There is a pregnant woman at home

"What are you talking about?" Miss Ji's expression was calm, at least - it seemed so on the surface.

An ex-girlfriend came to her, an unidentified current girlfriend, and it was really hard to imagine what they should talk about.Xiao Xiao didn't seem to know how to start this question, he hesitated for a long time before slowly opening his mouth and said: "I heard that you haven't forgiven her yet."

As soon as I thought about it, I knew who said it, Ji Luojue was noncommittal, and there was no emotional ups and downs on her face, she just nodded slightly as agreement.

"May I ask, why? Is it... because of me?"

Surprise flashed across the face of the person being questioned, as if he didn't expect her to ask such a question.After a while, he took a sip of the coffee in front of him and wrote lightly, "No, it has nothing to do with you."

Xiao Xiao sighed very lightly, the voice was so small that it was barely audible, but Ji Luojue caught it keenly.She had a complicated look on her face, but she didn't say anything, she just waited quietly and listened to what the person opposite was going to say next.

"How could it be okay? You love each other so much, if... If I hadn't stepped in, I guess things wouldn't have developed into the current situation." Xiao Xiao said, holding the cup tightly with both hands as if hoping to gain strength from it After a while, he finally raised his head and said with determination: "Actually, Cheng Er agreed to be with me at the beginning because, because I lied to her!"

Ji Luojue was slightly startled: "What do you mean?"

"I lied to her that we had sex once drunk. So..."

Xiao Xiao told the story in detail, Ji Luojue couldn't hide her surprise.She did remember that Ye Cheng'er told herself that the two of them had a relationship, but she didn't know... So the truth, it turned out to be like this...

After the surprise, a faint joy inevitably surged up in my heart.No one wants a partner to be unclean, emotionally or physically.She, Ji Luojue, is a human being or not a god, even if she can't escape the mundane thoughts.Although this is not one of the reasons for her entanglement and refusal to accept Ye Chenger, but there are more icing on the cake.

"It's because I used this reason as a threat, Cheng Er, that she..."

Xiao Xiao couldn't go on, she loved that person, so she used methods that even she didn't despise to get her.Although I don't regret it, once such a disgraceful act is exposed to others, I will inevitably feel ashamed in my heart.

Ji Luojue didn't say a word from the beginning to the end, and the expression on her face was as usual, making it impossible to see the slightest clue.After a while, he put down the cup in his hand and raised his eyes to look at her: "So? What is the purpose of you telling me this today? Do you think that I have been unwilling to forgive and accept her again because you have been together before?"

"No." Xiao Xiao retorted softly: "I just want to tell you that from the beginning to the end, the person she loves is you, and has never changed. But in her heart, I am just... something she has to bear... ...it's just a responsibility..."

After saying this, there was another sigh, but compared to just now, the meaning in it became much heavier.

"Luo Jue, I know you have done a lot for her, but she not only didn't respond, but even chose to avoid it repeatedly, which made you feel resentful. But have you ever thought about it, could it be that Cheng Er did nothing for her from the beginning to the end? Have you ever done it?"

"she?"

"Yes, it's her!" Xiao Xiao stared at her for a while, and then continued: "You were a sister-in-law, pregnant with her brother's child, and ran to her without saying a word, and let her take you in regardless. Have you ever wondered how she feels?"

"You pretended to have amnesia, and when you lured her to have sex with you after drinking, did you ever think about how she should face it after knowing the truth?"

Ji Luojue remained silent, her complexion uncertain, her eyes blurred as if she had fallen into the memories of the past.It seemed that he was just seriously thinking about the series of questions Xiao Xiao raised.

"It's fine if she's already forgotten about you, but she loves you deeply and never stops. Seeing the woman you love become pregnant with your brother's child and turn into a sister-in-law who is always out of reach, that is Have you ever thought about how painful it is? But no matter how sad she is, she chooses to endure it silently, and at the same time never forgets to take good care of you. Have you ever thought about why this is? "

Ji Luojue raised her head and opened her mouth to answer, but Xiao Xiao caught off guard and interrupted her with a wry smile: "Look how stupid I am, how could you not know? Even if you didn't know at the time, you should have known it when you pretended to have amnesia to test it. It's because of love." , because of deep love, because the one who loves has no self, and only you are left in his eyes and hearts."

On the way back, Ji Luojue was a little absent-minded, and almost ran a red light because of distraction.

Xiao Xiao's words before parting seemed to be rooted in her mind, reverberating for a long time, and always lingering.

She said: "Luo Jue, although love comes from the heart, we all know that it cannot be controlled and decided as we like. It's like Cheng Er who tried to resist and forget you, and it's more like deceiving yourself and others that you are not right. You who love her again."

Is it really?What her mother called "depression caused trouble", what Xiao Xiao called "self-deception"?Is it because of these things that I am doing now?

