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His mind was full of ups and downs, and Yanying couldn't bear the dullness of the room any longer, so he walked out of the door and unknowingly came to Lexuan's bedroom. load.

Unconsciously, he slowly held the doorknob. After realizing the coldness of the doorknob, he struggled to let go, but his hand seemed to be stuck, sluggish.

What the hell is he trying to do?What else can he do now?Isn't this result what you want?But now he...he just wanted to see him one more time...even just one more time...just as he was fighting between heaven and man, there was a low voice coming from inside the door, he couldn't think anymore, and immediately turned around The doorknob, stepped in without hesitation.

The bedside lamp was faintly shining, he walked quickly to the bed, looked down and saw Le Xuan frowning, tossing and turning extremely restlessly, muttering in his sleep.

This is a nightmare, right?He couldn't bear to sit on the edge of the bed and patted his back, whispering, "Master, sleep, don't be afraid, I'm right by your side! Sleep, sleep with peace of mind."

"Hmm... um..." Le Xuan sighed in the dream, and the brows gradually relaxed, and he became much more peaceful, and fell asleep again.

It would be the last night the house had him, and the last night he had him.He didn't expect the old man to be so decisive that he would take Le Xuan away without stopping for a moment.

Will Lexuan adapt to the life there; will Lexuan be a member of the community; will he be excluded because of the language barrier; Lexuan. ． ． ． ． ． ．He suddenly felt a little annoyed with himself, why couldn't he be brave enough to keep him and just push him out like this, would it be really good for him?

He sighed lightly and blamed himself. He looked at Le Xuan's peaceful sleeping face, and couldn't help brushing his fingers across his brows and bridge of nose, slowly drawing his outline. He wanted to carefully record his appearance and engrave it in his heart. , You can slowly review it in the future, because they may never see each other again in this life.

Feeling his gentle touch, Le Xuan raised a smile at the corner of his mouth, grabbed his hand and stayed there, rubbing it gently on his face, not to let this rare tenderness leave!

The obsession was even worse, he couldn't help leaning forward, and wantonly left a light kiss on his forehead, just like the goodnight kiss he asked for when he was a child.

He stood up and looked at him, but found that he couldn't see enough, but the countdown to parting had already entered.

Not long after, the morning mist outside the window gradually thickened, spreading and drifting everywhere, covering the moment when dawn first appeared.

Yan Ying carefully pulled out his hand, he covered the quilt on Le Xuan, got up and prepared to leave, he warned himself, don't look back, more attachment will only cause more melancholy and heartache.

The nightmare struck again, and Le Xuan in the dream saw Yan Ying getting farther and farther away from him, but he couldn't catch up, and he couldn't make a sound even if he wanted to call him.Suddenly, his parents appeared in front of him, saying they wanted to take him to a certain place, Le Xuan hurriedly wanted to push his parents away, but he couldn't dodge, because of such a delay, Yan Ying disappeared.He woke up suddenly, and opened his eyes to see the back of Yanying people in the dark, as if he could no longer touch it, so far away that he couldn't touch it. The uneasy feeling made him panic, and he couldn't tell if it was a nightmare or the fact that it was about to happen.

"Brother Ying!" He called out hastily.

Yanying immediately stood still, standing firmly in front of the door, and the hand that was about to turn the doorknob also froze in mid-air.

"Don't go!" He yelled again, then turned over and rushed to hug him from behind, rubbing his cheek against his solid back repeatedly, deeply wanting to feel the reality that he was still by his side.

He was afraid Rock Eagle would leave him and go away alone, just like his parents.He's really, really scared, and he can't live without him!He thought that if he lost him, his life would be worse than death!

This dream was so real that it seemed as if it was about to happen.

"Brother Ying...don't go, okay? Don't leave me, okay? Don't leave me alone." Le Xuan begged slightly choked up, he had this dream more than once, every time he would disappear, and then He woke up crying, and every time he truly experienced the pain of loss.

The hands around Yan Ying became more and more forceful, as if afraid that he would disappear like this.

Did he already know?Yanying thought about it, his thin body hugged him tightly, his breathing and heartbeat could no longer maintain the original stability.

In a mess, his reason was eroded by the emotional flood, and he was walking on the verge of breaking the embankment.

