Quickly wear black and fall in love with white lotus

Watching Lin Xuan walk over and sit down with the corner of his mouth hooked, Lu Lehan handed over a clean plastic spoon: "Do you want to eat?"

Lin Xuan looked helplessly at the white cream on the corner of his mouth, and handed over a tissue to help him wipe it off habitually. Unexpectedly, Lu Lehan flickered, his sly eyes lit up, and he narrowed his eyes and licked the corner of his mouth pornographically. After seeing Lin Xuan's eyebrows twitch again, he laughed happily.

Taking the tissue from his frozen hand was as happy as making a perfect prank, wiped the corner of his mouth and continued to seduce: "It's delicious."

Lin Xuan stood up and bent down close to his ear: "I want to eat what's in your mouth, it must be very sweet."

The warm breath spilled over the ears, Lu Lehan dodged a little, glared at him and motioned him to sit down.

The provocative Lin Xuan straightened up and straightened his tie like a normal person, as if his original purpose was to tidy up his clothes, and sat down again, watching Lu Lehan eat the cake with a smile on his eyes.

Lu Xiao, who had talked with Lin Qi, was in a particularly good mood. Although he didn't know what he said in the end, as long as he was happy, as long as he was willing to stay by his side, he could say anything. Time to choose Lin Qi.

The two tacitly did not mention the conversation just now, just like Lu Lehan didn't know that Lin Xuan knew that he had met Lin Qi, just like Lin Xuan didn't hide to listen to their chat at all.

With a chill behind her back, she raised her face and turned her head to see Liu Qingqing outside the window with an even more excited expression on her face than she was just now, and the red heart directed at Lin Xuan in her eyes almost pierced through the glass.

Even though he didn't look at him, he still smiled back politely. How could he know that Liu Qingqing outside seemed to have seized the opportunity, made a gesture and walked in the direction of the door while stepping on his high-heeled shoes.

Lu Lehan pouts to Lin Xuan, it's all your love debt.

Lin Xuan was noncommittal, took a sip of the sweet coffee in front of him, frowned, and put it back for him.

The sound of Liu Qingqing's high-heeled shoes is particularly obvious, even Lu Lehan, who lowered her head, knew she had come in.

She stood up and nodded slightly, then said softly, "Miss Liu."

"Xiao Xiao, what a coincidence, what's wrong with your neck?" In front of the male god, Liu Qingqing was much restrained than last time, especially today wearing a well-tailored small suit with hip skirt, mature, capable and intellectual.

She is a beautiful elite woman.

"It's nothing, I just accidentally fell and scratched it, and it happened to be wrapped around my neck." Lu Lehan said politely, "Sit whatever you want."

The purpose of coming in was not to ask about Lu Lehan's injury, so I stopped asking after a few simple questions.

Liu Qingqing twitched embarrassingly: "That's so embarrassing."

As he spoke, he glanced at Lin Xuan again, and said, "Lawyer Lin is also here."

Didn't you just come in for lawyer Lin?

Just as Lu Lehan was about to politely say that if Ms. Liu had something to do, forget it, Liu Qingqing sat next to Lu Lehan before she finished speaking, and even started to look at the plate of cake he hadn't finished eating: "Xiao Xiao, this is delicious Well, I've wanted to eat it for a long time, but I haven't tried it yet."

It's because you've wanted to join Boss Lin for a long time but haven't had a chance.

Lu Lehan took a deep breath and sat down again with a smile, picked up the spoon that Lin Xuan had just handed to her, and said casually, "Try it, it tastes pretty good."

Liu Qingqing glanced at Lin Xuan secretly, and found that the other party was reading the menu seriously without looking up. She was a little frustrated but still drool sinfully at the cake, and immediately took the spoon: "Thank you then."

Lin Xuan suddenly said: "You have eaten like that, why don't you have the nerve to give it to others, Ms. Liu, let me ask for another one for you." He stood up and went directly to the counter without any rejection.

Lu Lehan pursed his mouth and didn't say a word, you still want to eat what's in your mouth, I didn't take a few mouthfuls of it.

