The tablemate I have a crush on is a paranoid

Xia Songyue slightly tilted her head back, avoiding his second attack, and glared at him with a sullen smile, "I'm too lazy to argue with you, go home."

Although Xia Songyue had already come out in front of Xia Yuanqing before, just as he said, he and Ji Shixuan still wanted to wait until they went to university to confirm their relationship, so he asked Xia Yuanqing not to mention this matter for the time being, and not to be angry with him. Ji Shixuan deliberately showed other reactions, and everything was as if nothing had happened. Although Xia Yuanqing didn't quite understand the thoughts of these children, he was stuck in the third year of high school after all. It would be bad if the puppy love affected his study. It is rare for a child to have this Conscious, so he is also very willing to cooperate.

Because Ji Shixuan came back today, Aunt Liu deliberately cooked many of his favorite dishes, Xia Yuanqing also came back from an early shift, and the three of them had dinner together.During dinner, Xia Yuanqing asked about Ji Shixuan's training camp, and asked him which school he would like to attend or what plans he had in the future. Ji Shixuan was also uncharacteristically today. Although he still couldn't smile, he answered one by one and expressed Out of full respect, even Xia Yuanqing felt flattered.

Just when Xia Songyue felt that it was time to ask more questions and was about to remind him to restrain himself, Xia Yuanqing suddenly asked on a whim: "Xiao Yu, what type of child do you like?"

It's not what type of girl, but what type of child, Xia Songyue is about to kneel down to him, dear dad, your IQ is spent with the phone bill, right? You are afraid that others will not know that you know that they like it Boys thing isn't it?He was so excited that he bit his tongue all of a sudden, and his eyes burst into tears from the pain.

Ji Shixuan immediately put down his chopsticks, and held his chin with slender and cold fingers to let him open his mouth to see if he bit his tongue. Xia Yuanqing watched from the side, and suddenly showed a kind and relieved smile. Xia Songyue couldn't see it, Teng Teng Teng ran upstairs, he felt that Xia Yuanqing was a pig teammate, and he was also the kind of god-level pig teammate who specializes in pitting teammates.

Xia Songyue didn't eat much at night. After Ji Shixuan washed the dishes, he took the prepared fruit salad from the refrigerator and went up. As soon as he walked to the door, he saw Xia Songyue sitting on the sofa and seemed to be talking to someone on the phone , He closed the door after he came in.

"It's still more than a month, don't worry," Xia Songyue's eyes lit up when she saw the fruit salad in Ji Shixuan's hand, and she hurriedly said to the person on the other end of the phone, "Go ahead, I have something to do later Again" and hung up the phone.

After Ji Shixuan handed him the fruit salad, he sat down beside him and asked, "Does your tongue still hurt?"

Xia Songyue poked a piece of mango with a small fork, shook her head while eating it, and said after she swallowed it, "My dad didn't say anything strange to you, after I left."

Ji Shixuan put his arms around him halfway, raised his hand to stroke Xia Songyue's soft hair, then pinched the tip of his ears along the ends of the hair, and looked at him with some playfulness in his dark and deep eyes, "You I thought he would say something weird, like asking me what type of kid I like?"

Xia Songyue's clear and round eyeballs rolled slightly, her eyes swayed from side to side, she suppressed her guilty conscience and said with a serious face: "I didn't say anything, it must be that you are usually not straight, you are gay in gay, He just saw it."

Ji Shixuan listened to the music, lowered his head and bit his thin soft pointed ear, "Say it again?"

He bit hard this time, and when he let go, there was a circle of red marks on the tip of that white soft ear. Xia Songyue covered her ears and turned to stare at him, "Are you a dog? bite."

Ji Shixuan pulled his hand covering his ears and lightly bit the phalanx of his index finger, with long eyelashes hanging down and a cool and handsome face, he said brazenly, "If I were a dog, I would only bite you."

Ji Shixuan felt as if he had a disease called Xia Songyue's craving disorder. Every inch of his bones was constantly longing to be closer to Xia Songyue. Into the flesh and blood will never be separated.

Xia Songyue felt that she was really defeated by him. Fortunately, Ji Shixuan didn't bite too hard. He poked his forehead lightly with his finger, but remembered to talk about something serious, "Come to a place with me tomorrow. I want to take you to meet someone."

Ji Shixuan didn't ask him where he was going to meet, but picked up the fork he put down and poked a piece of strawberry into his mouth, and said in an honest tone: "Kiss me, and I'll go with you."

Xia Songyue snatched the fork from him, then bent down and picked up the little chubby gray cat sleeping soundly in the cat's litter beside the sofa, stuffed it into his arms, and snorted coldly, "Repay the debtor cat, you let it kiss you."

