little stutter

Cheng Xin and Xu Junshang sat under the basketball hoop to watch them shoot. The physical education teacher came over and said, "Cheng Xin."

Cheng Xin didn't even stand up, but raised his head and said in a bad tone, "What are you doing?".

The physical education teacher didn't care too much, just stood in front of him with his hips crossed: "You think about joining the school's basketball team." Risheng's basketball team has only improved in the past two years, and it can compete with other schools in the city for the top four. He is strong, but it is not easy to win the championship, so the school team has been recruiting talents. Cheng Xin is a hard iron, and the physical education teacher has kicked it several times, but he still does not give up.

Cheng Xin didn't even want to refuse directly: "No!"

The physical education teacher said, "Why not? Just because Wu Zhiyuan is on the basketball team?" Wu Zhiyuan was the guy who provoked Cheng Xin.

"With him without me, with me without him!" Cheng Xin replied.

The physical education teacher said: "Are you so fussy about such personal grievances, are you still a man?" Wu Zhiyuan is not as good as Cheng Xin in playing basketball, but he is a basketball player, so he must be allowed to go to the school team.

Cheng Xin went straight back to the physical education teacher: "You don't look like a man like a mother-in-law. I don't want to go, I just hate that guy. You don't want the basketball team to be famous every day, so you better not let me go."

The basketball in Chen Xin's hand flew out, missed the basket, and hit the physical education teacher's back. Chen Xin was so frightened that her face turned pale, and she quickly ran over and bowed to apologize: "Yes, I'm sorry, old, teacher."

Cheng Xin grabbed the ball in his hands, stood up, and put one hand on top of Chen Xin's head to comfort him: "You didn't do it on purpose, Mr. Teacher has a lot of people, so he definitely won't care about it."

The physical education teacher took a look at Chen Xin and said, "It's okay. You really don't want to think about it? If you can get a good ranking in the competition, I can consider canceling your punishment with the school."

Cheng Xin said angrily: "No, it's free!"

The physical education teacher still didn't give up: "When did you change your mind, you can come to me anytime."

Cheng Xin ignored him and handed the basketball to Chen Xin: "Okay, let's continue."

Chen Xin took it silently, turned around and continued to shoot, and saw Cheng Xin during the shooting gap. He is so good at basketball, why did he refuse to go to the school team?It can be seen that he is very good at playing, and he should also like it very much.

Chen Xin has always wanted to find an opportunity to ask Xu Junshang the specific reason why Cheng Xin was demerited, but he didn't find a chance, because Cheng Xin was everywhere with Xu Junshang, and he couldn't ask Cheng Xin the reason face to face.

Chen Xin planned to ask some questions during dinner, but when he was eating, he just sat down when he heard someone say, "Is there no one here?"

He looked up and saw Zhang Yihui standing next to him holding a plate. He turned his head and looked around, but he didn't find any figures of Cheng Xin, so he said, "No."

Zhang Yihui sat down happily: "You also like potatoes?"

Chen Xin glanced at the fried shredded potatoes on the dinner plate, and nodded. In fact, he either likes to eat shredded potatoes, or the shredded potatoes are cheap, and he eats them as a vegetarian dish, but he doesn't bother to explain.

Zhang Yihui was not dissuaded by Chen Xin's indifference, and began to ask about the teaching progress of their class, and Chen Xin gave a brief answer.He began to talk about the scope of the monthly exam again.While talking, a dinner plate was placed heavily in front of Chen Xin, and a voice said: "What topic is so happy to talk about, let's share it together."

Chen Xin looked up and saw Cheng Xin standing opposite him, with an uneasy expression on his face, as if he had lost money, and he said, "No, it's nothing, I'll just learn about my studies."

This sentence was originally an answer to Cheng Xin's question, but it blocked Cheng Xin to death. Cheng Xin suddenly realized a problem: Chen Xin and Zhang Yihui are people in the same world, and the only intersection with him is their name. Just close.This cognition made him feel as if a piece of his heart had been hollowed out, very empty and inexplicably flustered.

Cao Ji put down the dinner plate and glanced at Zhang Yihui: "The leader of Class [-] and our Class [-] are eating together. Who is the traitor?"

