Quickly wear black and fall in love with white lotus
Chapter 190 Is This Really the Real World
The organization without Song Anyu is still in operation, but the leader has changed from a human being to a system, but the predecessors of the system obviously understand the system better. As the organization grows and the number of systems increases, Song Anyu will also appear, but there is no That's all.
He will suddenly show up to lend a helping hand when the senior encounters a problem that cannot be solved, and every time the senior's program fluctuates, it seems that he has been observing in secret.
The numbers of the system are all produced in sequence, all programmed by Song Anyu, but the characters are all suggested by the seniors.
At that time, 003 didn't understand why Song Anyu wanted to define the system according to the preferences of his seniors, but he was jealous of the system all the time. Later, he realized that if it was all defined by Song Anyu, then before he got emotions, he would always be the character of his seniors.
When they were created, the seniors and Song Anyu hadn't had any quarrels. At that time, the seniors were always busy, and they were still doing tasks with Song Anyu, but they always took time to care about them and solve their problems. The contradictions are all adjusted by the seniors.
It can be said that if this organization had no predecessors, it might not be what it is now.
003 tilted his head and thought for a while. An organization without seniors might just be Song Anyu and a bunch of cold programs. After all, Song Anyu might not be able to make programs have the idea of being willing to accept human emotions.
The seniors have the same requirements for each system, the tasks are not mandatory, as long as they are happy.
I still remember a sentence that my predecessors often said: to complete tasks is to become a human being, and to become a human is to be happy, so you don’t need to care about tasks, as long as you have fun.
But why did the senior, who was always the most important thing to be happy, become like that in the end? There was no previous high-spiritedness in the words, and it was replaced by lamentation and sorrow.
Mingming was very happy every time he went on a mission with Song Anyu before, and he could even feel that his program was shaking, but at some point, the seniors began to resist going out with Song Anyu, but every time Song Anyu showed dissatisfaction A happy expression, but every time it is the senior who finally compromises.
Questions that I didn’t understand at the time, 003 still doesn’t understand now. The senior said that being a human being is to be happy, but the senior is obviously unhappy, but why do he still do it.
Glancing at Song Anyu who was still pondering in front of him, 003 thought that his set of test papers was still unqualified. If the seniors were not around, the organization would cut corners. He obviously still had a lot of feelings that he didn't understand, but he had already obtained the ability to become a human being. Qualifications.
In fact, the senior doesn't treat every system equally. Among all the systems, he takes care of 009 the longest, not because 009 is smart, but because it is really stupid.
Even if the data of the world is sent to his database, it will not be found.
009 has never been bound to a host before, because the exam is always unqualified, so it is much later than the same period of the system, and when it reaches the qualification for graduation, the requirements of the host have gradually increased, and 009 is still not qualified for the task , and the hosts know that it has no experience, so they don't choose it very much. For the first time, they don't know anything and don't know how to choose the host of the system, and the seniors dare not hand it over to it.
Under the vicious circle, 009 has never been in contact with the host, and all it does is learn theoretical knowledge from its predecessors. When it is discussed about the beauty of the small world and becomes a human being, it just likes to be tired of being with its predecessors. Hearing the illusory world described by his predecessors, he is unwilling to experience it himself.
I don't know if it's a habit formed by being in contact with humans in the small world. Senior likes all soft things, and likes the cute things that humans say.
Ever since 009 learned the definitions of these two words from other systems, he started acting coquettishly and acting cute. He was a little sloppy at first, and he didn’t make any mistakes in principle. He's a little cute, and seniors are willing to stay with him.
003 frowned. Could it be that 009 had already developed such thoughts towards his senior at that time? Thinking about it carefully, he seemed to be with 009 all the time after his conflict with Song Anyu.
His brows twitched, it turned out that everything had signs, I remembered that the time before senior left was always frowning, no matter how funny 009 was, it was useless.
During that period of time, Song Anyu would sometimes call him out on missions, but he couldn't be happy about it. Even the system that was not close to his senior felt that there was a problem, not to mention that he had been with his senior for almost 24 hours. 009 together.
003 carefully recalled that at that time, 009 would study very hard and hard as long as the senior was not around, and other systems thought he was going to be a stupid bird to fly first, so it turned out that he had already started preparing for hijacking the senior.
009 disappeared when the senior went on a mission for the last time. Before that, Song Anyu had not asked the senior to go out for a long time.
The senior that day was very unwilling and even resisted, but he was forcibly transferred out by Song Anyu, because the senior's mood fluctuated too much, and almost all systems felt a strong data shock at that moment. Song Anyu took the senior Without saying a word, he walked out of the laboratory with a gloomy face.
After that day, the senior never came back, but Song Anyu would come back from time to time to manage order, upgrade the main system, and other things were assigned.
Without seniors, 009's sense of existence is simply too low. It was only after Song Anyu appeared in the system home to inquire after a long time that the big guys knew that 009 had disappeared at some point.
The systems don't have any emotional recognition, so I don't think it's strange, it's just a piece of data, if you lose it, you lose it, but Song Anyu was nervous as if he lost his senior, and he never showed up after leaving in a hurry.
At that time, 003 was in a hurry to go out on a mission. Although he felt that something was wrong, he still went to the small world, and only heard about them from other systems after he came back.
It turned out that none of the three showed up after that day.
It just so happened that I had already completed the task, and after hurriedly finishing the exam, I used the authority of the supervisor to hack into the main system, obtained part of the program that Song Anyu had input to the senior at that time, and finally calculated the exact position of the last world based on the fluctuation of the data.
It's just that I didn't expect things to turn out like this.
"Go back and investigate all the people Lu Lehan came into contact with before, and don't let anyone go." Song Anyu didn't know when he held a cigarette between his fingers, and made a smoking gesture but didn't light it.
After opening the door and ventilating, the initial smell of smoke in the room has almost dissipated. Looking at Song Anyu's anxious and hesitant expression, and the trembling hand that wanted to stuff the cigarette into his mouth immediately, 003 suddenly remembered The senior at that time was also like this. It was obviously painful for others to see, but he seemed to be enjoying it.
003 took a deep breath, supported the sofa and stood up: "I will investigate, if there is nothing else, I will go back first."
The eyes that had just been smoked by the smoke were still a little sore, and even the chest was a little stuffy because of the squeeze. It was getting late, and it was gloomy and hot outside. Good to go.
003 blinked, turned his eyes to the other side, and said slowly and softly: "You take care of senior, he, he really loves you."
He didn't know why he suddenly wanted to tell Song Anyu this, maybe it was because Song Anyu staggered when he saw Song Anyu stand up just now.
Song Anyu was stunned for a moment, and then the corners of his mouth turned up, revealing a smile from the heart since this time, he said, I know.
003 doesn't know what the original conflict between them was, but what he knows is that nothing will happen this time, because this is a matter of whether the senior will disappear, even if they lose all their systems, the senior will still not be able to return Come on, how could Song Anyu have the heart for such a thing to happen.
Looking at the empty room, and looking at the clock on the wall, it was almost ten o'clock without saying a word, and the time the two of them were silent was far longer than the time they talked.
