then spring comes

Sometimes I also try my best to sort out my relationship with Jiao Yang.He spends time and energy every day caring for me like a big brother, maybe he likes me?Or at least it doesn't bother him to get along with me, he is willing to stay with me, but he keeps a safe distance from me as a friend, which means that he doesn't like me much, or he just wants to play with me?Anyway, the remaining energy and time of a middle-aged man outside of family work is worthless, and it would be a waste if not used. In this case, he simply plays with me to pass the time, hanging me like a cat and puppy, and I obviously It is easier and more fun than kittens and puppies.Or is he having a mid-life crisis, yearning for my youth and innocence?But obviously I'm not very young anymore, I'm almost thirty, I have a child and a family, if he likes youthful and beautiful ones, he can find younger ones, just because of his appearance, there is no shortage of young and beautiful girls to like he.What on earth could he want from me?Can't figure it out.As for me, I am nostalgic for getting warmth and care from him, relying on his maturity and stability, I trust him and rely on him, but how can he be someone I can rely on?What can I rely on him for?

This kind of relationship sometimes makes me very upset and tired. I lose my temper with him and ignore him for a few days, but it doesn’t work. He always continues to get along with me as if nothing happened. So I After a few days, we reconciled with him again, and we maintained a relationship closer than friends than lovers.Sometimes I reassure myself: It’s not bad to maintain such a relationship with him for a long time. Anyway, there is a person who cares about you and loves you, who cares about you and loves you. From time to time, I will invite you to eat delicious food and take you to have fun, isn't it good?Is it really a good thing that the pie in the sky has happened to me?Then have fun!

I remember one day when I saw the host interview a couple of elderly scientists on TV. They were so affectionate. In the eyes of the old gentleman, his white-haired wife was as cute as a shy little girl. He was elegant He asked her to dance, just like the first time he saw her, she was still the treasure in his palm, kept tightly in his hands all the time, their words and deeds were full of tacit understanding and love, really The white-headed mandarin ducks fly together.After watching it, I was deeply moved, and suddenly wondered if the relationship between Jiao Yang and his lover is also the same?They must be very affectionate, otherwise he wouldn't face me, a confidante, and try his best to maintain a pure friendship for two years.That night I talked to him about the TV interview I saw that day, and wished him and his sister-in-law the same in the future, to be truly affectionate and grow old together.Through the long telephone line, he could feel his contemplation and silence on the other end of the line.I think that's how our relationship has always been.That's all, and that's fine.But as the Greek philosopher Heraclitus said: The only constant in the world is change.Nothing is set in stone, like our relationship.

One day at the end of April 2007, Jiao Yang said: "Recently, there are a lot of things at work at work. I am too busy and tired, and I am upset." I happened to go back to Luoyang in those few days, so I went back to him: If I have time, I will treat you to dinner and reward you !As soon as he heard that I was in Luoyang, he was very happy: "Wait for me, I will invite you when I am done with the work at hand." He came over the next afternoon, and after picking me up, he asked me, "Where do you want to go? This afternoon, brother." I will leave it to you, let you order me, and I will be your full-time driver!" I thought about it carefully and said: "When I was shopping for vegetables this morning, I saw some cherries in the morning market, and now it is the right time The season when the cherries are ripe, why don't we go to Cherry Valley, where we can relax and pick cherries, the best of both worlds!" "Okay, that's a good idea, let's go!" Jiao Yang came again on the road: "Let me tell you a joke!" I laughed at him with my eyes and said, "You can tell it, but I won't laugh if it's not funny!" He said with a guarantee: "I just saw this, but it's funny, keep it You laugh, I started. It is said that Xiao Ming has a girlfriend who is very thin, but Xiao Ming prefers plump girls, so Xiao Ming asked the girl: Are your breasts big? The girl said: Very big. Xiao Ming Said: How big is it? The girl said: It’s as big as a steamed bun! Xiao Ming was very happy when he heard that, so he happily married the girl, but on the night of the wedding, Xiao Ming was dumbfounded and complained to the girl: You are not lying, you see Have you ever seen such a small steamed bun? The girl plausibly said: I have seen it, Wangzai’s small steamed bun!” “Hahaha~~” After he finished speaking, I really couldn’t help laughing, it’s not that he is slightly How funny is the little yellow joke, but because of his joke, I thought of a thin female classmate in the dormitory. I thought Wangzai’s little steamed bun was really a good description. After laughing, I criticized him and said: " You men are really boring, it’s too mean to make fun of other girls’ sad things!” Jiao Yang said with a smile: “It’s okay for you to be young, but let’s talk about it?” I suddenly felt that he was taking the opportunity to mock me ?He turned around and turned to him who was driving the car and said, "Okay, are you taking this opportunity to laugh at me?" Jiao Yang's eyes were crooked, and he said teasingly, "Sister, who dares to laugh at you!" Angry, he stared at him and pursed his lips and said word by word: "Huh, I'm not afraid of being sarcastic, because I'm not Wangzi's little mantou!" It's just a joke!" After finishing speaking, he laughed again with a "puchi", and said he was not joking me?You are obviously making fun of me!I was so annoyed that I turned my head away and ignored him!