Mimi, the chubby gray cat who had been sleeping soundly, opened her eyes and saw that she was stuffed in the arms of a cold-faced monster it least wanted to see. He pissed on his trousers and then jumped to the ground vigorously and gracefully. He proudly raised his beautiful cat tail and left him a ruthless and round cat butt. His disgust was beyond words.

Ji Shixuan's face darkened slightly, but Xia Songyue was overjoyed.

At dawn the next day, Xia Songyue took Ji Shixuan to the No. [-] bus, passing through the old town and Maple Leaf Lane, and finally got off at the cemetery stop in the northern suburbs.

The moment he saw the stop sign in the cemetery, Ji Shixuan suddenly felt a little uneasy and restless in his heart, like a reborn person who has completely adapted to the life in front of him, but one day suddenly found that he had always believed in and got used to it. There are some weird logical loopholes in his memories, and these inconspicuous but real logical loopholes seem to be gnawing at his entire life and beliefs bit by bit, leading his life to a place that is different from his consciousness. He went in the opposite direction, which made him feel flustered for no reason.

Xia Songyue bought a bouquet of lilies from a small vendor at the foot of the cemetery hill, and then took Ji Shixuan up the stairs, bypassing the erected tombstones, and stopped in a corner.

Bending down and gently placing the bouquet of pure white lilies still stained with dew in front of the tombstone, Xia Songyue turned to look at Ji Shixuan, "This is my mother, come and say hello to her."

In the photo on the tombstone is a very young and beautiful woman with a gentle temperament and gentle eyebrows and eyes. The curvature of her mouth seems to be exactly the same as Xia Songyue's. Upon closer inspection, Xia Songyue's round and clear cat eyes are actually It's all hereditary.Ji Shixuan's pupils shrank suddenly, and a pair of dark and deep eyes were fixed on the name on the tombstone——Lin Xingrou, it was a name so strange that he was a little scared.

Seeing Ji Shixuan standing stiffly with her lips pursed and not speaking, Xia Songyue thought he was nervous, so she took out the handkerchief she had prepared in advance, and gently wiped the dust on the tombstone while looking at Lin Xingrou's photo Said: "Mom, his name is Ji Shixuan. He is a boy I like very, very much. He is very good, so I want to bring him to meet you. I hope you will like him too."

This may be the only time in this life that Xia Songyue really said the word "like" to Ji Shixuan in front of Ji Shixuan. listen in.

Ji Shixuan's eyes were still tightly locked in the photo on the tombstone, he opened his mouth, and said the words word by word with great difficulty, "You said, she is your mother?"

Ji Shixuan's voice was a little low and hoarse, and there were complex emotions in his eyes, mixed with surprise and other unknown emotions. Xia Songyue thought that he was suddenly pulled to see his parents without any mental preparation, and he didn't react all at once. , then gently pulled his thin wrist, and the two sat down in front of the tombstone together.

"It's my mother, but I haven't seen her." Xia Songyue's white and soft fingers gently scraped the dew on the lily petals, and bent the corners of her mouth bitterly, "She gave birth to me Died, just like in the TV series, the doctor asked whether to protect the big or the young, my dad said to keep the big, my mother insisted on keeping the young, so I was left behind."

The drooping long eyelashes seemed to bend a sad arc, and Xia Songyue's skin was a little pale against the thick black like crow's feathers. Ji Shixuan leaned over and kissed his eyelids lightly, like a dragonfly touching water, a A comforting kiss without any ambiguous emotions.

"You were not left behind," Ji Shixuan lightly stroked the delicate skin on the back of Xia Songyue's neck, and helped him raise his head to look at him. A pair of dark and deep eyes gently reflected his fair and delicate face. "You are the continuation of her life. On the contrary, I am very glad that she loves you so much, because I can meet you in this way."

It is rare for Ji Shixuan to speak to a person in such a serious and trusting manner, as if he has taken off all disguises and masks, expressing his true inner feelings to the other party without reservation, Xia Songyue was used by him with such a trusting and serious attitude Looking at him, I suddenly felt like a warm current poured into my heart. The guilt and self-blame for my mother's life-changing and leaving him in my heart when I was young seemed to disappear at this moment.

The two sat in front of Lin Xingrou's tombstone for a day, and Ji Shixuan listened quietly to Xia Songyue talking about the many jokes and anecdotes that Xia Yuanqing, a single father, led him to live with when he was a child. Lin Xingrou's tombstone was wiped clean, and after sincerely bowing three times, she took Xia Songyue and left.

Maybe it was because I was too tired from making troubles during the day, so Xia Songyue fell asleep not long after getting on the bus. Ji Shixuan supported his side face with his hands all the way so that he would not hit the glass on the side. After getting off the bus at the stop I carried him home.