Zhang Yihui was eating, and when he heard what Cao Ji said, he looked up a little funny: "We don't seem to be enemies. As for exaggerating?"

Cheng Xin suddenly picked up his dinner plate and said, "We are the ones disturbing them, let's go." Then he left.Chen Xin was left to watch him leave in astonishment, completely unaware of what happened.

Cao Ji looked confused again: "What's going on? Why did Chen Xin have dinner with Zhang Yihui? What's your holiday with Zhang Yihui?" A boy like Zhang Yihui who was the first in the whole grade, good-looking, and outstanding in all aspects , for boys of the same age, that is a public enemy, so almost no one does not know him.

Cao Jichao's younger brother rolled his eyes, and said, "Things of a feather flock together, and people are divided into groups. Of course a top student will be confused with a top student. Let's stay aside."

Cao Ji was originally mocking Chen Xin, but he accidentally poked Cheng Xin's scar. He didn't speak, but his face was darker than the bottom of the pot.Xu Junshang said: "Brother Xin, there are vacant seats here, let's sit here."

Cheng Xin didn't stop, he took a bite of his uneaten meal, walked to the trash can, and dumped it all in. Several partners were dumbfounded: "Brother Xin, what's wrong?"Cao Ji also said: "There are still so many ribs, don't waste them if you don't eat them, you can give them to me."

Cheng Xin ignored him, just said: "I'm not hungry, let's go first." Then he left alone, and before he left, he glanced in Chen Xin's direction. Chen Xin was lowering his head and concentrating on eating, while Zhang Yihui was still talking.

Cao Ji asked again: "What happened to Brother Xin?"

Xu Junshang knew that Cheng Xin was in a bad mood, and he had been like this since he played basketball. He was supposed to accompany Cheng Xin, but he was hungry after physical education class, and food was more important than friendship at the moment, so he abandoned his friends and took refuge in food . "Let's eat first, and we'll talk about it later."

After eating, Xu Junshang did not find Cheng Xin in the dormitory, nor in the classroom. He thought for a while, and climbed up to the roof of the dormitory. Cheng Xin was sitting on the ground leaning against the fence and smoking.Xu Junshang walked over: "Brother Jun confiscated them all, where did the cigarettes come from?"

Cheng Xin took a puff of cigarette before saying, "Smuggled in." He held the half-lit cigarette between two slender and beautiful fingers, stared at a certain place on the ground, and fell into a daze. There was no wind, and the white smoke slowly Floating, covering his face, making him look a bit decadent.

The so-called smuggling is brought in by small shop owners outside the school. The students can’t get out, but people from outside can come in. Some bosses can do business and sneak into the school to sell things. After a long time, everyone knows that Channels, will go to buy food and even prohibited items, such as cigarettes.

Xu Junshang stretched out his hand to Cheng Xin: "Give me one."

Cheng Xin took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket and threw it over. Xu Junshang caught it and took out one to light it. The action was like an old smoker. He took a puff and exhaled into the air, saying: Are you hungry?" Cheng Xin played ball with all his strength, it was impossible not to be hungry.

"Junshang, what do you think I can do in the future?" Cheng Xin didn't answer his question, but asked such a sentence suddenly.

Xu Junshang was a little surprised, he scratched his head: "Here, he should inherit your father's company." Cheng Xin's family is in business, and the family business is not small, so Cheng Xin is considered a rich second generation, and he is also a typical The rich second generation who are ignorant and ignorant.

Cheng Xin, the rich second generation who is ignorant and inexperienced, has one merit. He is not arrogant, thinks that he is omnipotent, and thinks that everything can be done with money, so at this moment he has a wry smile on his face. : "Do you think I can handle it?"

Xu Junshang said with some uncertainty: "It's definitely not possible now, but when the time comes, learn, it should be possible."

Cheng Xin held a cigarette and looked up at the sky. It was raining a little today, and the sky was dark and gloomy. It seemed that his mood at the moment was shrouded in a layer of dark clouds, and he couldn't relax, couldn't be clear: "Didn't I ask you two days ago? What is your dream? You all have dreams, even if they are a little unrealistic, but I don’t. I don’t know what I want to do, what is my future life plan, I just want to be a monk for a day and hit the clock for a day, just muddling along. Think carefully Think, what is the point of my life?"