At the end of April, the cherries have begun to turn red. After a year of renovations, the appearance of Cherry Valley has been greatly improved. The original muddy path has become a neat gravel road, and the two sides of the valley are also covered with soft iron bridges. After connecting, Jiao Yang walked in front of the bridge. When I got to the middle of the bridge, he swayed vigorously on the other side of the bridge. I held on to the rope and looked at him angrily and anxiously. He saw my distressed appearance. I laughed happily.

After crossing the valley, we went straight to the biggest cherry orchard.Jiao Yang reached out and picked a cherry on my head, held it in front of me and said, "Look at how big this cherry is!" When I saw it, I really said, "Really, I haven't seen such a big cherry before." Who knows He went on to say: "It's really big, like a steamed bun!" The latter sentence made me so angry that I thought of the time he made fun of me just now, isn't he still making fun of me now?I couldn't be more angry, and in my mind, he is so familiar with me, he is an old friend, just like a male girlfriend, I didn't think much about it at all, I just looked around and saw that there was no one around, so I beckoned to him He beckoned and said, "I'm not Wangzi Xiaomantou, come here and prove it to you, so that you won't make fun of me with this in the future!" I jumped off the cherry tree, leaned towards him, puffed out my chest, and pulled away a little. Touch the sweater collar on my chest, so he saw that I was wearing a pink bra under the black sweater. Maybe it was because of sweating while walking. My snow-white chest was flushed, full and firm, standing tall, like two cute The big white rabbit is lying there peacefully and beautifully!Giving him just one look, I giggled and ran into the depths of the cherry orchard, picking only the biggest and reddest cherries, while not forgetting to feast on them.

What I didn't expect was that my heartless, subconscious, insignificant little action was like breaking through an ant's nest that broke through a thousand-mile levee, and completely captured the protective levee that Jiao Yang thought was impenetrable and unbreakable!He was stunned for a moment, looking embarrassed and restless, a little flustered, and his steps were no longer as confident and stable as before. When he looked at me, he didn't know where to put his eyes, and he followed me slowly, with a look on his face. Look preoccupied.I didn't expect this small action to have such an effect, and I couldn't help snickering in my heart: Well, let's see if you dare to laugh at me!But it would be boring for him to embarrass me all the time. In order to eliminate the embarrassment, I pretended that nothing had happened, and walked briskly among the green trees and red fruits.When going up a steep hill, Jiao Yang stretched his legs and went up easily. He turned around and stretched out his hand towards me with a smile.In fact, although we have known each other for almost three years now, I have never even touched his hair, I don't want to have too obvious intimate contact with him, and act like I am not to be outdone: "Get out of the way, this girl herself I can go up!" I backed up a few steps, leaving a distance for the run-up, and ran up as soon as I accelerated, and he shook his head with a smile: "I'm not convinced because I'm short, so I'm trying to be brave!" I rolled my eyes at him: "Relying on yourself You bully people with long legs! But I think your height is not good, I guess it is not 1.8 meters four in fact!" He yelled and walked up to me: "Come on, let's compare, your 1.6 meters big living person is Reference object!" I was very angry, and I just argued with him: "Don't slander me, I am one meter tall!" He got closer to me, so close that I could feel his warm breath blowing on my face , I looked up and met his dark eyes staring at me hotly, I blushed all of a sudden, turned around and walked away.I pretended to be calm and chatted with him while walking: "How tall is my sister-in-law?" He said: "1.7 meters [-], a standard figure!" His tone was full of pride and pride, and I stuck out my tongue at him: "Cut!" Although The mouth expresses disdain, but the heart is full of envy and jealousy!

Maybe it's because this year's spring is relatively cold and the cherries ripen late, so there are not many tourists who come to pick them. We can only hear the noise of tourists in the orchard, but we can't see the tourists picking them.After walking through the orchard for a while, I was a little tired, so I sat on the branch of the largest cherry tree to rest, while swinging my legs leisurely, while picking up big cherries to eat, Jiao Yang looked at me and shook his head: "Look at you This image is too unladylike!" I pouted angrily, "You're always picking on me, and I don't like everything! What's wrong with being a lady, I'm just like this!" I leaned against the cherry tree, give him a back.Although I seem to be sitting here contentedly, my heart is pounding, and standing behind him, I don't know what kind of nerves he is going through, and I feel like a light is on my back.The cool mountain wind was blowing, I reached out to wipe the sweat on my forehead, it felt like it had been a long time, Jiao Yang turned to me silently, looked at me frowning, and said: "Don't move!" I wiped the corner of my mouth with my hand, and then showed me the purple cherry juice on his hand. I gave him a sad look, and secretly hated myself: "What's going on today, I deliberately ran in front of him to make a fool of myself." Why? Why are you so stupid? You really don’t pay attention to your image, you’re so unladylike!” He was standing so close to me that his fingers stained with cherry juice were right next to my ear, and I wanted to avoid him , but I felt that it would be embarrassing to jump off the tree suddenly and escape. Instead, it seemed that I had a ghost in my heart, so I just sat there bravely. Who knew that after a while, Jiao Yang suddenly took a step forward, tightly He hugged me sitting on the cherry tree, before I could react, he had already panted fiercely and lowered his head to kiss my lips that were still stained with cherry juice.