After hesitating for a moment, he went to the bathroom first. Recently, he eats a lot and even has indigestion. Since he is still sleeping at this point, he should not wake him up.
Cold water poured down from head to toe, Song Anyu couldn't tell what he felt, his heart was already frozen, this low temperature was nothing.
He washed and wiped it casually, and walked out with a bath towel around his waist.
Sure enough, there was a quiet bulge on the bed, and when he got closer, he didn't even change his posture.
Song Anyu casually untied the white bath towel around his waist and threw it on the ground, revealing that he had stood at attention as soon as he saw Lu Lehan. He lifted the quilt and lay down in the small house he had prepared for his son.
The cold breath on his body passed to Lu Lehan, and the person on the bed twisted uncomfortably, humming unconsciously, trying to avoid it, but was pulled by a strong arm, and his whole body was stuck to that cold body , could not help but tremble.
Lu Lehan was about to open his eyes in a daze, when he heard someone whispering in his ear: "Close your eyes and help me warm up, go to sleep."
Hearing the familiar voice, the cold seemed not so uncomfortable anymore, Lu Lehan found a comfortable position and fell asleep again with the corners of his mouth curled up.
Song Anyu stroked the upturned hair on his head for a while, and said softly: "I want you to remember, but I don't want you to remember."
In the darkness, the corners of his mouth suddenly curled up as if mocking.
"Obviously it likes you too, obviously it's all my fault, why is it you who suffer the most in the end."
There was a long sigh, like an erhu that could never end, hoarse and mournful, like tearing open a heart and stuffing it with soft cotton to absorb the sour bitterness, and then sew it up again .
The atrium does not feel the soreness temporarily, but the bitter water is still there.
Can't sleep, easily cranky, neurasthenia, these symptoms are obvious in Lu Lehan's body, even he himself knows that he may be sick.
But why is it sick? Every time I want to know the reason, the back of my head will always feel swollen and painful.
When nestled in Song Anyu's arms, Lu Lehan would hold on to Song Anyu's sleeve tightly, as if afraid that he would disappear suddenly.
At the beginning, Lu Lehan opened his eyes and wiped his face with cool water.
Looking at the damp fingertips, he was crying.
Song Anyu was not surprised, and calmly wiped away the tears from his eyes with his fingertips.
Lu Lehan was even more surprised: "I seem to be crying."
The back of his head was held down by a big hand, and his face was tightly pressed against his chest muscles like a copper wall. Lu Lehan was a little out of breath, and struggled for a few minutes before he opened the distance between the two of them. He tilted his head and sucked in fresh air heavily.
"There is blood congestion here after the car accident." Song Anyu's palms were a little rough, and he spun clockwise along the back of his head. As soon as he finished speaking, he moved to his neck.
The skin there was smooth and tender, how could it withstand such extensive rubbing, Lu Lehan shrank his neck, and suddenly understood why he was acting strange during this period of time.
Congestion squeezed the nerves, causing indirect behavioral abnormalities, and it was necessary to observe the situation for a period of time before deciding whether to undergo surgery to remove the congestion.
Lu Lehan pinched Song Anyu's thigh vigorously, pouted and complained: "It's all your fault, you drove so carelessly, you almost hit me to death."
Song Anyu's tone couldn't hide his guilt: "Well, it's all my fault, it's my fault."
Originally, she wanted to blame him, but after hearing such a guilty voice, Lu Lehan couldn't bear it anymore, got up and put her arms around his neck and kissed the corner of his mouth: "If there was no car accident, I would never have met you."
The corners of Song Anyu's mouth froze for a moment, pressed his back, and smiled wryly: "I still hope to change it in another way."
Lu Lehan didn't answer, and shrank back obediently to play with his phone.
Song Anyu patted him on the back as if coaxing a child. Of course he didn't hit the person. When he rushed over, there was only an empty shell left. The data inside, which is commonly known as the human soul, has long been separated .
Song Anyu, who came a step late, had no choice but to put his body in the hospital first, and treat it like a vegetable, so as not to lose his body's function and aging after a long time.
Lu Lehan didn't refute, but he still felt that this way of understanding was pretty good.
He felt that he and Song Anyu were very close, it was not the sudden surge of emotion like seeing Li Heng, but the kind of long-lasting feelings that would appear in real life, like warm spring water nourishing himself.
If it weren't for the car accident, the development of the two of them would not have been so fast. After all, I went straight to the classroom after leaving the hospital. How could I take the initiative in a different way of understanding.
The longer you stay at home, the more depressed you will be.
Without the influence of 009, although Song Anyu was still worried about Lu Lehan, his desire to control him was not so strong, and he even hoped that he would go out more.
On the contrary, Lu Lehan, who had always wanted to escape before, was unwilling, and always nestled in Song Anyu's arms and played with his mobile phone, just like digging for treasure.
Song Anyu glued a short hair on his collar, it was too hard, it should be his own.
"When you were still sleeping in the morning, Xiuya called."
Lu Lehan lost interest: "What's wrong?"
"Your high school is going to hold a class reunion, and I asked you if you want to go?" Song Anyu leaned over to see what kind of game the person in his arms was playing so seriously, raised his eyebrows, Plants vs. Zombies.
The green peashooter spat out bullets one by one, and after a while, the zombie in front of him lay convulsed and lay on the ground, staring at his big eyes alone with his head on the side.
Song Anyu looked away, he felt that if he continued to watch, his brain would say goodbye to him.
"No." Lu Lehan refused bluntly. Few of my high school classmates can remember what they look like and what they can do to participate.
"You can't stay at home all the time." Song Anyu turned him around, always thinking that it was dangerous for him to lie there and play with his mobile phone, wouldn't he just let go of his hand and hit his face directly.
Lu Lehan lay on Song Anyu's lap, rubbing his chin in a comfortable position, never leaving the screen for a second: "Do you think I'm annoying?"
It was obviously a complaint about coquettishness, but it was completely casual.
Song Anyu thought this was really a matter of pride.
He straightened his palms, touched the skin around his waist and massaged clockwise, listening to the more and more comfortable humming sound of the person on his legs, he moved his numb legs a little.
Lu Lehan suddenly got up: "Go."
Song Anyu was taken aback, withdrew his hand, and asked, "What's wrong?"
Just now, a scene seemed to appear in Lu Lehan's mind. Lu Lehan felt that going this time might solve the question that was deliberately buried in his heart, but he just looked at Song Anyu's slightly worried face in front of him, and couldn't bear to tell him, saying : "I don't know those former classmates very well, but since Xiuya called, then she should go too, I haven't seen her for a long time."
Song Anyu's eyes dimmed for a moment, then he smiled and said, "You can ask Xiuya about the time and place later."
Lu Lehan only has a problem with his nerve center, not a mental illness, so he is very casual when going out.
But even though Song Anyu advised Lu Lehan to go out more, he was worried at the same time, nagging like an old woman.
Lu Lehan glared at him and said, "Did you watch too many TV dramas recently, and didn't realize why you were so annoying before?"
Song Anyu leaned down and licked his lips with the tip of his tongue, with a smile in his voice: "I have many sides, are you interested in discovering them?"
Reaching out to push away the furry head, he stretched out his hand to reach the mobile phone on the coffee table.