After a while, a little girl followed behind, put the cake and coffee on the table with a blushing face, and whispered, "Please take it slowly." Finally, her eyes lingered on Lin Xuan's face, and she turned around shyly and left .

Here Lu Lehan gritted his teeth and swallowed a mouthful of the cake, laughing: "Miss Liu, try it, this cake is delicious."

Liu Qingqing was not in a hurry to open the cake, but looked at the cake gratefully: "Thank you, Lawyer Lin."

Lu Lehan plunged the spoon into the cake fiercely, with this expression, this tone, people who don't know would think that the girl who lost her footing was rescued by Lin Xuan and wanted to agree with her body.

The cake on the plate became messy in an instant, and he kept looking at the two people from the corner of his eye. Although Lin Xuan didn't respond, he was inexplicably upset.

Liu Qingqing, who only got a nod from Lin Xuan, seemed to have gotten used to such aloof attitude. When she opened the package of the cake, her mind was obviously not on the cake. Are you looking for Lawyer Lin?"

"En." Lu Lehan replied weakly.

Liu Qingqing was not shocked by his attitude at all, and even brought the topic to Lin Xuan: "Lawyer Lin hasn't come to work recently, is there something wrong at home?"

Lin Xuan put down the coffee cup in his hand, glanced at Lu Lehan who was about to speak, but was interrupted by Lu Lehan: "Yes, I was hospitalized some time ago, and my parents asked Brother Xuan to take care of me."

Lin Xuan raised his eyebrows and said lightly, "Yes."

Good looking, good ability, good person, he is a must-have boyfriend for home travel, the admiration in Liu Qingqing's eyes is almost overflowing, if it is possible, she will stand up immediately and sit by Lin Xuan to start introducing Check your birthday horoscope to see if the pairing is successful.

The weather outside was a bit gloomy, and the branches on the side of the street were shaken back and forth by the wind, as if it was about to rain.

Lu Lehan withdrew his eyes and tried to focus on the plate of cake in front of him, but he couldn't help pricking up his ears to hear what Liu Qingqing had to say. Although it was only her one-man show, she was upset that Lin Xuan recruited girls like this kids like it.

Suddenly, I suddenly wanted to slap myself. After I left, Lin Xuan naturally wanted to find a woman to spend his life with. If the other party was a woman who loved Lin Xuan deeply, he could take care of him for the rest of his life. Unlike himself, he would do nothing. Made waste.

Thinking of a woman as gentle as water cooking for Lin Xuan in the house where he and Lin Xuan lived, cleaning the house for Lin Xuan, and doing that kind of thing with Lin Xuan, Lu Lehan's complexion changed, and the plastic spoon he held squeaked The creaking sound was so slight that even Liu Qingqing, who was sitting beside him, didn't hear it.

【Lehan, Lehan, calm down. 】

Sensing that Lu Lehan's mood was not right, 009 called out quickly, but after calling several times, Lu Lehan didn't respond, and his eyes were fixed on the cake on the plate.

【Lehan, are you okay? 】

A tingling sensation traveled along the meridians, Lu Lehan shivered, and suddenly woke up.

009 couldn't call Lu Lehan, so he could only use electric shock.

Liu Qingqing turned around with a puzzled expression.

Lu Lehan sneered twice: "It's time to grow taller."

Liu Qingqing burst out laughing, the cream in her mouth almost sprayed on Lu Lehan's face, she quickly covered her mouth with her hands and took a peek at Lin Xuan, making sure that the other party didn't see her lack of restraint, and said with a smile: "Xiao Xiao, I didn't expect You are so funny." Looking Lu Lehan up and down, he continued, "But I hope you are growing taller."

For men, especially for men in the north, Lu Xiao is only 1.7 meters eight, and his stature is indeed a bit low. When facing Liu Qingqing, who has no malicious and pure teasing eyes, Lu Lehan feels that the evil thoughts that have been suppressed just now are like crazy growth The vines were like unstoppable, wrapping around his heart tightly, Lei Lei felt a little out of breath.