He raised his hands tremblingly, hesitating above the backs of the hands tightly hugging him, wondering if they could overlap as usual at this moment.In the end, he suppressed the turbulent mood, gently pulled his hand away, turned to face him, and said in a low voice, "Master, you are having a nightmare!"

He raised his wet eyes and said with some embarrassment, "I dreamed that you were walking forward with your back to me, and I shouted at you from behind, but you ignored me and didn't look back, so I had no choice but to catch up. But I can't move my feet, I can only watch you go, you just keep walking, keep walking, until finally disappear..." As he spoke, his tears showed signs of breaking the embankment again. If the dream is real.

He was so insecure that he was hit like this by a dream. It was because he didn't give him confidence that he was afraid of his departure anytime and anywhere.

He was thankful for the darkness at this moment, because in this way he could not see the pain in his eyes, and continued to comfort him, "You are just having a nightmare, don't you think I am here? It's not dawn yet, go to sleep for a while !"

Yan Ying raised his hand to wipe Le Xuan's tears, he grabbed his hand childishly, and begged, "Then you can sleep with me for a while, I'm afraid I won't be able to sleep alone."

He vetoed it flatly, "No way!"

"Why?" Le Xuan's eyes widened in disbelief, he had never rejected him like this before!

"Master, I still have things to do, go to sleep!" Yan Ying took Le Xuan's hand and wanted to send him to bed.

"What's there to do at this time, if you don't sleep, I won't either!" Le Xuan stood still.

"Young Master, be obedient, go to bed first, the ground is too cold, you will get sick." Eye Shadow understood that reasoning with Le Xuan would not work at all, so he continued to comfort him.

"I don't care, I'll be there anyway." Le Xuan said stubbornly.

The entangled struggle in his heart was even worse, and he couldn't guarantee that if he really stayed, would something he regret would happen.He didn't dare to do this, he didn't want to bind him in this way, let alone keep him in this way, after all, he didn't have the courage to face it.

"Master, you have grown up, are you obedient?" Yan Ying said, trying to convince him and himself.

"You always prevaricate me with this reason, and then force me to do some things. But you also prevaricate me by saying that I am still a child, and I can't do some things. Brother Ying, aren't you tired like this?" Le Xuan hit the nail on the head It hit Yanying's vital point, leaving him speechless.

"Master, I..." Yan Ying wanted to defend himself, but found that the words were on the verge of his mouth, and he couldn't say anything.

"I don't care if I'm a child or an adult now, all I know is that I'm having a nightmare and you want to sleep with me." Le Xuan also found that he couldn't reason with him, sometimes it's better to mess around.

After hesitating for a while, Yan Ying finally gave in helplessly, "Okay, but you have to promise me one thing."

"what's up?"

"From now on, we must eat clean vegetables every day!"

Le Xuan let out a long sigh, he was very unwilling to accept this fact, what he hated the most in his life was green vegetables, no matter how he did it, he felt like it smelled like grass, but Yan Ying made a vegetable stir-fry every day Green vegetables, even if you escape, you can't escape.Although the taste was not bad, it still made him find it hard to swallow.

Seeing his reluctance, Yan Ying made a gesture to leave, "I'm leaving, you should sleep well!"

Seeing this, Le Xuan quickly pulled him back, and agreed in a low voice, "I'll eat, I'll eat, okay! I promise to finish eating."

Yanying turned his head and rubbed his hair habitually, "Go to bed, your feet are cold after standing for so long."

Putting Le Xuan on the bed, he leaned on the head of the bed half-sitting and half-lying as before, letting Le Xuan hold his hand, sharing the last moment of tender love.

"Brother Ying..." When Le Xuan was about to fall asleep, he called him sleepily.

"Huh?" Yan Ying responded gently.

"You must tell me if you have something to do. I have the ability to face it with you. I don't want to hide behind you and accept your care. I also want to work hard for our future! So, don't be afraid." He Whispered again.

Yan Ying was silent, and the hands that they held each other were tighter and tighter.

It was gradually clearing up outside the window, and when the dawn dawned, he knew that he was getting closer to his far away steps.He closed his eyes, unable to imagine, nor did he dare to imagine, the scene when he left.

Woke up the next day, it was almost noon.