However, with such a short arm, I couldn't reach it no matter what.
Song Anyu was amused by him, and after accepting the roll of his eyes, he endured the pain with a smile. He bent his waist and fixed his waist with one hand, and grabbed the phone with the other hand and handed it to him.
Lu Lehan took the phone angrily, his eyes were full of resentment.
The hands are so long and the stature is so tall.
Instantly flattened his mouth, as if it was really remarkable.
He gave him a hard look, but what he saw was the corner of someone's mouth that could not be suppressed with all his might, his eyelids twitched and his gaze shifted to the phone screen.
How did I fall in love with Song Anyu at the beginning? When I first met, I looked like a gentleman. Later, I looked like a wild wolf that had not been domesticated. Now, I look like a psychopath in the second year of middle school. Apart from being more handsome, Lu Lehan really doesn't know how he is. I just fell in love with him.
Thinking of Li Heng's appearance, although the memory is very vague, the previous self should not be a face controler. Even if the selection criterion is a person's appearance, then he should choose Lu Yu's type.
No matter how you look at it, it has nothing to do with Song Anyu, and he patted his forehead, but he seems to be in love with him, which is really contradictory.
Do you like him, do you really like him?
That familiar question jumped into his mind again, and it was suddenly magnified like an electronic screen. Lu Lehan was taken aback, turned over and hugged Song Anyu, closed his eyes and meditated that it was love, it must be love.
Didn't call Xiuya, Lu Lehan was a bit socially phobic, I don't know when he had it, he didn't like talking to anyone except Song Anyu, even calling.
Once Song Anyu went out and didn't have time to prepare dinner, so he asked him to call to order takeaway, when a strange voice came from the receiver, Lu Lehan hung up on the spot, not knowing why.
I also talked with Xiuya on the phone before, but I couldn't find the feeling of getting up to drink with her in the middle of the night at all. It seemed like it disappeared suddenly. Lu Lehan was a little scared, because more and more facts proved that he was pressing in the bottom of his heart. That guess is correct.
The party was on the second day, and Lu Lehan didn't miss it, so he said he was going.
The WeChat over there replied quickly, as if playing with a mobile phone.
"Are you really going?"
Lu Lehan was startled, and moved his fingers.
"Didn't you inform me, don't you want me to go?"
Song Anyu leaned over to see what he was writing, the phone was held too low, and he could only see the case of the phone in this position, so he didn't intend to read it.
"No, I thought you wouldn't like to attend this kind of class reunion."
The corners of Lu Lehan's eyes twitched violently, even Xiuya said the same.
He didn't know what mood he was in now, maybe he was actually not in the mood.
Song Anyu looked at the slight expression on his face, but still didn't speak.
Lu Lehan thought about it, and when he was about to say something more, the news from over there came again.
"Don't think too much, if you go, we will be together, but I don't remember many people, and I don't know if it will be embarrassing."
Lu Lehan knew that she was looking for reasons for what she just said wrongly, but she didn't expose it. After returning a smile and a good word, she didn't know what to say.
But the time and place haven't been agreed yet, Lu Lehan held his phone for a long time and couldn't bring himself to type, until he took the initiative to send the time and place, and then found another emoji and sent it.
Later, no matter what Xiuya said, Lu Lehan posted memes whenever he could, and didn’t feel like typing at all. After chatting like this for nearly 10 minutes, Lu Lehan opened Weibo and started to refresh randomly, browsing web information aimlessly, Wait until he reacts before entering WeChat. It has been nearly an hour since the last message from Xiuya, and he still hasn't replied after moving the corners of his mouth. He directly exited WeChat and started browsing Weibo.
In high school, Lu Lehan studied well, but didn’t have any position in the class. At that time, it seemed that he declined the class teacher’s request because he was afraid of trouble. However, Lu Lehan can't even coordinate the relationship between himself and others, let alone be the lubricant in the middle.
This gathering was organized by the squad leader at the time, and it was held in a well-known hotel in the city center.
Lu Lehan is famous for being easy to get along with, but in fact, he has been rejecting people thousands of miles away. After graduation, only Xiuya has Lu Lehan's contact information, so everyone is not at all satisfied with the attendance of the school grass Any hope, when seeing Xiuya followed by someone again, the eyes of all the men and women sitting at the banquet lit up.
However, they just greeted each other in a normal way and rested their minds. I didn’t expect that the school grassroots back then were even colder. They used to be cold-hearted and pretended to be superficial, but now they don’t even want to do superficial work. up.
When they came in, the students all noticed that the school girl's face was opened, more beautiful, and even the man would gasp and light up when he saw it, but the matching smile that had been hanging on his face before disappeared, replaced by a more beautiful smile. Most of them are expressionless and inquisitive. Before and the school grass were just nodding acquaintances, and now there is nothing to say.
That is to say, a few girls were brought over and chatted casually.
Xiuya received a call from Song Anyu yesterday. She knew that Lu Lehan had some sequelae after the concussion. She was not very good at getting along with people and needed to be guided slowly, so she stayed by his side almost the whole time. Yes, and even asked Lu Lehan how to take care of his skin.
The black line on Xiuya's face diverted the attention of these women to other aspects.
Looking at the bustle in front of him, Lu Lehan felt that he couldn't get into it anyway, he had no sense of familiarity, and he didn't have the desire to step forward, and when he looked at Xiuya who was having a great chat with others, his eyebrows twitched.
It was Qi Qinglin who drove them over.
The moment he saw Xiuya, Lu Lehan's heart sank. He didn't feel like he hadn't seen a friend for a long time. In fact, it would be more accurate to say that he didn't feel anything.
During the period, he even kept hypnotizing himself, that is the best friend you played with when you were a child, if you don’t feel it, you don’t feel it, just like a stranger.
Even knowing that Xiuya had given birth to a child, she didn't have the urge to ask.
I really don't have any feelings.
Sighing, Lu Lehan stood up and walked towards the door.
"Lehan, what are you doing?" Xiuya is well married, her figure is still so hot after giving birth, and there is no trace of age on her face. At this time, she is surrounded by a group of women, her face is full of helplessness But he had to be patient.
"Bathroom." Lu Lehan turned around and twitched the corners of his mouth and said with a smile.
He tried it in the mirror before, whether it was happy, sad, angry or excited, as long as he wanted, he could feel any emotion at his fingertips, but no matter how exaggerated his facial expressions were, his heart was still peaceful.
It's just that the problem that has been bothering me for a long time has finally been confirmed. Lu Lehan breathed a sigh of relief as if a stone had been put down in his heart, with a wry smile on his lips.
Xiuya felt that things were not going well, so she had to stand up: "Wait a minute, I'm going out too, let's go together."
Those women in front of them managed to get a free questioning opportunity, how could they let Xiuya go so easily, two or three hands stretched out at the same time, held her shoulders and pressed them on the stool, laughing and laughing: "Xiuya, you are so mean, this You haven't told me how you lost weight, so you're going to run away."
The other echoed casually: "That's right, why do you follow Lehan to the toilet? You two had such a good relationship before, and it's still the same now. Isn't your husband jealous?"