"It doesn't need to grow, it's good like this." Lin Xuan stared at Lu Lehan deeply, not knowing what he was thinking.

"That's right, Xiao Xiao is so cute." Liu Qingqing looked at Lu Lehan's skin with some envy. As a man, he has such a fair and smooth face, with long and curled eyelashes. Is this person in front of him really a man? , Liu Qingqing almost couldn't believe her eyes.

Lu Lehan was immersed in the dark thoughts just now and couldn't extricate himself. His eyes drooped and he looked at the cake in front of him seriously, but his heart fell into deep self-doubt. Why, why did he become so vicious? A cheerful and kind girl, why did I want to strangle her to death for a moment so that she would never appear in front of Lin Xuan again.

Yes, it is because she is so cheerful and kind, maybe Lin Xuan will fall in love with her in the future, that's why she has the urge to destroy her.

No, no, it's not right, I want to leave this world, Lin Xuan wants to forget myself, why, why can't I like others.

How can it be, how can Lin Xuan like others, why does Lin Xuan who loves Lu Xiao more than himself likes others.

【Lehan, Lehan, what's wrong with you, are you okay. 】

009 is a little anxious, he can't hear Lu Lehan's specific inner voice, but he can catch the general mood swings. Lu Lehan's current mood is extremely unstable, and his soul is also in an extremely dangerous state.

It never intended to hurt him at all.

"Ah, I'm fine." The voice sounded a little tired, more tired than being played by Lin Xuan all night.

Damn it, Lin Xuan, you are my disaster, I really fell into your hands this time.

Lin Xuan, who had been paying attention to Lu Lehan's situation for a long time, changed his face, and stood up: "Miss Liu, Xiao Xiao and I have something to do, we'll go first, take your time."

Liu Qingqing showed a regretful expression, and was about to say some more polite words, when she raised her face, she saw Lin Xuan standing in front of her, blushing and lowering her head.

"Miss Liu, please stand up and let him come out."

Liu Qingqing hurriedly stood up, a little embarrassed: "Xiao Xiao, I..." Before she finished speaking, her eyes fell on Lu Lehan's pale face and trembling body. Now she also felt that Lu Xiao's situation was not right, and looked at him hesitantly. Lin Xuan, "Lawyer Lin, Xiao Xiao..."

Lu Lehan, who had regained consciousness, had no way to return to normal immediately, so he could only use his acting skills and huddled in his seat like a little rabbit who had just been bullied, trembling pitifully as if he was afraid.

Lin Xuan grabbed his arm and forcibly held him in his arms: "He has been feeling unwell these days."

Liu Qingqing suddenly realized that it must be related to the scar on his neck.

But after all, it's other people's private matter, so it's not easy to ask in detail. Standing aside and watching the two people's actions, doubts flashed in their eyes. Lawyer Lin is really kind to Xiao Xiao.

Suddenly, it occurred to me that although Lawyer Lin was a little cold and didn't like to talk to people, he was still very kind in his heart. This can be seen from the free lawsuits for migrant workers every year.

The worship in his eyes was even worse, he was so perfect that he didn't look like a mortal in this world at all.

"Then let's go first." There are too many people here, it's not easy to hug him directly, Lin Xuan can only put one arm through his armpit, one arm supports his waist and half supports him, and walks out of the store. .

People kept casting their gazes over, but they all thought it was because they were not feeling well, and they didn't think much about it.

Sitting on the seat, Liu Qingqing scooped up a mouthful of cake and stuffed it into her mouth. It took a while to realize that Xiao Xiao's reaction didn't feel like she was feeling unwell at all, but rather as if she had been stimulated by something. I can only pray in my heart that nothing will happen.

Lu Lehan didn't speak or even move during the whole process. Lin Xuan stuffed him into the car, sat in the driver's seat and looked at Lu Lehan, who had been trying to curl up after getting into the car. Putting on a posture of self-protection, he pursed his lips and swayed gently. Shaking his shoulder: "Xiao Xiao, Xiao Xiao."

