There is a pregnant woman at home

Chapter 37 Letting go and starting over

After "serving" the mother and son had dinner, they tidied up the restaurant kitchen and came out to have a look. Ji Luojue was still nestling on the sofa with her mobile phone in her arms, concentrating on sending messages.

Counting that Mr. Chu's plane should have landed at this time, presumably, there will be no one else who will send messages to her.

Ji Luojue didn't know what she was going to suffer during the few hours when she couldn't turn on her mobile phone during the flight. No wonder she didn't have a good appetite today. She only drank two bowls of soup and ate a few mouthfuls of food for dinner. The whole process was full of worries look.

But it looks different now, the brows are relaxed, and the thin lips are no longer tightly pursed. Although it is not as smiling as the previous two days, at least the mood should be much more comfortable than before.

Before, I was happy when I thought that my fiancé would come, but now I left after seeing her in a hurry.But I couldn't figure it out again. Do Young Master Chu and Ye Chengyi know about each other's existence?

If he knew, Mr. Chu would still come to visit Ji Luojue, and even get along with her with a calm and gentle face, which shows that he doesn't mind the relationship between Ji Xiaosan and Ye Chengyi from the bottom of his heart—although this makes me very puzzled, such a big one Wearing a green hat on his head, he can talk and laugh casually. If this person is not too broad-minded, then he is a piece of shit.

But anyway, since you don't mind, it means that you have accepted this relationship and even the unborn child in your heart, so why not just take Ji Luojue away?Let her nest in a small nest in this small city, not only have to endure physical discomfort, but also suffer from lovesickness mentally every day, what is the plan?

This answer seems a little unreasonable, so maybe Chu Guanchen doesn't know the relationship between Ji Luojue and Ye Chengyi at all.

Come to think of it, Ye Chengyi probably didn't know Chu Guanchen even more, otherwise, even if he was drunk and didn't know anything about it, I believe he would subconsciously stay away from married women, so how could there be such a "disaster"? Get up?

So, Ji Xiaosan climbed into Ye Chengyi's bed on the premise of maintaining his relationship with Chu Guanchen?

But there seems to be something unreasonable about this - is Ji Xiaosan's move intentional or unintentional?

If she wanted to, why did she deliberately have a relationship with Ye Chengyi and conceive a child that she didn't want to be recognized by the other party?

Although Ye Chengyi is my own brother, but to be fair, if he really compares with Chu Guanchen, no matter from inside to outside, from wealth background to appearance and talent, it should be said that he has no advantage at all.Ji Luojue is so determined and unrepentant, the only explanation is - because of love?Although it is always unbelievable to say it, the thoughts of the rich are unpredictable, otherwise, how could the noble white swan bend its noble neck to look at the toad and toad in the mud?

Only in this way can we explain why Ji Xiaosan is unwilling to kill the child in his stomach, and also understand why Ye Chengyi knew the most intimate and romantic habits when we got along.

Alas, I clearly said not to mind anymore, but my heart still couldn't stop the sadness from turning sour.

I was a little upset, picked up the soft box on the desk, dipped in the ink in the inkstone, closed my eyes and calmed down for a few seconds, took a deep breath and wrote a big "Jing" on the unfolded rice paper.

After finishing the writing, I felt that it was not satisfying, so I changed to lower case, and with the big characters as the axis, I wrote countless small static characters to surround it tightly, until the whole rice paper looked like a scripture full of swastikas at first glance, which was very unusual. The surging heart lake returned to calm as it wished.

Ji Xiaosan loves Ye Chengyi, but still maintains an unmarried relationship with him without Chu Guanchen knowing?As soon as my heart ached, I subconsciously wanted to deny such a thought. After all, it was the person I once loved deeply, so how could I endure her being so unbearable?

But the fact is that it is really hard for me to think of more excuses to excuse her.

Although, there are many places that seem so unreasonable.

For example, why did Ji Luojue fall in love with Ye Chengyi so desperately after only seeing her a few times, and even knowing that the other party was married, she still refused to kill the child in her womb?Even I would find it hard to believe that she didn't want to hold Ye Chengyi back after the child was born.

For another example, given Ji Luojue's family background, she would never lose to Chu Guanchen, so why bother with him when she is clearly in love with someone else?Is it because you love both of them, or is there another reason for stepping on two boats?

My heart began to be inexplicably irritable again. This time I picked up the pen and wrote several pages of "quietness" and it was hard to calm down. I simply put the brush back and stretched out my hand to pull a book from the shelf, hoping that when something came into my mind, I would You can stop thinking about these nonsense.

But I don't know if it was because I was too impetuous, and I didn't hold it firmly when I squeezed it, and the book fell to the ground with a "slap".