It's like catching Xiuya's hand, you glanced at me and a few people started talking about Xiuya's husband.
Xiuya looked anxious, pushing and shoving but she still had to stand up.
Lu Lehan glanced at it, then walked out on his own.
Leaving the smoky and noisy box, he let out a mouthful of stale air.
He shook his head and didn't know what to do by himself, looked around and finally decided to go to the bathroom first.
Just as he was about to press the toilet, Lu Lehan seemed to hear his name with his ears, and retracted his hand that was already on the toilet.
"That's right, I also think the school grass seems to have become more beautiful again."
Lu Lehan frowned. Why did I always hear other people talking about me by accident? If it weren't for them, I wouldn't have realized that I didn't have emotions so early. If I didn't realize it, I might be able to deceive myself, maybe It's okay for me...to think that I actually like Song Anyu.
"Why, you've taken a fancy to him, come on, no matter how beautiful he is, he's just a grass and not a flower, and besides, he might not be able to fall in love with you. You forgot how everyone called him behind his back in high school."
"How could it be possible to forget that she looks so pretty and does things like a machine? She doesn't even have human emotions. Especially just now, I feel more serious than before. I really don't know..."
The sound of rushing water was completely covered up, and Lu Lehan couldn't hear anything.
He withdrew his hand and sat down on the toilet, who said that he has no emotions, why would he be so sad if he was really just a robot, why when he thought that he didn't really like Song Anyu, his heart felt like a knife was stabbed into it, Blood gushed out, and a sense of powerlessness surrounded him tightly, as if watching life go by.
Holding back a drop of tears in his eyes, Lu Lehan's breathing slowly became rapid, his heart was throbbing with pain, his trembling fingertips pinched his thigh fiercely, using the sensitivity there to relieve the feeling of heartache , but the muscles seem to be numb.
No, it's not like they said, I will love others. I really loved Lu Yu and Li Heng, and now my favorite is Song Anyu.
Her mouth was a little salty, Lu Lehan stretched out the tip of her tongue and licked it, and laughed, but she still cried, how could it be a machine, how could a machine shed tears.
He kept turning the small piece of flesh vigorously in his hands, as if he was about to pull it off, but Lu Lehan seemed to be completely unaware of the existence of his thighs, so he withdrew his hand and wiped his face. Sweat or tears from the eyes.
Taking out a tissue, Lu Lehan wiped off the moisture on his face, sniffed his nose and went out. Before closing the compartment door, he fell back, pressed the flush button and heard a clatter before going out again.
Lu Lehan didn't go back to that box, it's too boring, it's not suitable for me to stay here now.
He took out his mobile phone and planned to send Xiuya a text message, so he didn't wait for him.
When I saw Xiuya's name, I thought I'd better go out first, because the girl rushed out immediately.
Putting the phone back into his pocket, Lu Lehan walked forward slowly with his hands in his pockets and his head lowered. He didn't want to go home for a while, but he didn't know where he was going.
Suddenly, Lu Lehan's pupils dilated, and a strange feeling hit his whole body. His heartbeat became faster and faster. It seemed that everything around him was still and only his own heart was beating.
Lu Lehan paused on the spot, took out a hand and pressed his heart hard, forcing it to slow down.
This kind of throbbing was so familiar, Lu Lehan's eyebrows twitched into a Sichuan character, he swallowed and raised his head to look around.
When he saw the two figures at the door that had already been imprinted in his mind, Lu Lehan opened his mouth and didn't know what kind of expression to put on.
Knowing that the backs of those two people disappeared from sight, Lu Lehan reacted suddenly, raised his feet and rushed out the door, but only saw the buttocks of a white Porsche.
Lu Lehan was out of breath, bent over with his hands on his knees, panting heavily.
He is not tall, about 1.7 meters eight, male and female, and he came out of the hotel, or tried his best to chase a luxury car.
The people around could use their brains a little and could make up a hundred thousand words of dog-blooded text, and if there were any eyes, they fell on him cautiously or boldly, lingering on his waist and abdomen.
Lu Lehan calmed down his breath and watched the car straighten up.
My body really has feelings for the two of them, that is to say, the previous diary is true, I really only have mood swings towards a specific person, and the corners of my mouth are slightly grinning, it really seems to be set The computer of the program object.
The buzzing vibration sound was particularly obvious, Lu Lehan squeezed out the phone with two fingers, it was Xiuya.
"Where are you?" Xiuya should have escaped from the encirclement, and there were no chattering voices around.
"I just went to look for you in the bathroom. I didn't see you. Where did you go?" Xiuya would speak very fast when she was nervous. Lu Lehan was used to it, but she didn't understand, so she quickly changed her brisk voice. Followed by: "I'm already out."
"What, you said you went out, where are you, you stay where you are first, I'll go find you." There was a whirring sound from the phone.
Lu Lehan pulled out a smile: "I have already come out, you go back first, remember to call Qi Qinglin to pick you up then, be careful alone, and leave me alone."
Song Anyu had told Xiuya before, no matter what, she must stay by Lu Lehan's side all the time, how could Xiuya not be in a hurry now that she lost her.
After Lu Lehan was discharged from the hospital, she had been living with Song Anyu because she had no one to take care of her. Although she tried to say that it was not too late, the two of them spoke in unison, making her look like a bad woman who caused damage.
She knows Lu Lehan's sexual orientation, and hopes that Lu Lehan can find a man worthy of entrusting her life, but Li Heng's example is in front of her. Song Anyu and Lehan live together rashly within a few days of knowing each other. The hurdles in the past, but she still has to admit that Song Anyu is really good to Lu Lehan, even if Lu Lehan has nothing now.
It's just that she is still worried. After all, the current Lu Lehan and the previous Lu Lehan can be called two people to a large extent. Although the original him is alienated from others, he will not completely ignore the existence of other people. In Lu Lehan's eyes, not only can't see anyone, but there is no reflection of other things.
Could it be that this kind of Lu Lehan came to Song Anyu instinctively because he just woke up and saw Song Anyu at first sight.
Xiuya didn't know the specifics between them, but she knew that since Lu Lehan's newcomer, Song Anyu, would live there for the time being, and she would definitely respect his choice when Lu Lehan recovered from his illness.
It's just that before the illness is cured, she lost her first.
Xiuya hurried to the door and looked around.
Her hair fluttered around, covering her cheeks and blurring her vision. People were coming and going on the street, Xiuya bit her lip and walked forward for two or three steps, but she still couldn't find the familiar figure.
Reluctantly taking the original place as the center of the circle, he made a big circle and then returned to the streetlight dejectedly.
Lu Lehan bit the straw and sipped the milk tea in it. He didn't taste the sweetness for a long time. He looked down and saw that it was a black pearl blocking the passage of the straw. He pulled the straw slightly and bit it.
The sweetness in his mouth dilutes the bitterness in his heart, and Lu Lehan's breathing is not as smooth as before. When she raised her head again, Xiuya was still standing where she was.
Xiuya looked around anxiously, stretched out her right hand to grab her bangs and turned her back, revealing her big back.
Lu Lehan watched from afar, the sound of sucking milk tea was so loud that even the children at the next table kept looking over.
