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Chapter 41 Losing Him

"What would you do if you lost him?" Lu Yundan still asked a question that he had never dared to ask.

He felt that if Ti Xi really loved Xiao Jin'an, he would go and talk to Xiao Jin'an.

"I don't know." Standing at the window with his fingers interlocked, Ti Xi said, looking out the window, "Maybe... just stay in this lifetime."

The next day, Lu Yundan stayed by Xiao Jinan's hospital bed alone. Although Ti Xi insisted on staying, after hearing Lu Yundan's purpose, he gave up.

Xiao Jin'an's health deteriorated day by day. When he opened his eyes and saw Lu Yundan, his lips moved, and he said after a while, "Brother, came to see me? Where's Ti Xi? He's finally willing to leave ?"

"Aren't you tired of asking so many questions all at once?" Lu Yundan shook his head, helped him to sit up, and said, "It's time for him to rest too, but judging by how much he loves you, he will come over soon gone."

Xiao Jin'an was silent for a while, and said, "Yun Dan, am I not going to last long?"

"You should ask yourself that." Lu Yundan took off the quilt a little, so that the quilt didn't press down on Xiao Jin'an's chest so much, "If you don't want us, you can live a few more years."

"My grandfather also died of leukemia, and he only lived for [-] days." Xiao Jin'an said with a wry smile.

"Can you be the same as your grandfather? You are still young, so you are so fragile." Lu Yundan said, suddenly feeling uncomfortable and panicking.

He didn't know who he was comforting.

"Yun Dan, call Ti Xi over." Xiao Jin'an closed his eyes, "I'm so uncomfortable...I really don't want to go on like this."

"What do you want to do?" Lu Yundan asked subconsciously.

"Just call him."

In the afternoon of the next day, Xiao Jin'an's parents also rushed over. Ti Xi was in the ward, and Xiao Jin'an's parents were outside the door listening to Lu Yundan's words, weeping uncontrollably.

"Tai Xi, I'm rather stupid. I thought about it for a long time last night before I realized..." Xiao Jin'an struggled to smile at Ti Xi, and said, "I should like you, isn't it too late?" ?”

"No, don't talk nonsense." Ti Xi wanted to grab Xiao Jin'an's hand, but Xiao Jin'an's hand was tied with a tube, so he didn't dare to move, "You talk like you're going to die."

"Let me go, I'm so uncomfortable." Xiao Jin'an was also struggling, "I feel pain all over my body every day, as if being cut by a knife, forget it, let me euthanize, I can't hold on anymore, I'm so tired ..."

With red eyes, Ti Xi endured the pain in her heart and rioted: "You are also driving me to death, do you know that!"

"Ti Xi, I love you."

Dai Xi was taken aback, looked at the person in front of her, and was speechless for a moment.

"It's not that you can't live well without me, I will be well over there." Xiao Jin'an tried his best to ease the atmosphere, but it was of no avail.

"Don't...please..." Ti Xi's fingers tremblingly moved Xiao Jin'an's hand, but he only touched lightly, not daring to use force.

"Tai Xi, here, my parents are crying outside the door, let's go out and comfort them." Xiao Jin'an said that he started panting after a while, he was really tired.

Ti Xi stood up and yelled at Xiao Jin'an like crazy: "You finally fell in love with me, I waited for so long, you just left, what do you want me to do by myself!"

Xiao Jin'an lowered his eyes, and after a while, he raised his head, smiled at Ti Xi, and said, "I love you."

Ti Xi couldn't hold back his tears anymore, he wiped away the tears with one hand, leaned down and kissed Xiao Jin'an's lips: "I love you too."

……

In less than three days, Lu Yundan received a call from Ti Xi at school.

He is gone.

Lu Yundan was stunned for a moment, he didn't even feel like making up a lie to ask the professor for leave, and rushed out the door immediately.

Lu Xuehui saw off Lu's parents at the airport. When she received a call from Lu Yundan, she could only hear Lu Yundan crying. She didn't even know what he was talking about. She just drove towards Lu Yundan's home very quickly. School.

When Lu Xue saw Lu Yundan back, Lu Yundan was leaning against the wall alone and waiting for him. When he walked over, Lu Yundan raised his head, leaving only the red and swollen eye sockets, and said slowly: "Brother... ..."

"I am here."

"kiss Me."

"it is good."

After the kiss, Lu Yundan leaned on Lu Xuehui's shoulder and said, "I feel better, let's go, I don't want to cry in front of him."

Lu Xuehui smiled slightly, wiped away Lu Yundan's tears, and said: "Daughter-in-law, cry, maybe he can't bear to part with you, so he came back."

"Um……"

Lu Yundan knew it was fake, but he also believed it.

The most painful thing is not him.

I didn't see that person from the beginning to the end of the funeral. Lu Yundan made several phone calls, but there was no response from the other party. It wasn't until the funeral was over that they came out and saw the person standing at the door.

"Tai Xi." Lu Yundan stood in front of Ti Xi and called him, "Why are you standing here? The funeral is over, it's too late?"

"I've been waiting here." Ti Xi said in a low tone.

Lu Xue frowned and looked at Ti Xi, and said, "Afraid to see him and left you like this?"

Ti Xi didn't refute, just nodded wearily, and said: "I waited until the end this morning, he couldn't speak, and he was still holding my hand. Now... oh, what I love is his lively and cheerful expression. That side, it's not the side that looks like ashes, I'm just afraid to see him..."

It is estimated that Xiao Jin'an passed away in front of him this morning, and his heart must have been greatly traumatized.

Lu Yundan thought for a while, and couldn't find any comforting words for a while, so he looked at Lu Xuehui, who nodded and said, "What's the next plan?"

"Let's go on a trip, tomorrow's plane." Ti Xi said, "Jian's that idiot, he obviously doesn't want to travel, but he keeps telling me how interesting these places are, and he wants me to go to have fun, obviously he just wants to catch up. I'll go, but that's fine, I'll go and have a look."

There are traces of him even traveling.

Lu Yundan held back his tears and sighed, "Let's go see you off."

Ti Xi finally smiled and said, "Okay."

After Ti Xi left, Lu Yundan looked at the cigarette butts all over the ground, and said to Lu Xuehui: "Let's sweep it away, he doesn't like the smell of cigarettes today."

Ti Xi hadn't smoked before because of someone, so he had to endure it.

Now that person is gone, no one cares about him, he is presumptuous, he hates that person and just left.

"Hmm... Shall I scan?"

Lu Yundan pouted.

Lu Xuehui shook her head helplessly and said, "Okay."

He had a lazy dog, but it was his choice.

"Brother, I have photos of me and him in my phone, let's edit the snapshots later." Lu Yundan thought for a while, and then said, "Although they all look like emojis, I think he will accept it for you. of."

Accept this farewell gift.