was Li Jingshu's skill, the two of them played "ping-pong" in the main room, and all the other members of Riri Baoquan quarreled.Li Yanyan poked his head at the entrance of the building, Fang Liwen was anxious to stop him but didn't know how to stop him, Leo took a picture with a mobile phone next to him, and kept shouting Cool!

Suddenly, there was a strange smell in the room, Li Yanyan sniffed and said, "Hey, what's stuck?"

The old gentleman who had been fighting vigorously with Zhuo Yang froze suddenly, "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!"

Seeing that no one was stopping him, Zhuo Yang naturally wanted to rush out again, but he heard Li Jingshu say indifferently from behind: "The young master just went out to do some errands, and he will be back in a week."

Zhuo Yang slammed on the brakes at the door, and turned around in doubt.Li Jingshu said: "He left a note for you, didn't you read it, Master Zhuo?"

Zhuo Yang didn't say anything, "Deng Deng Deng" rushed upstairs again, almost knocking Li Yanyan and the others over.Fang Liwen said: "Jing... Uncle Jing, did you do it on purpose?"

Li Jingshu snorted coldly through his nose, and continued to serve his soup.

Zhuo Yang saw a note under the wine bottle in the room. Lu Yingyi wrote a good handwriting, flamboyant, but he wrote it in a steady manner, which shows that the family education is extremely strict.The note said: "Ah Yang, I'm going out for a while, I can't contact you in the near future, I'll be back in a week at the latest, please take a good look at the house." The last message was, "I love you~"

Holding the note, Zhuo Yang slowly blushed.

A week later, Lu Yingyi did not come back.Zhuo Yang was so anxious that he wanted to rush out again, but was stopped by Li Jingshu. After rushing one after another, he reluctantly waited for another three days. Just when Zhuo Yang couldn't wait to leave, Lu Ying came back.

This day happened to be Lichun and New Year's Eve, Lu Yingyi appeared outside the door of Daily Security with big and small bags of New Year's goods on his back, and Zhuo Yang was blinded.

"You..." Zhuo Yang wanted to say something, but he couldn't say anything. He rushed forward in three steps at a time, and pulled Lu Ying into his arms.Lu Ying was almost out of breath as soon as he was hugged by him, but she understood his uneasiness, endured it, and stretched out her hand to pat his back gently.

Light snow fell in the sky, making the scene of lovers reunion even more romantic. Unfortunately... Lu Ying heard a coughing sound from behind.

"Hey, little Yinzi, are you still letting me in? The old man is getting old and can't stand the torment of this hellish weather. Oh, I'll go. What are you two doing hugging so tightly? You're going to blind the old man's eyes ah!"

Zhuo Yang looked behind Lu Yingyi inexplicably, and saw a tall old man with a beard and a staring stare leaning on a cane.