Embarrassedly smiling at the little chubby man, Lu Lehan made a quiet gesture and slowed down the speed of his smoking, and there was no sound as expected.
He will suddenly show up to lend a helping hand when the senior encounters a problem that cannot be solved, and every time the senior's program fluctuates, it seems that he has been observing in secret.
The numbers of the system are all produced in sequence, all programmed by Song Anyu, but the characters are all suggested by the seniors.
At that time, 003 didn't understand why Song Anyu wanted to define the system according to the preferences of his seniors, but he was jealous of the system all the time. Later, he realized that if it was all defined by Song Anyu, then before he got emotions, he would always be the character of his seniors.
When they were created, the seniors and Song Anyu hadn't had any quarrels. At that time, the seniors were always busy, and they were still doing tasks with Song Anyu, but they always took time to care about them and solve their problems. The contradictions are all adjusted by the seniors.
It can be said that if this organization had no predecessors, it might not be what it is now.
003 tilted his head and thought for a while. An organization without seniors might just be Song Anyu and a bunch of cold programs. After all, Song Anyu might not be able to make programs have the idea of being willing to accept human emotions.
The seniors have the same requirements for each system, the tasks are not mandatory, as long as they are happy.
I still remember a sentence that my predecessors often said: to complete tasks is to become a human being, and to become a human is to be happy, so you don’t need to care about tasks, as long as you have fun.
But why did the senior, who was always the most important thing to be happy, become like that in the end? There was no previous high-spiritedness in the words, and it was replaced by lamentation and sorrow.
Mingming was very happy every time he went on a mission with Song Anyu before, and he could even feel that his program was shaking, but at some point, the seniors began to resist going out with Song Anyu, but every time Song Anyu showed dissatisfaction A happy expression, but every time it is the senior who finally compromises.
Questions that I didn’t understand at the time, 003 still doesn’t understand now. The senior said that being a human being is to be happy, but the senior is obviously unhappy, but why do he still do it.
Glancing at Song Anyu who was still pondering in front of him, 003 thought that his set of test papers was still unqualified. If the seniors were not around, the organization would cut corners. He obviously still had a lot of feelings that he didn't understand, but he had already obtained the ability to become a human being. Qualifications.
In fact, the senior doesn't treat every system equally. Among all the systems, he takes care of 009 the longest, not because 009 is smart, but because it is really stupid.
Even if the data of the world is sent to his database, it will not be found.
009 has never been bound to a host before, because the exam is always unqualified, so it is much later than the same period of the system, and when it reaches the qualification for graduation, the requirements of the host have gradually increased, and 009 is still not qualified for the task , and the hosts know that it has no experience, so they don't choose it very much. For the first time, they don't know anything and don't know how to choose the host of the system, and the seniors dare not hand it over to it.
Under the vicious circle, 009 has never been in contact with the host, and all it does is learn theoretical knowledge from its predecessors. When it is discussed about the beauty of the small world and becomes a human being, it just likes to be tired of being with its predecessors. Hearing the illusory world described by his predecessors, he is unwilling to experience it himself.
I don't know if it's a habit formed by being in contact with humans in the small world. Senior likes all soft things, and likes the cute things that humans say.
Ever since 009 learned the definitions of these two words from other systems, he started acting coquettishly and acting cute. He was a little sloppy at first, and he didn’t make any mistakes in principle. He's a little cute, and seniors are willing to stay with him.
003 frowned. Could it be that 009 had already developed such thoughts towards his senior at that time? Thinking about it carefully, he seemed to be with 009 all the time after his conflict with Song Anyu.
His brows twitched, it turned out that everything had signs, I remembered that the time before senior left was always frowning, no matter how funny 009 was, it was useless.
During that period of time, Song Anyu would sometimes call him out on missions, but he couldn't be happy about it. Even the system that was not close to his senior felt that there was a problem, not to mention that he had been with his senior for almost 24 hours. 009 together.
003 carefully recalled that at that time, 009 would study very hard and hard as long as the senior was not around, and other systems thought he was going to be a stupid bird to fly first, so it turned out that he had already started preparing for hijacking the senior.
009 disappeared when the senior went on a mission for the last time. Before that, Song Anyu had not asked the senior to go out for a long time.
The senior that day was very unwilling and even resisted, but he was forcibly transferred out by Song Anyu, because the senior's mood fluctuated too much, and almost all systems felt a strong data shock at that moment. Song Anyu took the senior Without saying a word, he walked out of the laboratory with a gloomy face.
After that day, the senior never came back, but Song Anyu would come back from time to time to manage order, upgrade the main system, and other things were assigned.
Without seniors, 009's sense of existence is simply too low. It was only after Song Anyu appeared in the system home to inquire after a long time that the big guys knew that 009 had disappeared at some point.
The systems don't have any emotional recognition, so I don't think it's strange, it's just a piece of data, if you lose it, you lose it, but Song Anyu was nervous as if he lost his senior, and he never showed up after leaving in a hurry.
At that time, 003 was in a hurry to go out on a mission. Although he felt that something was wrong, he still went to the small world, and only heard about them from other systems after he came back.
It turned out that none of the three showed up after that day.
It just so happened that I had already completed the task, and after hurriedly finishing the exam, I used the authority of the supervisor to hack into the main system, obtained part of the program that Song Anyu had input to the senior at that time, and finally calculated the exact position of the last world based on the fluctuation of the data.
It's just that I didn't expect things to turn out like this.
"Go back and investigate all the people Lu Lehan came into contact with before, and don't let anyone go." Song Anyu didn't know when he held a cigarette between his fingers, and made a smoking gesture but didn't light it.
After opening the door and ventilating, the initial smell of smoke in the room has almost dissipated. Looking at Song Anyu's anxious and hesitant expression, and the trembling hand that wanted to stuff the cigarette into his mouth immediately, 003 suddenly remembered The senior at that time was also like this. It was obviously painful for others to see, but he seemed to be enjoying it.
003 took a deep breath, supported the sofa and stood up: "I will investigate, if there is nothing else, I will go back first."
The eyes that had just been smoked by the smoke were still a little sore, and even the chest was a little stuffy because of the squeeze. It was getting late, and it was gloomy and hot outside. Good to go.
003 blinked, turned his eyes to the other side, and said slowly and softly: "You take care of senior, he, he really loves you."
He didn't know why he suddenly wanted to tell Song Anyu this, maybe it was because Song Anyu staggered when he saw Song Anyu stand up just now.
Song Anyu was stunned for a moment, and then the corners of his mouth turned up, revealing a smile from the heart since this time, he said, I know.
003 doesn't know what the original conflict between them was, but what he knows is that nothing will happen this time, because this is a matter of whether the senior will disappear, even if they lose all their systems, the senior will still not be able to return Come on, how could Song Anyu have the heart for such a thing to happen.
Looking at the empty room, and looking at the clock on the wall, it was almost ten o'clock without saying a word, and the time the two of them were silent was far longer than the time they talked.
After hesitating for a moment, he went to the bathroom first. Recently, he eats a lot and even has indigestion. Since he is still sleeping at this point, he should not wake him up.
