bosom friend

Li Yunshen looked at Xin Yu, who "has formed a world of his own", and his brain was wide open, "Actually... he is a robot. He will increase various attributes when he is working and lower them when he is resting, so as to save energy... ...I'm going to write this idea down." He turned on his phone, clicked on the notes app and started taking notes.

"..."

"Big fish!" Liu Donglai shouted.

Xin Yu's eyes moved, as if activated by his voice, and his gaze drifted to him, "Huh?"

Liu Donglai said nonchalantly, "It's almost Chinese New Year, are you happy?"

Xin Yu was silent for two seconds, and said, "It's average."

"..." Liu Donglai said, "Your current state is like a computer that got stuck when I was drawing."

"Yes, have you bought the ticket yet?" Sheng Xia asked.Li Yunshen and Liu Donglai are locals, Shengxia is not, but his home is very close to Yuncheng, and he can drive back by himself. Only Xin Yu needs to buy a ticket.

"not yet."

"Hurry up, I'll check for tickets for you." Sheng Xia turned on her phone and swiped the ticket first, "Cangshui...why is the ticket to your place so expensive?"

"Small city, few flights."

Sheng Xia opened the train ticket website again, "Let me take a look at the train... When will you come back?"

Xin Yu said, "The day before New Year's Eve."

"How many days earlier?"

"No, it's fine to go back."

Liu Donglai said: "It's fine to sleep at home."

Sheng Xia said: "You have a higher level of consciousness, sleeping at home is better than coming to work."

"...Your awareness is really too high." Liu Donglai was depressed.Why did he want to open his own studio? Isn't it for freedom, but now he has opened a company, and he has cheated himself again.

Sheng Xia looked through the train ticket website, "There are no tickets now, I will help you look at it later."

Xin Yu said, "I'll do it myself."

"It's better for me to help you. Let you go to swipe the ticket. I guess you will never get it. I am anxious to see it."

Liu Donglai also said: "Yes, I found that recently Dayu is very absent-minded about things other than work."

Xin Yu said: "It's okay..." Work is everyone's painstaking effort, it must be serious, and it cannot become a burden; outside of work is one's own business, there is no defense at all, train tickets, if you can't buy them, you will take a long distance Let's take a car, the bus ticket is not important.

Li Yunshen finished recording his inspiration, and joined in, "Da Yu, do you have something on your mind?"

Xin Yu smiled, "Old things."

"Still Xiao Qiao?!" Li Yunshen hated iron for being weak, "When it is broken, it is broken. Aren't you very straightforward in doing things? Why are you so grumpy when you come to Xiao Qiao?"

Xin Yu said calmly: "It is broken." Maybe it will be completely broken.

"..."

Liu Donglai said, "You don't want to break?"

Xin Yu said, "I want to be good friends."

"Damn..." Li Yunshen shouted, "Don't make things difficult for others, don't they all say they hate you?"

Xin Yu smiled, "Well, I didn't really want to look for him. If you ask me, I'll just talk about it, so you can have fun."

"..."

"I convinced you, I really lost my temper because of you..." Li Yun took a deep breath.

Liu Donglai said: "I think Big Yu is sometimes very funny, and likes to watch us being played around."

"No such thing, I am such a serious person..." Xin Yu said, "Do you still have contact with your ex-girlfriend?"

Liu Donglai shook his head, "I'm not as big-hearted as you."

Xin Yu said, "But we've known each other since kindergarten..."

Li Yunshen said: "Oh, stop nagging. I'll play a song for you, and I've been listening to it on a loop every day recently. I remind myself, don't live like the person in this song."

The song he played was "a song for myself".

You can't get what you want, what's wrong with you...

He played it in a loop twice before stopping, and said, "No matter what, I still have to let it go."

Liu Donglai smiled bitterly and said, "Well, don't just talk about the past."

Sheng Xia looked at them and thought about it: "Can we turn grief into motivation for work?"

The sad atmosphere was diluted several times in an instant.

"... Fuck! You Sheng Papi!"

There are two lines that impressed Xin Yu the most in this song, one is: who will miss you let go;

That night, when he was sleeping, Xin Yu didn't cover himself tightly with the quilt. The next day, he found that he had a cold.

He stayed at home until the sixth day of the Spring Festival. During the period, of course, he was urged to get married.

Xin Jianhong learned the lessons from the past, and this time he communicated with him very gently like a friend: "Xin Yu, I think we can try to find a girlfriend, right?"

Xin Yu was silent.

Xin Jianhong thought there was something going on.

Xin Yu was considering the words, "I'm afraid you'll get angry again if I tell you..."

Xin Jianhong's heart turned cold.

Xin Yu said, "I really don't plan to get married."

This time, Xin Jianhong didn't scold him, but just muttered, "Why don't you want to get married? What if you don't get married?"

Xin Yu throws out an old reason: "I'm not interested in raising children."