Xu Junshang trembled nervously, and the cigarette in his mouth fell to the ground. He hurriedly grabbed Cheng Xin's arm: "Brother Xin, don't be too hard on yourself."

Cheng Xin turned to look at him, and after a while, he suddenly smiled: "You don't think I'm going to commit suicide, do you? Don't worry, although I didn't think about what I would do in the future, I didn't think that I was going to die. There are still many things worth remembering.”

Xu Junshang breathed a sigh of relief: "That's good."

Cheng Xin raised his hand and scratched his cheek: "What do you think is the chance of becoming a top student if I start working hard now?"

Xu Junshang picked up the pack of cigarettes for the second time, and was about to light another one. Hearing this, his hand shook, and the cigarette he had just drawn fell to the ground again. Xu Junshang looked down at the two cigarettes on the ground, a little dumbfounded , what happened to brother Xin?Did what Cao Ji said during dinner today irritated him?Well, if you suddenly want to be a top student, it has something to do with Chen Xin. Chen Xin has such a great influence on Brother Xin?Xu Junshang hasn't cleared up his thoughts yet, so he never answered Cheng Xin.

Cheng Xin waited for a long time but did not get an answer, so he smiled and said, "Haha, I'm just dreaming."

Xu Junshang came back to his senses: "Actually, it's not necessarily true. Brother Xin, your previous grades were pretty good. However, based on your current foundation, I'm afraid you won't be able to become a top student in the short term. You might be able to spend more time."

Cheng Xin looked at Xu Junshang seriously, and found that the expression on his face was very serious, and it didn't look like he was joking.Xu Junshang licked his lips, and asked cautiously: "Brother Xin, why do you suddenly want to become a top student?" Xu Junshang's gossip was as strong as most people's, so he didn't hold back and asked.

Cheng Xin was stunned for a moment, then laughed: "I'm joking with you, what am I to do as a top student, a top student can do what he says? If you have the time, why don't you sleep more?" Turn your head away, as if to cover up something.

Among the four of them, Cheng Xin's grades are the worst, Cao Jiyou's grades are the best, within the top [-] in the whole grade, Xu Junshang is next, he is in the middle of the whole grade, Cao Ji is around the bottom [-], Cheng Xin is the bottom of the whole grade.If he can counterattack and become a top student, it will be a myth for Risheng and even their city A.

Xu Junshang never cared whether his friend's grades were good or bad, and whether he wanted to study or not, but since Cheng Xin talked to this point by himself, he couldn't help but take the opportunity to persuade him: "If brother Xin wants to study, I'm still very happy. Maybe we can go to college together in the same city.”

Speaking of going to university in the same city, Xu Junshang wanted to go to Beijing Film Academy. Cheng Xin knew that his poor grades would make it impossible for him to go to university, unless the family spent money and gave him some kind of private school that he could go to if he had money. University, they can also study in a city.But according to his father, he should be sent abroad before he graduates. He is said to be studying abroad, but he is actually going to be gilded, so that he can stop the mouths of his subordinates in the company. After all, foreign monks can chant scriptures. .

Cheng Xin couldn't help but think of Chen Xin, he would probably be able to take the university entrance examination in Beijing, and he was in the same city as Junshang.Thinking of this, Cheng Xin shook his head, looking good, wondering what that little stutterer was doing, and what did he have to do with him where he went to school.But today I saw him chatting so passionately with Zhang Yihui, their world was beyond his reach, this naked sense of gap made Cheng Xin feel inferior for the first time that he didn't even want to admit, even though he resisted it with anger at the time An inferiority complex, but it cannot be denied that it existed.

Chen Xin, this little stammer, made him feel anxious for the first time, realizing the gap between himself and him, which upset Cheng Xin.What disturbed him even more was that they were tablemates and roommates who were dragged by Fang Junsheng. They had nothing to do with each other. Why would he get angry and even feel uncomfortable seeing Xiao Jie getting close to others? ?Is this normal?