i really don't want to be king

"What's the matter? Nissa?" The pope took her hand, and the coffee pot poured out under her trembling hand, splashing on her beautiful skirt, leaving a large stain.

Nisha didn't realize it, she opened her eyes that were shining like shattered crystals, and stared at Alox's face motionless.

Alox's chest trembled, his blood boiled in his brain, and he blurted out: "Nisa is your name?"

The Pope finally saw something was wrong, looked at them with a frown, and asked softly, "Nissa, do you know this child?"

His voice was gentle and his smile was kind, but Nisha seemed to have been hit, her eyes were gray, and she quickly avoided Alox's sight, not daring to look any more.

"No...I don't know."

The Pope was still smiling, but his face was not so good-looking. He wiped away the fine tears from the corners of Nissa's eyes, and observed Alox again.

Lu Xi watched this scene in surprise.

Alox and Nisha are both rare and beautiful. Nisha's appearance is feminine and soft, while Alox's appearance is boyish and handsome. In fact, if you look closely, they seem to be a little similar.

While Nissa was weeping, Alox's eyes were red, his breathing fluctuated greatly, his back was straight but his muscles were tense.

He looked at Nissa with both eyes, and his voice was hoarse: "Although this is presumptuous, I would like to ask you, you..."

Nisha stood up suddenly, and hurriedly saluted the Pope: "Sorry, please allow me to step down first."

"please wait a while--"

Alox realized that this was his only chance. He didn't know when he would see this woman again next time. He must confirm the doubt in his heart!

However, Nisha didn't dare to stop at all. When Alox wanted to chase him out, Lu Xi stopped him in time.

"Calm down, this is the Holy See."

A soft voice reminded Alox of the environment he was in, and he woke up suddenly.

He is so impulsive!

However, when he saw the tearful eyes of the woman, his heart felt like it was crushed by something. When he saw the Pope's hand touching her face without any scruples, Alox's fist was about to shatter. I can't hold it anymore.

At that moment, he wanted to beat the pope's dog's head hard and tell him not to be presumptuous with his mother.

His mother, Nissa.

However, this is the Holy See!How could it be the Holy See?

When he was young, Alox also thought about his mother. Although his father told him that his mother left them because of remarriage, it was a lie not to complain, and it was a lie to say that it was not sad to be laughed at by the children of the neighbors, but he never Really hated her.

The status of women in this era is very low, and the life of ordinary women is even more difficult. Any choice a mother makes is only her own decision, if she is happy.

Occasionally, Alox would think this way, since he and his father can't keep her, let's just follow her, it's enough to live a good life, why bother to complain.But he never thought that his mother would lead such a life without dignity!

She is obviously very unhappy!

She obviously...recognized him, but she didn't dare to recognize him.

For a moment, Alox felt an extraordinarily angry force in his heart, clamoring for him to do something and destroy him.

When he came to his senses, Lu Xi had already pulled his hand forcefully, and then he clumsily followed the other's movements. Seeing Lu Xi calmly answering the pope's question, the pope's eyes gradually dispelled the doubt , and started talking with Lu Xi.

Alox couldn't listen to their conversation at all, and his mind was in a mess, as if he was in a chaotic sea. When he realized something, he found that his hands were already soaked in cold sweat.

Hands are cold, leaving only a small cluster of warmth.

Alox's thoughts slowly returned, but he felt like he was sitting on pins and needles.

Finally, the Pope stopped talking to them, smiled and asked the nuns to send them back.

Lu Xi politely refused, saying that he already remembered the way.

When he walked out of the temple and passed the garden, Alox subconsciously turned his head to look, and as he imagined, there was no one there.

There was no one around, so Lu Xi could finally feel less tense. He considered whether to ask Alox the reason why he almost lost control of his emotions.

In fact, it wasn't just Alox who lost his composure, he almost jumped, but his long-term acting ability made him look calmer.

So he still didn't hold back, and asked insincerely.

"She's my...mother."