Le Xuan put on his clothes energetically, hummed a little song and went downstairs leisurely, and saw Mr. Luo sitting leisurely in the living room waiting for him.

"Morning, Grandpa!" He greeted loudly, and walked over to sit side by side with Mr. Luo on the sofa to drink tea.

"It's late! It's almost noon, come here, let grandpa take a good look at it." Luo Lao put down the tea in his hand, smiled and patted him on the shoulder, "I didn't expect to grow so big in the blink of an eye, and your mother It's really becoming more and more similar, alas..." Thinking of his only daughter who died young, he couldn't help feeling sad.

"Grandpa, mom has been dead for so long, don't be sad, you still have me now!" Le Xuan put his arms around Lao Luo's shoulders, and comforted him.

"That's right, fortunately there is such a precious grandson as you!" Old Luo looked at Le Xuan lovingly. It was indeed fortunate that he existed so that he could comfort the grief of his daughter's loss in his later years, otherwise how would he live! "Lexuan, would you like to go to Japan with grandpa?" He took the opportunity to ask.

"Go to Japan? Why do you want to go to Japan?" Le Xuan put down the half-bitten apple in his hand, looked up at Luo Lao, with a slightly puzzled expression.I don't understand why my grandfather mentioned this issue for no reason, and his tone didn't sound like he was just playing for fun. He guessed it might have something to do with his kidnapping this time!

"That's right. I'm going to live in Japan with my grandfather." Luo Lao repeated with certainty, "Didn't you always say that my grandfather's house in Japan is very big and beautiful, and it would be great if I could live in it all the time?"

Le Xuan swallowed, and then asked, "Will Brother Ying go with you?"

Luo Lao seemed to have expected that he would ask such a question, and replied cautiously: "Yan Ying has other things to do here, and Yan Lao's health is not very good recently, and Yan Ying needs to go to help."

help?What can I do for you?Go back and be the big brother again, leading a group of people to fight and kill? , Le Xuan frowned in displeasure, "Then he won't go!"

"He will go to Japan to see you when he has time!"

"Then no need, I won't go if he doesn't go." Le Xuan flatly refused, "I'll be there wherever he is, and I won't go to a place without him."

"But Lexuan, you've grown up, and Yanying also has things he wants to do. We can't keep him tied up, right? It's not fair to him! What do you think?" Luo Lao persuaded.

"What's unfair? He can do whatever he wants, and I didn't stop him, but it's impossible for you to let me go." Lexuan felt that Yanying could do whatever he wanted, and with himself It doesn't matter much.He just needs to be able to see him every day.

"About this point, have you really asked him what he thinks?" Old Luo asked tentatively.

Le Xuan was shaken, thinking that he really hadn't asked him what kind of life he wanted, but just grabbed him blindly and didn't let him leave his life.Thinking of this, he suddenly panicked.He opened his mouth and said, "I never asked, I only know that Yan Ying is there and I will be there, Grandpa, don't force me!"

Hearing his heavy words, Luo Lao's old face was displeased, "Lexuan, I'm telling you something serious, I didn't force you, I just hope to live with you, after all, I am also an elderly person Yes. I only have a precious grandson like you, and I will feel more at ease when I look at it by my side."

Seeing that his grandfather's face had changed, Le Xuan quickly changed his words and said, "Grandpa, don't be angry, I don't mean anything else. I mean, isn't it good for us to look like this now? I can visit you during the holidays. Why? Do you have to let me go to Japan? I don’t speak Japanese, and I can’t learn those troublesome etiquettes, and you will lose face if you make any jokes. Right?”

"You can learn it! It's very simple!" Mr. Luo couldn't see Le Xuan's evasion.

"No, I can't learn anything other than fighting!" Le Xuan was a little out of choice

"Fight? Who are you fighting with?" Old Luo asked sharply.

Oops, I slipped my tongue, Le Xuan just wanted to bite off his tongue!

"What I mean is, I have never been good at studying, especially I don't have any language talent. I don't think I can learn Japanese." Le Xuan quickly added.

"There is nothing you can't learn, I will find the best Japanese teacher for you, one-on-one teaching, how can you not learn it?" Luo Lao said a little angrily and a little funny.

In fact, these are just excuses for his unwillingness to leave Rock Eagle, but he dare not speak so clearly.