[Quick Transmigration] Xiao Shou is always dying

Qin Xu was actually surprised when he saw Zuo Xiaoyan.Qin You lost three years of memory, Ning Shao was no longer in the center of his brain, and the part about Ning Shao between them, the threat and oppression of the relationship change at the beginning, were all blank. One has to be careful, Ning Shao is an absolute forbidden area, and once touched, one's life may be hurt—whether it is Qin You's or his own.Their lives are linked together, and a sharp knife named Ning Shao hangs on the line that bears the lives of the two of them, which may make them lose their support and fall into the cliff at any time.

The past month has been enough for Qin Xu to carefully avoid Ning Shao, and try to find out how in Qin You's eyes, how the part of memory that lost Ning Shao was completed, and how did they, the two of them, develop to the present stage? of.

A kind of higher cousin but not a lover, able to enjoy the beauty of being together, to indulge the desire of the body, to indulge in the guilty pleasure brought by taboo fish and water, but always keep the softest corner of my heart.They are like two perfect and compatible bed partners, they don't have the sense of belonging to find the person they love...Of course, this is Qin Xu's summary of Qin You's feelings for him based on all the information in this month, Qin Xu was somewhat defeated.

Just like those people in the harem, maybe this description is not appropriate, but with this feeling, he/they naturally have feelings for him, but more, I'm afraid they still plan for themselves.

Ning Shao disappeared from Qin You's memory, those oppressions naturally did not exist, the two of them were completely natural, and somehow they evolved into this... Although Ning Shao was forgotten, Qin You was not really in love He's gone, no, maybe Qin You loves him a little subconsciously, but it's definitely not to the extent of being unforgettable.

It's just that you love me, it's just because he is His Majesty, he wants to maintain this relationship, but Qin You can't resist, and the change of this relationship is not harmful to Qin You, but it has many conveniences, enjoy what he gives Love and favoritism, everything is open to talk, no need to be on guard and guess what.Since he was powerless to change, he accepted it willingly.This is not love, Qin You trusts him and relies on him, but there is always a thin line between him and true love.

Maybe everyone's definition of love is different, maybe someone's expression of love is trust and dependence.Such words seem to make sense, but Qin Xu can't believe it. He used to be Ning Shao, and he knows what it feels like to be loved by Qin You, and he knows Qin You's expression of love.The current Qin You is really like the rumors, the beauty hidden by Jin Wujiao, the pet held in the palm of his hand, does what he wants, in exchange for more love from him, to maintain the relationship between them An abnormal but seemingly loving and sweet relationship between them.

This feeling made Qin Xu anxious, uneasy, and even restless at night.In the past, he had forced Qin You to maintain such a relationship, even if it was only superficially peaceful, as long as the relationship developed according to his own ideas, and now he finally tasted the bitter fruit.

When Qin You woke up after sleeping for so many years, Qin Xu never believed that it was a strange force. He always had a guess in his heart——Qin You must have been drawn to come back, and the other end of the line of longing did not fastened to him.Then, sooner or later, the truth will surface naked like a fire that cannot be wrapped in paper.

And at that time, where should he and Qin You go?

So this time the test is not just to see if Qin You will show jealousy because of this, but also to use this as a breakthrough to break through the relationship between the two.

When chatting and walking with Fang Yijun, Qin Xu was actually not that confident. He was actually very worried. It would be a nightmare to mention this matter briefly—love is naturally not a selfish monopoly, but if you don't even have the desire to monopolize someone, there will be no love.

Qin Xu never expected that surprises would come suddenly, so that he even showed obvious emotions. Such a happy expression is not a good thing for an emperor, but what should we do?The joy in my heart can't be suppressed no matter what!Xiao Youer was afraid that he would not be in a hurry, so he sent a message to call him, which inexplicably made Qin Xu feel something, which he saw when reminiscing about Ning Shao's memories. Qin You would use one or two pieces of candy to support the child, "Sir, Mrs. Madam asked you to go home and cook."

The warmth and warmth of home.

After six years, Qin Xu was able to experience it personally again, which made Qin Xu almost shed tears. It was not because he had never experienced it before, but because it was only a feeling that he remembered after Ning Shao's return. It was not sad.It's this kind of feeling that makes people cry. No matter how invulnerable a strong person is, his heart is soft. A little movement in this soft place is enough to make people shed tears instantly.

To be needed and loved.What a wonderful feeling.