Cold water poured down from head to toe, Song Anyu couldn't tell what he felt, his heart was already frozen, this low temperature was nothing.
He washed and wiped it casually, and walked out with a bath towel around his waist.
Sure enough, there was a quiet bulge on the bed, and when he got closer, he didn't even change his posture.
Song Anyu casually untied the white bath towel around his waist and threw it on the ground, revealing that he had stood at attention as soon as he saw Lu Lehan. He lifted the quilt and lay down in the small house he had prepared for his son.
The cold breath on his body passed to Lu Lehan, and the person on the bed twisted uncomfortably, humming unconsciously, trying to avoid it, but was pulled by a strong arm, and his whole body was stuck to that cold body , could not help but tremble.
Lu Lehan was about to open his eyes in a daze, when he heard someone whispering in his ear: "Close your eyes and help me warm up, go to sleep."
Hearing the familiar voice, the cold seemed not so uncomfortable anymore, Lu Lehan found a comfortable position and fell asleep again with the corners of his mouth curled up.
Song Anyu stroked the upturned hair on his head for a while, and said softly: "I want you to remember, but I don't want you to remember."
In the darkness, the corners of his mouth suddenly curled up as if mocking.
"Obviously it likes you too, obviously it's all my fault, why is it you who suffer the most in the end."
There was a long sigh, like an erhu that could never end, hoarse and mournful, like tearing open a heart and stuffing it with soft cotton to absorb the sour bitterness, and then sew it up again .
The atrium does not feel the soreness temporarily, but the bitter water is still there.
Can't sleep, easily cranky, neurasthenia, these symptoms are obvious in Lu Lehan's body, even he himself knows that he may be sick.
But why is it sick? Every time I want to know the reason, the back of my head will always feel swollen and painful.
When nestled in Song Anyu's arms, Lu Lehan would hold on to Song Anyu's sleeve tightly, as if afraid that he would disappear suddenly.
At the beginning, Lu Lehan opened his eyes and wiped his face with cool water.
Looking at the damp fingertips, he was crying.
Song Anyu was not surprised, and calmly wiped away the tears from his eyes with his fingertips.
Lu Lehan was even more surprised: "I seem to be crying."
The back of his head was held down by a big hand, and his face was tightly pressed against his chest muscles like a copper wall. Lu Lehan was a little out of breath, and struggled for a few minutes before he opened the distance between the two of them. He tilted his head and sucked in fresh air heavily.
"There is blood congestion here after the car accident." Song Anyu's palms were a little rough, and he spun clockwise along the back of his head. As soon as he finished speaking, he moved to his neck.
The skin there was smooth and tender, how could it withstand such extensive rubbing, Lu Lehan shrank his neck, and suddenly understood why he was acting strange during this period of time.
Congestion squeezed the nerves, causing indirect behavioral abnormalities, and it was necessary to observe the situation for a period of time before deciding whether to undergo surgery to remove the congestion.
Lu Lehan pinched Song Anyu's thigh vigorously, pouted and complained: "It's all your fault, you drove so carelessly, you almost hit me to death."
Song Anyu's tone couldn't hide his guilt: "Well, it's all my fault, it's my fault."
Originally, she wanted to blame him, but after hearing such a guilty voice, Lu Lehan couldn't bear it anymore, got up and put her arms around his neck and kissed the corner of his mouth: "If there was no car accident, I would never have met you."
The corners of Song Anyu's mouth froze for a moment, pressed his back, and smiled wryly: "I still hope to change it in another way."
Lu Lehan didn't answer, and shrank back obediently to play with his phone.
Song Anyu patted him on the back as if coaxing a child. Of course he didn't hit the person. When he rushed over, there was only an empty shell left. The data inside, which is commonly known as the human soul, has long been separated .
Song Anyu, who came a step late, had no choice but to put his body in the hospital first, and treat it like a vegetable, so as not to lose his body's function and aging after a long time.
Lu Lehan didn't refute, but he still felt that this way of understanding was pretty good.
He felt that he and Song Anyu were very close, it was not the sudden surge of emotion like seeing Li Heng, but the kind of long-lasting feelings that would appear in real life, like warm spring water nourishing himself.
If it weren't for the car accident, the development of the two of them would not have been so fast. After all, I went straight to the classroom after leaving the hospital. How could I take the initiative in a different way of understanding.
The longer you stay at home, the more depressed you will be.
Without the influence of 009, although Song Anyu was still worried about Lu Lehan, his desire to control him was not so strong, and he even hoped that he would go out more.
On the contrary, Lu Lehan, who had always wanted to escape before, was unwilling, and always nestled in Song Anyu's arms and played with his mobile phone, just like digging for treasure.
Song Anyu glued a short hair on his collar, it was too hard, it should be his own.
"When you were still sleeping in the morning, Xiuya called."
Lu Lehan lost interest: "What's wrong?"
"Your high school is going to hold a class reunion, and I asked you if you want to go?" Song Anyu leaned over to see what kind of game the person in his arms was playing so seriously, raised his eyebrows, Plants vs. Zombies.
The green peashooter spat out bullets one by one, and after a while, the zombie in front of him lay convulsed and lay on the ground, staring at his big eyes alone with his head on the side.
Song Anyu looked away, he felt that if he continued to watch, his brain would say goodbye to him.
"No." Lu Lehan refused bluntly. Few of my high school classmates can remember what they look like and what they can do to participate.
"You can't stay at home all the time." Song Anyu turned him around, always thinking that it was dangerous for him to lie there and play with his mobile phone, wouldn't he just let go of his hand and hit his face directly.
Lu Lehan lay on Song Anyu's lap, rubbing his chin in a comfortable position, never leaving the screen for a second: "Do you think I'm annoying?"
It was obviously a complaint about coquettishness, but it was completely casual.
Song Anyu thought this was really a matter of pride.
He straightened his palms, touched the skin around his waist and massaged clockwise, listening to the more and more comfortable humming sound of the person on his legs, he moved his numb legs a little.
Lu Lehan suddenly got up: "Go."
Song Anyu was taken aback, withdrew his hand, and asked, "What's wrong?"
Just now, a scene seemed to appear in Lu Lehan's mind. Lu Lehan felt that going this time might solve the question that was deliberately buried in his heart, but he just looked at Song Anyu's slightly worried face in front of him, and couldn't bear to tell him, saying : "I don't know those former classmates very well, but since Xiuya called, then she should go too, I haven't seen her for a long time."
Song Anyu's eyes dimmed for a moment, then he smiled and said, "You can ask Xiuya about the time and place later."
Lu Lehan only has a problem with his nerve center, not a mental illness, so he is very casual when going out.
But even though Song Anyu advised Lu Lehan to go out more, he was worried at the same time, nagging like an old woman.
Lu Lehan glared at him and said, "Did you watch too many TV dramas recently, and didn't realize why you were so annoying before?"
Song Anyu leaned down and licked his lips with the tip of his tongue, with a smile in his voice: "I have many sides, are you interested in discovering them?"
Reaching out to push away the furry head, he stretched out his hand to reach the mobile phone on the coffee table.
However, with such a short arm, I couldn't reach it no matter what.
