There is a pregnant woman at home

Due to the extreme exhaustion of physical strength, Ji Luojue fell into a coma for a day and a night, and did not wake up until the morning of the third day after giving birth.

I couldn't contain my joy, and when I stood up and was about to ring the bell to call the doctor to come in and examine her, my wrist was grabbed first.

"I'm fine." She said softly in a hoarse voice.Then he couldn't wait to ask: "How is the baby?"

"The baby is fine, just fell asleep, don't worry."

I raised my hand and lightly pointed to the stroller beside me, then raised my head and asked her, "Do you want to see it?"

Ji Luojue waved her hands weakly: "It's okay, wait until she wakes up to watch."

I nodded, got up and poured a glass of warm water for her to drink, and then the two of them stared at each other, and suddenly they were speechless.

She has been in a coma since she gave birth, and I was uneasy, and I didn't have the heart to think about other things. Now that I was secretly relieved to see her in good health, I somehow thought of the pitiful appearance of crying in the delivery room that night. .

At that time, she seemed to say a lot of stupid things in a hurry, I don't know...whether she remembers...

"You... are you okay? Or... I'd better call the doctor to come in and have a look..." I hesitated for a long time before uttering these words intermittently.

Ji Luojue smiled lightly: "I'm fine. I'm just a little tired, just take a rest."

In fact, after leaving the delivery room, Xiao Xiao helped Ji Luojue do a comprehensive physical examination, but when I think of the tragedy that night, I still feel lingering fear.

She saw through my thoughts at a glance, with a faint smile on her face, and teased her.

"Obviously I was the one who turned around from the gate of hell, why did it seem to scare you half to death?"

I curled my lips: Is it half dead, I was almost scared to death, okay?When I came out of the delivery room, my legs were so weak that if it wasn't for the kind support of the nurse, I would probably have to lie on the ground on the spot.

Seeing that I was silent, Ji Luojue smiled even wider: "Xiao Er, aren't you scared stupid?"

Miss Ji is still that Miss Ji, even if she wants to care about you, she always speaks with a little ridicule.Or, she only does this when facing me—because our current relationship no longer allows her to do as she pleases and unscrupulously as when we first fell in love.

I just don't know why, but such ridicule is extremely pleasant to my ears.The person who used to make herself feel annoyed, painful, entangled, and even subconsciously wanted to escape, now feels supremely satisfied just because she is still well.

"I……"

I opened my mouth and stared at her for a long time before slowly saying, "Luo Jue, thank you. Fortunately...you are still here..."

Thank you for your persistence and not giving up. Fortunately, you are safe and sound, so that I... still have a chance to save me, so that I won't... feel regretful...

There was a "thud" in my heart, and the sudden thought just now shocked even myself.

At this moment, I suddenly didn't dare to look at Ji Luojue's face that had turned from doubt to joy, and I got up from the bed in a "bass", leaving a sentence "You should have a good rest first, I'll go buy some breakfast and come back" before running away. He also seemed to leave the ward.

In an instant, his head became a mess, and he couldn't figure out what was going on in his heart during the entanglement.

It is undeniable that after that night, some changes in my mentality were inevitable.It is normal and understandable for people to care about and value certain things in the secular world.But when one day you face a life-and-death decision or your life is hanging by a thread, you will suddenly wake up. Some things in this world are far less important than you think, and some people are definitely not as easy as you imagined. can give up.

No one could understand how nervous and scared I felt when I saw Ji Luojue dying, and no one knew how much my heart hurt at that moment.Watching her sleeping all day and night, I unconsciously raised my hands countless times to describe her delicate eyebrows and eyes, from pale face to bloodless lips, rejoicing but also worried, as long as she I don't wake up for a day... No... As long as she doesn't return to her familiar appearance for a day, my heart will not be able to find real peace for a moment.

It was only then that I suddenly felt that the four years lost for no reason because of lack of self-confidence, what a pity!How idiotic it is to give up someone who loves you so much because of insignificant things like status and family background!

The moment I figured it all out, my heart suddenly became clear, with an indescribable sense of relief and joy, but then, new worries came to my mind again——what about Xiao Xiao, what should she do?

Do you really want to abandon such a beautiful and kind girl and push her into the abyss of pain just because you pursue your love without scruple?Live up to her true feelings and ignore her silent dedication for so long?

Isn't it too selfish to be like this...

Suddenly, a pot exploded in my head, one thought to the other, another thought to the west, and at the same time, it was swollen and entangled with each other, like a pot of paste, and I couldn't figure out the slightest clue.