I thought that Qin You didn't have himself in his heart, but suddenly he knew that Qin You actually cared about him very much. The contrast and impact brought by these two extremes, how can Qin Xu not be excited?Even the kung fu of concealing emotions, which has been practiced for many years, was broken in an instant. At this moment, Qin Xu realized the comfort and beauty of being alive.

This kind of good mood lasted until Qin Xu walked outside the Xuanhe Hall. The door of the outer hall was naturally open, and there were still very few palace people serving, but as long as you took a closer look, you knew that the place was by no means cold. The waiters are all very respectable people in the inner palace, and the one standing outside the palace is His Majesty's chief steward, Duke Yi, are you afraid that the care is not in place?

Seeing Qin Xu's return, Wang Yi hurriedly knelt down to pay respects, with a worried expression on his face, Qin Xu suddenly felt something was wrong, waved his hand and called Wang Yi, and asked in a low voice, "How is it?"

Although the question was nonsensical, how could Wang Yi not understand, his old face was like eating five bitter gourds in one breath, "Return to your majesty, I don't know. When I heard the news, my majesty immediately sent my slaves away." Come out, don't let anyone in, and don't serve... The snacks sent by the imperial dining room have all been smashed, I'm afraid the servant is very angry."

Qin Xu was not surprised at all after hearing this, but became more and more impatient. It is normal for Qin You to be angry and smash things. .Along the way, no matter how happy things were, I slowly digested them. Now that I heard Qin You's anger was exuberant, I wiped away the joy in my face-he was angry, and seeing that he was in such a good mood, Wouldn't it be more angry?

He was so angry that he was the one who felt distressed.Qin Xu shook his sleeves, straightened his hair crown and skirt, coughed lightly, adjusted his voice, and became the usual calm and majestic Majesty, and ordered, "Ask the imperial dining room to make some fresh snacks for delivery." Come here, you wait outside, don't disturb without my order."

"Yes, Your Majesty—"

Without waiting for the words to fall, Qin Xu strode into the room, ignoring the two behind him, Qin Xu knocked on the door of the inner hall, but there was no answer from inside, Qin Xu didn't care, pushed the door open, and saw a room The mess, broken porcelain plates, scattered cakes, pen holders, brushes, memorials, paperweights and other things on the table were all scattered on the ground, which was worse than being attacked by a thief.If other people dared to make Xuanhe Hall like this, a hundred heads would not be enough to chop off. At this moment, Qin Xu only felt joy in his heart. Qin You, who acted so straightforwardly, was also extremely cute in his eyes.

Ignoring these vented items, Qin Xu kept looking around the room—and finally saw the figure that haunted him on the soft couch under the window, sitting with his back to us. , Through the open window, I don't know what to look at.

Finding a place to stay, Qin Xu walked behind Qin You, bent slightly, put her hands around Qin You's shoulders, and put her chin on the side of Qin You's shoulders. There was puzzlement in her voice, but also comfort, and she gently let her go. People's hearts are as soft as water, and the heartache contained in it makes people feel warm when they hear it, "Xiao Youer, what's the matter? Who made you angry, tell Brother Huang, Brother Huang will help you decide."

Qin You didn't buy it at all.He pushed Qin Xu away and stood up abruptly. Although he was not as tall as Qin Xu, his posture at this moment was superior. His beautiful eyes were astonishingly bright, one was a flame of anger, It is a bright light ignited by anger.

So bright, so beautiful.

Qin Xu only felt that his breath was missing a beat, and his heart seemed to be hit, sore, numb and comfortable. He wanted to groan, he thought, he probably loved Qin You a little more, and he would love Qin You a little more after that. During the countless days, I loved him more and more deeply.

"Your Majesty really doesn't know?" Qin You stared at Qin Xu, "Still pretending to be ignorant to see my brother's jokes? Such a coaxing gesture is really comforting His Majesty's whispering, or is it right? Let’s talk about it among the beauties in the harem? My brother has received such great grace from the emperor, and I am terrified.”

He didn't even call the emperor brother anymore, and called him His Majesty directly, which shows that he was genuinely moved.This gesture is more angry than Qin Xu expected. Even though Qin Xu has confirmed that Qin You really has him in his heart, he will not be indifferent to him being close to others, Qin Xu can only show a helpless smile when he is happy , he just tried a little bit, just walked with Fang Yijun, not to mention inappropriate behavior, he had no other thoughts during the whole process, he was all thinking about Xiao Youer, whether Xiao Youer would turn over 18 years of brewing Just old vinegar, "What did Xiao Youer say, that brother Fang Yijun has no intentions of him, brother is..."

