After being confessed by the paranoid school grass

Yu Bin lay on the bed tossing and turning, unable to sleep.Seeing that autumn is coming, everyone else has changed into thick quilts and put on long trousers, but Yu Bin still feels a little stuffy.

Yu Bin picked up his phone and checked the time. It was already 23 o'clock, and he couldn't sleep because of the heat.

Just as Yu Bin was about to put down his phone, someone sent him a QQ message.

"are you asleep?"

It was from the "I love learning".

Study: No, what's the matter?

I love studying: no, I can't sleep and want to chat with someone.

Learning: In a bad mood?

Yu Bin felt that this person was a bit strange, but he was embarrassed to ask him directly why he was looking for him, and the two of them didn't know each other.But last time, after all, they came forward to defend themselves, and they didn't have the nerve to refuse directly.

I love studying: I am often teased at school, and I feel so uncomfortable.

Study: Is it because of the figure?

Yu Bin thought that the last time I love to learn, he said that he was a fat man, maybe he had the same difficulties as himself.

I love to study: hmm.I feel very uncomfortable.

Learning: It's okay, don't care too much about other people's eyes.Although I am often ridiculed by others, I think as long as I don't hate myself, it will be fine.

I love learning: I still want to make some changes from myself.

Learning: It’s okay, turn other people’s prejudices into your own motivation.

I love studying: But I don’t think I can persevere alone. Would you like to join me?

Yu Bin's fingers rested on the keyboard, not knowing what to answer.

Why did it suddenly involve himself while chatting? !

I love learning and saw that there was no reply for a long time, so I immediately sent a message: We supervise each other, and it is not bad for you.

Learning: what do you want to do?

I love studying: keep exercising every day.

Learning: I can supervise you, but forget it if I'm with you...

I love learning: have you ever wondered how popular you would be if you lost weight?

I love learning: Don’t you think it’s a waste that people can’t explore your talents just because of foreign trade?

I love learning: I see this as an opportunity.Give it a go and see how good you can be.

Yu Bin stared at the phone screen for a long time.

This person stayed up most of the night and poured chicken soup for the soul to someone he didn't know.

Just as Yu Bin wanted to reject this I love learning, the other party sent another message.

Study: Think about the buddy who got in with the same score as you.Why can't he give a speech and you can't?Your science grades are higher than his, and you are so willing to watch him take your place?

Learning: If you go on like this, are you ready to hand over all the opportunities that belong to you?

This sentence shocked Yu Bin all of a sudden.

How could it be possible to forget that on the first day of school, the little girl next to Yu Bin all asked Yu Bin sarcastically why he was the one on stage and not herself.There are also those black histories hanging on the confession wall, those harsh ridicules left in the comment area; the photo in the hat shop that was used as a laughing stock...

Yes, if things go on like this, even I can't save myself.

How will he gain a foothold in this society after many years, when he was laughed at by his classmates when he was 20, by his colleagues when he was 30, and by his wife when he was 40... If he keeps like this... he won't even have a wife.

Yu Bin suddenly felt so lonely.

He feels that he and other people seem to live in two worlds. The opposite world is colorful, but he cannot integrate into it; his world is black, and the words of others form a wall to block all the light in his life. up.

So scared, so lonely.

I love studying: I'll think about it again, I have to go to school tomorrow, so I'll go to bed first.

Then he stuffed the phone under the pillow and closed his eyes.The thoughts in his head were chaotic, and all were the laughter of the people around him.Countless scary smiling faces with masks stood in front of him and repeated the same sentence: Fat people have no tomorrow.

The whole night, Yu Bin was tortured by this sound until he couldn't fall asleep. It was like a paw was lightly pinching his brain.

"Brother Bin, you didn't sleep well last night? Those who didn't know thought you were beaten." Si Lang Liu Yao and Yu Bin sat in the cafeteria to eat at noon.

"Well, I didn't sleep well." Yu Bin nodded and ate in a muffled voice.

Liu Yao and Si Lang looked at each other, and their eyes communicated quickly.

"Looks like you're in a bad mood?"

"It's just that I'm in a bad mood!"

"Coax?"

"Invite him to eat meat tonight!"

"OK!"

Then at night Yu Bin followed Si Lang and Liu Yao into a roast duck restaurant for no apparent reason.

"Thirty pancakes, one roast duck, one char-grilled short rib, one honey-glazed char siu, and a glass of orange juice with ice."

Liu Yao ordered a meal and chatted with Yu Bin intentionally or unintentionally.

"It's okay, it's really okay. It's just that I didn't sleep well last night because of the heat."

"I'll just say it. Our brother Bin has such a heart, this kind of temperament, apart from not being the first in the grade, there is nothing that can make our brother Bin angry."

"Yes! And our brother Bin is the first in grade no matter where we go."

Yu Bin smiled.Although life is not as good as he imagined, there are always two good brothers who can make his life a little brighter.

After dinner, the three parted at the entrance of the roast duck restaurant, and Yu Bin walked slowly to the school alone.

I'm so full, I've eaten too much.Yu Bin touched his belly.

Ding ding! There is a message on the phone.

Shen Jia: Didn't you send me dinner pictures tonight?

Yu Bin: I ate roast duck at night...

Shen Jia: ...I order you to run from the hotel back to the dormitory.

Yu Bin: I can't run after eating too much.

Shen Jia: ...