Thousands of melancholy, all kinds of thoughts, but still unable to make a final decision.Distraught, I went back to the ward with the breakfast I bought, and as soon as I entered the door, I found Ji Luojue sitting in front of the bed.

It's not Xiao Xiao, and it's not Bai Xiaocai, but where does she know anyone else here?Confused in my heart, I tilted my head and looked at it as I walked forward, but happened to meet the man who turned his head.

Mrs. Ji? !

The breakfast in my hand almost fell to the ground... She, she, why is she here?

After Mrs. Ji glanced at me lightly, she suddenly smiled.But instead of facing me, she looked down at the person in her arms - Ji Luojue's daughter who had worked so hard to give birth.

"Hehe, look at Xiaojue, she's smiling at me, she's so pretty."

Ji Luojue smiled faintly, and looked up at me: "You're back? Come here, what are you doing stupidly there?"

This... what is the situation?

I put the breakfast on the table beside me, after thinking about it, I nodded lightly to Mrs. Ji and said, "Hello, Mrs. Ji."

Although I only had a good relationship with this high-ranking Mrs. Ji, and she was the "executioner" who directly killed the love between Ji Luojue and me.But in the final analysis, she is an elder, and she should always be respected.

I thought she would be like I remembered, arrogantly pretending not to see me, or cast a supercilious look at me with disdain.Unexpectedly, her old man actually looked up at me and gave a soft "hmm", and then even asked casually: "You're back?"

That tone really seemed that I was the son-in-law of her family. Although it wasn't very friendly, it was enough to make me dumbfounded, and I didn't know how to react.

I'm sorry... Please forgive me for being such a person who has never seen the world...

Fortunately, Ji Luojue calmly opened my mouth to help me out: "My mother knows that I'm having a baby, so she came over to have a look."

I nodded, but I couldn't help but start to mutter in my heart: The child came just after he was born, the news... is well-informed.Could it be that she has sent someone to watch Ji Luojue secretly for the past ten months?

But no matter what, in the final analysis, this is the matter of the mother and daughter, and it really has nothing to do with me.

But obviously, this is just my wishful thinking. Our supremely noble Mrs. Ji definitely doesn't think so.She first took a rough look at the environment in the ward, and then looked at me with a look of disgust and asked: "It's such a big deal for Xiaojue to give birth, so you arrange her to live here?"

ah?I froze for a moment before thinking of explaining.

"This is Mrs. Ji, Luo Jue gave birth a few days prematurely..."

"Premature delivery?" Mrs. Ji immediately changed her face when she heard it: "Okay, why did you have a premature delivery? I just said that she can't take care of you well. If you don't listen, you will be begging for nothing and insist on staying here. How is it now, isn't it?" Did I hit the spot? Also, why didn't I hear you say something as big as premature birth..."

Ji Luojue raised her hand to interrupt her mother: "Mom, it's only four or five days early, it's normal, okay, don't make a fuss."

Mrs. Ji's expression improved a little when she heard the words, but she still turned her head and gave me a dissatisfied look: "After all, is it because she didn't take good care of me? I told you not to come back when I went back to Beijing last time, but you didn't listen. When you turned on the phone and saw some text message, you hurried over, why are you so worthless?"

Mrs. Ji hated that iron could not be made into steel, but she was nervous and worried that she couldn't hide it. This look was very much like my father.It's just that what she just said...the last time she went back to Beijing...if she guessed right, it should refer to the time when Ji Luojue ran away from home.I still remember when Ji Luojue explained that she couldn't stand the weather in Beijing, so she came back to raise her baby.But it turned out that I came back because I knew Ye Chengyi was coming after reading the text message, so I didn't feel relieved. I didn't expect to meet my sister-in-law by accident...

I always thought that I would help her out, but the original intention was that she would come back and help me out. Alas... this matter caused trouble... as expected, if you care about it, you will cause chaos.

Just as Ji Luojue opened her mouth to say something, the baby in Mrs. Ji's arms suddenly burst into tears, and the three of us froze on the spot.After a while, I hastily took the baby bottle on the side and prepared to make milk powder for her.

Ji Luojue was puzzled, and Mrs. Ji was dissatisfied. Both of them turned their eyes to me.

"What are you doing?" Mrs. Ji, who was still imposing, spoke first.

"Feed the baby."

Mrs. Ji looked disgusted: "How could my granddaughter drink that kind of thing, besides, there is Xiao Jue here, what kind of milk powder do you still eat?"

"No, Luo Jue was in a coma all day yesterday..."