Song Anyu was amused by him, and after accepting the roll of his eyes, he endured the pain with a smile. He bent his waist and fixed his waist with one hand, and grabbed the phone with the other hand and handed it to him.
Lu Lehan took the phone angrily, his eyes were full of resentment.
The hands are so long and the stature is so tall.
Instantly flattened his mouth, as if it was really remarkable.
He gave him a hard look, but what he saw was the corner of someone's mouth that could not be suppressed with all his might, his eyelids twitched and his gaze shifted to the phone screen.
How did I fall in love with Song Anyu at the beginning? When I first met, I looked like a gentleman. Later, I looked like a wild wolf that had not been domesticated. Now, I look like a psychopath in the second year of middle school. Apart from being more handsome, Lu Lehan really doesn't know how he is. I just fell in love with him.
Thinking of Li Heng's appearance, although the memory is very vague, the previous self should not be a face controler. Even if the selection criterion is a person's appearance, then he should choose Lu Yu's type.
No matter how you look at it, it has nothing to do with Song Anyu, and he patted his forehead, but he seems to be in love with him, which is really contradictory.
Do you like him, do you really like him?
That familiar question jumped into his mind again, and it was suddenly magnified like an electronic screen. Lu Lehan was taken aback, turned over and hugged Song Anyu, closed his eyes and meditated that it was love, it must be love.
Didn't call Xiuya, Lu Lehan was a bit socially phobic, I don't know when he had it, he didn't like talking to anyone except Song Anyu, even calling.
Once Song Anyu went out and didn't have time to prepare dinner, so he asked him to call to order takeaway, when a strange voice came from the receiver, Lu Lehan hung up on the spot, not knowing why.
I also talked with Xiuya on the phone before, but I couldn't find the feeling of getting up to drink with her in the middle of the night at all. It seemed like it disappeared suddenly. Lu Lehan was a little scared, because more and more facts proved that he was pressing in the bottom of his heart. That guess is correct.
The party was on the second day, and Lu Lehan didn't miss it, so he said he was going.
The WeChat over there replied quickly, as if playing with a mobile phone.
"Are you really going?"
Lu Lehan was startled, and moved his fingers.
"Didn't you inform me, don't you want me to go?"
Song Anyu leaned over to see what he was writing, the phone was held too low, and he could only see the case of the phone in this position, so he didn't intend to read it.
"No, I thought you wouldn't like to attend this kind of class reunion."
The corners of Lu Lehan's eyes twitched violently, even Xiuya said the same.
He didn't know what mood he was in now, maybe he was actually not in the mood.
Song Anyu looked at the slight expression on his face, but still didn't speak.
Lu Lehan thought about it, and when he was about to say something more, the news from over there came again.
"Don't think too much, if you go, we will be together, but I don't remember many people, and I don't know if it will be embarrassing."
Lu Lehan knew that she was looking for reasons for what she just said wrongly, but she didn't expose it. After returning a smile and a good word, she didn't know what to say.
But the time and place haven't been agreed yet, Lu Lehan held his phone for a long time and couldn't bring himself to type, until he took the initiative to send the time and place, and then found another emoji and sent it.
Later, no matter what Xiuya said, Lu Lehan posted memes whenever he could, and didn’t feel like typing at all. After chatting like this for nearly 10 minutes, Lu Lehan opened Weibo and started to refresh randomly, browsing web information aimlessly, Wait until he reacts before entering WeChat. It has been nearly an hour since the last message from Xiuya, and he still hasn't replied after moving the corners of his mouth. He directly exited WeChat and started browsing Weibo.
In high school, Lu Lehan studied well, but didn’t have any position in the class. At that time, it seemed that he declined the class teacher’s request because he was afraid of trouble. However, Lu Lehan can't even coordinate the relationship between himself and others, let alone be the lubricant in the middle.
This gathering was organized by the squad leader at the time, and it was held in a well-known hotel in the city center.
Lu Lehan is famous for being easy to get along with, but in fact, he has been rejecting people thousands of miles away. After graduation, only Xiuya has Lu Lehan's contact information, so everyone is not at all satisfied with the attendance of the school grass Any hope, when seeing Xiuya followed by someone again, the eyes of all the men and women sitting at the banquet lit up.
However, they just greeted each other in a normal way and rested their minds. I didn’t expect that the school grassroots back then were even colder. They used to be cold-hearted and pretended to be superficial, but now they don’t even want to do superficial work. up.
When they came in, the students all noticed that the school girl's face was opened, more beautiful, and even the man would gasp and light up when he saw it, but the matching smile that had been hanging on his face before disappeared, replaced by a more beautiful smile. Most of them are expressionless and inquisitive. Before and the school grass were just nodding acquaintances, and now there is nothing to say.
That is to say, a few girls were brought over and chatted casually.
Xiuya received a call from Song Anyu yesterday. She knew that Lu Lehan had some sequelae after the concussion. She was not very good at getting along with people and needed to be guided slowly, so she stayed by his side almost the whole time. Yes, and even asked Lu Lehan how to take care of his skin.
The black line on Xiuya's face diverted the attention of these women to other aspects.
Looking at the bustle in front of him, Lu Lehan felt that he couldn't get into it anyway, he had no sense of familiarity, and he didn't have the desire to step forward, and when he looked at Xiuya who was having a great chat with others, his eyebrows twitched.
It was Qi Qinglin who drove them over.
The moment he saw Xiuya, Lu Lehan's heart sank. He didn't feel like he hadn't seen a friend for a long time. In fact, it would be more accurate to say that he didn't feel anything.
During the period, he even kept hypnotizing himself, that is the best friend you played with when you were a child, if you don’t feel it, you don’t feel it, just like a stranger.
Even knowing that Xiuya had given birth to a child, she didn't have the urge to ask.
I really don't have any feelings.
Sighing, Lu Lehan stood up and walked towards the door.
"Lehan, what are you doing?" Xiuya is well married, her figure is still so hot after giving birth, and there is no trace of age on her face. At this time, she is surrounded by a group of women, her face is full of helplessness But he had to be patient.
"Bathroom." Lu Lehan turned around and twitched the corners of his mouth and said with a smile.
He tried it in the mirror before, whether it was happy, sad, angry or excited, as long as he wanted, he could feel any emotion at his fingertips, but no matter how exaggerated his facial expressions were, his heart was still peaceful.
It's just that the problem that has been bothering me for a long time has finally been confirmed. Lu Lehan breathed a sigh of relief as if a stone had been put down in his heart, with a wry smile on his lips.
Xiuya felt that things were not going well, so she had to stand up: "Wait a minute, I'm going out too, let's go together."
Those women in front of them managed to get a free questioning opportunity, how could they let Xiuya go so easily, two or three hands stretched out at the same time, held her shoulders and pressed them on the stool, laughing and laughing: "Xiuya, you are so mean, this You haven't told me how you lost weight, so you're going to run away."
The other echoed casually: "That's right, why do you follow Lehan to the toilet? You two had such a good relationship before, and it's still the same now. Isn't your husband jealous?"
It's like catching Xiuya's hand, you glanced at me and a few people started talking about Xiuya's husband.
Xiuya looked anxious, pushing and shoving but she still had to stand up.