Lu Lehan raised his face for a while, his eyes were a little dazed: "Brother Xuan?"

Lin Xuan didn't let go of the anger raised in his heart, and asked, "Is there something uncomfortable?"

"Ah?" Lu Lehan seemed a little confused, not knowing what was wrong.

Lin Xuan could see that something was wrong with him, but he didn't ask further, just said: "Go home."

Lu Lehan lowered his head, nodded slightly and said yes.

Lin Xuan leaned over to fasten his seat belt for him, and pressed a kiss on his forehead.

After looking at it, Lu Lehan, who still had no reaction, stepped on the gas pedal.

【Lehan, are you okay? 】

Afraid of being spotted by Lin Xuan, 009 didn't dare to talk to Lu Lehan just now, because he was afraid that he would be mentally unstable and say what was in his head.

"I'm fine, it's just a little... It seems that my emotions are a little out of control, I don't know how to say it, it's just, oh, forget it."

Lu Lehan's mood is still very low, he doesn't know why he has such a terrible idea, but the worst thing is that he is now sober and still feels that although the idea just now is a bit extreme, it seems that he really wants to do it for a moment.

[Lehan, listen to me first, last time I used a tool to dilute the emotions of the previous world on you, which may have affected your soul and caused your emotions to be a little unstable. It could have been repaired slowly, But because of Lin Xuan's stimulation, this loophole is getting bigger and bigger, which means that your current mental state may be very unstable. 】

...Damn it, you can use any irregular thing on me. Damn it, if you make me stupid, let's see who will help you get the index.

【So, Le Han, you must complete the tasks in this world right now, and then rest for a while, I will find a way to solve your problem. 】

009 guarantee, although it has made countless guarantees, but this guarantee is more sincere than any other one, even if it can, it will use its own data to swear.

After hearing this, I was surprised for a while and then felt nothing. The rest is that Lu Lehan feels a little tired, not physically, but mentally. I just imagine that I don’t need to worry about anything now, just go to sleep like this. Don't wake up either.

It would be good if the scissors cut the aorta last time, it's not good, and I can't die like this, I just go to the next world.

Lu Lehan is unhappy, especially unhappy. He doesn't want to stay in this world, and he doesn't want to go to the next world. He even doesn't want to go back to his own world. Why should he enter these worlds? It doesn't make any sense at all.

[Le Han, listen to me, let's quickly get the White Lotus Index and leave this world, okay? 】

009 detected serious suicidal thoughts with Lu Lehan, not wanting to leave this world, but committing suicide that the soul wants to annihilate. It is not that there are no hosts that disappear in the great world, on the contrary, there are many, most of which are because they cannot be distinguished Reality and virtuality, too deep into the play, can't be drawn out.

But those are all problems that other hosts will have. How could Lu Lehan have the same idea? He won't, it's impossible for him to commit suicide. How could 009 be willing to let him disappear.

The tasks of this world must be completed, and the remaining problems must be solved.

I underestimated the relationship between the two of them too much. If this still fails to clear his data, then I can only change another method, but Lu Lehan must not get entangled with him again.

[Le Han, you believe me, as long as you complete the tasks in this world and get the index, I guarantee you will not be in such pain. Let me help you forget all of this, okay? Forget Lin Xuan, forget everything. 】

"Is it okay, if I complete the tasks in this world, I can get rid of all this?" The mention of forgetting Lu Lehan seemed to have aroused some interest, but he was still a little depressed.

[Yes, but the premise is that you must be as soon as possible. 】

Although very tired, although I really don't want to do it, it is a big temptation for Lu Lehan to forget everything and start again. As long as this task is completed, as long as he leaves this world, Lin Xuan will forget himself, and he will also forget Lin Xuan. Xuan, everyone is happy.

Lu Lehan's face was bloodless, his heartbeat was sometimes fast and sometimes slow, and even his emotions sometimes reached the peak like a roller coaster, but then fell to the bottom in an instant, which was not at all like a normal person's mood changes.