Before I finished speaking, Ji Luojue suddenly opened her mouth and interrupted: "I didn't have any milk yesterday, so I couldn't feed her, so Xiao Er fed the baby milk powder. Mom, you don't want to blame me indiscriminately without knowing everything she."

Huh?I was taken aback for a moment, and then I realized that Ji Luojue didn't want Mrs. Ji to know that she had been in a coma for a day.

Sure enough, when she looked up again, she was secretly winking at me, then she looked at her mother and said, "Mom, give me the baby, I'll feed her now."

Mrs. Ji had a faint suspicion on her face, but she didn't say anything in the end. She carefully held the pink baby in her hands and placed it in Ji Luojue's open arms.

The baby ate and drank enough, and soon fell asleep in the mother's arms.Ji Luojue looked at her with joy for a long time before putting her back in the crib next to her with some reluctance.

In all fairness, a newborn baby is really not very good-looking. It has a big head and a small body. It looks like it has no neck. The limbs are short and small, and it hangs quietly by the side when sleeping.Her skin is not as white as imagined, but because the skin is too thin, the red blood vessels inside are clearly visible, showing a different kind of pink. Hair, at first glance really looks like a little old lady.

But I don't know why, every time I look at her, I always feel extremely happy and satisfied in my heart, subconsciously reach out and want to touch her fist that is still clenched, or the delicate little feet that look like works of art, Even being guided by Ji Luojue's assertion that "a niece looks like an aunt" that has no scientific basis at all, she lowered her head and carefully observed where her face resembled me.

Don't tell me, it may be affected by psychological effects. The more I look at her, the more I feel that she looks very similar to me. Looking back, it may be because she is Ye Chengyi's daughter. After all, she also has at least four One-third of the blood is the same as mine, so it seems not surprising that there is a similar appearance.

As an aunt like me, I like it so much, let alone Ji Luojue, my own mother. From the time of breastfeeding to now, I haven't moved my eyes from her precious daughter's face for a moment.

As a pro-grandmother, Mrs. Ji naturally likes her as much as we do. Therefore, the three adults just lay down, sat and stood up, surrounded by the crib, all staring at the sleeping little guy with fiery eyes.Until, a deafening cry suddenly sounded in my ears, I was startled, and after looking around, I found that it was the child of the pregnant woman in the next bed who woke up.

In fact, the term deafening is a bit exaggerated. Maybe I was too focused on staring at the baby, forgetting everything around me, and the sudden cry would amplify its effect.But if you really want to compare, her baby's cry is really much stronger than mine.

Maybe it's because her family is a boy and mine is a girl, and it's more likely because my daughter was only six catties when she was born, while her son is said to weigh nearly nine catties.No wonder the clinical mother screamed like killing a pig when she gave birth that night. Now that I think about it, the fetus may be too big and it is a bit difficult to deliver.

I still remember that the mother complained to her husband when she just woke up, seeing that she was in such pain, why didn’t she agree to the cesarean section? Scar, you love beauty so much, you will regret it later, didn't I agree to the dissection because of this level of consideration?"

In fact, from my point of view, this husband probably just thinks that his wife is too squeamish. Although she is crying like a ghost, the pain may not be so painful at all. Or why Ji Luojue in the next bed didn't say a word from the beginning to the end?

After listening to her husband's words, the wife seemed to enjoy it very much. The corners of her mouth raised and she was about to smile, but she immediately lowered her mouth as if she suddenly thought of something.

The husband was puzzled, and hurriedly asked: "My wife, what's the matter, is there something uncomfortable?"

The mother in the next bed shook her head, with a little worry and confusion in her eyes, and she came back to her senses after a while, and opened her mouth unexpectedly.

"Honey, do you think the natural delivery will stretch the bottom and affect our feelings when we do things in the future?"

His husband froze for a moment, raised his head and glanced at me unconsciously, then quickly lowered his voice and said, "No, my wife, you think too much, there are so many pregnant women who choose to give birth normally, isn't it It's just you, it's all right."

The young mother still couldn't let go: "But their children are not as big as our son, and the degree of stretching is not the same." The more she talked, the more she felt that her assumption was correct, and she began to beat and kick her. .

"I'll just tell you to have a section. If you don't listen, you must say that natural birth is good for the baby. Only the baby is important, and I am not important at all, right? You just don't love me, you don't love me at all..."

The husband was at a loss, and felt a little ashamed to discuss such a fact in public, so he quickly grabbed the little pink fist swung by his wife, hugged him in his arms, and comforted him softly.

