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Chen Xin finished his lunch with mixed feelings in his heart. He didn't know if his level was out of order.Both Cheng Xin's mother and son praised the food, but I don't know if it was out of politeness.

After dinner, Sun Rulan wanted to wash the dishes, how dare Chen Xin let the elders do the dishes, so she rushed to do it.Cheng Xin looked at her boyfriend trembling and felt very distressed, but he couldn't comfort her in front of his mother, so he could only grab the task of peeling fruit and serve Chen Xin.

Chen Xin finished washing the dishes, made a decision, and returned to the living room. He said to Cheng Xin's mother and son, "Cheng Xin, auntie is here. I, I'm going back to school first."

Cheng Xin knew that his mother couldn't take care of him, not to mention she didn't know how to cook, she couldn't do things like taking a bath, but she also knew that Chen Xin was in such a state of embarrassment that he was dying, so he didn't keep him. The apple was handed to him: "Eat some fruit and go back."

Chen Xin saw that Cheng Xin had peeled off one-third of the apple, and knew that it was hard to get. After eating two pieces, she got up and left: "Auntie, then, I'll go first."

"Okay, you go slowly." Sun Rulan stood up and sent Chen Xin out.

Cheng Xin said from behind: "Be careful on the road, and call me when you get to school."

Chen Xin nodded and closed the door.

Sun Rulan came back and sat on the sofa: "Tell me what's going on?"

Cheng Xin pretended to be stupid: "What's going on? Did you say you were injured?"

Sun Rulan shook her head in the direction of the door: "It's Chen Xin, what is your relationship with him?"

Cheng Xin said, "What does it matter? Good friend." He hasn't discussed it with Chen Xin yet, so he can't just come out so directly, even if his mother finds out, it won't matter.

Sun Rulan was not confused by her son's sloppy eyes: "Xinxin, although my mother has not lived with you for a long time, you are my son after all, and I know you well. You will not keep friends with an ordinary friend. Such an intimate relationship."

Cheng Xin looked at his mother and smiled innocently: "Aren't all good friends like this? Help each other and take care of each other when needed."

Sun Rulan's eyes were sharp: "Don't hide it for me. You share cups and toothpaste with others, wash your clothes together, mix the clothes in the closet, and even sleep in the same bed. How can a person with such a personality endure such an intimate relationship with someone who has nothing to do with him?"

Cheng Xin didn't speak, he thought to himself: When did my mother become Sherlock Holmes?

Seeing that her son was silent, Sun Rulan continued: "Toothbrush, towel, slippers and pajamas are all the same style, in duplicate, which means that he didn't live here temporarily, but lived here all the time. You don't need to admit it, Mom I know it all in my heart. But I still want to hear from you, or I can ask that child."

Cheng Xin raised his head suddenly, looked at his mother with wide eyes, and his voice became thicker: "Mom, what do you want? If you dare to find him, I will never stop with you!"

Sun Rulan looked at her son and smiled wryly: "That's true, isn't it? Since you dare to do it, why don't you dare to admit it? This is not the Cheng Xin I know." In fact, she didn't know Chen Xin's contact information at all. It's not easy to find someone, but it's just a trick to your son, and if you care about it, you will be chaotic, and you will come out once you cheat.

It's no wonder that Cheng Xin is not calm enough, Chen Xin is his Achilles' heel, he scratched his scalp a little irritably at the moment: "Mom, it's all settled, let me discuss it with him and see if he wants to see you? "

Sun Rulan smiled wryly again: "Didn't you already meet?"

"That's different, I officially meet you as your son's boyfriend." Seeing that her mother's reaction was within her expectations, Cheng Xin didn't intend to hide it anymore, "Mom, what I told you before is Really. I’m serious with him. It’s the most serious thing I’ve ever done in my life. We’ve been together since the second year of high school. It took me a lot of effort to catch up. I ran away in fright, so just pretend you never gave birth to my son." If Chen Xin ran away, he would follow him, chasing him from all corners of the world.