Xin Jianhong was not impatient today, he asked patiently: "Why? I don't think you don't like children."

"I like it when they are clean and not crying or making trouble." Xin Yu said, "I have a lot of things to do, and I don't want to waste time on things I'm not interested in."

"...Your attitude towards life is not good."

Xin Yu said: "No, I don't think there is a problem with my attitude towards life, and I also feel that I am more responsible to myself. I only do what I can do, and I don't mess around with things I am not good at. Many people really don't like it. Be worthy of being a parent, I think the children of these people are very pitiful, so I won’t do this crime.”

"..." Xin Jianhong said, "Do you think your mother and I are not good parents?"

Xin Yu was stunned, "No, Dad, don't think too much, I think you are very good, really. Like Brother Qiang, his father scolded him every day, and I always sympathized with him when I was young, because you and my mother were never around. We swear in front of us, and you have never quarreled in front of us, it is rare to have such a harmonious family like ours."

"Like Lin Peng, his father doesn't go home every day, and he goes to whores and gambles when he has money. He can't even pay the tuition fee. He had good grades at first, but didn't he stop studying later? You don't have those bad habits. You are very family-friendly. , I don’t want to go for too long on a business trip.”

"Actually, all my friends think you are very nice. Didn't you come to my school to give me breakfast before? They were very envious." At that time, Xin Yu and Xin Jianhong had a cold war.

"And..." Xin Yu said a lot. He didn't expect that he remembered so much. He didn't know if he didn't recall it.

Xin Jianhong was a little restless when his son praised him. He was more traditional, and he wanted to be humble when he was praised, but now he was talking to his son, and it seemed that there was no need to be humble...

Finally, he said helplessly: "Then tell me, how did we raise you up like this?"

Xin Yu said with a smile: "Freedom blossoms only because of a healthy family."

He must have been glorifying it.

Generally speaking, Xin Jianhong and Xu Manzhu are a pair of ordinary parents above the average level. They are strict fathers and loving mothers. They treat their children very well but do not spoil them. They provide their children with what they think is the best, and in their circle of life, they have indeed done a good job.

Xin Yu didn't have any complaints against them, even if they were a little too aggressive when urging him to get married - this was not a difficult matter for Xin Yu, so he didn't feel particularly relieved.

Xin Jianhong was silent for a while, and said, "If you were the only child in our family, would you do the same?"

Xin Yu thought for a while, "In that case, your education methods will change accordingly, and I should be brought up in a different way." If he is an only child and his parents stare at him alone, he will have to bear all the burdens." "Expectation" grows up, it is estimated that it will be difficult to grow into what it is now.A watermelon in a square mold will grow square, and so will children.

Xin Yu said: "I like the way I am now. People can only go up, they can't fall back. A bird that is used to the wild outside, if you want to keep it in a cage, it will die."

Xin Jianhong frowned, "What do you mean 'people can only go up', people must be able to bend and stretch."

Xin Yu smiled and said: "I can't, I don't have resilience. Didn't you go through the Cultural Revolution when you were a child? Every time I hear you talk about that time, I think, if I was born in that era, I would not be able to survive. "

"..." Xin Jianhong shook his head helplessly. He really can't control his son.Fortunately, there is not only one child in the family, or I will really worry about death.

On the seventh day of the lunar new year, Xin Yu returned to Yuncheng and continued to work.

Soon, the Spring Festival will end and the Lantern Festival will come. Coincidentally, this year's Lantern Festival and Valentine's Day are on the same day.

The partners were all single, so they went to have a meal together after get off work, and then went to see a lantern festival together, and they didn't go home until midnight.

After arriving home, Xin Yu checked all social software, but did not receive any messages, and of course, he did not send any messages.

In fact, it's normal to have no information, and if there is, Xin Yu will be startled—after all, the two of them haven't even contacted each other during the Spring Festival, so Valentine's Day can't be more important than the Spring Festival, right?

In more than 20 years, this is the first time that they have been disconnected for so long - in Xin Yu's impression.In the past, they would call each other to visit each other every Spring Festival.As kids, they cared a lot about this.After growing up, although I didn't pay much attention to it, I still continued the old habit of making a phone call and chatting together for a while.This year, it finally broke down.

He went to the refrigerator to get a can of beer, walked to the sofa and sat down, opened the music app, randomly ordered a playlist to play, and then he drank slowly to the sound of the music.

After an unknown period of time, he heard a line of lyrics: The one who leaves is the saddest.This somewhat inexplicable lyrics hit him suddenly, he was stunned, he didn't blink until his eyes started to hurt, and then found himself crying, he wiped it blankly...

The song has not been sung yet, and there is another similar lyric at the back: the one who survives is the saddest.

After hearing this sentence, he gave up wiping his eyes, because wiping was useless and the embankment had burst.

He once told Qiao Pingyi that if the two were on the Titanic, he would give him the lifeboat.But he didn't, he escaped alone.

In the matter of love, those who survive are the saddest.