[Quick Transmigration] Xiao Shou is always dying

Qi Xi looked at Zhuang Fei, feeling uncomfortable. He had expected this, but he did it anyway—it was not easy to accept the cruel fact that he died and became a lonely ghost. If time permits, he I also want to use a gentler way to inspire Zhuang Fei little by little, not like this.

However, how difficult it is to progress step by step, there are too many uncontrollable factors... and every eventuality, I can't afford it, I simply cut the mess quickly, even if it hurts a little, he will watch and accompany him.Qi Xi smiled wryly in his heart, isn't he afraid?I've lost it once, I know what it's like, and I don't want to taste it again, so I have another chance, I want to grab it no matter what, and I can't let it go.

"Zhuang Fei...do you remember everything?" He carefully stretched out his hand and lifted Zhuang Fei from the ground.

Zhuang Fei pushed Qi Xi's hand away, turned around and looked down at the pitch-black lake, almost at a loss for a while, how unbearable it is to meet an old friend again in this state.If possible, he would rather never see a familiar person again, or just disappear from the world, than now, but what should we do?Everything happened, and Qi Xi saved his life again, so he couldn't be ignorant, so he didn't even say a word of thanks, hugging his arms, Zhuang Fei whispered, "Yes, I remembered... Qi Xi, thank you so much for saving me."

Qi Xi sighed in his heart, of course he didn't want Zhuang Fei's thanks, "Zhuang Fei, since you've already remembered it, let's open the sky and speak frankly. If you regard me as a friend, you don't have to be so polite—can you tell me?" Me, why are you wandering around Flower Street, and when did you start..."

When did it start, in this vast world, there is nowhere to turn to fear?

friend?Zhuang Fei was startled, there was a softness between his brows and eyes, and he stretched out his hand to stroke the hair on his cheeks behind his ears. Zhuang Fei turned around, looked into Qi Xi's eyes and shook his head helplessly, "I didn't lie, I told you earlier. Everything is true, I only know that I, I was shot by an arrow that day, and then... and now, you know, I have no impression of everything in between. After my death, I clearly remember, Only what happened from the day before yesterday to today.”

It shouldn't be.Qi Xi frowned, paced back and forth unconsciously, thinking about the Buddhist works he read during the day, talking about ghosts and gods, all ghosts and spirits pay attention to cause and effect, and most of them left in the world are wandering souls who don't know where to go, or souls. There are resentful souls with grievances, but as long as they still have consciousness, they should not be blank about the time they have experienced... If what Zhuang Fei said is true, then there is only one possibility——

In the past ten years, Zhuang Fei has not appeared in this world as a ghost.

Now ten years later, Zhuang Fei suddenly "woke up", there must be a reason.the day before yesterday.The day before yesterday, Qi Xi tapped his forehead with his finger, what happened the day before yesterday?There must be something special, or is it closely related to Zhuang Fei, what exactly is it?

After thinking about it, he couldn't figure it out, but suddenly a flash of light flashed in his mind, and Qi Xi opened his eyes wide - could it be because of him? !He just arrived in the capital the day before yesterday, entered the city gate because it was late, so he didn't enter the palace immediately, not because he was sentimental, but because he did have Zhuang Fei's stuff on him!

Qi Xi was so excited that he trembled a little!Yes!Although he went to Beijing a few years ago, he didn't bring such a thing with him, standing still, Qi Xi took out a kit bag from his girdle, held it in front of Zhuang Fei and said, "Look at this."

"This is...?" Zhuang Fei's heart skipped a beat. Although he didn't know what it was, he instinctively felt that it was very important. , I can't see what it is when I pinch it softly.And it seems that there is something in the slightest, the moment he saw this thing, he was closely connected with it, a very mysterious experience, like... this thing is just like his body, let him So there is a sense of solidity and peace of mind.

"This is yours." Qi Xi paused, looked at Zhuang Fei's face, and said slowly, "When you died, I took you back to Sanghai and buried you on a bamboo raft covered with flowers and satins. I hope you can travel all over the mountains and rivers without restraint. But after all, you can’t bear to think about it, so you cut off your hair shoulder to shoulder... Enshrined in the ancestral hall of Fuchu and worshiped with incense, I don’t want to be plagued by rats the year before last, knocking over the oil lamp and almost burning the ancestral hall ,then……"

What was salvaged was hair, and what was not salvaged turned into a handful of dust in the kit. This is why he thought Zhuang Fei woke up. next tablet.Therefore, I have never brought it to Beijing before, only this time.

