[Quick Transmigration] Xiao Shou is always dying

Zhong Zizhen sat in the room for a while, rubbed his face with his hands in silence, then stood up slowly with his knees propped up, and took two steps back slightly to make way for the most central space—even though he knew it would be like this, It is inevitable that there is still a little... emptiness in my heart.

Shaking his head and not thinking about it anymore, Zhong Zizhen mobilized his mental strength, the air seemed to fluctuate slightly, and then, in the room that was originally empty, there appeared such an outstanding young man, dressed in very ordinary clothes , but beautiful and not like ordinary people, Zhong Zizhen took a step forward, hugged the surprised young man in his arms, and patted the still thin back. Naturally, there was no loss in the expectation, but his heart was full of tears. It feels a lot easier.

He shouldn't be restraining Josh, this is the scene that should be there.

As if an old friend was reunited, Zhong Zizhen let go of Josh with a long sigh of relief, with a real smile on his face, looked at the old wooden door, and said with a smile, "Let's go, Josh."

The astonishment in Josh's eyes could no longer be concealed. It was a scene where he should be smiling, but he froze in place, staring at Zhong Zizhen with wide eyes. There was countless warmth and encouragement in Zhong Zizhen's eyes, and he didn't say anything. He didn't take the initiative to do anything, just quietly waiting for Josh to take a step.

Where is this place, and is it really what he thinks?Josh had countless questions in his heart, and the anxiety at the moment gradually overwhelmed him like a tide. He hoped so, but was afraid that it would not be the case. The question was on the verge of his mouth, but he couldn't utter a word.

Such a wooden door, with a horizontal streamlined handle, rusted off the paint and looks old, but still sticks to his responsibility - he only needs to hold the handle and push it lightly, and he can walk out of the room and see the scene outside.What is there outside, Josh has a vague guess, but he is not sure of himself at all-why should he?He has already obtained enough, even the forgiveness he never imagined is in his hands, what kind of warm scene will he use to satisfy the endless desire in his heart?

God.If this continues, I will definitely become an insatiable person, unable to control my desire more and more.In that case, will there be another tragedy?Then, he would rather stay in Zhong Zizhen's space, guarding Shi Ran alone to end his life.

Please don't let me fall into prison again, I don't want to bear anything anymore.

Josh closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and drove out all the endless weakness in his heart. Zhong Zizhen's change was too abrupt for him, no matter how sincere and harmless Zhong Zizhen behaved, he always had a The illusion of stepping into a trap, especially after he stayed in the space for so long and Zhong Zizhen never told him a little bit of news from the outside, that feeling almost turned into reality.

If this is Zhong Zizhen's decision to punish him, then he will live according to Zhong Zizhen's will.

But what is happening now undoubtedly shows how dirty and unbearable his speculations and conjectures are. There are two diametrically opposed thoughts fighting in his heart. Unfortunately, at this moment, that kind of conspiracy theory has not disappeared. Now this The one separated by a door is the truth that can prove everything.

From the moment of rebirth, I have already prepared for everything that will happen, and what needs to be faced will never disappear out of thin air.He believed that Zhong Zizhen would not make a special trip to make such a mischievous joke, just to see the insult and pain on his face, even if it was, it was the punishment he should bear.Josh turned to look at Zhong Zizhen, stepped forward and gave Zhong Zizhen a hug, then turned around and strode forward.

When he held the cold metal handle, his heart felt cold for a moment, and his fear reached its peak at this moment. Even though his face remained calm, Josh knew that his back was covered with cold sweat.

Click—the sound of clockwork turning is so clear, slowly expanding from the slow line, the outside world gradually comes into view, the ordinary living room, the white of the wall has turned yellow, and the furniture also looks old and covered with dust , and then those two figures, one standing in the middle of the living room, looking out from the window for a moment.

Even though they hadn't seen each other for seven years, Josh was still able to call out the names of these two people with just a back view.Josh's fingers on the doorknob trembled a little, and his eyes were a little blurred. The words were on his lips, but he couldn't make a sound to shout. At this moment, the endless haze was illuminated by the bright sun, and the traces gradually faded away.

It's good to have another look like this, they are all living well, it's good.The heavens were kind to him, and returned the most precious things back, and even gave him a second life, a heavy and thick life.When Josh turned his head, Zhong Zizhen was standing behind him. The expression on his face was still gentle, and the encouragement in his eyes was still pure. Josh couldn't help but twitched his mouth and smiled.

The sound of the door lock turning startled Zhong Limei. When he looked back, he saw the scene of the person in his heart smiling with tears in his face. To be honest, his mind was still confused at this moment. He heard the familiar sound from the signal tower in the morning. The voice, to the way the three of them galloped all the way, is it what he imagined?What is going on in all this?What should I say first when I see him so as not to be abrupt and embarrassing?At the moment when they actually met, Zhong Limo realized that his worries and confusions were all useless brain waves, because everything went away when he saw Josh, the one that had been silently recited thousands of times The name, just blurted out naturally, "Josh!"

Josh.Carrying his best moments and purest feelings, the only clear and beautiful Josh in the world.

