Quickly wear black and fall in love with white lotus

Lu Lehan said hesitantly, "Hello, I want to do research here for a few more days, and Mingyu will take me out after I finish this research."

After speaking, she turned to look at Yang Mingyu, blinked her eyes, and said coquettishly, "Yes, Mingyu."

Yang Mingyu froze for a moment, his face became extremely gentle, he put his arms around his shoulder and said, "Yes."

Lu Lehan looked at the two people with a smile, and said: "Look, I'm fine, you don't need to worry about me, but I think you should talk about it when you go back. There's nothing special about superpowers, they just have more abilities. Don't discriminate against them like that."

Qian Chaosheng's face was greatly shocked. Seeing the intimate interaction between the two people, his complexion suddenly sank, his brows and eyes were full of discomfort, and he asked loudly: "Xingqi, you and him... Xingqi, he is a monster, you How can you be with him?"

Lu Lehan immediately stopped laughing, and her voice became louder, saying: "What kind of monster, Chao Sheng, I forbid you to say that about him, he is not."

Qian Chaosheng closed his mouth, thought for a while and still didn't give up, and said: "Xingqi, you must have been under his gu, maybe he can manipulate people's spirits, it must be like this, Xingqi, don't be afraid , we will definitely find a way, you see, this is the danger of superpowers, because you don't know when and how they hurt you, Xingqi."

Lu Lehan turned around and looked at Yang Mingyu, who had an uneasy expression and guarded eyes, gave him a firm smile, turned around and said, "Chao Sheng, although I don't like him very much, but I don't like you saying that about him even more."

Yang Mingyu said in a cold voice: "You heard me, please go back, come back when you think of better cooperation, I hope that Xingqi will not be mentioned again next time, this is a matter between us , has nothing to do with him."

The man asked: "Mr. Zhang, are you unwilling to go with us?"

Lu Lehan shook his head and said: "I will go out with Mingyu in a while, and now my research is at a critical point, so I don't want to waste time."

Yang Mingyu grabbed Lu Lehan and said with a bad expression, "Xingqi, stop talking."

Lu Lehan looked at Yang Mingyu with a blank face and asked, "Why are you so fierce?"

The man looked at Lu Lehan, with a heavy expression and a little anxiety, and said: "Mr. Zhang, I hope you know that your current research is contrary to our development, and please temporarily stop your project."

Lu Lehan turned around and said solemnly: "No, my current research will make a significant contribution to the development of society in the long run. If the research is successful, it will definitely help human life."

Qian Chaosheng seemed to have just crawled out of the blow, with a little anxiety on his face, he wanted to rush over and cover his mouth immediately, and said, "Xingqi, stop talking."

Lu Lehan was a little confused looking at one or two of them who told him to shut up, and looked at Yang Mingyu and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

The man put his hands into his pockets, his face was a little heavy, and he said, "Mr. Zhang, are you really not planning to go back with us today?"

Lu Lehan asked: "Why must I go back?"

The man said: "As Mr. Qian said, Mr. Zhang's value is immeasurable. If you stay here, I'm afraid..."

Lu Lehan suddenly realized, and said, "You want me to go back and help you deal with them, but I don't want it."

The man continued: "But if Mr. Zhang stays here, we really can't make peace with Mr. Yang. It's not fair to us."

Lu Lehan frowned and was about to speak, when he was pulled suddenly behind Yang Mingyu, even Qian Chaosheng moved forward a few steps, blocked the man and said, "Yang Mingyu, take Xingqi back first, We will discuss the terms of cooperation when we go back.”

Yang Mingyu watched the man behind Qian Chaosheng not move, his eyes were full of guard.

Lu Lehan said softly to Yang Mingyu from behind: "Yang Mingyu, don't move, listen to me, there is a folder in the cabinet in the room, which contains all my research results, and the man behind him should be holding it during this period. Why? Everyone has been caught. Take a good look and ask everyone to be more vigilant in the future. Also, Yang Mingyu, I like you very much. I want to help you. Let me give you a reason that can make ordinary people oppose their acceptance of you. "

Looking at Yang Mingyu who turned around in shock, with a normal but somewhat different smile on his face, he looked sideways at the man and said, "The very capable person wants to get along with you so much, even ordinary people don't say anything, why? The organization just doesn't want to accept them. At the beginning, I kept thinking about the good side. Now that you care so much about whether I will stay or not, maybe it's because you have selfish intentions and want to use me."

