[Quick Transmigration] Xiao Shou is always dying

photo.Carefully caressing only with eyes, afraid of damage even with fingers, what a precious photo it is.Xia Fan knew who the person on the photo was without looking at it. The facts were already in front of him, and it could never be him. When facing him, Winston was still a reliable man, unsmiling, just like many families. A man who doesn't love his spouse, but can also take responsibility - probably Winston is the same now, and that's all.

Same bed, different dreams, Xia Fan never dreamed that his relationship with Winston would become like this.

The next day, Winston was normal, and he still woke up early to read the newspaper. He just glanced away at the Zhuruo news. Xia Fan paid attention at night. He pretended to be a deep sleep, and Winston got up as expected. When we arrived at the audio-visual room, but this time there was no gap in the door, so he no longer had the possibility of spying.

It must have been that he had gone to bed so late the night before that Winston had been too anxious to close the curtains.

The people Winston really loves are all bamboos.This fact did not cause Xia Fan pain. For a while, he even wanted to stop keeping silent, and simply had a big fight with Winston, questioning him and blaming him. He also thought in his heart why Zhu Ruo was so The haunted spirits linger, since they want to leave, why not be more thorough, and still appear in front of them glamorously from time to time.

At that time, Xia Fan felt that he was going crazy, complained about others, and even started to hate, he didn't know who to hate, anyway, there was a resentment in his heart, no one to complain, but nowhere to vent.In the end, he also entered the audio-visual room one afternoon when Winston was out. He didn't check how many Zhu Ruo's albums Winston had hidden. If Winston wanted to hide it, he knew he couldn't find it. .

He just connected to the Internet and found his favorite music website. Zhu Ruo's name was at the top of the list. He clicked on it and chose a song that seemed to fit his mood, called "Shackles".But once, before the lyrics and music were finished, he had already burst into tears, throwing himself on the table and crying until the sky was dark, shackled and restrained.At that moment, Zhu Ruo's face appeared in front of his eyes, what happened to him, now that he found out the truth, he complained about Zhu Ruo who was completely victimized?

Has he become so that he doesn't even recognize himself?Xia Fan suddenly looked back, and found himself standing at the intersection of fate, looking at himself with a smile.

Xia Fan finally cleared up all his emotions, and looked at his entanglement with Winston and Zhuruo from an objective perspective, only to find that the fact was already cheap before everything happened. Winston loved Zhuruo. Ruo, but because of her arrogance and prejudice against mermaids, she doesn't want to admit it.His own ideal partner is almost completely different from Zhu Ruo. He uses those things to ask Zhu Ruo, and then finds that Zhu Ruo can't do it at all, so he has doubts about himself. In this way, love was buried in the deepest part of Winston's heart, never seeing the light of day.

And myself, who appeared in Winston's life at that time, experienced many things with Winston, which was in line with Winston's imagination of a partner, and thus produced a "love" that even Winston himself deceived. The fake love finally surfaced after many years, but everything is irreparable.

Winston married him, had a family, and gave birth to offspring. On Zhuruo's side, there was also news that Iris was in love with him, and everything was settled.

Xia Fan doesn't know if Winston has discovered that his feelings for Zhu Ruo are not pure guilt, but he has already made clear Winston's choice. If he behaved as usual in front of him, he must have suffered ten thousand times more than him.

A man who has done hateful things will inevitably be pitiful in the end.Xia Fan respects Winston's choice. He shares the sin of betraying Zhuruo with Winston, but he cannot share the rest. Will Winston be tortured until the moment of death and he will not be freed? Xia Fan doesn't I know, but Xia Fan couldn't bear it, couldn't bear to let Winston be alone, and ended up alone in the end, and—even if he knew this, his feelings for Winston had not changed, even if there was only a slight possibility, he still wanted to fight for it. Isn't it.

Just like the man in front of him, how many miracles he has created in the midst of many impossibilities, why can't he fight for himself and write a miracle for himself alone.

Xia Fan followed Zhu Ruo, thinking ecstatically, until he reached the room, Zhu Ruo stretched out his hand to ask him to take a seat. He sat on the sofa beside Zhu Ruo, grabbed a glass of water on the table, and grabbed the cup of water with his slender fingers. Holding the cup, his knuckles turned white, and the water in the cup trembled slightly.

Zhu Ruo didn't rush, but just calmly, waiting for Xia Fan's action.

The slightly cool water sprinkled on the back of his hand startled Xia Fan. He raised his hand and took a sip of water, put down the cup and took a long breath, finally stood up, looked straight at Zhu Ruo and bent down deeply, his The voice was a little hoarse, but very solemn and serious, "Zhu Ruo, I'm sorry! Really, I'm sorry, it's been so many years late."

