Falling into the Abyss

Samuel lit a cigarette and lazily rested his head on Schneider's lap.The two of them, half naked, were lying under a simple shed on the roof platform of the warehouse building in the eastern part of the Forbidden City.It has become a place where the two of them have "trysts" twice a week. Because the location is remote and there is a curfew at night, it is a very safe place.

Samuel exhaled a puff of smoke ring, and suddenly laughed in a low voice, "I never thought that I would end up with the chief of the guard."

Schneider's eyes were looking at the pale moonlight among the well-defined clouds, and a cigarette was burning between his fingers, which belonged to Samuel.The lustful red has not faded from his cheeks, and only a thin shirt is draped over his shoulders.

Now that it's summer, it doesn't feel cold.

"You want Ethan Eldridge to sit in my position now?" The questioning sentence was half-declarative.

Samuel gave him a strange look, and sneered dryly, "Am I so obvious?"

"It can be seen from the expression of gnashing your teeth every time you talk about that priest."

Samuel sighed annoyedly, and said angrily, "Don't talk nonsense, I'm not blind. I don't like Ethan's dry Beta." Resent Schneider, "Are you jealous?"

Schneider slapped his hands away and pulled the clothes on his shoulders.I can't even tell what it feels like.

"You see James Moore through him, don't you?"

Samuel froze for a second, then sat up abruptly, turned around and stared at Schneider, "Are you investigating me?"

Schneider greeted the latter's angry eyes frankly, with a little provocation in his eyes, "Yes, I investigated you."

"You..." Schneider stared at him for a while, but he didn't know what to blame.Think about it carefully, when he chased his ex-boyfriend back then, didn't he also search for his information on various social networking sites, look at the photos he posted, and secretly listen to the songs he wrote?Thinking about it this way, I still feel that there is a sharp contrast between the chief of the guard who always looks stern when doing such things.

So he laughed helplessly, "For the sake of being such an idiot like you, I won't argue with you anymore."

"Did you enter the Forbidden City for that person?" Schneider asked.

This question pierced the deepest wound in Samuel's heart like a sharp knife without warning.His smile froze on his face, and he threw out the cigarette fiercely.An awkward silence spread between the shadows cast by the surrounding plastic storage boxes.

"You were famous at the time. In order not to discover your true gender, you kept a low profile on weekdays. But you suddenly murdered the senior executives of a famous entertainment company that had nothing to do with you, and even cut him up. Your daily behavior patterns are too different. So I went to check the executive director, and I also found your first love. "

He didn't say any more, because Samuel already knew what he had found.

James Moore has some talents, but his talents are not enough to make him have the capital to be an unreasonable person.But James has an introverted personality and is very introverted. Although he looks handsome, he is not ranked high in the entertainment industry.He doesn't like to show off in front of others, he only likes to play the piano and write music at home, and he doesn't know how to make contacts outside, and he doesn't even have many friends in the same company.

The first time Samuel saw him was when he went to the bar to drink with a few brothers who were boxing in the same club, and saw him sitting on the stage alone, playing the guitar and singing a song he wrote.He was wearing a pair of glasses, his light brown hair was blowing softly on his forehead, and he was wearing a simple and clean shirt, which was incompatible with the noisy and beautiful environment below.His eyebrows drooped and turned, and he wore a layer of inseparable melancholy. Even if no one was really listening to him, he sang very intently, like dancing in an empty room.

Later, when he sang a section and sat in the corner to rest, Samuel offered to buy him a drink.His flattered expression was very cute.

There are many Yingyingyanyans around Samuel, which Omega doesn't love him, a man with an alpha aura and handsome looks like an idol?But Samuel has lived in a lie since he was a child, and is used to keeping a distance from everyone.Sometimes he would bring some Omega home with him to perform for the people around him, but those love affairs that didn't involve sincerity and were all defensive made him feel empty in his heart, and sometimes felt very lonely.

But everything changed after meeting James.This Omega was probably the least proactive he had ever seen. After leaving him his contact information, he thought he would receive a text message that night, but he didn't receive it after waiting for a week.In the end, he ran to the bar to stay for a while, and finally saw him again.He invited him out for dinner, movies, and concerts, and the other party sometimes seemed a little overwhelmed, but it was this rare innocence that tickled Samuel's heart.

It was no surprise that James would fall in love with Samuel, not many single Omega could reject him for very long.But his clumsy way of showing love fascinates Samuel.For example, a delicious meal was sent to James’ club, but the receptionist dismissed it as an ordinary fanatic, so he had to leave the meal at the front desk and leave red-faced; The money that was easy to save bought Samuel the boxing gloves he had always wanted. As a result, he couldn't even pay next month's rent. Moral value, he had no choice but to hide in Samuel's house for a few days.Even so, he still refused to let Samuel pay the rent for him, and he went to the bar to sing day and night. Fortunately, one of his songs was valued by a singer and earned two months' rent.