009 looked at his own database, thought for a while, and decided to do it according to his own ideas, all of this is for his own good, even if he knew everything, he would not blame himself.

Lu Lehan, who had been chatting with the system, didn't notice that he had arrived at the parking lot, and the car stopped unconsciously.

Lin Xuan was a little worried, and touched Lu Lehan's head to test the temperature: "Xiao Xiao, is there anything uncomfortable?"

"No, it's just that I suddenly felt flustered just now." Lu Lehan seemed to have regained some energy after gaining motivation, but he still exuded a strong exhaustion all over his body.

Lin Xuan pinched his face: "Tired?"

Lu Lehan dodged subconsciously, Lin Xuan's hand hung in the air and froze, Lu Lehan, who wanted to get closer, suddenly didn't want to touch Lin Xuan, and nodded indiscriminately at a distance.

The forehead poking just now seemed to have been avoided. Lin Xuan calmly helped him unbuckle his seat belt as before. The young man under him didn't come over to act like a baby like before, but narrowed his existence even more. Feeling, avoiding himself like avoiding a virus, what happened in such a short time just now, what was he thinking.

"Bring you back?" Lin Xuan asked.

The bewilderment on Lu Lehan's face still didn't fade away: "Ah? No need, I'll bump into people."

Lin Xuan couldn't help but go down to the princess to pick her up, hugged her in his arms and said softly, "If you shrink into a small ostrich, no one will see you."

Knowing that he was making fun of himself, he grinned and still didn't smile, so he lay down in Lin Xuan's arms to cover his face. It was just in the afternoon, and there was no familiar person in the elevator.

When he got home, Lu Lehan had already fallen asleep, his long eyelashes trembling slightly, and his brows were tightly furrowed, as if he had dreamed of something extremely unpleasant.

This sleep was very pleasant, Lu Lehan stretched his waist when he woke up, looked at the bright sunshine outside the window and took a deep breath, enjoying the cool autumn wind very much.

Lu Lehan, who woke up after a good night's sleep, was in much better spirits, and he forcibly forgot about that little bit of unhappiness.

Lin Xuan turned around holding a book and asked, "Are you awake?"

"Well, what are you looking at?" Lu Lehan pulled back the quilt and was about to get out of bed.

Lin Xuan quickly walked over to hold him down, and asked, "Is there any discomfort? Is there a headache?"

"No, what's the matter with you?" Lu Lehan was a little surprised, maybe the way he opened his eyes was wrong, why did Lin Xuan's painting style change.

"It's fine, if you feel uncomfortable, tell me right away, you know?" Lin Xuan pinched his nose with a smile that didn't reach his eyes.

With a smile on Lin Xuan's face, he clenched his fist with the hand he had just retracted, his knuckles were protruding and white, and the teeth in his lips were tightly chattering uncontrollably.

Lu Xiao slept for three full days. For three days, the doctor who had been diagnosing Lu Xiao couldn't find anything wrong. Before leaving, he stammered, "Lin Xuan, we are friends, but I still want to say something, why don't you You go find a psychiatrist for him, I can guarantee that there is absolutely no problem with his body, if he still can't do it all the time, it should be because he doesn't want to wake up."

The doctor naturally knew about the relationship between the two of them, and he was the one who came over when Lu Xiao had problems going to the hospital.

He came back from studying abroad, he has heard of homosexuality, and he has even seen it, so naturally he does not reject it.

But he also knows that this kind of situation in the country is absolutely not allowed, and there are some conflicts between the two of them. When he checked Lu Xiao a long time ago, he found that there would always be bruises on Lu Xiao's body that could not dissipate. , It's like getting close with great difficulty but being maliciously aggravated.

One is willing to fight and the other is willing to suffer. He has nothing to comment on, but he knows how paranoid Lin Xuan is, especially for Lu Xiao's possessiveness, which makes him doubt whether Lin Xuan has mental problems. Although the child can't tell it usually, he is also stubborn, and it is this kind of relationship, how should the two of them go on.

Especially now that Lu Xiao's spirit is even more unstable.