Whether you accept it or not, whether you forgive or not, I really owe you this sentence of sorry.I speak out, not to let me free myself, nor to ask for your forgiveness, but to admit my fault to you, which is also...you should receive it.Xia Fan bowed low, bowed deeply, and Zhu Ruo accepted his bow impartially.

Although he has never expressed his attitude towards Xia Fan, people should have their own persistence. Xia Fan is indeed sorry for him. He can bear this gift. Zhu Ruo thought that if he avoided it, it would be a calculating gesture, which would make Xia Fan more uncomfortable.Since he was so arrogant when he left, there is no need to act like he cares about it now.

Winston is the only person who is really trapped in the past.

Xia Fan lowered his head firmly in front of Zhu Ruo, bent his waist deeply, and continued until he felt that the apology in his heart was conveyed, then he straightened up, "I'm sorry to bother you, I'll..."

Then he turned and prepared to leave.Zhu Ruo didn't say a word, didn't say forgiveness, and of course, he would never have the slightest ugly face, because... that is Zhu Ruo, who has gone through so much, and healed many people in this empire with his unique gentleness. , There are stubborn mermaids to suppress the persisters.It had been expected, and he had already said that he did not come to ask for forgiveness. Even if Zhu Ruo said forgiveness, it would be impossible for things to go back to before nothing happened.

Some things can never be undone.

Just like Winston's choice, and like his choice, there is the bamboo in front of him.

"Xia Fan, do you love Winston?" Zhu Ruo grabbed Xia Fan's hand before he left.

Xia Fan turned around in surprise, he, he thought that Zhu Ruo would disdain to talk to him... Responding to Zhu Ruo's question, Xia Fan was a little taken aback, then smiled, nodded and said, "Yes. I love him."

"Really? You didn't answer right away." Zhu Ruo looked up at Xia Fan, "Have you lied to yourself? Every day you hint that you love him, don't covet superficial harmony and make yourself miserable."

"You—" Xia Fan opened his eyes wide, looking at Zhu Ruo in disbelief, and suddenly felt that there was nothing strange about it. Most likely, the relationship between him and Winston made it seem to those who really love to indulge in love and enjoy love. The flaw is obvious, Zhu Ruo can see that he and Winston don't have that kind of atmosphere, it's very normal, compared with Zhu Ruo and Iris, it's not surprising that Zhu Ruo will see through.He pulled the corner of his mouth to show a very shallow smile, shook his head and said, "I'm just confirming my own answer, I love him."

From the beginning when Winston stood in front of him in the military academy; he worked hard and finally stood in front of Winston; he became Winston's substitute accompanying adjutant and knew what kind of person Winston was; Winston was overwhelmed by the charm of his personality, and fell in love with Winston deeply from the bottom of his heart; at the end, he chose to accept Winston and bear the sin together.

There is joy and there is torment.

Now it seems that there are more moments of torture.But if you really love someone, maybe you really don't care about these things.Xia Fan's expression was indifferent, as if it was a matter of course, as if he had spoken the most common truth.Seeing Xia Fan's performance, Zhu Ruo sighed deeply in his heart, Winston was really lucky to have the affectionate Xia Fan.

"Is it worth it?" Zhu Ruo sighed slightly, stood up and looked into Xia Fan's eyes.

Xia Fan pondered for a while, twitched his lips and shook his head with a smile, "I don't know..." His eyes turned slightly, "I have to try."

Zhu Ruo then let go of Xia Fan's hand, but there was a bang at the door, and it was Iris who came in a hurry and grabbed Zhu Ruo, "Run around, I'm so anxious that I can't find you!" Lu, Xia Fan stood aside, looked at this scene and smiled, but his heart was a little shy. After a while, Iris was worried that the bamboo would be like this, and he...

Leaving the room silently, Xia Fan left space for Iris and Zhu Ruo, and closed the door behind him.

It wasn't until Xia Fan left that Iris took Zhu Ruo out and asked angrily, "What did he come for? Apologize? It's hypocritical. If you want to apologize, you should have acted back then. After waiting for more than 100 years, you are not easy to bully so quickly Forgive him. Don't look at him as pitiful, whatever the cause or effect, there must be something hateful, and it should be done."

Zhu Ruo smiled slightly, "You."

"I accept," Zhu Ruo pinched Iris' cheek, allowing Iris to lead him out, "His apology. He has already received the worst punishment." Mistakes were made for love, wrong Later, he found that he did not get love, "It's just that I will never accept, Winston's apology."

Just after turning the corner, he saw Winston standing there like a stone sculpture. He must have heard what he just said clearly.