nemesis obsessed with my tail

Gu Yushu shook his head lightly, looking weak, as if he would disappear in the next second.

"You don't have to be afraid, and you don't have to look at me so hostilely. Even if I want to take him away now, I can't do it. The reason why I can survive until now is because I want to tell you the truth."

Gu Songyan felt uneasy.

"What truth? About Tong Juan?"

Gu Yushu smiled wryly, "I'm sorry, I've been treating you like this all the time, so now you think I'm just explaining to Tong Juan what I said, Song Yan, you hate me, don't you?"

hatred?

Gu Songyan actually doesn't hate him, he had a very rebellious time, fighting, drinking, smoking and everything, until he figured it out and really took over the responsibility of protecting Tong Juan.

Gu Yushu's indifference and harshness, he has learned from a very young age not to care, let alone hate.

"I know, you must hate me in your heart." Gu Yushu looked at the woman who was still unconscious on the bed, and smiled softly, "So does your mother, she should hate me."

Gu Songyan stood quietly waiting for him to speak.

"Tong Licheng's subordinates shot and killed the wolf king, and after taking Tong Juan away, I searched for him for a long time, because he was sealed by the disgusting king, and I couldn't find him based on the smell. I also suffered a little because I didn't understand the human world. At that time, I Met your mother."

"Your mother is really nice. She is a woman who lives alone and insists on saving me regardless of other people's criticisms, but I know that human beings are double-faced, and she must have no good intentions in saving me. Who knew that when she taught me to use a mobile phone, I I saw the photo of her and Deng Shuyi with Tong Licheng in the background, I knew the opportunity came, so I stayed with her."

Gu Songyan frowned slightly, "How did you get into the army?"

"Human beings are easy to manipulate." Gu Yushu still had contempt in his expression.

Gu Songyan understood, so he stopped interrupting and waited for him to continue.

"Human beings destroy our family, so I will use human beings to let them kill each other. I was with your mother and approached Tong's house. I found out that Tong Juan is the child of the emperor, so I married your mother."

Gu Songyan became colder the more he listened, so from the beginning, he was just acting on the spot?

"Did you... have you ever loved my mother?"

"Love? How could I fall in love with my enemies! They destroyed my family, killed my race, and even killed the patriarch Yuzhou! It even caused Tong Juan to wander outside and recognize the thief as his father!"

Gu Songyan clenched his hands tightly, losing his composure for the first time, "My mother is innocent! Those people killed your people, but she didn't. Your people are innocent, and so is she!"

Gu Yushu was silent for a while, "I know, I found out later, Cailiu is innocent."

Xu Cailiu used to be gentle and enthusiastic, and made his home very warm, but later he became indifferent and sharp, obsessed with work, and even seldom returned home. He noticed those changes, but it was too late.

By the time he understood his heart, it was too late.

After he died, he saw Xu Cailiu touching the photos taken when they fell in love in the middle of the night when he was unable to sleep, and fell asleep holding the group photo.

He had never realized before that what his wife wanted was so simple, and it was just his response.

She never showed weakness to herself, carefully concealed her helplessness, and proudly told him that she just needed to play a loving couple outside, and it didn't matter at home.

What she said wasn't true, and she didn't act so swiftly and invincibly from the very beginning.

"I didn't tell you this today to make you forgive me. Fortunately, you were born without inheriting my demon nature. You are an ordinary child. I think this is what your mother wants. I have already felt sorry for her. If I leave like me, she must be in great pain." Gu Yushu's voice was a little fuzzy, and it is estimated that it will disappear soon.

Gu Songyan smiled lightly, "Is it because of my mother? You should think that a dirty human like me is not worthy of your blood."

Gu Yushu paused, and acquiesced.

"At that time, Tong Juan's body was not very good because of the seal, so he couldn't grow up, and gradually he looked younger than you. He insisted on calling you brother, and wanted to be his own brother, so that everyone couldn't repay him. One and a half years younger to be satisfied."

Gu Songyan felt his nostalgia and was inexplicably irritable.

"I'm leaving. In the future, you will help me take good care of your mother. She is still very young. If there is someone she likes, don't stop her. I owe her this life. She should have a man who is truly worthy of her." .As for Tong Juan, I know you won't listen to me."

Gu Songyan saw that his voice was getting quieter and his shadow was getting fainter, and panic swept over him in an instant.

"Don't go! Don't go!"

Gu Yushu smiled lightly, with a smile of relief, "Fortunately, I paid back your mother and caught up. It's just that I haven't looked at you so seriously before, but it's a pity that I can't look at it now... arrive……"

"Don't go!" Gu Songyan threw himself over and hugged him out of composure, the ward became silent, only the sound of his messy breathing remained.

He has been pestering himself for so many years, why should he just leave!

Gu Songyan's shoulders trembled slightly, and his fingertips almost clenched his flesh. What does it mean to take good care of your mother?What does it mean to catch up?Pay it back?I can't even see what I want to see!

Didn't he have demon power? Why did he die so easily!He must still be hiding somewhere, waiting to come out and reprimand him not to get close to Tong Juan, it must be!

Gu Songyan took out the ring, "Come out, come out!"

No matter how much he yelled, Gu Yushu never reappeared, the ring really became a dead object, and the feeling of slipping through his fingers made him powerless, and he slammed it against the wall.

Gu Songyan withdrew his hand and wiped his eyes, everyone said he was strong, but in the end he couldn't protect anyone, he could only watch him disappear but was helpless.

The phone rang at this moment, and he took it out to see that it was Tong Juan who had sent a picture.

It was snowing at grandma's side, so he and Lan Ze built a little snowman, and he secretly wrote on the snow, the tired bird returns to the pine forest.