The man's expression changed. He didn't expect that Lu Lehan would suddenly attack him. He said calmly, "Mr. Zhang, supernatural beings are mutations. What's wrong with us studying them? Don't they keep Mr. Zhang to improve themselves?" ability to resist us."

Dude, just wait for your words. Lu Lehan, who was held by Yang Mingyu, couldn't move forward, but his voice was full of determination, and he said: "Is it true that as long as I leave them and make sure that their special abilities develop freely? Like the evolution of species, it will not pose a threat to you, then you are willing to sit down and negotiate terms with them calmly."

Yang Mingyu shouted sharply: "Impossible, Xingqi, if you go out, they will definitely not let you go free."

The superpowers who came behind also echoed, saying: "Sister-in-law, don't be so soft-hearted, we would rather not negotiate with them than hand you over, they will definitely use sister-in-law to achieve their goals Yes, if sister-in-law is not willing, she might force you."

It’s a godly assist, thank you for your white lotus index, I know it too, but in order to get index points and go to the next world more naturally, I can’t help it, maybe I can really help you if I go like this .

Lu Lehan turned around and said with a smile, "I said to leave you, but I didn't say to go to them."

Yang Mingyu's expression remained unchanged, but his eyes were a little flustered. He grabbed Lu Lehan's wrist to make sure that he was by his side.

Lu Lehan pulled out a smile, and said to Qian Chaosheng: "Chaosheng, I really hope to see the scene where ordinary people live with superpowers. You go back and tell your dad that there are really not so many people here." Lofty ideals, just want to be good or nothing."

As he spoke, his eyes were a little loose and his body was a little weak, but he still tried his best to amplify his voice and said to the man: "I don't know what your position is, but what I want to tell you today is that I am living a good life here with the superpowers. Yes, it’s up to me whether I want to study or not. I’ve seen many researchers do cruel things to superpowers before. I, Zhang Xingqi, will never agree with your goals in my life. Since you are so worried about me , so as long as I'm not here, can everything be resolved?"

Turning around, looking at Yang Mingyu's face, he finally smiled and said: "Mingyu, I have done research all my life, but after seeing you, I realized that studying you is more satisfying than studying any special ability. I really like it. your."

In the end, he flipped his wrist lightly, and a slender needle was caught between his thumb and index finger. If the needle tip was stuck anywhere in his body, he would die on the spot, and there would be no pain at all. It fell on Yang Mingyu's face, but he couldn't do anything.

Lu Lehan was taken aback, obviously 009 said they were not the same person, why did his heart beat so fast, did he really fall in love with Yang Mingyu? he.

The corner of Lu Lehan's mouth curled into a mocking smile. For the first time, he felt that he was not completing the task at all. He was squandering his dignity and trampling on the personality of others.

Don't do to others what you don't want done to you, this is what I often say.

Don't base your happiness on my pain, this is what I often say.

But I didn't do any of these two points, the expression on his face remained unchanged, his eyes didn't blink, and tears slowly flowed down the corners of his eyes.

【Lehan, what's wrong with you, Lehan...】

It seemed that he heard 009's voice, which seemed so far away, even a little blurry.

Immediately afterwards, there was darkness in front of my eyes, and my body slowly collapsed. This is the end, and I am going to the next world?

In the panic, it seemed that he saw Yang Mingyu's panicked expression and heard the panicked shouts of the crowd. Lu Lehan was so tired that he slowly closed his eyes.

Yang Mingyu, goodbye, never see you again, this time I said I love you, so I hope you don't hate me like them, don't always come to me in dreams like them, don't refuse to let go like them I.

Feeling a little uncomfortable, I moved my fingers and slowly opened my eyes.

He sighed, feeling a little complicated, and didn't bother to look around, just lay down and asked, "Xiao Jiu, what's the plot in this world?"