When I got home, it was almost dinner time, and Ji Luojue had just parked the car when someone greeted her from a distance—it was Ye Chenger, who was holding a little meatball.

Opening the door and getting out of the car, the mother and daughter also walked in front of them.

"Are you back?" Ye Chenger smiled casually, then grabbed the hand of the little guy in his arms and waved at her: "Meatball and I have been waiting for you for a long time."

Ji Luojue froze for a moment: "You've been waiting here for me?"

Ye Chenger was a little embarrassed, so he deliberately lowered his head to look at the little guy in his arms and said, "It's your baby girl who keeps crying because she misses her mother, so it's okay, I, I'll just hold her here and play for a while, and wait you."

Duplicity?Ji Luojue saw through her tricks at a glance.It seems that the one who is close to ink is black, and it seems that he is not the only one...

Stepping forward to take the little guy and hug her into his arms, Ji Mingyu really stretched out his chubby little hands to wrap around her neck.Ye Chenger smiled sweetly, looking satisfied and enjoying it.

A tight string in Ji Luojue's heart suddenly loosened for some reason.

Go home in the evening, accompanied by the warm yellow sunset, the most important person in your life stands at the door and waits.In the house not far away, although there is no smoke rising from the kitchen, the smell of home still blows over the face, warming the whole heart.

This scene is both strange and familiar.Although it was only the first time it appeared in front of her eyes, she had imagined it thousands of times in her heart.

The happiness that was originally thought to be out of reach, in fact, sometimes, is just around the corner.

Time went on and on for a while, and Ji Mingyu's child was six months old before he knew it.In addition to the thicker arms and short legs, she became more powerful when turning over and crawling, and her body length also increased a lot.The time Ye Chenger can continue to hold her is getting shorter and shorter each time - because the little guy has become heavier than before.

Seeing that she was fairly healthy, Ji Luojue felt a little relieved. She didn't know whether her depression had finally improved, or the previous "conversations" had played a role, and her attitude towards Ye Chenger had gradually changed.

The person who noticed it was very happy, but he always felt vaguely in his heart that there seemed to be something missing.

They began to live together but not in the same room. Miss Ji no longer "talked to each other badly" every day, and she no longer even had a serious face all day long.When she was in a good mood, the family of three went out for a walk, and she smiled brightly, just like when she was in love.

But sometimes, she would be lost in thought again, especially when she was alone.Ye Chenger bumped into her several times by chance, sitting alone on the swing in the garden, holding red wine in her hand, lost in thought, not knowing what she was thinking.

This doubt was finally revealed bit by bit by Mrs. Ji's hand one afternoon.In fact, when he thought about it after a long time, Ye Chenger realized that Mrs. Ji's actions that day might have been intentional, but in his own eyes at that time, he didn't find anything unusual.

The weather was fine that day, the air was clear and cloudless.But the strange thing was that Little Rouwan didn't seem to be in a very good mood. When she and Ji Luojue were getting ready to go to work in the morning, the little princess pouted and grimaced, holding her mother tightly with both hands with a look of reluctance.Ji Luojue coaxed her patiently for a long time, but she didn't see any improvement. If it was normal, she could ask for leave and stay at home, instead of going to work.But there was a very important client that day, who had made an appointment a month ago and couldn't refuse it. In desperation, Ye Chenger had to be left at home, and he reluctantly left.

Ye Chenger walked around the garden with the little meatball in his arms, looking for insects and looking at the flowers. After a while, the little girl's face was full of joy, and she was in a good mood.She originally thought that since the little princess is fine, she should go to the company earlier to accompany Her Majesty the Queen, but at this time Mrs. Ji came over, seemingly unintentionally, and said: "Little meatball seems to be due for a physical examination, anyway, you are not here today. Go to work, just drive her to the hospital."

"Ah?" Ye Chenger was stunned for a moment: "But Luo Jue is not here, why don't we wait until she is free..."

Mrs. Ji waved her hand: "It's just a routine physical examination, that is, measure your height and weight, and do some basic examinations. You don't need to wait for her. Besides, every time she goes to the hospital for an examination, she always asks the doctor if the little girl is still alive. Autism tendencies and the like, but when I hear some unsatisfactory answers, I feel depressed for several days when I come back, and I feel really distressed."

Ye Chenger thought about it too, so he nodded in agreement, and turned to leave while holding the little meatball.Mrs. Ji seemed to have thought of something, and suddenly asked, "Do you know which hospital it is?"

"Ah?" Ye Chenger thought about the name of the hospital Xiao Xiao was in, and opened his mouth to report to Mrs. Ji, but the latter shook his head and directly denied it.

"Go to 'Ji'an', where Little Rouwan has always been checked and vaccinated. Could it be that you didn't go there before?"

Ye Chenger shook his head, Mrs. Ji glanced at her lightly, and then said lightly: "It's all right, why did you suddenly change places?"

Her words sounded more like a soliloquy than a hint.Ye Chenger's heart suddenly moved.