And only this time, Zhuang Fei woke up.

In addition to this brocade bag, the unburned hair was braided into a headband with embroidered thread and brocade, which is now tied on his hair.But this, there is no need to tell Zhuang Fei.

Zhuang Fei was taken aback when he heard it, and he didn't know how to react while holding the bag. I'm afraid he is the only person in this world who can see something like holding his own ashes with his own eyes. It feels really good. It's weird, but Qi Xi made a special trip to show him this. I'm afraid it's not that simple. In connection with his feelings about the kit, Zhuang Fei had a guess in his mind. Take out a little powder, go to the lake and let go, the breeze brings the light dust, falls into the water without a sound, and disappears.

His eyes suddenly went blank, and then he was dizzy for a while. Zhuang Fei almost couldn't stand still, and he took a few steps back. Qi Xi quickly stepped forward to support him. Zhuang Fei raised his hand. Sure enough, his figure became a little thinner. It seemed that the coldness of yesterday began to spread on the skin again, waiting for an opportunity to invade his body and corrode his insides.

Could it be... This is... Zhuang Fei looked at the bag in his hand, if something happened to it accidentally, would he also disappear in smoke?And the familiar cold, is it also a wake-up call for death?

"Zhuang Fei? Zhuang Fei!" Qi Xi supported Zhuang Fei worriedly, "Are you okay?"

Zhuang Fei came back to his senses, shook his head and handed the kit back to Qi Xi, "I'm fine, I'll give this to you."

There was a secret joy in Qi Xi's heart, his eyes seemed to be lit up with stars, he took the kit and held it in his palm, staring at Zhuang Fei with a gentle tone, "Why did you give it to me again?"

"I don't have a body, maybe one day... what's the use of holding it," Zhuang Fei sighed, and passed Qi Xi, "Death is like a lamp going out, and the things behind you are too concerned about it. It will become an evil obstacle. Don't come to me in the future, just pretend you haven't seen me, and leave me alone."

After saying that, he didn't turn his head back, leaving only a firm back.

She had never imagined that this was Zhuang Fei's intention of handing herself over to him, but she still had a ridiculous delusion, and what made her feel sweeter was only her own thoughts.Qi Xi looked at Zhuang Fei's unhesitating back, put the bag into his waistband with great care, and looked cold when he raised his head.

Even though he didn't expect it to be so beautiful, he didn't expect it to be so cold. Qi Xi didn't move, but his eyes fixed on Zhuang Fei like sharp arrows. He walked up to Zhuang Fei with a few strides, grabbed Zhuang Fei's wrist, and asked, " Zhuang Fei, you coward! What are you afraid of? I don’t believe this is your real thought! I’ve already said it, if you treat me as a friend, don’t say anything, just hold it in your heart—”

"I don't understand what you're talking about!" Zhuang Fei shook the seat, pulled out his hand, and looked down at the withered ground, "Zhuang Fei is now just a wandering soul, no need to be coerced by anyone, and no need to listen Anyone's order! If the prince doesn't want to find trouble for himself, it's better to stay away from Zhuang Fei!"

"Okay!" Qi Xi gritted his teeth angrily, pinched Zhuang Fei's chin, forced him to raise his head, and approached Zhuang Fei step by step, "Do you dare to look me in the eyes and say these words again?"

Zhuang Fei choked, his eyes dodged in all directions, and was forced back step by step by Qi Xi.

"Hmph, aren't you very eloquent?" Qi Xi squinted his eyes, "You dare not say it, let me help you - you are afraid that things are right and people are wrong, and the moment you realize that you are a ghost, you are probably very Understood, you said that you went back to the Changfeng Building, and the details of those changes emerged one by one. You found that many years have passed, and you are afraid that your existence will destroy the existing tranquility! You are still afraid, afraid of yourself as a ghost, I don’t know When will your soul fly away? This kind of uncertain drifting feeling makes you just want to find a place to quietly wait to die. Don’t you think so?!”

With Zhuang Fei's intelligence, it's not difficult to see the details.