James wrote him songs and sang them to him on their anniversaries, sitting by the windowsill and strumming his guitar.At that time, Samuel suddenly felt that this person could be trusted.He told James his real gender.

The initial James was shocked, and his expression gave Samuel only one thought for a moment: It's over.

He will tell the story and sell it to the newspaper, and then he will be arrested by the moral court to verify his integrity.

But in the next moment, James hugged him and said to him: Isn't it hard to pretend for so many years?

It seems that James quickly accepted his true gender, and even offered to keep the relationship between the two of them a secret, so as to reduce the attention that might be drawn.This frail-looking Omega always shocked him.

The days that followed were happy. They dated, lived together, fought, reconciled, and adopted a yellow puppy together, like every couple.They spray a lot of Alpha camouflage on each other's body during the estrus period, try their best to take care of their partner like a real Alpha, and because they are Omega, they understand their partner's needs better.

Then there is a haze in the happiness.

One day James excitedly told him that an executive director of the famous entertainment company Cyrus had taken a fancy to several of his works and planned to sign a contract with him.The director also heard his work in a certain nightclub, and it is said that he liked it very much, so he made an interview time with him.

Samuel felt a little uneasy at the time, and always felt that this was too lucky.But seeing that James was so excited and happy, he couldn't bear to be shocked. He just cheered with him and took him to the steakhouse they both liked the most.

Later, James successfully signed the contract, and he was very busy every day. He went to the company early in the morning with the music he was proud of, and came back later and later at night.He would often mention that director, saying how much he took care of him, and it was the first time someone understood his works so much.Samuel would get jealous if he talked too much, and then he would hug him to bed and remind him who was his partner.James joked that he was jealous, saying that there were so many better-looking Omegas in the company than him, so people would not look at him to this extent.

But Samuel always felt uneasy.He started to fly the aircraft to pick up James home every day, regardless of whether he would be photographed by paparazzi robots.

He thought that would be all right, as long as James was happy.

Then, at the year-end reception that year, something happened.James didn't go home all night, and he couldn't get in touch with the capsule. He kept saying that the other party's capsule was turned off.Samuel comforted himself that maybe he and his friends went out to have a carnival, but he still drove the aircraft to the hotel where their reception was held.However, the hotel staff told him that the reception was over long ago.

So he asked the executive director angrily if he had a room in the hotel, and the other party said that everyone had left and no one stayed.

Could it be that they have changed places to play?Could it be that James is home by now?He rushed home, only to find the room still empty.

He flies around the space station like a headless chicken, stopping to search every nightclub that is still open.But nothing.In the early hours of the morning, he was exhausted and finally returned home dejectedly, ready to report the crime.

Just then, James came back.The moment Samuel opened the door, James fell into his arms and passed out.

Samuel was stunned, the big purple tooth marks on James' neck made him feel cold.His most cherished lover was disheveled, his suit was crumpled and his shirt buttons were almost torn off, unable to hide his thin, scarred chest.His wrists were full of signs of being tied up, and there were even deep wounds. The blood stuck to his fair skin, which was extremely glaring.

He hugged James, and couldn't believe that he failed to protect the person in his arms, and let such a terrible thing happen.

James was only in a coma for a short moment, and after he woke up, he began to cry silently.Samuel wanted to hug him, but he shrank into a corner trembling, crying and asking if he could leave him alone.

Samuel's heart was broken.He watched Omega crying helplessly in the corner, watched him limping towards the bathroom, saw him rubbing his skin until it was red and oozing blood, looked at him as if he had lost his soul, and refused to eat He doesn't drink water, and hides in the bedroom in depression every day. Even his own touch can make his whole body tremble.Fear permeated those blue pupils, as if imprinted on it, which could never be erased.

The hatred in Samuel's heart quickly took root and sprouted, and grew into tangled thorns all over the sky.He's going to make the guy who hurt James pay.

But he knew that this retribution could not come from the court of morality, because Cyrus had too many connections, of course there were people from them in the court of morality, otherwise how would the artists in his company get out of trouble when they got into trouble?He needs to do it himself.

He is not hotheaded, but has his own plan.But one thing is for sure, he never intended to keep that executive director alive from the very beginning.He bought chainsaws, electric drills, ropes, cauldrons, caustic agents, etc., and stored them in three temporarily rented remote apartments. He rented the entire floor of the apartment, on the ground of the selected room. Plastic sheeting and sound insulation boards were laid, and the doors and windows were sealed.He then messaged the man using James' capsule.