I sighed softly and bent down to pick it up. When I picked it up, something like a page fluttered down.

His eyes glanced casually, but they were fixed on it, and at the same time, there were bursts of familiar stabbing pains somewhere in his heart.Even though the wound has been scarred for many years, why is it still so vulnerable that it will open again with a light tear?

The piece of paper that fell on the ground seemed as light as a feather, but it represented meaning to some people, but it was as heavy as a mountain—it was a check with an astonishing amount. Numbers that are impossible to earn in this lifetime.

When I pinched it with my fingertips, my face was full of pain, and my heart seemed to be dripping with blood. After I put it on the table, I couldn't help but raised my hand to lightly dust the dust that fell on it.

After falling in love, the only thing left that can be missed is such a thin piece of paper?

Hehe... what else can I do besides wryly smile?

A sudden impulse surged up in my heart, and I wanted to hold this piece of paper and go to Ji Luojue to ask: If 100 million is used to buy a girl's two years of youth and affection, to her, is this deal... worth it? !

When she raised her hand to print her personal seal on the front of the check, did she feel even a trace of guilt welling up in her heart?

When she kept saying in the recording that she was just teasing a certain silly girl and that her true love was Mr. Chu, did she hesitate a bit?

I haven't heard from you for three years, and when you and your fiancé are in a foreign country, do you miss them occasionally?

The more I thought about it, the more unwilling I got up from the seat, I opened the door and looked up, only to see Ji Luojue staring at the phone screen with a bright smile on his face.My heart froze, and all the emotions that had been brewing before subsided again like a tide. I was disheartened and silently retreated into the study.

Forget it... the past is gone, so why worry about these things now?Even if all the assumptions in her heart were true before, even if Ji Luojue said affectionately that she regretted it, after going around for a few years, and finally found that the person she loves is still you, so what?

Can you start a love affair with Ye Chengyi and Chu Guanchen with an uncertain future again without telling Ye Chengyi?

Wake up, since you accepted this check that you never intend to cash, you just hope that you will never owe each other and have no more entanglements with her, right?

I walked slowly back to the table and sat down, suddenly clearer than ever before.

No matter how much we have feelings for Ji Luojue, but now separated by the mountains of Ye Chengyi, Chu Guanchen and the unborn baby, we are doomed to be impossible in this life.But what about Xiao Xiao?She is affectionate and loyal and loves you with all her heart, silently, without asking for anything in return, even if there is no night that is still difficult to distinguish between true and false, she seems to be a good emotional destination.

How difficult is love? If you could fall in love with Ji Luojue five years ago, why can't you fall in love with Xiao Xiao today?

I held the check up to my face for one last look, then tore it apart bit by bit.Regardless of the remaining thoughts or the unwillingness in my heart, let them go with the scraps of paper in my hands, leave my life, leave my heart, and never come back!

I squeezed the scraps of paper into balls and threw them heavily into the trash can. I looked down at it for the last time, and I opened the door and walked out without hesitation.

It seems that Ji Luojue's message has not been finished yet, but the little smile on the corners of her eyes and brows is no longer so heart-warming.I am happy for myself from the bottom of my heart, maybe let go and start again, it will really come from this moment...

A week later, the 4S shop called and said they could pick up the car. Without even thinking about it, I sent a text message to Xiao Xiao immediately, asking her to go with her tomorrow.Looking up at Ji Luojue who is still inseparable, after thinking about it, she gave up the idea of ​​telling her the news. Anyway, tomorrow is not the weekend, so I simply take half a day off in the morning to go with Xiao Xiao. If I can come back at noon, I will come back, even if I can't. Come on, Ji Xiaosan has hands, feet and a phone, how can he really starve himself to death?

I went out according to my usual working hours as usual, and I received a message from Xiao Xiao as soon as I got downstairs.

"I'll be there in two or three minutes. Go downstairs when you're ready."

She knew that Ji Luojue must still be sleeping at this time, so in order not to disturb the pregnant woman's sleep, she would send such a message before coming to the door.

I don't know if it's my illusion, but since Ji Xiaosan came, Xiao Xiao seems to be inexplicably more cautious and cautious when facing me. Although he looks very considerate, it also invisibly widens the relationship between us. distance.

In the past, when she came to see me, she always came directly to the door with big bags and small bags, not to mention sending a message or making a phone call in advance, sometimes it was not even an appointment in advance, it was a surprise visit.When I opened the door and saw that she couldn't help being surprised, she smiled happily, then put down her things familiarly, and ran to the balcony to tease San Niu.

We played and romped together to cook and eat, and then went downstairs for a walk or walked three girls, in a good mood and talked about everything.

In fact, by comparison, it seems that such a day is closer to ordinary life.

I am an ordinary person, suitable for living an ordinary life.

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