Sun Rulan's impression of her son is: he was mischievous when he was a child, and he was a fool when he was a teenager.I really noticed the change in him when he went to Shanghai to learn basketball during the summer vacation of the second year of high school. A professional player, but he turned down the club's invitation.She didn't know what his son's purpose of playing was until he was admitted to Tsinghua's basketball special admissions program. At that time, she was extremely relieved, because his son was willing to work hard for a certain goal, which showed that he had grown up.Until today, she didn't feel that she didn't know enough about her son. He played ball and took the Tsinghua University exam, all because of this boy named Chen Xin.

Sun Rulan said: "You played basketball and took the Tsinghua University exam all because of him, right?"

Cheng Xin looked into his mother's eyes and raised his chin proudly: "Yes, it's all because of him, and I wouldn't suffer if it wasn't for him! Mom, whether you can accept it or not, I am already gay, don't expect I can go straight back, do you want me and Chen Xin to live a solid life, or to mess around with a group of men for the rest of my life?"

When Sun Rulan heard Cheng Xin's words, she knew that she had no choice. She was also a well-informed person. She knew many friends who were of the same sex, both men and women. No matter how tolerant she was, she still felt like a stick in her throat. After a long time, she sighed softly: "Can't you change it?"

Hearing this, Cheng Xin thought of his mother's intentions, and said, "I can't change it. He was dragged into the water by me. He is the first person I am responsible for in this life."

Sun Rulan saw that her son was so swearing, she hesitated and said, "What if he can't bear the pressure and wants to separate from you?"

Cheng Xin frowned slightly, and then relaxed: "The pressure is nothing to worry about, I will find a way to settle at his house."

Sun Rulan looked at her son's all-encompassing appearance, and felt that he had grown into a man, but she was obviously a little blindly optimistic: "For feelings, external forces are actually not a problem, the key is you. I thought it would Loved your father for the rest of his life, didn't he still leave in the end? You two, even if no one objected, who can guarantee that you will go for a lifetime?"

Cheng Xin suddenly laughed when he heard this: "You and my dad are separated, do you still have to live? So I will not stop dating because of the possibility of separation. The situation you are talking about is called giving up because of choking."

Sun Rulan found that her son was much more mature than she thought. After a moment of silence, she said, "Why are you dealing with your father?"

When Cheng Xin heard what his mother said, he knew that she had no objection, so he said, "I haven't graduated yet, and I'm not financially independent, so I haven't planned to tell him. Mom, how do you think my dad will react? "Although his father is also from the fashion circle, he has been away from that circle for a long time after all, so he wonders if he can still be as avant-garde as his mother.

Sun Rulan thought of her ex-husband: "Usually, he is very reasonable, but I can't say well about this kind of thing." After marriage, they were still busy with their own careers. They got together less and separated more, and their relationship faded. The divorce was unusually peaceful. , but proposed that the son should belong to him.

Cheng Xin felt that his father usually indulged him, and he didn't seem to expect him to be too much. No matter how he played around, it was enough to have a bottom line, but he didn't know whether sexual orientation was beyond his father's bottom line: "Then I still don't want to tell my dad about it for the time being. Mom, please help me keep a secret."

Sun Rulan said: "I won't say anything, but I can only pretend not to know. Don't expect me to speak for you. Fight your own battle."

Cheng Xin felt that this was already very good, and nodded: "Success. Thank you, Mom!"

After a while, Sun Rulan said: "Tell him to come out later and have a drink of tea together."

Cheng Xin was stunned for a moment before realizing that he was referring to Chen Xin: "You mean Chen Xin? Then I have to tell him first. Chen Xin is timid, so don't make things difficult for him."

Sun Rulan suddenly remembered the old saying "When you marry a wife and forget your mother", she smiled helplessly: "What can I do with him? You protect him like this, but Mom wants to know more about him and see what is so good about him. Yes, it blows your mind."

