Be first and do both

Su Tang still rushed back on the weekend.

Although it was a weekend, their holiday was strictly speaking only half a day, so when Su Tang was asking for leave, the teacher asked him to fill in a form. After thinking for a while, he wrote down the reason why his family was sick.

No one picked him up, just like when he first came to Hong Kong City.

When he arrived at the hospital, there was only Chen Tianyou in the ward. He asked the nurse that Chen He had gone to another floor to get the test results, so he stayed at the door and waited for Chen He to come back.Looking into the ward through the narrow glass window, Chen Tianyou was lying on the bed with no strength, Su Tang felt unspeakably uncomfortable.

One is that it is difficult for a tall and strong man to suddenly become ill like this, and the other is that he thinks about Chen He.How uncomfortable Chen He must be...

Chen Tianyou in the ward didn't see Su Tang. He wanted to hold the water cup, but his hand lost all strength, and the thermos cup fell heavily on the ground.

Seeing that Chen Tianyou was about to bend down to pick it up, Su Tang immediately rushed in.

He picked up the water glass and put it on the table, turned around again to find the warm water that Chen He had dried for Chen Tianyou, and poured it into the glass.

There wasn't much water spilled on the ground, so Su Tang took out two paper towels and leaned down to wipe it off.

"Did Chen He tell you?" Chen Tianyou was not surprised by Su Tang's sudden appearance, he held his cup and smiled at Su Tang.

"I asked." Su Tang said with lowered eyes.

He just stood beside Chen Tianyou's bed blankly, and after a while he said, "Didn't you ever think about telling me..."

It wasn't because he felt nothing to do with Su Tang that he didn't hide it from him, but because he felt sorry for him and didn't tell him because he was afraid that it would affect his study...Su Tang pouted sadly. Careful protection.

"Chen He, that little idiot, doesn't follow me at all," Chen Tianyou said with a dry smile, "I'm fine, it's him who made me look serious, but there's really no need for you to run back..."

"Uncle..." Su Tang frowned, interrupting Chen Tianyou with red eyes.

"Hey, why are you still crying? Don't cry. I haven't coaxed Chen He to cry since he was three years old!" Chen Tianyou groaned, looking at Su Tang, he didn't know what to say.

"I don't cry, I don't cry," Su Tang covered his eyes and shook his head desperately. He knew that it was very ignorant to cry here at this time, but he just couldn't help it, "I... .I went outside and cried..."

Chen Tianyou quickly stopped him, "Okay, okay, just cry here, you go outside and cry, Chen He thought I bullied you when he came back!"

"How come..." Su Tang wiped his face and said.

Chen He took the test results, went upstairs to the medical office, and let Chen Tianyou's attending doctor see it.He didn't particularly understand what the doctor said, but fortunately he had a good memory, and he could slowly look up the meaning of those particularly professional words by jotting it down in his notebook.

When passing by the nurse station, the sister nurse who has been familiar with Chen He for the past few days greeted Chen He, "Your brother is here, and he is talking with your father!"

younger brother?

Chen He responded.

It's Su Tang, Su Tang is back!

He strode towards the ward, and saw Su Tang sitting beside Chen Tianyou talking with Chen Tianyou at the door, his nose was a little sore.

He didn't expect that his longing for Su Tang would burst out the moment he saw him.

They separated for more than a month. During this period, they were lucky enough to be able to play a video.But most of the time their jet lags are not matched. Sometimes Chen He thinks about talking to Su Tang during his break time, but he can't remember when he is busy.He even missed Su Tang's birthday.

It's just a birthday, it seems like nothing, but Chen He knows what he missed.

He fulfilled his responsibility and filial piety, but failed Su Tang's full expectations.

Maybe the former is the most important in anyone's eyes, but for Chen He, he didn't take care of both, so he feels very guilty.

Through the glass window, he watched Su Tang holding back his sadness and chatting with Chen Tianyou, and seeing Su Tang exerting all his strength to act naturally, he especially wanted to rush in and hug Su Tang.

Su Tang felt a hot gaze on him, he raised his head and saw Chen He at the door.

It's strange, they only separated for more than a month, but it seems as long as more than a year.When we saw each other, all kinds of emotions surged up, and the crazy impulse in my heart didn't look like it had only been separated for a month.

It turned out that they thought the parting was quite easy, but now that they are seeing each other again, they recall all the hardships in the past.

Chen He let out a sigh of relief, opened the door and came in, pretending to be calm and authentic: "What are you talking about?"

"Su Tang told me the story of the teacher in their studio who failed to get into the Academy of Fine Arts after taking the exam for three years." Chen Tianyou said.

Chen He nodded, "It may be that there is no fate with the Academy of Fine Arts. Su Tang is different. Su Tang has enough fate, and he will definitely be admitted."

Su Tang glanced at Chen He, but said nothing.

After a while, the nurse came to change Chen Tianyou's fluid, and Chen Tianyou drove them both out of the ward, and asked Chen He to take Su Tang to eat something, saying that Su Tang finally lost weight and lost weight during the Chinese New Year.