Killing people is actually very simple, especially when the differences in money and status are removed, and only the most primitive physical strength is used to fight.Samuel has the physique of a warrior trained since childhood, and most of the Alphas in this world are no match for him.He beat the man until his nose was bruised and his face was swollen, then tied him to a chair, and cut off the evil organs of that beast alive.He heard him wailing and screaming, promising him money over and over again, apologizing tearfully, begging for forgiveness, and humbly kneeling at his feet.But it was not enough, he still hated, and he trembled with pain at the thought of James's lost eyes.

He forced the man to tell how he drugged James' drink, how he took him out of the hotel and into another hotel in the name of sending him home, how he tied James up and brutally tortured him .This is not the first time he has done this. In the company, many artists with no background have been bullied by him, but they have nowhere to appeal.He holds their contract in his hands, no one can afford the high liquidated damages, he can hide those poor lambs who resist him at will, so that they can't even earn a penny for several years, and finally have to climb Come back and beg him.

Samuel couldn't take it anymore, he swung a knife and cut the throat of the once powerful man.

Everything after that is very vague in his memory.He calmly dismembered the corpse, smashed the bones, put them into a special cauldron in batches, and then used corrosive agents to dissolve the corpse, turning it into a thick sticky substance with grease.Pour it down the drain.In order not to damage the pipeline, he even put the body fluid into buckets, and later drove the aircraft to deal with it elsewhere.

These are time-consuming, but it doesn't matter, he has already asked for leave from the club, saying that he wants to go back to his hometown to see his sick father.In order to appear realistic, he even bought a ticket to the sixth space station, and then took the opportunity to slip away after boarding the plane to ensure that the airline left his boarding record.

He washed the plastic sheeting on the ground and the floor with bleach, carefully took off his gloves and raincoat, and burned them in the pot together with the plastic sheeting.Before he left, he checked everything and made sure everything was clean before leaving.

He poured the body fluid into the septic tank of the slum, and the moment he finished it, he felt extremely relaxed and happy.

Yes, he didn't have half the regret or fear of killing someone.Just extremely fun.

Yet he was caught.Apparently the pervert had recorded the image of him assaulting James, so the police suspected James' head and arrested him.Apparently Samuel was negligent in the process of dissolving the corpse. Someone in that apartment found a clogged water pipe and found an undissolved pelvic bone in it. DNA firmly determined that the deceased was the missing executive director, and it was found that the last contact of the deceased before the accident was James.This almost convicts James.

So in order to clear James' suspicion, Samuel surrendered.

After being convicted, seeing his heartbroken father sitting in the hearing booth and weeping silently, and seeing James's desperate and frightened eyes without any joy of revenge, he finally had a trace of doubt in his heart, doubting his own decision is it right or not.

But on the other hand, he felt that it was worth it to exchange his potentially brilliant life for a happy revenge.He even thought it was a noble sacrifice.

A month later, James established a relationship with another Alpha.

Samuel knew he shouldn't blame James, because he was on the verge of a mental breakdown at the time, and was later arrested and interrogated in the police station, forced to watch the video of his most painful night, and had already developed severe depression symptoms .But the self who was supposed to be by his side to take care of him and comfort him just entered the Forbidden City, never to see him again in this life, and left him alone in the darkness.

There is another person who is willing to take care of James, so he should be at ease, right?But why is he so angry, so angry?Want so much...destruction?

In fact, as early as the moment he entered the Forbidden City, he had already lost his James, didn't he?Why does it feel so real until now?

Up to now, the name James has become a pain he doesn't want to mention.Sleepless night after night, no matter what he thinks, there is no way to modify this doomed ending.

Now, suddenly, all this past was brought before him again.Unknowingly, he burst into tears.

It turned out that after three years, just a name still caused him such pain.

With a bit of pity, a broad and even rough hand gently wiped away his tears.At this moment, Schneider took off his restrained and solemn disguise, and his brows melted into serious warmth.

"He is doing well now. He has seen a psychiatrist regularly and is recovering well. His partner is a doctor and treats him very well. They have a child." Schneider whispered, "You are worried about his The sacrifice is worth it."

Schneider didn't tell Samuel that James cut his wrists and committed suicide after he entered the city, and he didn't know the doctor until he was sent to the hospital.He felt that none of this mattered.

Hearing this sentence, for some reason, Samuel couldn't bear it any longer, fell on Schneider's shoulder, and burst into tears.

In three years, this was the first time he cried so happily.

It turned out that he had been waiting for someone to tell him such a sentence.