When Cheng Xin heard what his mother said, he couldn't help laughing, and began to introduce Chen Xin's advantages to his mother. Sun Rulan listened for a while, and then yawned, and Cheng Xin accepted it when he saw it: "Mom, why don't you take a break and clean it up yourself?" Do you want to stay in a room or a hotel?”

Sun Rulan got up: "I'm going to stay in a hotel. I'll stay in Beijing for a few days. Let's see when he's free. Let's make an appointment."

Cheng Xin quickly agreed: "Okay."

After Cheng Xin waited for his mother to leave, he quickly called Chen Xin. Chen Xin received a call from Cheng Xin as soon as he arrived at the school. Hearing that his mother already knew about the two of them, he was so frightened that his legs were so weak that he almost couldn't stand. After a while, I calmed down: "You, your mother said, what did you say?"

Cheng Xin said: "It's okay, my mother didn't say anything, she has seen this kind of thing a lot, she is used to it, and she accepts it naturally."

When Chen Xin heard this sentence, her heart jumped into her throat before she put it back, and she felt lucky for a moment, Cheng Xin's mother is so kind!

Cheng Xin said with a smile on the other end: "Were you scared just now? Actually, I wanted to discuss with you whether to confess to my mother, but she found out by herself, so that's good, so we don't have to hide from her." Tuck it in. Why don't you come over and give me a bath tonight?"

Chen Xin thought Cheng Xin's mother was here, so she was a little embarrassed to see her: "Don't, wash up today? It's so cold."

Cheng Xin quit: "How can I do that! I have to wash, otherwise I won't be able to sleep."

Chen Xin has nothing to do with him. This guy's habit is to take a bath at least once a day regardless of winter and summer. Chen Xin's family does not have the conditions to take a bath every day, so he can bear it without washing every day: "Okay, I'll come later." He remembered Cheng Xin's mother said If you're going to stay in a hotel, it's best not to meet each other.

Cheng Xin seemed to sense his thoughts: "Don't be too late, it's not safe to go out at night. Come here early, my mother has already gone to the hotel."

Chen Xin said "Oh", in that case, let's go there early.Cheng Xin added another sentence: "By the way, my mother said that she wanted to treat you to tea."

Chen Xin's first reaction when she heard this sentence was that she was about to be invited to drink tea by the police uncle. Her scalp felt numb for a while, and she wanted to turn off the phone and hide from anyone, but that was her boyfriend's mother. Fifteen can't be avoided.

Seeing that he didn't answer, Cheng Xin said, "My mother won't be in Beijing for a few days, so why don't I make an appointment for you, how about [-] o'clock on Tuesday afternoon? You happen to have no class."

Chen Xin bit the bullet and gritted her teeth: "Okay!"

Hearing his tone, Cheng Xin regarded death as home, and comforted him with a smile.

For the past two days, Chen Xin went to take care of Cheng Xin at night, but she never met Sun Rulan. I don't know if she avoided it on purpose.After class on Tuesday afternoon, Chen Xin found the teahouse according to the address Cheng Xin had sent him. It was in Zhongguancun, not far from their school.He lingered outside the door for a while, and finally went in. The interior of the teahouse was very elegantly furnished, with the fragrance of tea, the sound of the piano, and the atmosphere was very good.

Chen Xin was led to the private room inside, Sun Rulan was already sitting inside, Cheng Xin was not there, a tea doctor was making tea, Chen Xin thought, it was his mother who invited him to drink tea: "Hello, Auntie."

Sun Rulan saw him: "Come and sit down,"

Chen Xin went in and sat down tremblingly, not daring to take off his coat. Sun Rulan smiled and said, "Don't be restrained, take off your coat, the room is warm."