I didn't hear 009's answer for a long time, and I was a little puzzled, how come this is still lost in the new world?

Sitting up slowly, he had time to look around with his eyes. He fell back suddenly, and the back of his head almost hit the head of the bed, which was blocked by Yang Mingyu's palm.

"You, you, you..." Lu Lehan was so startled that he couldn't speak for a long time, stretched out his hand to calm his heart, took a deep breath to calm himself down, "Why are you here?"

Because he inhaled too much, his throat was itchy, and he coughed violently while lying on his stomach with his palms propped up on the bed.

Yang Mingyu didn't speak, and reached out to pat him on the back to help him feel better.

Finally calmed down, Lu Lehan was still propped up on the bed and couldn't help being surprised: "You..."

Yang Mingyu said with a sullen face, "You want to die that much?"

Lu Lehan, who originally thought he was already in the next world, was frightened by his aura, and stared blankly at him speechless.

Damn it, the pretense failed again...

"Don't be so stupid in the future, even if you are gone, they will still find a reason to get rid of us." Yang Mingyu sighed, stretched out his hand to hold the back of his head, let his face stick tightly to his chest, feeling The body temperature of his body, the two of them hugged quietly like this.

The moment Zhang Xingqi fell down, he really thought that he would lose him forever. At that moment, Yang Mingyu's mind went blank, and he almost forgot to catch Zhang Xingqi. What's the use of the world, it's better to destroy it all.

Holding Zhang Xingqi's paper-like body half-kneeling there as if being nailed to the ground, a fragment flashed in his mind, as if such a scene had happened before.

"Doctor, doctor, call the doctor." Someone's voice behind him suddenly woke up Yang Mingyu.

Suddenly picked up Zhang Xingqi and rushed back, suddenly stopped and turned around, and coldly ordered: "Let Qian Chaosheng out, and leave the rest to you. You can deal with it as you want."

"Yang Mingyu, you're crazy, what happened to Xingqi?"

"Don't come here, don't come here, how dare you do it openly, aren't you afraid of the government..."

All the cursing and yelling disappeared in an instant. Both of them were ordinary people, but relying on the government's expectations, I dared not confront them head-on in a short time.

Originally, they had no plans for the time being, but now they had to start preparing. Who made them think that they shouldn't move even if they went to hell.

Yang Mingyu carried Zhang Xingqi to the hospital in three steps at a time and said in a calm voice, "Come here a few people, show me what's going on?"

The icy aura was released instantly. Few doctors could walk over under such a strong pressure. For a time, a circle of ten meters was formed, but every one stepped forward.

I don't know why Yang Mingyu's heart is very calm, calm like a pool of stagnant water, it doesn't matter if you can't be rescued, if you are gone, I will completely turn the world upside down and go down to accompany you.

"Come here soon." Yang Mingyu's eyes slanted, his timid legs trembled and had already weakened, and he held on to the wall next to him so that he could not sit down.

A doctor with psychiatric special ability barely stood, leaned on the wall and moved over and said weakly: "Can you put him over there first?"

Yang Mingyu looked over and saw a simple stretcher bed.

He pursed his lips and put the person on it. At first he wanted to take another look, but he thought that every minute would be his life, so he stood aside and said in a cold voice: "Look carefully, all those who cannot be saved will be buried with him."

All the doctors trembled collectively, and even the smell of urine was already floating in the air.

Yang Mingyu didn't have time to see it, and the other doctors didn't have the guts to see it. The one who slumped on the ground with a sound of incontinence was already incontinent.

The doctors all knew that although this man still looked calm on the surface, the words he said were definitely not meant to scare people. It was really possible that he would let everyone go and bury him on the bed.

The special doctor examined Lu Lehan and raised his face, boldly said in a trembling voice, "I need to give him a comprehensive examination."

Yang Mingyu looked at him coldly: "Check."

Doctor Teneng pursed his lips: "I have no strength, you have to cooperate with me."

The two cooperated and finally passed all the inspection items.

Yang Mingyu took a deep look at Lu Lehan and said, "Say it."