Lu Lehan glanced at it, then walked out on his own.
Leaving the smoky and noisy box, he let out a mouthful of stale air.
He shook his head and didn't know what to do by himself, looked around and finally decided to go to the bathroom first.
Just as he was about to press the toilet, Lu Lehan seemed to hear his name with his ears, and retracted his hand that was already on the toilet.
"That's right, I also think the school grass seems to have become more beautiful again."
Lu Lehan frowned. Why did I always hear other people talking about me by accident? If it weren't for them, I wouldn't have realized that I didn't have emotions so early. If I didn't realize it, I might be able to deceive myself, maybe It's okay for me...to think that I actually like Song Anyu.
"Why, you've taken a fancy to him, come on, no matter how beautiful he is, he's just a grass and not a flower, and besides, he might not be able to fall in love with you. You forgot how everyone called him behind his back in high school."
"How could it be possible to forget that she looks so pretty and does things like a machine? She doesn't even have human emotions. Especially just now, I feel more serious than before. I really don't know..."
The sound of rushing water was completely covered up, and Lu Lehan couldn't hear anything.
He withdrew his hand and sat down on the toilet, who said that he has no emotions, why would he be so sad if he was really just a robot, why when he thought that he didn't really like Song Anyu, his heart felt like a knife was stabbed into it, Blood gushed out, and a sense of powerlessness surrounded him tightly, as if watching life go by.
Holding back a drop of tears in his eyes, Lu Lehan's breathing slowly became rapid, his heart was throbbing with pain, his trembling fingertips pinched his thigh fiercely, using the sensitivity there to relieve the feeling of heartache , but the muscles seem to be numb.
No, it's not like they said, I will love others. I really loved Lu Yu and Li Heng, and now my favorite is Song Anyu.
Her mouth was a little salty, Lu Lehan stretched out the tip of her tongue and licked it, and laughed, but she still cried, how could it be a machine, how could a machine shed tears.
He kept turning the small piece of flesh vigorously in his hands, as if he was about to pull it off, but Lu Lehan seemed to be completely unaware of the existence of his thighs, so he withdrew his hand and wiped his face. Sweat or tears from the eyes.
Taking out a tissue, Lu Lehan wiped off the moisture on his face, sniffed his nose and went out. Before closing the compartment door, he fell back, pressed the flush button and heard a clatter before going out again.
Lu Lehan didn't go back to that box, it's too boring, it's not suitable for me to stay here now.
He took out his mobile phone and planned to send Xiuya a text message, so he didn't wait for him.
When I saw Xiuya's name, I thought I'd better go out first, because the girl rushed out immediately.
Putting the phone back into his pocket, Lu Lehan walked forward slowly with his hands in his pockets and his head lowered. He didn't want to go home for a while, but he didn't know where he was going.
Suddenly, Lu Lehan's pupils dilated, and a strange feeling hit his whole body. His heartbeat became faster and faster. It seemed that everything around him was still and only his own heart was beating.
Lu Lehan paused on the spot, took out a hand and pressed his heart hard, forcing it to slow down.
This kind of throbbing was so familiar, Lu Lehan's eyebrows twitched into a Sichuan character, he swallowed and raised his head to look around.
When he saw the two figures at the door that had already been imprinted in his mind, Lu Lehan opened his mouth and didn't know what kind of expression to put on.
Knowing that the backs of those two people disappeared from sight, Lu Lehan reacted suddenly, raised his feet and rushed out the door, but only saw the buttocks of a white Porsche.
Lu Lehan was out of breath, bent over with his hands on his knees, panting heavily.
He is not tall, about 1.7 meters eight, male and female, and he came out of the hotel, or tried his best to chase a luxury car.
The people around could use their brains a little and could make up a hundred thousand words of dog-blooded text, and if there were any eyes, they fell on him cautiously or boldly, lingering on his waist and abdomen.
Lu Lehan calmed down his breath and watched the car straighten up.
My body really has feelings for the two of them, that is to say, the previous diary is true, I really only have mood swings towards a specific person, and the corners of my mouth are slightly grinning, it really seems to be set The computer of the program object.
The buzzing vibration sound was particularly obvious, Lu Lehan squeezed out the phone with two fingers, it was Xiuya.
"Where are you?" Xiuya should have escaped from the encirclement, and there were no chattering voices around.
"I just went to look for you in the bathroom. I didn't see you. Where did you go?" Xiuya would speak very fast when she was nervous. Lu Lehan was used to it, but she didn't understand, so she quickly changed her brisk voice. Followed by: "I'm already out."
"What, you said you went out, where are you, you stay where you are first, I'll go find you." There was a whirring sound from the phone.
Lu Lehan pulled out a smile: "I have already come out, you go back first, remember to call Qi Qinglin to pick you up then, be careful alone, and leave me alone."
Song Anyu had told Xiuya before, no matter what, she must stay by Lu Lehan's side all the time, how could Xiuya not be in a hurry now that she lost her.
After Lu Lehan was discharged from the hospital, she had been living with Song Anyu because she had no one to take care of her. Although she tried to say that it was not too late, the two of them spoke in unison, making her look like a bad woman who caused damage.
She knows Lu Lehan's sexual orientation, and hopes that Lu Lehan can find a man worthy of entrusting her life, but Li Heng's example is in front of her. Song Anyu and Lehan live together rashly within a few days of knowing each other. The hurdles in the past, but she still has to admit that Song Anyu is really good to Lu Lehan, even if Lu Lehan has nothing now.
It's just that she is still worried. After all, the current Lu Lehan and the previous Lu Lehan can be called two people to a large extent. Although the original him is alienated from others, he will not completely ignore the existence of other people. In Lu Lehan's eyes, not only can't see anyone, but there is no reflection of other things.
Could it be that this kind of Lu Lehan came to Song Anyu instinctively because he just woke up and saw Song Anyu at first sight.
Xiuya didn't know the specifics between them, but she knew that since Lu Lehan's newcomer, Song Anyu, would live there for the time being, and she would definitely respect his choice when Lu Lehan recovered from his illness.
It's just that before the illness is cured, she lost her first.
Xiuya hurried to the door and looked around.
Her hair fluttered around, covering her cheeks and blurring her vision. People were coming and going on the street, Xiuya bit her lip and walked forward for two or three steps, but she still couldn't find the familiar figure.
Reluctantly taking the original place as the center of the circle, he made a big circle and then returned to the streetlight dejectedly.
Lu Lehan bit the straw and sipped the milk tea in it. He didn't taste the sweetness for a long time. He looked down and saw that it was a black pearl blocking the passage of the straw. He pulled the straw slightly and bit it.
The sweetness in his mouth dilutes the bitterness in his heart, and Lu Lehan's breathing is not as smooth as before. When she raised her head again, Xiuya was still standing where she was.
Xiuya looked around anxiously, stretched out her right hand to grab her bangs and turned her back, revealing her big back.
Lu Lehan watched from afar, the sound of sucking milk tea was so loud that even the children at the next table kept looking over.
Embarrassedly smiling at the little chubby man, Lu Lehan made a quiet gesture and slowed down the speed of his smoking, and there was no sound as expected.
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