After making tea, Dr. Cha retreated out, and only Sun Rulan and Chen Xin were left in the quiet tea room.Chen Xin took off his coat, lowered his eyes to look at the light green tea soup in the shallow teacup in front of him, the light smoke curled up, mixed with the refreshing tea fragrance.Sun Rulan looked at the boy across from her with scrutiny. She has been in the fashion industry for a long time, and she has seen a lot of handsome men and beautiful women, and people with various temperaments, but she must admit that her son still has eyesight. Chen Xin is not that kind It looks amazing, but it is very refreshing and clean, and it is attractive.

Sun Rulan said gently: "Don't be nervous, Auntie doesn't have any other intentions, she just wants to get to know you better. Cheng Xin was going to come too, but I didn't let him. He can't sit still and talks a lot. To add to the confusion, let's just chat casually. Are you studying at Peking University? How old are you this year? Where is your home?"

When Chen Xin heard her asking about her family's situation, she told the truth. At the beginning, she stumbled a lot, but then she gradually became smoother.After hearing what he said, Sun Rulan showed a look of surprise on her face. Her father died, her mother was married, and her family was poor, but she worked hard to make progress. She is an out-and-out son of a poor family, and Cheng Xin is from two worlds. This should be the reason why Cheng Xin was attracted , and tried to change herself in order to catch up with his footsteps, which made her, a mother, couldn't help feeling that love can really change a person's appearance.

"Then Auntie asked you, what kind of person do you think Cheng Xin is?"

Chen Xin nodded vigorously: "Very good." She is very motivated, works hard, and treats herself very well.

Sun Rulan continued to ask: "Do you think he can take care of your future?"

Chen Xin nodded, then looked at Sun Rulan seriously and said, "Let's take responsibility together."

Sun Rulan looked at him fiercely: "You mean, you can bear the pressure from your family for Cheng Xin?"

Chen Xin was silent for a moment, then nodded with firm eyes: "Yes!"

Sun Rulan smiled: "Have some tea."

Chen Xin just took a sip of the tea. Although she didn't know much about tea, she still tasted sweet.Sun Rulan began to chat with Chen Xin about Cheng Xin's childhood, the past that Chen Xin didn't know about: "...do you know why he is called Sanjin?"

Chen Xin said: "Xin is three gold."

Sun Rulan shook her head lightly with a smile: "When I gave birth to him, I was born prematurely and only weighed three catties. His grandma gave him a nickname of three catties, saying that giving him a humble name would ensure that he would grow up safely. Later The fortune teller said that he was short of gold in the five elements, so he named him Xin."

It was the first time for Chen Xin to hear the origin of Cheng Xin's nickname. He always thought it was called "Sanjin", but he didn't expect it to be called "Sanjin". No wonder Fang Jun was stopped by him every time he said it. Who would have thought that Cheng Xin, who weighed three catties, would grow to 160 catties in the end. After hearing this, he couldn't help laughing: "So that's how it is."

Sun Rulan saw Chen Xin laughing for the first time, and she found that the child's whole body seemed to glow when he laughed. No wonder Cheng Xin protected him like a baby. "When he was born, I thought about it. I just want him to grow up safely. I will let him choose what kind of life path he chooses in the future, as long as he does not commit crimes. From the point of view of ordinary people, he At present, it can be considered as a way to cheer up my parents. It’s just that I can’t control this sexual orientation. Since he chose this path, I don’t plan to change it. It’s his own choice. Auntie knows you are a good boy. You should also live your life in a well-regulated manner, and you will not disappoint your parents and elders."

Chen Xin was silent, it was true, but Sun Rulan was so transparent and open-minded, which surprised him very much and made him feel a little better.

Sun Rulan said: "The road ahead for you two will be more difficult than others, and we as parents can't help you much. You can take care of yourself. Cheng Xin has a big temper and has a quick temper. It can be seen that you are a good-tempered person." , I have my own ideas when things happen, and I usually urge him more, so that he will not be impulsive."

Chen Xin nodded deeply: "I will, Auntie!"

Sun Rulan said, "Thank you, auntie."

Chen Xin's eyes were a little wet. He stood up and bowed deeply to Sun Rulan: "I should thank Auntie for your understanding and support!"