There is a pregnant woman at home

The days passed quickly in such a calm environment, and in a blink of an eye, Xiao Xiao and I had officially dated for a full month.

Although we haven't seen many people and spent a lot of time together this month, we always cherish the moments we spend together.Before the official relationship, Xiao Xiao paid a lot for me, so now it's time for me to repay her.

So, when we went to work, I would go home at noon and make her favorite meals, then put them in lunch boxes and drove to "visit the class"; Car practice and dating; even if you don't have time to meet, you will never forget the constant "greetings" from morning and evening phone messages.

I must learn to do what a competent girlfriend needs to do.It also obviously paid off, and by the time I could finally drive downstairs to the hospital with what could be called a smooth ride, we became more and more attuned to the roles we were supposed to play in the relationship.

In other words, both of us seem to have adapted to our new identities, and gradually began to enjoy it and enjoy it slowly.

This relationship, which was developed almost without telling everyone, was getting on the right track little by little. When I was seriously considering whether to confess to Ji Luojue, Xiao Xiao set an example first.

She took turns off that day, because it wasn't the weekend, and I had to go to work normally, so our "fateful couple" still couldn't go out on a good date.At noon, she deliberately drove over to go to a nearby restaurant with me for dinner. In the past, she must have looked very happy throughout the whole process, but today, for some reason, she was a little listless throughout the meal, and looked preoccupied.

It was not time to go to work after eating, so we simply sat in the car and chatted face to face for a while.

"What's the matter today, is there something uncomfortable? It seems that you didn't eat much lunch."

She looked up at me, opened her mouth to say something, paused but closed it again.After a while, he replied with a smile: "It's okay, I slept a little longer after I rested today, I ate breakfast late, and of course I don't have much appetite at noon."

"Really?"

"Of course, what are you doing lying to you?"

Although I had doubts in my heart, since she didn't want to talk about it, there was a reason, so I didn't ask any more questions.

"What are you going to do in a while, is there any arrangement for the afternoon?"

"No." She turned her head to look at me, curled her lips in displeasure: "I had agreed with the director in advance to take this Saturday's shift, but who knows that a colleague in Corey changed my shift temporarily, so he took another shift. Rest today, otherwise, we can happily go on a date for a day, how nice it is."

"The world is impermanent, there's nothing you can do about it. I'll accompany you when the time is right next time. If you're alone today, why don't you just go shopping?"

She shook her head: "No, I'm too tired, and shopping alone is so boring."

"It's not interesting, the key is no one to help you carry the bag, right?" I laughed and teased, and she took advantage of the situation and said, "Yeah, you suggested asking me to go even though you knew it, tell me, what's your intention?"

"I can't talk about it intentionally, but I'm a little worried. I'm afraid that you will be bored if you stay at home all day."

Before the formal relationship, I didn't know what Xiao Xiao's daily life was like. After the official relationship, I realized that she didn't seem to have any other entertainment except for work. Most of the time she stayed at home, eating, sleeping, watching TV, and playing with her mobile phone. Other than that, there is no other arrangement.

Life is so simple that it's a bit boring. It really doesn't look like a girl living in the prime of life in the 21st century.But this is also very similar to me. They both like quietness more than excitement, and love simplicity more than complexity.

From this point of view, we are really a match made in heaven, and we are especially suitable to be the parents of San Niu-the whole family is the kind who can squat and lie still for a day.

"It's boring to do anything without you, it's better to stay at home to nourish your spirit."

"Then...how about I go to your house to find you after get off work at night? We cook together, and after we eat, we go downstairs for a walk before I go home."

"Okay." Xiao Xiao nodded and agreed without even thinking about it, but then she seemed to suddenly remember something, and replied with hesitation: "But I may have something to do at night. Or... we can decide when you get off work." .”

I was surprised: "Didn't you just say that you have no arrangements for the whole day?"

"I'm not afraid of something. A colleague said that he might invite me to dinner, but it hasn't been decided yet."

Why are colleagues so weird, just having a meal, so difficult to determine?

"Okay. I'll call you after get off work that night?"

"Ah."

Xiao Xiao agreed, raised his hand to check the time, and turned to urge me: "It's almost time, you go up, I'll go home first."

"Oh, okay." I replied casually, put my hand on the car door and was about to leave, turned around after thinking for a while and said, "Be careful on the road, send me a message when you get home."

