The tablemate I have a crush on is a paranoid

Time passed by like running water, and soon, the countdown card downstairs in the third year of senior high school teaching changed from two digits to one digit. Race against time to fill in the questions and lectures, and began to talk about some small methods to adjust their mentality, and then let the students review freely.

After the morning reading class, Xia Songyue took the newly released examination room location list, and said to Ji Shixuan in a very regretful tone: "I can't be in the same examination room as Kao Shen, I'm a little panicked, what should I do?"

Ji Shixuan glanced at him, he was in the seventeenth examination room, Xia Songyue was in the eighth examination room, the third building and the ninth building, one end and one tail, not only not in the same examination room, but also far away, it was really not very good, his dark and deep Looking deeply at him, under the cover of the book, his fingers gently held his soft and white little finger, and asked in a low voice: "So do you want to have some luck in the exam?"

Xia Songyue recalled the last time he said that he wanted to get luck in the exam, touched Ji Shixuan's face and was hit back by him, he shook his head, trying to pull his finger back, "You're welcome, brother, you have to rely on yourself."

Ji Shixuan didn't let go of his hand, but clasped his fingers slightly, his eyes met, his thick black eyes seemed to be filled with pampering and indulgent emotions, "You don't have to rely on yourself, rely on me Just do it."

Xia Songyue was stared at by him with such strong and straightforward eyes, and for a moment she forgot to move, and before she had time to speak, Zhou Yi, who was sitting in front, turned around and joked with a smile: "Ji Shen, You are too eccentric, do you want to give Songyue a little trouble or provide cheating tools?"

He just heard it and teased him casually, but Ji Shixuan rarely nodded seriously, and answered him, "Anything is fine."

Zhou Yi's smile froze for a moment, as if he wanted to find a hint of a joke in Ji Shixuan's face, but found that his expression was extremely serious, and it didn't look like he was joking at all, "No, Ji Shen, don't be scary Ah, helping someone cheat in the college entrance examination is going to jail."

Perhaps Zhou Yi's voice was a bit loud, and Zhong Zining also turned his head to look at them suspiciously, so Xia Songyue waved at them with the other hand that was not caught, and explained with a smile: " Don't be nervous, Ji Shixuan was just joking, no cheating, no cheating, Zhou Yi, please don't shout, the teacher will be called later."

Zhou Yi pouted a little aggrievedly and looked at Ji Shixuan, but the latter didn't look at him, but quietly looked at Xia Songyue's side face with slightly lowered eyes. He was serious and focused, and there was something in his eyes that made him feel special. Familiar with the enthusiastic emotions, Zhou Yi had a slight doubt in his heart, but he couldn't figure out what he was wondering about, so he had to give up and turn back.

Zhong Zining was not as easy to fool as Zhou Yi, his long and narrow eyes narrowed slightly, he stayed on Ji Shixuan's body for a few seconds, glanced at their interlocking fingers under the book, and then slowly turned back.

Seeing that these two people had finally been dismissed, Xia Songyue felt relieved and couldn't help breaking away Ji Shixuan's fingers slightly to grab a pen and write a question, but he was held by him with strong strength in the next second, and his knuckles touched Clasping tightly, there was a strong sense of insecurity, and Ji Shixuan's strength seemed to crush his bones, which made him feel a little painful.

Xia Songyue frowned slightly, and said to him in a voice that only two people could hear: "Ji Shixuan, you scratched me."

Ji Shixuan didn't seem to hear it at first, and when he realized it, he let go of his hand, but Xia Songyue still left five deep and slender finger marks on the back of Xia Songyue's hand. Obviously, there was daze and self-blame in his eyes, he lowered his head slightly and wanted to kiss and appease these fingerprints.

Aware of his intentions, Xia Songyue took a quick step to support his chin with her fingers, stopped his movement, and asked with a slightly worried tone: "What's wrong with you?"

Ji Shixuan has been a little strange these days. It seems that since he went to see Lin Xingrou in the cemetery, he has become very strange. He is in a state of anxiety and insecurity. Xia Songyue didn't notice it at first, but once he went down Lou went to have breakfast, and Ji Shixuan chased him down immediately after washing and didn't see him. He didn't even change his clothes, even when he was sleeping. Even if he was sweating, he had to hug him tightly to sleep. Once he broke free, he would be used even more. In the past, he was cold and withdrawn, and all his emotions were restrained, and he would only cling to him when he was alone, but now even if there are other people present, he will also express his love for him very straightforwardly. , Xia Songyue didn't think it was that bad, but it felt too weird, so weird that he was a little worried about Ji Shixuan's mental state.

Ji Shixuan's breathing was a little unsteady, he held Xia Songyue's wrist and put his hand down, lowered his eyes to suppress the emotion in his eyes, and stared at Xia Songyue's wrist that was held in his palm, He said sullenly: "I'm not joking, I can do it for real."

It’s okay to make a small stove, help you cheat, and I can do everything for you.

