nemesis obsessed with my tail

In Qin Yingwu's words, Gu Songyan is the kind of person who never changes face when a mountain collapses in front of him, since he was a child.

Both Deng Shuyi and Xu Cailiu felt that he was going to a wider sky in the future, and it was not easy for him to grow up safely, just like the clouds in the sky and the rubble on the ground.

They are not from the same world.

Tong Juan's seemingly incomprehensible expression deeply stimulated Gu Songyan, he laughed to himself, he was still impulsive after all, it was good to enjoy his dependence during this period of time.

After tasting the sweetness, he is dissatisfied and wants more, and he wants to occupy him because he is a little dependent. His selfish nature still cannot be corrected.

"You..." Tong Juan opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say. This unexpected situation was beyond his reaction range.

Gu Songyan tore the shirt back, the button was broken and couldn't be fastened, so he barely closed the zipper of the school uniform to cover up the scar.

"What's your choice?"

Tong Juan looked up, "Huh?"

Gu Songyan let go of his hand, but he didn't suppress the hostility on his body, the darkness still lingered all over him.

"I like you, I have liked you since you were very young, maybe it can't be called love at that time, but now I am sure how I feel about you, I like you."

It was very dark in the stairwell, and I could barely see Gu Songyan's expression clearly, and the voice was so clear in my ears that I could cut a scar.

"I'm not a good person, I'm a monster compared to you, but I can guarantee that I won't hurt you in this life, you..." Gu Songyan stepped forward slightly, reached out his hand as if nervous, and pinched his wrist, "Aren't you afraid?" me?"

Tong Juan's heart seemed to be pulled by someone, a little hurt and a little out of breath.

He didn't know, he just felt that the impact was too great. Gu Songyan liked him for so many years, and the person who had always been very calm and restrained would kill someone just for one word, just because he was afraid that the other party would hurt him.

The person who I thought was very familiar suddenly became strange, as if the gentleness and indifference on the outside were just a disguise, and he had never seen him on the inside.

Gu Songyan has always been proud, and has never tasted what it means to lose, so carefully...not to ask him to agree to his pursuit, but to ask him: 'Can you not be afraid of me? '

For him, is being abandoned the scariest thing compared to not getting it?

Tong Juan moved his lips, the words were on the tip of his tongue and he didn't know what to say, he always felt hot.

The two were deadlocked in the stairwell, each other's breathing was clearly distinguishable, this time it was Gu Songyan who was rushing and chaotic.

a long time.

Gu Songyan finally let go of his hand, breathing steadily with a hint of self-mockery, "Let's go, class is about to start."

"Wait a moment!"

He stood still, with his hands on the doorknob, without turning his head, quietly waiting for Tong Juan to say that he was scary, and then asked to never see him again, his finger bones were tense and protruding, showing restraint.

Tong Juan took a few deep breaths.

Gu Songyan breathed a sigh of relief, and could even coax him, "Speak, it's okay."

This kind of scene has appeared many times in the dream, and he is very used to it.

"Well, I don't think you're a monster." Tong Juan clenched his fingers, then placed them on his hand that was holding the doorknob, and covered them gently, "My mother said that everyone has a different personality, and I She always fights and is difficult to discipline, you study well and are obedient, although she is very envious of Aunt Xu, she never said she didn't want me."

"Huh?" Gu Songyan didn't understand what he wanted to do.

Tong Juan gritted his teeth, and said bluntly, "Don't think you are scary, although...Although I was startled by you pinching Lu Wan, it doesn't mean I will be afraid of you, but can you stop being so protective? Me?"

"...I can't do it." Gu Songyan also said bluntly.

Tong Juan almost didn't come up again, "Anyway, you are not allowed to say that you are a monster, and you are not allowed to use this way of betting your life to protect me, I am not worth it!"

"Whether you are worth it or not, I know very well." Gu Songyan withdrew his hand, put it on his eyes, and traced it all the way to his lips, the deep affection in his eyes made Tong Juan almost unable to stand firm.

He doesn't know when Gu Songyan started to like him, the only thing he can be sure of is earlier than himself, a long, long time ago, maybe he liked himself when the two were facing each other.

Was he also afraid that he would find out, so he tried his best to restrain himself and hide his heart, so that he seemed to be at odds with him?

"Okay, if you continue to protect me like this, I will go to the flag raising platform and tell everyone that I am a monster. I need your help to take it back after I grow a tail. Then you kill me first."

Gu Songyan lowered his head, with a hint of bitterness in his eyes, "You don't need me, just let me go, why use such an extreme method."

"I'm called extreme, can you imagine yourself!" Tong Juan knew that Gu Songyan would be soft and not hard, so he took a few breaths before suppressing his anger, and said in a soft voice: "Can you... promise me, don't use it. This way protects me, and...don't cut yourself either."

Gu Songyan was silent for a long time, and finally compromised, "Okay."

Qin Yingwu's voice suddenly came from outside, "Brother Juan, Brother Juan? Are you inside with the squad leader? If you have something to say, don't fight."

"No fight, you go first."

"Okay, hurry up, the self-study will be over later." After speaking, the footsteps gradually left.

Tong Juan thought for a while and lowered his voice, "Also, what's more, you said you like it..."

Gu Songyan's originally scattered eyes suddenly focused, with a trace of nervousness, and Tong Juan suddenly thought of his state before he went to the exam in the morning, the panic of the unknown, the tension of not knowing what to expect.

It turned out that he would be nervous too.

This kind of thinking made Tong Juan feel novel, and thought that a person like Gu Songyan was a god, and he would not be nervous in the face of anything, so it turned out that he was also an ordinary person.