Before he knew it, Zhuang Fei had nowhere to retreat, and his back hit the trunk of a willow tree by the lake.

Looking at Zhuang Fei like this, Qi Xi only felt that he was in a bad situation, that there was no cure for it. Zhuang Fei who obviously avoided like this, and Zhuang Fei who couldn't listen to others, made people feel depressed and depressed, and made people bite their teeth. Itchy stubbornness, there is no need for mediocre persistence, but Zhuang Fei who has taken off his oiran coat, who speaks loudly and softly, and who has wandering eyes, makes him feel extremely cute.

Adorable and wanting to be desperate to eat it in one bite.This is crazy, right?This is crazy... So, how can you be really angry because of such a thing?Being able to touch it again is already the happiest thing.What's more, Zhuang Fei's words are definitely not heartless.

"In the past, I respected you, even if you were just a humble person from Huajie, you were as courageous and loyal as anyone," Qi Xi grabbed Zhuang Fei's chest and pressed him against the tree trunk with one hand, and pinched his chin with the other, making him unable to move. Avoiding his questioning gaze, "You are escaping! Are you still the Zhuang Fei I know? Even in the face of countless unknowns, even death, he has never flinched at all! Could it be that once you die, you will become a A coward? Don't make me look down on you!"

"Qi Xi! Why are you crazy? Humans and ghosts have different paths. I—" Zhuang Fei frowned and shouted. He reached out and grabbed Qi Xi's hand and pushed it hard. A strange purple cloud, surprised for a moment in my heart, but quickly recovered, and just at this moment, the reason swallowed by anger returned, and I gave Qi Xi a cold look, straightened my clothes and walked away, leaving only the thin Liang's words, "What do you think of me, what does it have to do with me?"

Qi Xi was taken aback by the coldness, and looked at Zhuang Fei's back, "I've told you the truth, you've said what's on your mind, and you still pretend to be ruthless to show to who? Even if you don't regard me as a friend What about Zhuang Qinghong? It has been ten years, and he has never felt better because of your death. Can you rest assured? You are trapped in this world, because of a word of love? Now it is hard to have the hope of the clouds and the moon, and you will Deterred first?"

Zhuang Fei paused, turned around and walked in front of Qi Xi, "You are not me! Don't make it so easy, you saved me yesterday, don't you know what you did?" It was exactly the same yesterday, and the heat when Qi Xi leaned over was so familiar, it even gave him an illusion, there was even a picture in his mind, there was a method, how to absorb those things that made him feel good, Zhuang Fei didn't believe it. That's it, yesterday's Qi Xi didn't do anything great to him, Zhuang Fei had two flames in his eyes, and growled, "What's the good of being with ghosts? Don't stop me if you don't want to die, don't you?" You want to try it, to try the feeling of the anger being taken away from my body bit by bit—"

"Hmm—" His lips were sealed suddenly, Zhuang Fei opened his eyes wide in surprise, and forgot to resist for a moment.

Lips and tongues intersected, body fluids were exchanged, Qi Xi became more and more fascinated by the kiss, and couldn't restrain his joy. This feeling was indeed [-] times better than kissing the unconscious Zhuang Fei.

Something came from the warm body, through intertwined sniffs, lips and teeth, causing Zhuang Fei's body to go numb, and his brain was full of trembling pleasure, the cold feeling faded, and the warmth was like Warm water was sucked in from his mouth to fill him up, and his empty body gradually became solid, making him more intoxicated with reason, and the soft tongue in his mouth became more flexible, walking deeper, Zhuang Fei suddenly trembled, and recovered a little sanity, Suddenly pushed Qi Xi away.

"I want to." Panting heavily, Qi Xi stretched out his hand to wipe away the body fluid overflowing from his lips, and made an evil smile, but his eyes were extremely serious, "I dream about it, Zhuang Fei, can't you feel it?"

"I love you."

I love you, whether it was ten years ago or now.Whether you are an oiran or a commoner.Whether you are a human or a ghost.I love you, and this time, I will never let you go.

"Without you, I'm a walking corpse who is dead but alive. I don't feel the meaning of life."

Zhuang Fei opened his eyes wide, and took two steps back dejectedly.

The author has something to say: The confession was ten years late, and the feeling of pulling back a little bit is really great~~ Take this opportunity to confess, I love you too, Zhuang Fei!