The tablemate I have a crush on is a paranoid

When Xia Songyue changed her clothes and came down to the yard, Zhou Muyang and Xue Xiaoli had already arrived, bringing a large bag of beer and snacks, and they gathered around the grill that was set up, chatting with each other, and the charcoal fire The grilling is in full swing, and there are various skewered meats and vegetables on the barbecue grill. There are a pile of seasonings in bottles and cans next to it, and the smell of delicious barbecue can be smelled from a long distance away.

As soon as she saw Xia Songyue, Di Liya immediately let go of Xue Xiaoli's arm, ran to him excitedly, pulled him to sit beside the long table, pushed the grilled chicken in front of him with a smile, and said: " Song, brother Ji baked this for you, eat it quickly, it's so delicious."

She didn't know who she met when she went out with Xue Xiaoli these days. Her originally jerky Chinese accent was tainted with a strong Northeast flavor. It sounded strange. What, subconsciously slightly raised the thick and long eyelashes like crow feathers and looked at the tall figure in front of the barbecue grill.

As if feeling something, Ji Shixuan raised his head slightly, his eyes met him in mid-air, and accidentally knocked over the honey juice in his hand, Zhang Feiran wiped it for him in a hurry, shouting "" Go find your little baby, don't make trouble for me," and then drove him to the side of the long table.

Ji Shixuan didn't dare to sit too close to Xia Songyue, so he chose a diagonal seat and sat down. Xia Songyue slightly retracted his gaze, and Zhou Muyang walked over. I don't know whether it was intentional or unintentional. He just happened to sit on Ji Shixuan's seat In front of him, it blocked the strange eyes of the two people who couldn't tell whether it was good or bad.

"Master Xia, I heard that you are going back again in a while, do you really plan to stay here?" Zhou Muyang opened a can of beer, intending to pass it to Xia Songyue, but remembering that he can't drink, he just He took it back again, but was stopped by Xia Songyue on the way.

Xia Songyue raised her head and took a big gulp, her fair and beautiful neck stretched out a slender arc, illuminated by the flickering lights in the distance, she looked a little thin and fragile, she nodded her head in response to Zhou Muyang Just then said, "Well, I will go back in a few days, and I won't be back."

When he said this, his voice was very soft, but Ji Shixuan still caught it, and his long fingers holding the rim of the cup trembled suddenly. His dark and deep eyes were a little flustered and wanted to look at Xia Songyue, but Zhou Muyang took him It was so tightly blocked that Ji Shixuan couldn't see it, and he couldn't rush forward to ask anything. This kind of cognition made him feel very aggrieved and uncomfortable.

"That's it," Zhou Muyang looked at him very regretfully, and suddenly seemed to remember something, he glanced at Ji Shixuan behind him, lowered his voice, and asked Xia Songyue, "Then, you?"

He asked this very cryptically. After all, Xia Songyue and Ji Shixuan did not admit it, but the entangled emotions and past between the two actually existed. Zhou Muyang sometimes thought, if he could be smart at that time One point, if you see some clues, maybe you can help a little, so that these two people will not be so exhausted for no reason now, but things like feelings are hard for others to explain. To put it bluntly, he just feels very It's a pity, like watching an old movie that has been extended by a long shot but has no ending, and my heart is full of an indescribable feeling of emptiness.

The night wind slightly messed up the broken hair on Xia Songyue's forehead. He drank the wine with a sullen head and kept silent. Maybe it was because the wine made people feel uncomfortable. Zhou Muyang felt that his eyes seemed to be red, but layer by layer Under the cascades of water light, those emotions were so indifferent that one would think that it was just a flush of physiological stimulation, and the owner of the eyes actually didn't think about anything.

It wasn't until Xia Songyue drank three cans of beer and wanted to get the fourth can that Zhou Muyang raised his hand to stop him as if he had just woken up from a dream. Xia Songyue's drinking capacity has actually improved in recent years, at least not anymore When the glass was poured, he pushed Zhou Muyang's hand away, looked at him very calmly, "I can still drink."

Zhou Muyang opened his mouth as if he wanted to say something, but in the next second he saw Xia Songyue, who just swore that she was not drunk, suddenly closed her eyes and collapsed on the table.

Zhou Muyang: "..."

Dilia looked over sharply, and was about to stand up and walk over when Xue Xiaoli grabbed her arm. She was a step behind, and someone immediately stepped forward to help Xia Songyue up.

Probably a little tired after a day of running around, Xia Songyue glanced at the person hugging her with thick and long eyelashes like crow feathers, only to feel that the handsome face that was close at hand had clear and sharp lines, with such a A little bit of forbearance and coldness, but he just glanced at it lightly, and he slowly closed his eyes.