Nothing has changed, as if you are still sitting in a spacious and crowded university classroom, with a clean and special scenery; it is also as if you are sitting in front of a piano, with your slender fingers resting on the black and white keys, and the amazing and moving smile when you raise your eyes and say goodbye ;Josh, stay in his best moments.

But he is no longer the impulsive and stupid Zhong Limei.Seven years have passed, and he was as young as Josh back then, buried in the best memories. At the beginning of the end of the world, he was just a student who had not yet graduated from university, but now, now he... Seven years ago, he was very different, right?Would Josh feel strange seeing him like this?

Zhong Li stared at Josh ignorantly, watching Josh slowly approaching, his eyes sparkling with water, as always, could make people indulge in it.

Josh's gaze was on Zhongli Mei, and the person presented in his eyes made him clearly realize that "seven years" had passed, and Zhongli Mei...had become a quite mature man, handsome and calm, perhaps because of his temperament The changes made him look far from the Zhong Limo in his memory, and he could only vaguely see the similarities in his facial features. After overlapping, he realized that he was really a person.

But this kind of Zhonglimo... Josh walked slowly in front of Zhonglimo, his eyes were a little moist again, Josh stretched out his arms around Zhonglimo's back, stood on tiptoe and put his chin on Zhonglimo's shoulder, he could see Such a completely different Zhongli Mei is the best comfort to him.

It's good that he didn't die because of his shameful and selfish thoughts.

Zhongli felt a block in his heart, and hugged Josh tightly in his arms, tears poured out inadvertently, he understood, he understood, after reading Josh's diary, he has never seen Josh's The pain made Josh never get rid of the torture of his heart and the torture of his soul until his death.

"Josh..." Zhong Limo passed through Josh's hair and pressed Josh's head against his shoulder, his voice choked up, "It's great that you're fine...you're still alive...I'm sorry, I've been sorry all this time , couldn't save you..."

what.

Something warm slid down the nape of his neck and into his back. Josh closed his eyes, patted Zhong Limo's back, and interrupted Zhong Limo's self-blame, "It's okay, it's okay. I'm not doing well. Is it? I also want to thank you for not giving up over the years."

ah.God.What kind of people have I met who can be so good.It's me who should say I'm sorry.As a result, until now, Zhong Limei still thought that he was pure and innocent. It was obviously the scene he was looking forward to before he died, but at this moment, Josh was not happy. Zhong Zizhen... did he hide the truth?

Listening to Josh's gentle words, Zhongli Mo castigated himself in his heart, why he still hasn't improved after so many years, and Josh needs to comfort him instead.Taking a deep breath, Zhong Limo held Josh's shoulders and pushed Josh away, and smiled handsomely, "Look what I'm talking about. Take a look, who's over there."

Zhong Limo doesn’t want to mention the past, everything is over, let it be, there is no need to hide it, and there is no need to deliberately bring it up, and you don’t need to let Josh know about the sufferings you have learned... Josh doesn’t want to, either, the most important thing in his heart Hidden things are known to others.

Then treat it as if you don’t know. It’s meaningless to bring up old things again. What’s really meaningful is that Josh is back, which is the future they have, not dwelling on the past.The past was painful, the mistakes were made by Josh, and it wasn't worth giving up tomorrow for it.

Following Zhongli Mo's sideways Josh looked up, it happened that Du Yiming turned around and looked, Du Yiming threw away the cigarette butt in his hand, showing his own trademark smile, with a bit of wickedness in his cunning, full of charm, he spread his hands Josh didn't feel shy, wiped the corners of his eyes and stepped forward, throwing himself into the arms that were neither unfamiliar nor familiar.

There is probably nothing that can make any movement, it makes people feel warmer than hugging each other tightly, all the holes created by missing are filled little by little, so satisfied, so safe.

Du Yiming embraced Josh as if embracing his own world, so careful and restrained, he whispered in Josh's ear with his usual voice, "Xiaoxi, long time no see, and..."

"Welcome back."

Josh clasped Du Yiming's shoulder, stunned for a moment, then slightly opened the corner of his mouth, and responded softly, "I'm back, and from now on... I will trouble you again."

After realizing it, Du Yiming smiled again, and rubbed Josh's hair, "I'm so happy."

That sentence... It's the same as when Josh decided to enter the apocalypse with them.It's good that Josh is willing to start over.Du Yiming's words were echoed by Zhong Limo, pulling Zhong Zizhen, rushed to Du Yiming and Josh's side, hugged the two who were separating into his arms at the same time, and came into a group hug.

The first four people have experienced all kinds of things, at least at this moment when they reunite after many years, they can get rid of all other mutual understanding and heart-to-heart connection, which is undoubtedly a beautiful ending.

The three men who experienced Josh's "death" together for seven years chose to hide the truth from Josh. It's not that they lack the courage to face it, but they just don't want to add to the worries and let Josh know that the two of them also knew the truth. so what?Holding on to the past is a stupid act. Instead of letting Josh find out and blame himself, and look back at the unfulfilled past and face them facelessly, it is better to let time bury it, dispel Josh's worries little by little, and move forward.

Other than that, other things are naturally another matter. Of course, everyone has a chance, right?