Xia Songyue hadn't read the meaning from his endless words when she heard him say in a low and depressed voice, "Xia Songyue, I will die without you."

Xia Songyue's heart was startled suddenly. Regardless of the ringing of the class bell, she grabbed Ji Shixuan's hand and led him out. After asking Yan Li for leave, Xia Songyue took Ji Shixuan home by taxi.

Back home, Xia Songyue put Ji Shixuan to the corner of the wall, raised a pair of clear and round cat eyes and looked at him anxiously, "Ji Shixuan, what's wrong with you?"

He really wanted to ask if Ji Shengchuan had come to look for him again, but he didn't dare to ask, for fear of irritating Ji Shixuan.

Ji Shixuan's back was leaning against the cold wall. His constitution was born with a low body temperature, but the coldness of the wall still made him shiver slightly. He felt as if there was an abyss and hell behind him, and he stood in front of him. What he wanted was his sunshine and hope. He wanted to grab and hug him tightly, but he was not willing to pull him into this darkness. Before he could figure out what to do, his sunshine and hope suddenly stepped forward and hugged him. he.

Xia Songyue held Ji Shixuan's waist tightly with one hand, the distance between the two was so close that there was no gap left, his head rested on the side of Ji Shixuan's neck, and the other hand rested on the back of his head, slowly Slowly said: "Ji Shixuan, I will not leave you, never will, and you cannot die, if you die, I will ignore you and never forgive you."

Xia Songyue didn't know how to erase all the anxiety and insecurity in Ji Shixuan's heart, so she could only hug him and comfort him over and over again, telling him not to think too much.

Because Ji Shixuan's mental state is really not very good, Xia Songyue asked him to sleep first.After adjusting the temperature of the air conditioner, Xia Songyue tucked up the corner of the quilt for Ji Shixuan, and was about to get up and sit aside, but her wrist was pulled.

Ji Shixuan looked up at him with a pair of dark and deep eyes, pursed her thin lips slightly, but said nothing. Xia Songyue's heart softened under his strong and deep gaze, and then she took off her shoes and lifted the quilt Lie in.

Ji Shixuan's cold and slender fingers gently rubbed against Xia Songyue's cheeks, as if stroking the most beloved porcelain, being careful but unable to put it down, Xia Songyue leaned forward and kissed the corner of his mouth lightly, touching him comfortingly With slightly prickly hair, he suddenly smiled emotionally, "Ji Shixuan, you really look like a big wolf dog."

It is clingy and loves to bite, isn't it just a big wolfhound?

Ji Big Wolf Dog Shi Huan didn't speak, he looked at Xia Songyue's slightly curved mouth, couldn't help reaching out his arms around his neck, pressed it up and took a bite on his cheek, the piece of meat next to Xia Songyue's cheek It was soft and tender, and tasted like tender bean curd. He bit and licked it twice before releasing it contentedly.

Xia Songyue was bitten to the point of losing her temper. Seeing that Ji Shixuan's expression didn't seem to be as tense and scary as before, he was slightly relieved, and took the initiative to move closer to him, almost looking at him with lips to lips, a gentle boy Yin seemed a little bewitched, "Brother Xun, I'll let you take two more bites, and tell me what happened, okay?"

For the first time, Ji Shixuan shook his head, just lowered his head and buried his head in his neck, and didn't speak. Fortunately, Xia Songyue didn't ask any questions, but just hugged his head and quietly accompanied him.

In fact, ever since Xia Yuanqing told Ji Shixuan the truth about Du Lan's departure, the hatred in his heart disappeared all of a sudden, but he gradually realized that in fact, Ji Shengchuan's despicable lies full of loopholes can be discovered with a little thought. But he didn't, not only didn't he, but he subtly believed this lie more and more. In the final analysis, it was just because he, like Ji Shengchuan, couldn't bear to be abandoned for no reason, so he wanted to find an excuse, someone who could sustain his life. It's just an excuse to collapse, if it wasn't because Xia Songyue took him to see Lin Xingrou's tombstone, if Xia Yuanqing hadn't told him everything calmly, he couldn't imagine what he would do to Xia Songyue, and he didn't even dare to imagine.

Xia Yuanqing seems to be very busy these days. He used to go home even very late before 10:30, but Xia Songyue found that he hadn't slept at home for two consecutive days. He was about to go out on the day of the college entrance examination. Xia Yuanqing came back with a haggard face. The suit, which was scrupulously ironed on weekdays, was wrinkled. It seemed that he had stayed up all night, and his eyes were bloodshot. He wanted to ask if something happened, but Xia Yuanqing urged him to go quickly. take an exam.

Sitting in the examination room, Xia Songyue was a little restless, and he didn't even notice that a passing student touched his pen.Zhong Zining originally went out to put things away, but seeing Xia Songyue's distraught look, he asked the teacher to take a disposable paper cup, poured warm water into it and put it on his desk, "Are you nervous before the exam?"

[The author has something to say]: The college entrance examination is the dividing line of life