Chen He took the order to take Su Tang out, but Su Tang walked into the elevator room and did not press the elevator, but turned to the fire escape.

"You were here to video chat with me before?" Su Tang opened the door and went in, looked inside, then turned to ask Chen He.

Chen He nodded.

Su Tang smiled, and said casually, "Uncle told me just now that you want to go to a medical university?"

"That's all I said." Chen He also smiled, scratching his hair.

"You said that I have a relationship with the Academy of Fine Arts, what about you?" Su Tang stared into Chen He's eyes and asked.

Chen He stared at him blankly, and after a while, he turned his head away a little dejectedly, and sat on the stairs.

"Su Tang, do you know that since I was a child, I have always been able to easily achieve some seemingly glorious small goals, such as taking the first place in the exam. Later, I always made it harder for myself, such as running bars and Internet cafes, such as letting those gangsters Stay away from me, in fact, what I do is okay. I feel that this is the only way I will be in this life, and it goes smoothly, which is very good."

"As a result, my dad directly disillusioned these good wishes of mine. I was in the hospital every day, listening to the doctor say words that I had never heard before, and trying to see the ghostly symbols on the medical records. The nurse said how to take care of me. I don’t dare to leave a single word of the patient in my heart, and I go back and forth in my head every day, which is more familiar than the vocabulary of the college entrance examination. But I still feel that I am useless.”

"It's very useless, just like the useless feeling when I lost Qin Yu. I feel this way again now."

Chen He bowed his head very low, and his voice gradually dropped.

Su Tang raised his hand to pull Chen He up, then hugged him.

Chen He's head rested on Su Tang's stomach, trembling uncontrollably.

Su Tang knew that Chen He was afraid that one day he would lose his father like Qin Yu.

"I said that I want to study medicine, and I just want to listen to the doctor's words in the future. I can understand everything, and I can know it very well." Chen He hugged Su Tang's waist tightly, and said in a hoarse voice.

Su Tang closed his eyes, nodded his head gently, and gently moved his hands along Chen He's neck to comfort him.

Su Tang's leave was only two days, and it was almost time to go to the station. Su Tang asked Chen He outside the ward when he planned to go back to school.

"Hurry up, after October [-]st, I'll hire a nurse for brother Chen, and I'll just come and accompany him at night." Chen He said.

Su Tang nodded, pushed open the door of the ward, and said goodbye to Chen Tianyou.

"Huh? Are you leaving?" Chen Tianyou put down the document, looked at Su Tang, the corners of his mouth trembled, as if he wanted to laugh but didn't have the energy to do so.

"Yes, I'm going back..." Su Tang said, opening his mouth, wanting to say something, but didn't know what to say.

"Go back to the training camp with peace of mind. I'm fine." Chen Tianyou looked at Su Tang with soft eyes, "It's you, who seems to be thinner than me. The training camp is so tiring. You should eat more. The season is about to change. Your immunity is low." is going to be sick."

"I see... Uncle." Su Tang nodded, clenching the hands on both sides of his body tightly.

"Good boy, go, we can chat in groups when we are not busy!" Chen Tianyou said.

Su Tang stood there for a while, raised his head and looked at Chen Tianyou: "Can I... give you a hug?"

"I've never hugged my father, I just want to hug you..." Su Tang said incoherently.

Chen Tianyou opened his arms, Su Tang leaned over and hugged Chen Tianyou gently.

Chen Tianyou really lost a lot of weight, it felt like the skin was hugging the bones, Su Tang didn't dare to use force, but Chen Tianyou hugged him vigorously.

"If you were my son, I would probably worry less," Chen Tianyou whispered in his ear, "I'm taking care of myself by myself outside, and my uncle is waiting for you at home."

Su Tang nodded heavily.

Coming out of the ward, Chen He sent Su Tang away.Walking to the elevator, Su Tang told Chen He to stop.

"Don't see me off, I'll go to the station by myself." Su Tang said.

Chen He looked at Su Tang, and then took out a small brocade box from his pocket, "I ordered this when I was in Yunnan. I got it before your birthday, but I forgot... Although this The circumstances and timing are not right, but I still want to give you, belated, birthday present."

Su Tang took it, opened it, and there was a pair of platinum rings lying quietly inside the brocade box.

"I want to paint, but I don't want to wear it..." Su Tang was stunned, and murmured after a while.

"Me too, I work every day." Chen He smiled, closed the box and stuffed it into Su Tang's hands, "You keep it first, and we'll find another particularly good time to wear it."

Su Tang clutched the small box and responded with a sound.

Chen He's nasal cavity was sore, he tilted his head and kissed the corner of Su Tang's mouth lightly.

"Let's go, Su Xiaotang, pay attention to safety on the road."

remember to miss me.

You don’t have to think about me too many times a day, just once in the morning, lunch and dinner, and just once before going to bed.

But I won't tell you, I think about you all the time.

The author has something to say: Here I am, the writing is almost at the end, and the countdown to the end has begun.Such is life, but the two of them are definitely sweet.