This is the name Liu Huangyi and the others gave when they were knocking on CP. It was secretly rubbed in the past, but after they got together, they became aboveboard. Tong Juan has always been unhappy, saying that it should be the bird returning to the pine forest.

There is another voice.

"It's so boring here, I want to go home and do the questions with you, ah yes, and my little cousin made a fuss in the afternoon and asked me to take her to buy a hat and headband, insisting that I wear the same one as her, I will give it to her and Lan Ze bought one alone, you can see if it looks good."

Then a photo was sent, Tong Juan was wearing a white cat ear, fixed on his blink.

Gu Songyan rubbed the photo, and the reply was very nice.

Tong Juan's voice application came, and when he connected, there was a soft and soft "meow~" Gu Songyan was taken aback, heaved a sigh of relief, and asked him, "When will you be back at grandma's house?"

"Well, in the evening, but I might go back tomorrow. Grandma hasn't seen me for a long time and wants to keep me for a few more days." Tong Juan was a little annoyed, and he was willing to accompany grandma, but...

"I miss you."

Gu Songyan's eyes were slightly moistened by the warm current, and he said softly "Yes", "Be good, it doesn't matter if you come back a few days later with grandma." When he came back early, he was also worried when he saw Xu Cailiu.

"Okay, my little cousin called me again, I'll go first, see you in a few days." Tong Juan hung up the phone after finishing speaking.

Gu Songyan looked at the phone that went dark again, and heaved a sigh of relief. It's good that he is so heartless, at least he can't find his depression, and he doesn't need to accompany him to suffer.

**

In the afternoon, Lan Ruo came to deliver some clothes, and brought some porridge by the way, seeing that Xu Cailiu left before he woke up.

Xu Cailiu was in a coma for a long time and didn't wake up until almost night. Talking would cause injuries on his body, so it sounded a bit painful.

"Songyan... Where am I...?"

Gu Songyan reached out and rang the doctor's bell, and carefully supported her shoulder, "Don't move."

Soon the doctor came in, and gave her several more detailed examinations, and said with a smile: "You are really lucky, rest for a while, and observe carefully in the next few days, pay attention to what you eat and don't go to the ground, your leg injury A little heavier."

Gu Songyan had never seen the scene of the accident, but the nurse said that the car was almost scrapped, the hood was almost rolled up, the windshield was completely shattered, and the rear of the car was almost cut off by a large truck. Xu Cailiu was only slightly injured.

Gu Songyan didn't believe this fatal statement, it should be Gu Yushu who blocked it for her, that's why he said to pay her back.

"Song Yan."

Gu Songyan came back to his senses, the doctor had left at some point, and there were only mother and child left in the ward.

"What are you thinking about?"

Gu Songyan didn't want to tell her the truth, even though she probably knew most of it, she couldn't bear to tell her that Gu Yushu had lied to her and used her for so many years, and would rather make her believe that she changed her mind later than never loved her from the beginning.

"I didn't think about anything. Sister Lan Ruo brought white porridge over in the afternoon. I'll go and heat it up."

Xu Cailiu stared straight at the ring on the table, "Where did you get the ring?"

Before Gu Songyan could speak, Xu Cailiu suddenly sat up very excitedly, and she lay back on the bed with a pale face and gritted her teeth, "Don't ring the bell, it's okay."

"What's wrong with that ring? You know it?"

This was not her and Gu Yushu's wedding ring, it was so ordinary that it looked like a silver-plated ring bought at a two-dollar store on the street, she had such a big reaction.

Xu Cailiu refused to speak, turned her head and closed her eyes, with tears flowing down the corners of her eyes and into her hair.

Gu Songyan frowned slightly, picked up the ring, and placed it next to her pillow, "I went out to heat the porridge, so I brought some hot water over by the way, and I asked the nurse to help you."

Xu Cailiu lived in a high-grade ward with microwave ovens and water heating facilities. Gu Songyan just made an excuse to go out. He knew that Xu Cailiu needed to be calm and alone now.

He sat on the chair outside for a while, his mood was in a mess, his calmness was shattered, and all the messy information was stuffed into his mind, which made him unbearable.

He put his hands on his head, exhausted and in pain, and the heavy emotions almost crushed him.

When Gu Yushu passed away, he was still young, and later appeared suddenly. Although he had always envied the Tong family's family affection and never felt it, he still didn't want Gu Yushu to disappear.

The ears were suddenly covered by two warm hands, and a pair of familiar shoes appeared in front of him.

Raising his head suddenly, he saw Tong Juan leaning down slightly, with his hands down from his ears, hugging him whole, "Brother Songyan, be good, I'm here."

"How do you..."

Tong Juan hugged him, "Don't be afraid."

Gu Songyan seemed to let go of his strength for a moment, let him hug him, and asked him weakly why he came, shouldn't he still be at grandma's house now?

"Silly, I'm your boyfriend. If I can't even hear that you're in a bad mood, am I worthy of liking you?"

Gu Songyan buried his head in his neck which was cold because he just came in from the outside, and hugged him a little weakly for the first time, "Thank you."

"Call me stupid." Tong Juan raised his head, stretched out his index finger and pointed at the tip of Gu Songyan's nose, "Actually, you are really stupid, you never thought that I would come back from a far away place because of your low mood Accompany you? You never thought that I would be willing to accompany you through everything?"

Gu Songyan really didn't think about it.

Every bit of Tong Juan's response is extremely precious to him, and he never does extravagant expectations.

"Gu Songyan." Tong Juan suddenly became serious.

"Ok?"

Tong Juan looked around, as if no one was looking at them, and boldly pecked Gu Songyan's lips quickly, "Be more selfish in the future, you know? If I carry things alone, I will... I don't want you Already!"

Gu Songyan nodded, "Okay."

"Okay, okay, I have to say remember."

"remember."