Falling into the Abyss

Ethan was half asleep and half awake, struggling between the lingering cold and the vague pain in his body.His consciousness is sometimes clear and sometimes blurred, and the images are entangled chaotically, making it difficult for him to distinguish which are hallucinations and which are memories.

A boundless loneliness and helplessness made him want to curl up, but his hands and feet were imprisoned by cold chains.The uproar shocked his drowsy mind, and he woke up.There was deathly silence in the dimly lit underground tomb, but Ethan's perception seemed to be many times stronger than before, his mild myopia was also cured, and he could even see the strange and complex structure on the ceiling that consisted of many people. A symbol that approximates two overlapping pentagrams composed of angles and curved lines.

The symbol revealed a deep darkness and evil, looking down on Ethan coldly from a height.He felt that the symbol seemed familiar, as if he had seen it somewhere.

He smelled the familiar faint scent of bitter sandalwood in the air, and heard the almost inaudible heartbeat.There are only two people left here, he and Tanisel.

He turned his head slightly, and saw the pale priest sitting on the armchair next to him with his eyes closed.His heart was full of creeping sadness and...disappointment.

He finally knew why the priest approached him.

I keep telling myself that I don't care, and I always think that it's okay to be used, and it's better to have hope than nothing.But when he knew that Tanithel was just a beautiful trap arranged in his life, and knew that the priest had been helping him to protect him, it was probably for the purpose of finally bringing him to Eve Star and helping him complete adulthood. When the period changed and then they performed their séance ceremony, his heart that had already turned black still ached sharply.

Whether he was born to live for one purpose, whether his efforts to live for better or worse are meaningless.The people around him are all arranged by an irresistible force, leading him to a unique ending.

Accept the core of the universe...

Ethan didn't understand what the black man wanted him to accept all the time, but he could vaguely feel that once he accepted, he might lose even the last thing he had—the last bit of sanity he had as a human being. .

No one would care if Ethan would disappear from now on, no one would even know that he existed.

Really...a meaningless life.

Ethan tried to open his mouth, some words he knew he shouldn't ask, because the answer would not be good, but he still wanted to ask clearly.

"Why...choose me?" Ethan's voice was weak and dry, as if every word he said would exhaust his strength.

Tanithel slowly opened his eyes, the dim candle flames danced in those silver-gray eyes, and he looked a little tired, "Because this is my mission...to find the chosen one, and then protect him." he."

"Then it's also your task that you go to bed with me?" Ethan laughed, obviously mocking, but it sounded a little dejected.

Tanithel felt a dull and dry pain slowly spread in his heart, as if someone was wrapping his heart with a thin rusty wire, and then slowly tightened it.He was a little unclear whether it was his own feeling or the feeling conveyed to him by Ethan.The memory of meeting the man in front of me for the first time came to my mind.In the icy light of the human spaceship, a group of dark inhumans appeared in front of him.In fact, the first thing he noticed was Samuel, and then he saw Ethan who was talking to Samuel by the way. At that time, he didn't know that he would have an affair with that seemingly insignificant man in the future. what relationship.

Unable to wait for the priest's answer, Ethan stared at him unwillingly, and continued to ask, "Don't you think you owe me an explanation? Did you come to Earth from the very beginning to find me?"

"No... At first I didn't know who the person I was looking for was." Tanithel gently closed his eyes, and his consciousness drifted into the distant memory.

"My father has that kind of strange disease, no one can save him. The only hope to save him is the egg of the god of preface. But the egg of the god of preface can only be touched by priests, and it cannot be used for any The behavior of destroying order and reversing life and death, because the belief of Xushen believes that such behavior will weaken the power of Xushen and attract the wrath of Xushen. I have no choice but to become a priest myself, and learn how to control the egg of Xushen in the shortest time. Then take the opportunity to bring it out to save my father.

But you know, I didn't succeed.It was too late, he was too close to death, and the egg of the preface couldn't bring the completely chaotic system in his body back into order.He was shriveled like a skeleton at that time, all the hair on his body fell out, his skin shriveled like soaked in water, his eyes were cloudy and yellow, and the third eye was completely invisible.He breathed so hard that every breath was painful, yet precious as the last.He was very scared, although he was speechless, but I could feel how strong his fear was.