"There is nothing wrong with his body." The doctor wiped off the sweat from his forehead and concluded.

"Then why aren't you awake?" Yang Mingyu fixed his eyes on Lu Lehan's face.

"..." He hesitated for a while, as if he wanted to say something, but he dared not say it because he was afraid.

"If you have anything to say, just say it." Yang Mingyu, who knew that Lu Lehan had only fainted temporarily, no longer had the hostility he had just now, and his aura gradually subsided.

"Doctor, he may not be mentally normal." The doctor gritted his teeth and closed his eyes.

"What did you say?" Yang Mingyu was taken aback for a moment, then turned to look at him coldly.

"Just now I did a simple hypnosis test on the doctor with special energy. He, his problems are more complicated. He may have suffered huge psychological pressure before, his heart is extremely entangled, his depression is also serious, and he has obsessive-compulsive neurosis. ..." The doctor was so frightened by Yang Mingyu's suddenly sharp eyes that he swallowed the words that came to his lips.

"Say."

"The doctor's inability to wake up may be because he doesn't want to wake up." Startled by Yang Mingyu, the doctor almost instinctively yelled out this sentence.

When his body froze, Yang Mingyu froze in place, unwilling to wake up?

Grabbing the doctor's collar, he slid up directly, almost yelling loudly against the doctor's face: "What do you mean by not wanting to wake up? Tell me, what do you mean by not being willing."

The clothes were stuck on the neck, the doctor was hanging on his toes, his cheeks were flushed, physiological tears flowed out, and he coughed violently and silently.

Facing Yang Mingyu's cold eyes, at that moment he thought he had fallen into the [-]th floor of the underworld, and his eyes were covered with white snowflakes, and he was so horrified that he didn't dare to blink.

Just when he was about to suffocate, he was thrown to the ground, his knees hit the metal floor heavily, and there was a loud bang, and his body bounced up a little bit, already numb from the pain.

Pulling back his collar, he coughed twice and spoke with difficulty: "Doctor, he, he might..."

Before the doctor could finish speaking, Yang Mingyu hugged Lu Lehan and left, leaving only a distant figure behind.

What Yang Mingyu doesn't understand is that mental illness is an individual's strong psychological reaction caused by the individual and external factors, accompanied by obvious physical discomfort, and it is an external manifestation of brain dysfunction.

It never occurred to him that Zhang Xingqi, who always had a smile on her face, would be sick, and even mentally ill.

The doctor who had been favored by Zhang Xingqi lay on the ground and looked at Yang Mingyu, who was walking extremely steadily step by step, but slightly hunchbacked, and sighed heavily. After trying twice, his legs were still a little soft and he couldn't get up. Staring at the dazzling white ceiling in a daze.

Yang Mingyu looked at Lu Lehan who had woken up and was doing well, clenched his fists tightly, his eyes were cold as if the triangular pupils were about to release venom, he opened his mouth and wanted to scold, but in the end, his body couldn't help but hugged Lu Lehan and subconsciously gnawed it down .

Until he felt the cold tears on his face, Yang Mingyu let go of him in a panic, and quickly wiped the moisture off his face, remembering what the doctor said he couldn't be stimulated anymore, patting him on the shoulder was like coaxing a child: " What's the matter, it's all right, don't be afraid, I'm here."

Lu Lehan gently wrapped his arms around his waist, resting his chin on his shoulders, his voice was a little hoarse, as if he was trying to hold back tears: "I wanted to die, but I couldn't do it, I might be old, so I have the guts Small."

For some reason, Lu Lehan suddenly wanted to talk to Yang Mingyu, and share half of the burden in his heart with him. If he loves him so much, he will definitely accept it.

There was a sneer at the corner of his mouth, forget it, what's the use of saying it.

After patting his hand on the back, Yang Mingyu smiled unnaturally and opened his mouth, but he still didn't speak.

"Are you hungry? I'll get you something to eat." Holding Zhang Xingqi in his arms, he recalled his limp body that fell that day in his mind, and recalled the depression that the doctor said in his ears, and he couldn't help but increase his strength by two points.