Seeing Ji Shixuan holding Xia Songyue and walking into the apartment, Zhang Feiran originally wanted to eat a piece of meat, so he had to reluctantly exchange for a plate of vegetables, and said in his mouth: "Believers are willing to fast for three days, In exchange for an assist from the Buddha, the ghosts and gods from all walks of life will quickly appear..."

He felt that if Ji Shixuan couldn't deal with Xia Songyue under the blessing from the gods in exchange for his sincere prayers and sacrifices, then it would be really hopeless.

Xia Songyue was actually not that drunk, and he could still know that the person holding him was Ji Shixuan, but it didn't seem to make much difference between knowing and not knowing. When he was gently placed on the bed, he lifted him softly. Arms, turned over half of the cheeks pressed on the snow-white pillow, tried hard but still mumbled: "...Give me water."

Ji Shixuan quickly poured him a glass of water, holding the back of his white and soft neck with his wide and cold palm, and pressed the rim of the mug to his mouth, feeding it in bit by bit, but he drank too much just now, Xia Songyue just touched her mouth and didn't want to drink anymore. When she turned her head, all the warm water spilled on him, soaking the clothes around his neck, and Xia Songyue didn't realize that she didn't do well. After lying down limply, I felt that the wet clothes were uncomfortable against the skin, so I pulled off the collar forcefully, but I didn't have much strength and finally let it go.

Ji Shixuan just stood on the edge of the bed without saying a word and watched all Xia Songyue's actions. After a long while, he sighed softly as if he had no choice but to bend down slightly, his slender and cold fingers lightly He unbuttoned his shirt one by one, and when he got to the third button, Xia Song's thick and long eyelashes like crow feathers suddenly lifted slightly, and a pair of clear eyes glowing with water were just like that. Raised to look at him, under the dim light, the light-colored eyeballs revealed a beautiful and moist luster like agate. The emotion in his eyes is very clear, not disgust, nor indifference, but a long time ago, under the fireworks in full bloom in the sky, on the winding Yangtze River that has never changed since ancient times, when he kissed him, Such throbbing and pure juvenile emotions.

All the emotions of forbearance seemed to reach a critical point. The moment the string called reason broke, Ji Shixuan's thin lips gently covered Xia Songyue's eyebrows, all the way down to his mouth, strong emotions like It surged up in an instant, Ji Shixuan restrained and restrained, but still couldn't get rid of Xia Songyue's breath, he opened Xia Songyue's teeth inch by inch, and even prepared for the time when he would never bear all the consequences , suddenly felt Xia Songyue stretch out her soft tongue to hook him, and kissed back actively.

Ji Shixuan was taken aback suddenly, separated a little, and asked him with a trembling voice uncontrollably, "You, do you know who I am?"

It was a bit silly to ask this question, Xia Songyue looked at him quietly with sparkling cat eyes, frowned slightly, then turned her head to the side, she didn't look angry, on the contrary, she seemed a little bit excited Interrupted with a somewhat unhappy look.

Ji Shixuan just froze for a moment, then leaned down and picked up Xia Songyue, with his wide and cold palms against his thin and thin back, half-embracing him in his arms, as if hugging him Like an incomparably precious treasure that was lost and recovered, she kissed his mouth, cheeks, and neck affectionately and greedily, with gentle movements and incomparable nostalgia.

Xia Songyue entwined with him, as if no one would admit defeat, just felt that the air in his lungs was about to be squeezed dry, his brain went blank, obviously unable to think, but for some reason, he could still think of Du What Lan said,

"Songsong, you have to treat Xiaoxuan well, he is a very lonely and poor child... Even if you don't like him, don't be too cruel to him..."

Gradually, Du Lan's voice was covered by another voice,

"Father is fine, Songyue, go to the exam quickly, you need to get a good grade, you know?"

Xia Yuanqing fell into a pool of blood, and a bright blood color gradually spread up.

Xia Songyue suddenly felt a mechanical suffocating colic in his heart, and his face turned pale instantly. After he paused for a moment, Ji Shixuan turned back, and slender and cold fingers slipped into his collar, gently Caressing his tender and pale skin gently, Xia Songyue's three-button shirt slid down with his movements, revealing the thin and beautiful clavicle and shoulder blade line, as well as the approximately one-button scar on his chest. The fingers are long, stretching across his left chest, there is a dazzling and hideous scar.

Ji Shixuan's breathing stopped suddenly, and when he looked up, he saw Xia Songyue's pale face that was almost bloodless. He was not unfamiliar with this scar at all, because he also had the same scar on the palm of his right hand.

When Xia Songyue found out that Ji Shixuan indirectly killed Xia Yuanqing, she couldn't face it, saying that one of them had to go, and Ji Shixuan refused to leave him, and would not let him leave her, so Xia Songyue picked it up and put it on the table. Ji Shixuan snatched the utility knife on the desk. During the dispute, the sharp utility knife slashed across Xia Songyue's chest and also cut through the palm of Ji Shixuan's right hand. Handcuffed him.

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