Can you imagine?The existence that has always been so powerful in my life was so helpless at that time.No one, no god can help him.

So I thought, if the God of Preface doesn't help me, what about the God of Entropy?

At that time I knew little about the God of Entropy, which was, after all, a representation of death and chaos, and I avoided it.But when people are in despair, they really can do anything.

Among all the ancient manuscripts in the temple collection, I found a manuscript that recorded the method of conscious communication with the crouching chaos Nyarlathotep.Some rotting animal carcasses, some dirty corpse fluids, poisonous bugs, and of course my own blood.I smashed everything up and painted the Sigil of Gateway in my father's room, the kind you see engraved on the roof now.

When I opened my third eye, I saw it.

Among the mountains outside the window, in a silent forest of death, the ugly and terrifying giant stood in the valley.It has only one blood-red tentacle on its face, and it randomly stirs up the clouds in the sky.It's so huge, I'm afraid the whole city of West Luo'an can see it clearly, but... It seems that only I can see it.Because, I didn't hear any screams of fear.

It obviously has no face, but I know that it is watching me through the transparent window through several layers of mountains.

Then it came, and the trees where it passed were destroyed and the vegetation withered, and all the animals had escaped. A horrible whining sound echoed in the wind.I watched it cross the hills with ease to my castle.I could only see part of his face, the sickly red that filled the entire window.I was so frightened that I collapsed on the ground, unable to move.

It knows my name and why I called it.It said that it could help me temporarily preserve my father's body and the last bit of life to prevent him from continuing to corrupt, but there was a price. "

Ethan's dry lips parted slightly, trembling a few times, "The price... is to find the sacrifice?"

Tanithel nodded, "He said, he wants me to find the chosen one. Because only the chosen one can regenerate Azathoth, the core of the universe, in this universe, so that I can truly reunite with my father and even my father. I have been reunited with another father who died and gave birth to me. He said that when the line between life and death will be blurred, all the lost people can be reunited. He didn’t tell me who the God’s Chosen is, he just said let me After 13 years, go to the dirtiest and messiest place on earth to find that special someone, protect him, and make sure he can accept all the upcoming arrangements smoothly.

I initially thought that person was Samuel.Since I initially thought that person would give birth to Azathoth in the maternal form, it must be a strong person with a strong will.That's why on the ship I'll be there on the cargo floor to help you.Until...until I noticed your unusual green eyes, I knew it was a symbol of Tianzhengxing's blood. "

Inexplicably, Ethan felt his heartache intensify, and there seemed to be something blocked in his throat.

Eyes, just because of his eyes.

Otherwise, he probably wouldn't even look at him.

Ethan suddenly felt stupid, thinking that Tanisel came to Earth specially for him.

"In the past 13 years, I have been collecting ancient books and manuscripts about the God of Entropy. I already know that the Tianzheng Stars were originally descendants of Azathoth, so they have green eyes similar to him. Therefore, the person chosen by God seems more likely to be A Celestial Being. As for the rebirth of another god, it does not necessarily require the birth method that our universe thinks, so it is possible that it is not an Omega. Also, your perception is beyond ordinary people when facing the genital goddess. In the end, your amazing This leap made me even more convinced that you might be the one I need to find."

Tanithel seemed very tired after talking too much at once.But he managed to stand up, came to Ethan's side, and looked at him with a complicated and pity look.The four eyes meet, but the permeation is no longer warmth.

Ethan suddenly felt that the surrounding area became even colder.On this strange planet, he was left alone.

"So, this is not your father's tomb, but mine?"

Tanithel shook his head, gently placed his hand on his forehead, and slowly opened the eyes on his forehead.

Ethan saw, on the ceiling, behind the gate's emblem, what seemed to be rock turned into glass.Through the blurry afterimage, one can see an Eve face down.His three eyes are closed, his skin is dry, his hands are slender, and he looks like a mummy at first glance.But if you look closely, you will find that his hair is very long, piled up around him to form a messy black shadow, and his nails are also very long, curled like claws, as if they are still growing after death.