"Hiss~~~" Lu Lehan yelled softly.

Yang Mingyu opened the distance between the two of them, and quickly asked, "Where does it hurt?"

Suddenly remembered that he asked the same question in bed one day. At that time, Zhang Xingqi seemed to be crying except for crying. Where did it hurt? Now that I think about it, I feel like laughing. It turns out that my heart hurts.

Lu Lehan shook his head and said, "I'm a little hungry, I want porridge."

Yang Mingyu supported him and slowly leaned against the head of the bed, helped him put a pillow under his waist, and smiled with a rare spring breeze: "I just made mushroom porridge, now I'm going to heat it up."

Lu Lehan nodded lightly, his body was still a little weak, and he didn't know if it was because he had been lying down for a long time or what.

As soon as he turned around, the smile on his face immediately disappeared completely, and he raised his right hand and pressed it on his heart: "Zhang Xingqi, no matter whether you are sick or crazy, I will not let you go. I can admit that I am unlucky."

At first, I tried to establish contact with 009 in my mind without hope, but I didn't expect it to be online.

"Why am I still here? Don't I go to the next world after I die?" Lu Lehan was a little depressed. When she opened her eyes and saw Yang Mingyu, she was startled. Pretending to be indifferent, he looked at Yang Mingyu's busy back and asked.

After touching my face, I actually cried, which is really embarrassing.

【Lehan, are you okay? 】

009 asked a bit strangely, but Lu Lehan still answered: "It's all right, what's the matter?"

【Your emotions... are a little bit wrong, do you have feelings for the male protagonists of these worlds...】

009 spoke extremely slowly, as if he was choosing his words carefully.

Lu Lehan froze for a moment, his mood was wrong, he didn't feel anything about the male lead, except that when he was about to leave, he seemed to have such a throbbing pain in his heart, but wasn't he already used to it.

[Lehan, although you failed to commit suicide in the end, we will automatically leave the world after three days. In view of your current performance, the senior said that it is best to do an emotional stripping for you. Don’t worry, it will not affect you. It is appropriate Play down your feelings for the male protagonists of the previous few worlds, but this is voluntary, some hosts will choose to do it, but some hosts are unwilling to forget...]

"Okay, did someone write such a long passage for you to read?" Lu Lehan wanted to laugh, although he felt that there was nothing wrong with him, and he didn't feel much about the previous world, but he heard the cautiousness of himself in 009's voice Some can't bear it.

"If you feel good, then do it."

【Okay, then I will go to contact the senior now, there are three days left, Le Han, if you... 】

"It's okay, you go." Lu Lehan interrupted him impatiently, not wanting to hear what it wanted to say next.

In the past two days, Yang Mingyu hardly stepped out of this door, and he didn't even make a call to the outside with the communicator. Lu Lehan saw it and didn't speak. He even thought it was good. like.

He didn't get out of bed for two whole days, and of course he didn't do anything strange with someone. Most of the time, Yang Mingyu just hugged him quietly with his eyes closed.

Lu Lehan became very easy to fall asleep, 24 hours a day, he felt that he could talk about the past twelve hours, even when he woke up, his mind was in chaos.

He didn't know what was wrong with his body, and Yang Mingyu didn't say anything, but just let him sleep, and even slept with him.

[Lehan, there is still one hour before we will spontaneously leave this world. 】

Lu Lehan originally had his eyes closed, but when he heard the familiar electronic sound, he felt as if he was in another world.

For the first time, I had the desire not to leave this world, and even had the idea of ​​discussing with 009 and staying a few more days.

Forget it, how about a few more days.

Yang Mingyu hugged him and clearly felt his body tremble for a moment, lowered his head and kissed the top of his head, and asked, "What's the matter, are you going to pee?"

Lu Lehan blushed, buried her head deeply and drew irregular circles with her index finger on Yang Mingyu's chest: "Can I ask a question?"

Yang Mingyu lowered his head and leaned into his ear, his voice was extremely soft, as if he was talking to a glass doll: "Huh?"

Immediately, her body was numb, trying to suppress the sound of moaning, Lu Lehan asked: "Do you... love me?"