Xiao Xiao nodded, with an indescribable faint emotion in his eyes, he just looked at me in a daze.

I didn't know why, so I looked back at her with a blank face: "Is there... anything else?"

"Oh, it's okay." A look of disappointment flashed across her face, and then she smiled again: "You go."

My job has been monotonous and boring for a hundred years. Fortunately, my colleagues often get together to make jokes, and the time goes by so fast that I leave work without knowing it.

After packing up the things on the table and getting up, I took out my mobile phone to call Xiao Xiao while going downstairs.

The "beep" sounded for a long time, and just when I thought no one would answer, her deliberately low voice came from the receiver.

"Hello, are you off work? I... I was eating out with my colleagues, and I'm gone today. You can go home and be careful on the road."

She spoke very fast, and was about to hang up the phone in a hurry. I hurriedly said, "When will you finish eating? How about I go home and drive over to pick you up after dinner?"

The other end of the phone froze for a moment, Xiao Xiao seemed to be considering my proposal.After a while, the voice came from the phone again.

"No, my colleague is driving the car, he can take me back."

"Oh, then eat slowly and call me when you get home."

Xiao Xiao agreed, then hung up the phone without saying anything.

I walked home slowly, thinking of the days when Xiao Xiao and I "get together less and leave more". Although we are trying our best to develop into a couple, we still vaguely feel that something is missing.

We, like most other people in love, are constantly on the phone and texting every day, and we also seize any opportunity to be together.I have tried my best to make myself considerate and gentle, but there still seems to be something missing between us.

what is it then?I was thinking wildly and stepped into the main entrance of the community, and happened to meet a couple walking out of it.The girl hooked the boy's hand, and the boy put his arms around the girl's waist, and they were leaning close together and talking about something.

The moment he passed by, the boy said something with a smile, then he lowered his head very naturally and kissed the girl on the lips.

It was this one that woke me up suddenly!

There is more than enough enthusiasm, but not enough intimacy. This is the problem that Xiao Xiao and I currently have.

When we get along, we are not so much a couple, but more like a family member, or an old couple who have been married for many years and have no enthusiasm at all-respecting each other as guests, but always keeping some distance.

Not to mention kisses, when we are alone, there seems to be very little intimacy such as holding hands and hugging.I don't know what Xiao Xiao thinks in his heart, but deep in my heart, it seems that such impulse and enthusiasm have never been ignited.

Perhaps, this is the key to testing whether to love or not.When I was with Ji Luojue back then, although I was ignorant of many things because I was young and immature, it seemed that I often had some instinctive impulses. Every time I looked at her, I couldn't help but "play hands and feet".So, in such a state of self-teaching without a teacher, I slowly learned kissing, caressing and other basic skills.

The so-called interest is the best teacher in learning, and it is nothing more than this situation.

When facing Ji Luojue, her emotions are always easily affected by her and become intense, whether it is the passion and impulse when they fell in love in the past, or the resentment when they think about it after separation, or the entanglement when they meet each other day and night.

To me, she is like the strongest wine in the world. It is tempting to smell it, but intoxicating after drinking it, and it hurts the body if it is drunk too much.

Xiao Xiao is more like water, cool and sweet, moistening the heart and lungs. Although it appears around him every day like a shadow, it is easy for people to ignore its existence. After drinking the slightest charm worth tasting, after quenching the thirst, it was immediately thrown behind.

I have a gentle personality, but I am actually more suitable for drinking water.The wine is just an accident, bright and gorgeous like fireworks, but the final outcome will only be fleeting.

"Ding" heard a crisp sound, but when I looked up, I found that I had taken the elevator back to the door without knowing it.

At this moment, Ji Luojue is waiting for me to come back to prepare dinner for her in the room next door, but in her heart, she suddenly resisted to twist the cold and piercing metal handle.

I remembered that during lunch, Xiao Xiao accidentally mentioned that she liked the new movie that was released today, and hoped that she could watch it with me during the next vacation.

Why wait until next time?It’s just watching a movie. I’m going to buy a ticket now. After she and her colleagues have finished eating, I’ll drive over to pick her up and go watch it right away.

Thinking of this, I stuffed the door key in my hand into my jacket pocket, turned around and went back to the elevator again.

Just quit drinking, how hard will it be?Think less and watch less, resolutely refuse to drink, and forget the beauty it brought after a long time, and gradually get used to it...