Ethan closed his eyes suddenly, not wanting to see such a terrible sight again.Tanithel slowly moved his hand away, "See?"

"He's still alive?"

"Not alive, not dead. More like... asleep."

"If it becomes like this...you might as well die!"

"But he doesn't want to die. I promised him that no matter what the price is, I will save him." Tanithel's voice was filled with numbness.After all, he was too young when he agreed to Fuxing Chaos. He agreed to everything so quickly in front of the terrifying demon god and the pressure of his father's imminent death.In fact, after so many years, he also doubted countless times whether his choice was right, whether it would be better to let his father die.

But he has already made a deal with the devil, and breaking the contract at this time, what awaits him is an ending more terrifying than death.

No one dares to fool the God of Deceit, and once you have embarked on this path, there is no turning back.

"Sorry……"

"Hehehe..." Ethan didn't know how ugly his smile was, it was even uglier than crying.He opened a pair of empty eyes and tried to say in a calm voice, "Think about it carefully, you have nothing to do to me. Whether you are infected on the red earth, trapped in the second universe, or on the planet Faun Mutation, in fact, is not led by you, you are just protecting me... just make sure that I can finally come to Eve Star. Moreover, you have made it clear from the beginning that we are just using the relationship between us. It is me Own……"

It's me who clearly knows that you are the fire, but I still want to chase the only ray of light and jump in.

Tanithel's heart ached again.

Ethan didn't finish his sentence, but it made him even more uncomfortable.He remembered that on the planet Faun, this idiot took the initiative to rush to the earth army in order to protect him; Blushing and flustered; thinking of him in the dark cave, among those dirty and evil tentacles, he stretched out his hand to him and looked at him with extremely trusting and longing eyes; attractive appearance...

Unknowingly, the priest seemed to care more about this seemingly insignificant man who made an amazing move at a critical moment than he imagined.He gradually fell in love with his gentle, careful smile.

But he kept ignoring his inner hesitation, and still brought the other party to Eve Star, forcing him to face his greatest fear.

Ethan struggled to lift his bound hands, and grabbed the priest's cuff, "What... will happen to me?"

"The priests will open the spiritual channel between you and Azathoth according to the methods recorded in the several manuscripts we have collected. At that time, the huge consciousness of the core of the universe will enter your mind, and you will become his A puppet, becoming the incarnation of Azathoth who can move freely in the Xu Shen universe."

"So... what about me?" Ethan asked inaccurately, but Tanithel knew what he meant.

The expression of the priest finally showed a trace of panic and pain, "I don't know..."

The will of the core of the universe, I am afraid that no spirit can bear it?Disappearance is also possible.

But Ethan is the son of Nyarlathotep, maybe he can make it through, maybe he will share the same body with Azathoth, maybe their spirits will merge together and become a new Ethan .

Anything is possible, but Tanithel is inexplicably afraid.

He thought he had waited so long for this day, but when he saw the pair of despairing green pupils in front of him, he suddenly regretted it.

The author has something to say:

I have been in a bad mood for the past two days, Weibo has been blocked for no reason, I checked on my phone, and someone reported me one by one to promote my own articles and introduce the prototypes of Ethan and Tanithel, and even a few of my posts I have reported all my selfies (I still don’t know what to report on my selfies? Are you covering them tightly?).Comrades who have followed my Weibo should know how low-key I am usually. I obviously don’t block any sensitive information, pornographic information, and Sina didn’t give any explanation.I searched the Internet, and it seems that many people like me have been inexplicably banned, and they will never come back.

The classmate said that it might be because it involves same-sex themes. I don’t know if it’s because of this. After all, there are so many Tanmei articles, should they all be banned?And it’s already 2017, is there still sexual discrimination?To be honest, I feel a little scary now, I just don’t know what I did, and I feel like I’m being targeted for no reason.

I only hate that I am not a famous author, and I really can only swallow my anger when this kind of thing happens.If you don't want to return the account, you may consider switching to Lehu or some other website. There is one in the QQ group, but I don't know if it can be posted in Jinjiang.In short, I would like to say sorry to everyone who followed me and couldn't find me.