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Why hate?

Looking back suddenly, Jiang Jiashu didn't quite understand this question either.

Xu Shi heard his uncle persuade his mother to throw him away when he was young?Xu Shi saw Zhang Qingyan holding the migrant worker's dirty little son in his arms, but kept saying that he despised himself for being dirty?

Perhaps when he was ignorant, he still had a little fantasy about this person who hated him?

What I hate the most is - he is a good person, but he is the only one who treats himself badly.

Zhang Qingyan is indeed a good person. When he was young, he litigated for the poor every day and every day. Not only did he not charge legal fees, but he occasionally paid them himself.This problem didn't disappear with his age, but he barely fulfilled Song Minglang's words - full of enthusiasm, thinking of reaching out to justice, thinking of slaughtering all unrighteous dogs in the world.

It was such a good uncle who regarded Jiang Jiashu as a jackal.

The very small Jiang Jiashu has an inexplicable closeness to him. Hearing him say that he is dirty, he will beg his mother to bathe him several times. This feeling of shyness was brought to uncle by mother.

But he still said he was dirty.

A little older Jiang Jiashu would understand, either his body was dirty, or he thought he was dirty inside.

Jiang Jiashu's mother is usually gentle and gentle, but when she got up, she couldn't pull back eight horses.Jiang Jiashu's genetic father was a gentle and elegant noble son. The noble son didn't like her, so she used some disgraceful means to conceive his child.And that noble son—from the beginning to the end, he didn't know that he had a lonely son.Jiang Jiashu - from the beginning to the end, he never thought of taking refuge in his father who was kept in the dark.And the remaining uncle, who he admitted was related to him by blood, was still so indifferent to him.

What he wished for when he was a child, and the bone-scraping steel knife when he grew up, he no longer wants what he wanted at the beginning, he just wants to destroy him.

The author has something to say:

In fact, psychological factors... It can also be explained. The original thought was that Jiang Jiashu had a sensitive personality and was insulted and hurt by his uncle, so he hated it.But people don’t seem to accept this reason, but I still think that it doesn’t mean that a beating or physical injury is called injury. Words or other expressions can hurt people, but it’s not like this serious.