"Honey, how could I only love the baby and not you? A natural delivery is not only about the baby, but also about you. Don't you remember that the cousin of the third aunt's family had a cesarean section last time? I heard that it hurt so much, whoop, whoop, on the bed It’s been half a month, how can you have a natural delivery this time, just forget about the pain for a day, how much less worry will you have?”

The girl thought about it, and finally stopped her offensive and snuggled her head into her husband's arms, but she still said uneasy: "If... it really has an impact, you can't dislike me!"

"No, no, dear, don't think so much."

The other side began to kiss passionately with eyes full of affection, I hurriedly looked away, turned around and looked at Ji Luojue, who was still sleeping in front of me, and at the same time, I was infinitely worried, but unexpectedly, a very inappropriate thought popped up.

Does birth control really matter?Then... I don't know Luo Jue...

When I recalled the thoughts that appeared in my mind that day, my face turned red again.Ji Luojue raised her eyes and saw that she was about to ask a question with surprise on her face, but Mrs. Ji beside her spoke first.

"No, the conditions here are too bad, Xiaoye, you can make arrangements to change Xiaojue's ward as soon as possible."

I hurriedly came to my senses, and then I realized that maybe the fat boy next door was crying, which reminded her of the interruption just now.

"Mrs. Ji..." It's not that I don't want to make arrangements, but I'm a soft-spoken person, and I really can't handle such a big deal.

"Why, you still don't want to?"

Mrs. Ji saw that I didn't move, and the displeasure on her face became more and more serious. Ji Luojue couldn't see it, so she opened her mouth to complain for me again.

"It's the peak period of childbirth now, and it would be nice to have a ward to live in. Don't always blame Xiao Er for this. Besides, it's very comfortable here, and there's nothing I'm not used to living in."

"Hey, you child..."

Ji Luojue raised her eyes and looked at her mother uncertainly, Mrs. Ji paused, and reluctantly put away what she hadn't finished speaking.

The fat son in the next bed was still crying angrily, and the baby in the crib in front of him wriggled restlessly. Mrs. Ji finally couldn't hold back and stood up from the stool.

"I don't blame her, and I don't dare to command her. I'll go find a doctor to help you change to a better ward. Even if you are used to living in it, my precious granddaughter will definitely not be wronged."

Ji Luojue looked at her mother and smiled helplessly: "She is lying down and sleeping comfortably, what's wrong with her?"

"I don't care, you just stay, I will go to the doctor now."

She was about to leave, but when I saw this, I hurriedly turned around and stepped forward to stop her: "Mrs. Ji, wait, it's better... I'll go."

Ji Luojue's attending doctor is Xiao Xiao. He arranged the ward for us and tried his best to help Ji Luojue give birth safely. Not only did he not get any benefits, but if he was reprimanded by the domineering Mrs. Ji for no reason, wouldn't it be too unfair?

But before I could make a move, Ji Luojue raised her hand and grabbed my wrist.

"Mom, didn't I agree before that you will never take care of my affairs from now on. If you regret it now, you should go back to Beijing. The baby and I are under the care of Xiao Er, so I don't need to bother you."

Although the expression on Ji Luojue's face was resolute, there was a deep attachment and reluctance clearly written in those eyes.That's right, giving birth to a child is definitely the most important thing in life for a woman - none of them.She indicates that your identity will completely change from an ordinary woman to a mother with heavy responsibilities. No matter how much you look forward to and delight, you will inevitably feel anxious and uneasy about this brand new role deep in your heart.And the one who can best relieve her emotions, slowly guide and lead her on the right path, there is no other more suitable candidate except for her dear mother.

Mrs. Ji stopped turning around and was about to leave, turned her head and looked at her with sad eyes, sighed softly after a while and sat back on the edge of the bed: "Forget it, I didn't say what I said just now."

After she finished speaking, she raised her head, the expression on her face was still hard to hide her sadness, but she did not forget to comfort her daughter first.

"You just gave birth, so don't get too excited, I'll listen to you."

A flash of guilt flashed in Ji Luojue's eyes, and after a while, she looked up at Mrs. Ji and said softly: "Actually, I will be discharged from the hospital if there is no problem after two more days of observation. You... really don't need to deliberately arrange to change wards... "

"Okay, okay, I'll listen to you, mom has no objection."

Mrs. Ji raised her hand and patted Ji Luojue's shoulder, then turned around and continued to look at her precious granddaughter.Although the look on his face was not very happy, it became a lot more relieved because of what his daughter said just now.