Yu Bin returned to the dormitory, wanting to preview tomorrow's lesson again.But facing the open book for 5 minutes, he didn't think about knowledge at all.

Yu Bin sighed, closed the book and went to bed.

What lingered in his mind was all those villains with masks saying in his mind that fat people have no tomorrow, and Yu Bin felt that he was going crazy.A person looks calm, but in fact, his heart is full of turbulent waves and bloody storms.Like Yu Bin, most people live in peaceful despair.Even living a good life has already exhausted all the good temper and patience.

Yu Bin felt that there was a swamp under his feet, and if he didn't break free, he would slowly sink into it.

The villain in his head was screaming, and Yu Bin's shirt was already wet with cold sweat.

A dark night, no light, no movement.

There is a confused mind and a flustered heart.

Is it a nightmare?

No.

Are you awake?

No, because it's already crazy.

Yu Bin gulped down his saliva, he could feel his rapid breathing and witty reason gradually pulling away from his body.

"Yu Bin? Are you okay?" The roommate next to Yu Bin asked in a low voice when he heard the rapid breathing.

Yu Bin waved his hand, climbed out of bed, and walked out.

Before the access control time came, Yu Bin slipped out and began to cry under a lonely street lamp.

While there was no one around, she secretly cried out her inner pain to the night.

Yu Bin cried for about an hour and then slowly calmed down.Eyeballs washed by tears, the world has become clear.After eleven o'clock in the evening, Yu Bin found a clean place to sit down by the street lamp, and took out his mobile phone.

Learning: Are you there?

After 3 minutes, the phone rang twice.

I love to learn: ?

Learning: Didn't you ask me yesterday that I want to lose weight together, I promise you.

I love learning :!real?

Learning: Really.

I love learning: then if you promise to start, you must stick to it.

Study well.

I love learning: then the plan starts tomorrow.

Study well.what's the plan?

I love learning: go to the playground and run ten laps every day, send me screenshots of the daily kilometers, and I will send them to you for mutual supervision.

Study well.

I love studying: You should also pay attention to your diet, eat light, and be full.Photos of three meals a day are sent to each other.

Study well.

I love studying: why are you still up so late?

Learning: Nothing, just remembered it suddenly.

Study: sleep.

Chat ends here.Yu Bin put the phone back into his pocket and heaved a sigh of relief.

Now go to the dormitory manager and put yourself in it, you will be punished... Yu Bin thought for two seconds, and walked towards the school gate.

After 5 minutes.

"Your cell phone is ringing." Si Lang suddenly stopped and said to Liu Yao who was under him.

"Who is it? It's so late?" Liu Yao looked a little unhappy, took the phone and let out an annoyed hello.

"I'm at your door, open the door."

After 5 minutes, the door opened.Liu Yao and Si Lang's face and neck were flushed, and their clothes were messed up.

"What's the matter, brother? Why are you here at night?" Liu Yao found a pair of slippers for Yu Bin and pulled Yu Bin into the house.

"I nearly smashed the door down and neither of you heard me knock."

Liu Yao thought about what he was doing when Yu Bin knocked on the door just now, his face turned from red to brick red.

"Bring a night's sleep."

"Then you still go to the last time you lived..."

"I sleep downstairs." Yu Bin interrupted Liu Yao, and cast a glance at Si Lang's face.

Eye contact: I refuse to wake up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet and see the two of you coming out of the bathroom together.

Si Lang: "..."

Then Yu Bin took his seat in the guest room on the first floor, and Si Lang and Liu Yao went back to the second floor.

"Are you still here?" Si Lang asked.

"Can you hear me downstairs?" Liu Yao asked softly.

"I can't hear you. The sound insulation effect is quite good." Si Lang replied, taking off his shirt with a smirk on his face.

Turn off the lights and play.

The next morning, Silang made breakfast for the three of them, bacon fried eggs, and barbecued pork buns.

"Do you eat like this every day?" Yu Bin looked at the breakfast on the plate, it was so delicious.

"Basically, I don't know how to make things that are too complicated." Si Lang put the milk in the microwave,

"Then you two won't get fat if you eat like this?"

"I'm not fat, I don't get fat no matter what I eat, I don't know why. We both want to eat a little bit fatter. Liu Yao is too thin. It's uncomfortable to hug at night." Si Lang chattered a lot, but didn't see it at all. Yu Bin's face was pale.

Yu Bin looked at the breakfast on the plate, and there was only one fried egg left, the bacon was put into Liu Yao's bowl, and the barbecued pork bun was put into Si Lang's bowl.

"You may not believe it, but today is the first day I decided to lose weight." Then I took a photo of the lonely fried egg in the bowl and sent it to Iaixue.

"Okay, come on."

Liu Yao walked down the stairs clutching her waist, her face was full of sleepiness and exhaustion.

Yu Bin: "...I swear I won't spend the night at your house in the future. It's too cruel."

At noon, Liu Yao and Si Lang ate a large bowl of Malatang, while Yu Bin ate half a bowl of boiled vegetables.

After school in the afternoon, Yu Bin ran ten laps on the playground, not missing a lap.

It's just that his running speed is not much different from other people's walking speed.

When I went back to the dormitory at night, there was no place from head to toe that was not sore and sore. The person who was the last to learn usually fell asleep today.

I love studying: hard work.

[The author has something to say]: Last night my little friends were watching you as a group night, I can't keep up with the trend ahhh?