"That's right, let me think about it, okay?" Tong Juan was also a little nervous, retracting his hands and clasping them gently, rubbing the sweat stains on his palms, swallowing his saliva to soothe his dry throat.

"I don't know how to say it, you let me reason, and I will give you the answer soon."

Gu Songyan tightened his fingers, and locked him with disbelieving eyes, "You... are willing to think about it, can I understand that you like me a little bit?"

The emotions that had been suppressed for many years suddenly poured down like a tsunami, and the person who thought he would be afraid and would never see him again actually said that he had to think about it, the probability of one in a billion made Gu Songyan very excited.

He almost couldn't help hugging the person in front of him, every cell was clamoring for possession, but he was afraid of frightening him, and also afraid that he would extinguish such a small flame.

"I'm not sure, I have to think about it first."

Tong Juan knew that he didn't want to be separated from him, but that had a tail element, and he also didn't want to be separated from Qin Yingwu, Zhang Gan, and the others. He wasn't sure what he liked about Gu Songyan.

He has to think clearly first.

And Ying Pei is about to come out, he is afraid that Gu Songyan will be hurt, and also afraid that what happened back then will be revealed, and Gu Songyan will remember those bad things again, he has endured it once, and he doesn't want Gu Songyan to think he is dirty again.

When the two left the stairwell, they didn't talk anymore. Tong Juan's mind was still in a mess, and he always felt that he couldn't get to the point. After thinking about it, he lay on the table irritably and didn't even want to do the test paper.

"Brother Juan, I heard that the monitor pinched Lu Wan's neck, what happened?" Qin Yingwu turned around and asked.

"do not know."

"No, how can you not know, you locked up a small black room with them for a long time, and he didn't say anything to you?"

I've said it, I've said too much, even the love that has been accumulated for many years has been said.

"Tell you to shut up."

Qin Yingwu was surprised, "Huh? How did he know that I would ask you."

Tong Juan raised his head and said weakly, "I said, shut up, I'm very annoying, if you keep arguing, I'll beat you up."

秦英悟“哦”了声，“你连娇花儿都揍，人家决定不爱你了，记仇1分钟。”

"..." Tong Juan made him laugh, stretched out his hand and hooked his fingers at him, and when he came over, he took Qin Yingwu's head and crumpled it into a chicken coop, "I'm in a much better mood."

Gu Songyan got up, walked to Xin Yiyao's side under Tong Juan's suspicious eyes, and knocked on her seat with his fingers, "Come out."

Xin Yiyao was taken aback.

The students also went to see Gu Songyan together. Tong Juan picked it up in one breath, and subconsciously opened his mouth to call him, "Gu Songyan!"

Gu Songyan had already walked to the door, looked back at him, and nodded slightly, "Just asking something."

Tong Juan still felt uneasy, and kept staring at the back door, only seeing half of Gu Songyan's body, Xin Yiyao couldn't see it.

"Squad leader, do you want me to do something?"

"What did you see and hear at the Christmas party that day?"

Xin Yiyao was timid and sensitive, he immediately understood what he meant when he asked this, and seemed a little excited, "Do you suspect that I have told the matter?"

"Tong Juan said that you are very good, even if it is not because you like him, you will not do things that hurt others."

Xin Yiyao was taken aback for a moment, her eyes turned red after being excited, "Did he really say that?"

"Ah."

Gu Songyan paused for a while, and then said: "Lu Wan from Class Ten said that you spread rumors that Tong Juan has a tail in school. I don't want Tong Juan to misunderstand the person."

Xin Yiyao immediately denied it, more excited than before, "I didn't! I was shocked when I heard this sentence at the door the other day. I didn't realize it for several days when I got home. I even checked the information. Human genes can never be detected. Control things, just like some people will be disabled, then naturally some people will grow some things, I will not say bad things because of this!"

"Is there anyone else besides you at the door?"

Xin Yiyao was about to cry, "No, I was afraid that others would hear me, so I stayed at the door all the time. Except for Wan Wangshu, there was no one left. I really didn't tell anyone!"

Gu Songyan stared at her.

Xin Yiyao was timid and couldn't bear such a big grievance, she couldn't help but shed tears, "I... I found out that you liked Tong Juan when I buried the time capsule in Gushan, and then I knew that I might not have a chance , and I never thought of possessing him from the beginning, how could I hurt him!"

Gu Songyan was silent for a while, and suddenly thought of someone.

"Have you ever felt uncomfortable recently, or have you been unable to remember where you have been and what you have done for a few minutes? It is a rather bizarre experience."

With tears in her eyes, Xin Yiyao thought about it seriously for a while.

"The night before yesterday... Teacher Shang asked me to get the test papers during dinner. I was a little dizzy due to low blood sugar. I stood against the stairs for a while, and then I seemed to faint for a while. When I realized it, I fell to the ground. , does this count?"

"how long."

"Probably... about 5 minutes."

Gu Songyan was almost certain that this matter had something to do with the person named Lian Qing that Gu Yushu mentioned.

From the weird grocery store that Qin Yingwu insisted on going to last time, but he didn't mention it later, to the "night market" that suddenly disappeared, giving Tong Juan "sugar" and "serum lock ring" for him, causing Tong Juan to lose his physical strength quickly.

Xin Yiyao and Qin Yingwu, and maybe others, were all probably secretly manipulated.

The author has something to say: Brother Songyan is too difficult, I shed tears of bitterness for him, Tong Xiaojuan, hurry up and comfort your brother