There was a slight pain in the ear, and Yang Mingyu's indistinct voice was heard: "What are you talking about?"

Lu Lehan didn't intend to speak, but he was also a little disappointed. He didn't know what to expect, and he didn't know what to be disappointed.

"Love to the bone, Zhang Xingqi, if you take me apart, you will find your name engraved on my bones."

Lu Lehan, I love you.

With a smile on the corner of his mouth, Lu Lehan automatically translated this sentence into his own name in his heart, raised his head, closed his eyes, and kissed Yang Mingyu's mouth gently: "If there is a next life, tell me first, you love me and then Can you do other things?"

Yang Mingyu was taken aback for a moment, he had never explicitly said that he loved him, he had never even thought that he would fall in love with Zhang Xingqi at the beginning, before he could react, he heard a soft voice: "Do you want to do it? "

This is the first time that Zhang Xingqi made such a request to Yang Mingyu. Lu Lehan thought he would agree, but Yang Mingyu just grabbed his arm and stuffed him into the quilt, kissed him on the forehead and said, "Go to sleep." .”

Lu Lehan didn't refute, she closed her eyes, her eyelashes fluttered slightly, and her face was peaceful.

Yang Mingyu stared at his sleeping face for a long while, then lay beside him with his eyes open in a daze.

Looking at Yang Mingyu, he felt a little flustered, his heartbeat was inexplicably abnormal, the person in his arms was sleeping peacefully, and he didn't even make the usual small movements. His heartbeat faltered, and he reached out tremblingly and shook his shoulder: "Xingqi ?”

"Xingqi?"

There was no answer all the time, Yang Mingyu looked at Lu Lehan, who seemed to be smiling at the corners of his mouth with his eyes closed. He was even more beautiful than usual sleeping, as if he was dreaming a sweet dream.

Yang Mingyu stopped screaming, his body froze for a moment and slowly eased, his lips touched Lu Lehan's lips and his voice was a little hoarse: "Zhang Xingqi, you are happy, are you happy after you leave me?"

His expression twisted in an instant, and he shook Lu Lehan's shoulder vigorously, as if to shake him up, and his voice gradually increased: "Zhang Xingqi, what kind of bullshit is depression, what kind of mental illness, you just don't want to stay by my side, don't you? What's the use of saving you, Zhang Xingqi, you have been a genius since childhood, if you want to die, no one can stop you, I thought I could save you these few days, but you didn't succeed last time, but you still made the same choice, didn't you Well, Zhang Xingqi, didn't you say you like me, didn't you ask me if I love you, why, why do you still treat me like this, tell me why..."

The voice gradually lowered, and his head was deeply buried in Lu Lehan's neck, just like what he would do every night. There was no barrier between intimacy, and Yang Mingyu's low voice seemed to be filled with grievances: "What next life, how can there be any next life, Zhang Xingqi , without you, there will be no time tunnel, if I want to see in the future, where will you go?"

Yang Mingyu didn't even send Zhang Xingqi to check. In the past two days, he took precautions against everything. He even checked everything that Zhang Xingqi needed to handle carefully and almost a hundred times. He didn't want to know the method of suicide that could succeed under his nose. , and don't want to know.

He would rather believe that Zhang Xingqi really died because of a mental breakdown, and he was unwilling to accept that he was sober and racked his brains to commit suicide just to get away from himself.

Two drops of tears hit the corners of Zhang Xingqi's eyes, and slid down the pale skin onto the pillow, leaving two balls of wet stains.

It was as if Zhang Xingqi was crying with him.

If there is another life, can you tell me first that you love me?

As long as I say I love you in advance, as long as I try to repent, you can forgive me, and you can... fall in love with me.

The author has something to say:

Irresponsible Little Theater:

Song Anyu: You are satisfied now, are you happy watching him collapse?

[No, it's not me, it's you, if it wasn't for you, how could he collapse, it's all you, everything is caused by you. 】

【You were wrong from the very beginning, what is good for him is for yourself, Song Anyu, don't be selfish under the guise of loving him, you don't deserve it. 】

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Here comes the question, what exactly is 009 going to do.