Alox has nothing to hide, and he feels that he doesn't need to hide it. Today, he can be said to have complete trust in Lu Xi, and he doesn't have to worry about being rejected, looked down upon, and even has a strong sense of security.But I didn't expect how much impact it would bring to the other party.

With a cracked expression on his face, Lu Xi felt that he might have heard wrong.

"what did you just say?"

Without suspicion, without possibility, just affirm it? !

Don't be scary! ! !

Didn't Alox's mother remarry?Why does it appear in the Holy See, and the relationship with the Pope is very ambiguous?

"She's my mother, I'm sure of that."

Alox's words gave Lu Xi the final blow.

dying.

Why is the development of the plot different from the original text?

Alox didn't notice Lu Xi's shocked expression, and told him what happened in a low voice.

Probably Alox had always thought that his mother had remarried, but only recently learned that his mother's disappearance was related to the Holy See.

In this way, isn't the Holy See equivalent to robbing women from the people?

The main contradiction in the original book is the oppression of the nobles and the common people, but it does not involve the Holy See!

What went wrong?

It's no wonder that Alox is so out of control, he will stand up in the face of civilians being humiliated, let alone this is his biological mother.

Lu Xi didn't know what words to use to comfort Alox, the language was too weak at this moment.

If this happened to him, he would not be able to tolerate it!

So Lu Xi didn't say anything, just walked silently with Alox.

He did not choose to use the carriage, and after giving Lamov a look, the latter wisely stopped following.

The streets are as bustling as ever. This is the busiest commercial street in the city-state. There are countless shops, and there are many richly dressed nobles coming and going.

When passing by a shop, Alox suddenly stopped.

"wait for me."

He went to a store and bought candy for Lucy.

"Eating sugar makes you feel better."

"Ah... yes!"

Lu Xi picked his favorite fruit-flavored candies, but unfortunately, the delicious candies he enjoyed so much in the past couldn't make him feel better.

"Although it is a bit expensive, the taste is really good."

Lucy grumbled in response.

Seeing that he didn't react much, Alox then said in a complimenting tone: "I mean, your taste is even better."

Lu Xi froze for a moment before realizing that Alox was trying his best to adjust the atmosphere.

He was silent for a moment, and couldn't help but have a sore nose, what kind of heart-warming little angel is Alox!

Obviously he was the one who suffered the misfortune, yet he comforted him instead!

In an instant, the guilt of the explosion almost overwhelmed him.

He is so useless!

He can no longer do nothing like this, eating and drinking, he also has to work hard for this country!

If you can't change your destiny, face it bravely.

"You will definitely change the status quo!" So don't be discouraged and don't give up.

"I know." Alox said, showing a tough smile.

He never intended to give up, no matter how bad the situation was.

Seeing Alrox with renewed fighting spirit, Lu Xi can finally leave in a carriage with confidence.

Alox, who watched the carriage go away, couldn't hold back a smile anymore.

He lowered his eyes, and his long eyelashes cast a thick shadow on his face.

The demon appeared from the black robe and whispered, "Do you want to consider what I said?"

In the dormitory of the Bright Holy See, Nisha, who has gone back and forth, is enjoying mellow coffee with the Pope.

"The things in the world are really..." She showed an intoxicated expression, and thought of a suitable word, "I won't get tired of drinking for a long time."

The pope tasted it slowly: "That's only because you stayed in the holy pool for too long."

"That's right," Nissa laughed without hesitation. "How can an angel without a body taste such delicious food? Speaking of which, I should thank that child for giving me the opportunity to descend into the world."

"Compared to this, what surprised me even more is that your performance is no worse than the actors in the opera house." The Pope did not hesitate to praise.

"The body connected by blood will react naturally. I think I am more noble than those rotten humans in the opera house. Are you offending the angels, Mr. Pope?"

The pope smiled and said nothing.

The angel slowly sat up, and suddenly sighed: "Suddenly I feel bored, and he will eventually follow the path you arranged for him. The script has no surprises."

"You shouldn't doubt God's will."

The angel didn't refute this time.

The Pope laughed slowly, and he raised his glass to the void: "Look forward to it, I want him to feel the darkness and enjoy it."