"Bang—" Another loud noise interrupted Qin Xu's explanation. Qin Xu was taken aback for a moment, but it was Qin You who angrily kicked over the small case beside the soft couch.How many years has it been since he witnessed others throwing a tantrum in front of him like this?At first glance, Qin Xu was a little dazed, she didn't expect Qin You to become so courageous after waking up again.

He kicked over the desk table, waited for a while, but did not wait for Qin You's anger, Qin Xu then raised his eyes to look at Qin You, his heart was all tangled up in one place, he only felt that the apex of his heart was in one place pain.

Qin You's eyes were red, and the beautiful eyes were stubbornly opened, trying not to let those crystals appear, Qin You pressed his heaving chest, calming down his anger, Qin Xu was extremely puzzled at the moment, Xiao Youer... ...Why are you so angry, obviously the matter is not so serious, isn't it?

He didn't touch the little hand of any beauty, and he didn't have any ambiguity with others.

"Brother Huang, how could you treat me like this?" Qin You took a deep breath, "What do you want to say? Just acting on occasion? Don't you know what the concubines and concubines in the harem think about you? ? You know their intentions, but you will still be happy with them, so what am I? If the emperor has no intentions for me, why did you bother to provoke me?" Qin You lowered his head and said in a sad tone, "The world Everyone knows that I, Qin You, am a playboy who doesn't do business properly, but I ask myself, during the period with the emperor... I never betrayed my relationship with the emperor, dismissed a kind of concubine in the backyard, and never messed with flowers Hey, I sent those who recommended me directly, I am loyal to the emperor, and I thought the emperor was the same, so I didn't get involved in the harem, now it seems that I was wrong."

"Brother Huang thought that today's matter is actually a trivial matter, right?" Qin You lowered his head and smiled wryly, only feeling that his waking up turned into a great irony, "Maybe, it's just me, I take myself too seriously." I take this feeling too seriously, I believe in the emperor's love, I believe that Qin Xu really loves him, and I feel sorry for Qin Xu's infatuation.

If Qin Xu really wanted someone to be devoted to him, wouldn't it be a simple matter?He, Qin You, is just a slightly special one among them, but he is not the only one.It's a pity, although he, Qin You, is a devil in the world, he had countless absurdities before he got along with Qin Xu, but I'm sorry, he is not a person who can live with grievances!Even though that person is the emperor, as long as you want to be with him, don't think about the beauties of the Sangong Sixth Court, he can't tolerate any of them!

But think about it too, apart from his appearance to be proud of, he has no merits at all, so how can His Majesty, who is praised by all people, really fall in love with him?Idiots and idiots, what they say is nothing but nonsense, and what they do is nothing but stupid things.Perhaps when he "died", he was in the most perfect state, and he would be cherished by Qin Xu for a lifetime.

Instead of being like this now, waking up and turning into a shady person, and watching Qin Xu deal with the harem, even though it is clear that nothing happened - still mad with jealousy!Heartache is about to die!He came alive not to experience this!

He wanted to renew his relationship with Qin Xu and stay together for the rest of his life.Although Qin Xu, as His Majesty, cannot abolish the backyard like him, but at least in terms of soul and body, he should be like him, only guarding the other party, not with the concubine who has an affair, flirting with ambiguous and flirting taboo.

He was a man, a petty man, who would break hearts.It's no different than being unfaithful.

Hearing this, Qin Xu's thoughts of fluke and evasion disappeared completely, and he looked at the matter with a correct attitude. Maybe the matter is not serious, but what is serious is the nature.Now he finally understood that he was poking Qin You's heart. Not only did Qin You feel distressed, but he himself felt even more distressed, with throbbing pains.

He walked forward, hugged Qin You in his arms, knelt down on one knee in front of Qin You without any discomfort, raised his head to look at Qin You, flustered and impatient and almost incoherent, "I'm not... Xiao You'er, I'm not...I don't have that kind of thoughts, I just...I'm just afraid that you don't like me...I only want you alone, everyone else is fine..."

"Xiao Youer, would you like to be my wife? I don't want anyone in the harem, as long as you are the queen." Qin Xu looked into Qin You's eyes, almost begging, and made Qin You's request like an oath. Yau opened his eyes wide for a moment.